coolest day on earth. okay..just pleasant...tht's an exaggeration.
Right..he rox my sox! Hottie-o-righto.

so this time we've gotta reli train reli hard now cos the nationals drawin near..we needa train and run our asses off. and evrytime i get tired..ill just try to push myself further..im gona work reli hard frm now on..i simply cannot believe ill not make it..i will make it..if i try. alot of hardwork and sweat is gona be put in..physical torture..u name it. and tmr..im not goin for e well-being day held by e school..instead im gonna have to train with rauf..btw..we're gona give him a surprise party on his bday..we're gona tell u all bout it though, sindhu. Sindhu's injury got worse..gotta take care k? i truly admire the sec 2 dance grp grrlz in track..the three of em..cos they have been so committed and determined..no matter how busy they are. Cheerz for u guyz! U guyz rock!

so training was in e stadium..loadsa new junior members came in..they were a lil slow though..we had to squeeze our way through when running with em. I bet half of em will be gone by e end of this yr..it happens..those tht dont have the determination to perform and work for it..sometimes they cant take all e heavy training.

okay we've gotta do some Civics and Moral education homework..write or draw or do anything we like to a colored construction paper..something that reflects our character. i didnt know what to write..so i wrote gobbledygook. loadsa informal language..but Mr. Yong told us we could do nething we liked. so...
And this was what i wrote:

Hi. I am very much aware that the main aim of this whole thingy is to do something that reflects on my character. And i have found the perfct way of doing so. That is to blabber on as much as i can. That way you will get to know me better.

Im a jellyhead. I am very much afraid of creepy crawlies. I hate them..their presence automates my hands to hit innocent bystanders. While at the same time, the innocents get perforated eardrums. Don't blame me. Blame it on the six and eight-leggeds. I hate ants and mosquitoes, they make me scratch

I am not a total fan of black. Wet farts ain't awesome. Neither are cemetries, corpses nor death poems. Bright colors and bubble gum stuff are my pin-ups. Pink and baby blue are awesome. I try being cheerful all the time and smile as often as i can. I hate getting depressed and upset, who doesn't? I love cheering people up when they are down, I feel great doing so. I try being as nice as possible. It is nasty being nasty.

Spongebob Squarepants is the sexiest sponge alive. I love R and B, Pop especially and anything nice. I love updating my blog. That is my online diary. I love imagining. I love playing with my hair. Shopping is awesome. And i have got amazing friends who are fun to be with all the time. At the same time, I love mixing around with people. Laughing is awesome. I do that alot and i mean alot. Chatting is great especially with my best friends.

this was e worst x-country competition of my life...but many grrls frm even e good schls were walkin...as rauf's said b4..some schls were not very ready yet cos e real n most impt comp was in april. Yea thts e one. today's just a competition to see how the otha grrls perform and we compare n get ready for the more impt one.
dont ask me how it turned out..i cld only remember the paths before the upslopes, the densed bushes, the trees, the rocky soil..and grrls in different colored jerseyz running. we were running in the forest...nature reserve more like.
Ive neva eva stopped in any competiton in my life..i wld always try to run to the finish no matter how hard it got. Even sis walked. this was her first time too. amanda too..arabel too. and many grrls frm other schls. Somehow..a running curse was cast today or sumfin. EVEN sophie. that grrl frm e sports schl and always comin up in the newspapers cos of her extroadinary runnin talent...someone whom im always seein in competitions i attend..and always gettin at least one of e top 3 in the country...Stopped when we got to the rocky part. I totally cant believe it. She's famous for running..i see her in papers and all tht..and evry competition i attend she'll always be there in my division since we're of e same age. Mayb i shd get to noe her sometime..radhiyah says shes lovely cos she spoke to her once. well..sometimes i wish e otha grrls frm otha schls gd luck as well..esp those beside me at e starting line seconds b4 the race.
I was totally upset after the race..i ddint do my best..reli upset..didnt wana tok to nebody..
and i saw my cousin at the finishing line durin the guyz race..he's representing river valley secondary.
Okay im reli down here..don wana tok bt it nemroe

sumfin was up with the connections yesterday..took an age for the pages to load..tt;s why i couldnt update yesterday but loadsa stuff happened..some singers came to our schl yesterday..famous ones..two of em..e female singer was my fav..and i couldnt believe it..cos we had a silly bozo lil workshop we had to attend and therefore missed the concert held in the school..it would kill if they postponed the whole silly workshop. even in the AVA theatre where the workshop was held..we could hear the singers singing and the cheers..got us all so green with envy for those students who were viewing the concert. but durin the workshop..there was a toilet break..the mo the coach released us for our 5 mins toilet break..evryone practically ran out to the hall shrilling with excitement..the most famous toilet break of the century. so we went to the hall..and e male singer sang this reli lovely song..and all evryone went crazy..i hardly listen to mandarin songs but this song was so lovely..ive heard it on TV many times..durin the ads for the album and stuff..evryone sang to the song..the schl has neva been so enthusiastic b4..but the 5 minute timing hit..and we left..and aley-oopz.. the female singer came out to perform. Bumma.

so dad performed some magic tricks yesterday and claimed that only special pple will get such powers to perform such miracle.iight. but they were just merely silly tricks..his student taught him..and lent him some of the magical gadgets .

Okay so ive got a competition today..im reli scared wish me luck

ive just napped the longest nap of the century.
okay so i got up..realizing how late its been..and i was planning to revise some chpters on bio and SS! that could be earthed. (yea eathed..as in the earthing process we learnt in physics.) and rite now im gona av to rush through my hmwk..tons of it..i am not gona be able to stash all woteba i wanted to do today all in a few hours..
i feel a lil breathless..and reli weak..like ive got no strength to do nething..and my hands shivering..oh well..must av been the nap..I hope
and wahey! my maid's gona cook a nice dish today..i can even smell the aroma here

arite...here it is..for u wy..the thing uve been waiting for for months until every fibre of your being cries out for it..

*drums rolllll

UR Testimonial!!! is here! Yes right here. I know u cant believe ur eyes..but do believe it.

Testimonial for wy:
okay..when i didnt reli noe her..id thot she was that sorta reli cool character..that sort u see in cartoons where they'll always wear a pair of sunglasses..she seems like that sorta calm..wiith that evrythings-cool attitude..looks like that sorta snobby and arrogant person...not that she is..cos when she became my fren..i soon realized how crazy she reli is..as crazy as me..cracks lotsa cheezy jokes..just like me :D.
Even arabel was afraid to talk to her when she met wy through me..arabel had thot she was tht sorta person as well..sis told me the same thing..matilda couldnt agree more..

okay so as u guyz have noticed..there's a new tagboard ..i sorta hated it at first..but wy loved it alot..she doesnt want me to change..that might change. So ive decided not to change it since the old tagboard cocks up all the time..cbox i heard is pretty good..so ill neva change it..That might change.
OkAy..so schl was crazy..chemistry practical was crazy...i was in a nervous wreck..we had to meet the time..plus there were so many things to do to make sure the experiment results were accurate..
i rushed ova after schl to meet arabel, mandy and sis... the canteen was filled with students of every shape and size..ate our lunch and i suggested we get to my house..even though my maid wasnt home..neway..we got to training soon after..had to do the daft run again..the one in the park..that 2.4 route..but course we had to run much more than that..the sun was had such sharp rays that it pierced through our skin..when i looked ahead..i cld see the sun smiling in satisfaction..it was probably wearing sunglasses cos its too cowardice and weak to withstand its own rays. HORRIBLE. that bonfire creep. plus the run..we had to hit 40 minutes for about 8 km..but id ran em..4 km i guess and i stopped..i knew i wasnt supposed to but i couldnt help it. so got back and got a 50 minute timing...rauf asked for the timing and i soon grew to be aware of my impending doom..i told him the timing..he was upset bout it..I was upset too..what a dive. And the first he'd asked was me..he neva scolded the others even though we all came bac together..but i know it was for the betta..he only scolded cos he wanted me to be betta..and ill make sure ill be..this will be my last time stopping and not following his orders..i Am goin to train as hard as i can..and ill run like there's no tomorow..even if ill wake up to a million tomorows..
Zonked out.

Testimonial to Cheryl:
HEyy cheryylll...uve been so great and fun to be with..and ur truly the funiest grrl alive...the cutest of the cutest in this galaxy. Spongebob Squarepants eat ur heart out. :D

and i noe..when wy sees this..she'll ask for a special testimonial tmr too.

Ive realized that the tag-baod company still hasnt solved woteba problems they are havin..I seriously wish theyll solve it quick its makin my blog load reli slow!
Neway..came to schl like any other day..lessons were as borin as hell..as usual..cldnt wait for recess..as usual..But no! Nothing's as usual today...cos durin recess..or rather..when the bell went for us to get bac to our classes..mat, wy, YQ, and me..were walkin up the stairs...it was reli crowded..as usual..since the students are rushin bac to class..but somehow..there was this reli tall lady who was dressed rather skimpily walkin down the stairs in our direction..i looked at wy..and wy mouthed 'woah'...truly puzzled since no tchers have eva worn such formal stuff around here..she was walkin with another reli tall lady but i didnt take much notice of her..but when she got reli near like 3 feets away..and since i was lookin at her rather weirdly..she smiled at me..and thats when i realize...............that she was that famous actress!! the four of us were like in chaos..we just turned to each other and started blabbering..too excited..they'd claimed that they saw patricia mok!!! My fav comedian actress!! and she was that tall lady who was beside the skimpily dressed actress!! and she was so near and i hardly even took notice of her. and as we walked up..we saw that short famous comedian actor..He's extremely funny..ive seen him b4 on tv but neva so near...he was standing like 3 feets away from us..matilda started pointing at him and laughing..and den we were both screeching with laffter..rite in front of him but he just walked down nonchanantly..I was too excited..and another star came down as we walked up plus some camera man..Miss tow was standing on the stairs lookin at the stars..even the tchers walkin up smiled at the stars. But this comedian actress was rather nice..we stood aside to let her walk down since the camera crews were carrying loadsa stuff and she said hello to us and smiled reli brightly..all four of us greeted her and smiled back...she's so sweet. Okay..so the most exciting thing on earth happened..we all looked out of the nearest window to the carpark where all the stars gathered..and i saw that host frm channel 5...he had reli spiky hair and he was soooo handsome!!! much betta lookin than when he is on tv. we were all so excited geez.
I guess those pple came to film some stuff in our school..cos patricia mok was dressed like a granny..plus all the camera crews and stuff..for once..my class was noisy when i got back in it..evryone was talkin bout em..we werent even told in the announcements that those pple were comin..even the tchers had no clue..But it reli was cool

hi guyz...okay so life's been okay...and Valerie and Cheryl.. u guyz r so sweet!!! after our training near my house a while ago..we got back to schl..u know the same few..arabel, mandy, sis..me.. we got a lil bored in the jym. Arabel had to get some stuff frm her classroom which was locked and wanted us to go with her..she claims she has her ways of breakin in..okay so we were outside the classroom..and she started sliding the glass window panels out of their frames to create a hole wide enuf for one of us to enter..Good lord. I offered to climb through..but there's the glass panels above ur head and stuff..i was havin a hard time and err looked very awkard in my strained position..arabel and sis were laffin their heads off. Very funny..Not. i managed to get into the class, got the stuff..and went through the window again ..den we placed the glass panels bac to their original frames.
The table's shaking now as im typing.. an earthquake? ohk..so if u guyz dont see me tmr ...u pretty much cld have guessed what happened to me. okay..it is predicted that in yr 2005..there'll be an outbreak of chicken pox in arab..it is also predicted in the same bk..that in yr 2006..the world's gona end. But b4 the end of the world, stated in the bible, there'll be a war..(Iraq n America)..and there'll be disasters where loadsa pple die..(Tsunami case) ..(Deadly Bird flu) ..soo i dnoe..the world mite end pretty soon..Okay i sound like a loon on loon tablets. U guyz are probably thinkin..is this grrl self-actualized? My fancy term..i noe u guyz dont geddit.

okay the tag-board company has run into some probs again..dw though..same old phrase ..it'll be bac to normal again soon. R n B songs are so cool!!! Ive been listenin to em all mornin

okay..ive been feelin very miserable lately..with all the stress and tiny issues..its like livin life waitin for somethin to happen..and nothing happens..i dnoe..but its gettin reli miserable..there's no life in life nemore..like its gettin reli dull..unlike a few months ago when evryday i was lookin forward towards something all the time..and just havin fun..its like me hanging out in my bedroom..sitting on my bed.. or in another room..whatever.

okay so today's trainin was xtremely light. rauf cut down on em..the sec ones were with us so thats probably the reason..he didnt want em to feel too stressed and didnt wan em to feel that e training was tough so they would stay on..he did that to us last time..so we only had to do two sets of drills..and 2 rounds round the skool..and then we could play any games we want..and lol we played 'catch' again. okay..its fun. very. soo fun..tres tres fun..till we remembered bout eugene's bday cake. we left it in the E bazaar's fridge. we had to ask some guy's permission and they were pretty strict when they said xcuse me pls leave ur bags outside. how rude..if they cld say it nicely. but the boy started jokin later irritatingly evrytime he saw us after that. neway..eugene was playin his footy..and we tried out best to light the candles..i went out to call eugene into the gym..said rauf was callin him..but he kept playin and sayin wait. the candles were gona melt and i had to be quick..so i pulled him..and he was realizing tht somethin was wrong..cos i ddint wana open the door and requested him to open it himself...neway..he opened the door and we sang him a bday song..he was dumbfounded and stood rooted to the ground for once..we had neva seen him reacting this way b4 cos he's always very playful and very jovial all zee time.. LH thot she saw him tryina control his tears...even arabel who's rather sensible could sense tht he was xtremely touched..ok its supposed to be a hapy thing..not a cryin one.. and he went on sayin thank u..very much.. he was rather quiet.. too lost for words. HAHAHA. we're gona txt him tonite..all of us grrls...he'll probably cryyyy...10 grrls throwing him a surprise party aint he lucky. lol
speakin of txtin..okay so ian txted me last nite..unexpectedly goodness gracious..id thot he was john or plankton( a fake name).
argh! zat idiotic stanley is rather irritating..he keeps sayin mushy words when i dont even noe him..argh his callin me..cutie.. arghhhhhhhhhh sicko..he wants me to call him. Good Lord. neva in a gazillion years. wonderful day today indeed :D

we had the run thingy again today ..not training but its a school running thing and for a change..i wasnt running alone..i ran with arabel...shes improved alot. neway after that..we went to buy engene's cake and were told to get it at 3 tmr..so u guyz gotta come ok?!!! its gona be so fun! im so excited bout how he'll react!

ook..school today and went i entered the class..matilda was laffing..she laffs at evrything..just as i expected since i just cut my hair..wy says i dont look any different..i cant tie it up..the ponytail will look like duck's tail. okay so arch was also goin ohh so u cut ur hair...and py was laffin..when i got to the assembly where the whole school will be at..i knew luke would say some stuff like he always does..he says its weird..then he says its fantastic..weird taste. and em..i couldnt help noticin but pple kept goin to me and sayin ohh uve cut ur hair! hakim..that guy with extraordinary spiky gelled hair was turnin back and fidgetting and i knew he was gona say something when he saw me..and he did..that funny boi..he gave a thumbs up sign and said very pretty.. yea rite. when sis got bac to class..pple who didnt even noe me was talkin bout my hair..she's cut her hair. ARGH. okay so i tried tyin it up durin recess..it was lighter but i hated the ponytail argh! okay im gona put it in a bun tmr so i dont have to bother how that ponytail looks. stoopidest day on earth. pple kept goin on..ohhh uve cut ur hair. probably a million pple out there on earth are cutting their hair now so wots the big idea ?!
neway durin training..we had to run continuously for 1 hr..its up to us where we wanted to run..preferably around the school..so to make it exciting..we, u know who..the same few, decided we could play 'Catch' round the school..and we had to run continuously even if we were caught..nobody was supposed to stop running durin the game..it was reli fun lol..but we made it a pact not to scream..but i could still hear high-pitched screaming durin the game..it echoed through the whole school..neway the run was reli fun..for a change we modified it. then we rested in the gym..as usual..many were there..many new athlete members..rauf called us all later to stride from the school bus stop to the next bus stop..6 times..and the thing was up-slope. nobody reli followed..the most we did was 3 times..then rauf and mr tan gave us a nice talk..so tmr's well-being day..im gona run with arabel..we've decided and we're gona give Eugene a surprise bday party..im not sure how he'll react reli..I have totally no idea..but im most excited to his facial expression..he's not gona blieve this..! im so xcited. Eugene is the cutest boy in the track team lol.

like i said..i was goin to that tsunami run thingy..controlling the crowd..well we didnt reli do much..we were just supposed to stand at another track and direct pple to the correct track..the ditziest job on earth..since the right track is rather big and tres tres obvious..so we were just standing around talkin and chattin..and i even brought my mp3 player. okay...then we got reli bored and we could get outta our standing position and we went to eat some lunch at 8.30! ! then the guyz got reli childish and decided to play dog and bones..yea i noe..sounds reli childish but what can u say..we're all kids at heart. very rough game though..we were all pushin one another..and jean fell ova alvin..and evryone laughed their asses off. and i pushed another of my team member by accident when i was supposed to push the opponents..and i was deaf to his protests. okay im laughin like loons on loon tablets. i cant help laughin thinkin of that hilarious scene. neway..after that..mandy, arabel, sis and i went to priscilla's aunt's saloon to trim our hair..i didnt wana cut it short..but somehow..the lady got a lil overboard and now its so much different..its now til my shoulders compared to previously when it went all the way down my back...feels lighter actually..much more comfy..im not gona tie my hair up tmr..i hope i dont get caught durin the spot check cos its still pretty long and im supposed to tie it up. woteba..i kinda like it actually..although i was initially upset that its a lil too short.

okay like i said..i was gona hit da malls tozay. ive been shopping from 11.30 to 4.30.. my legs are gettin sore..okay so i bought loadsa stuff i practically forgot what exactly ive bought..lemme try to recall...oh i yeah..bought this pair of happyhouse heart earrings...really heavy and quite long..tres cute-looking. ..and some pink loop earrings.. a pair of studs shaped like this: # ...and i tried to hit my twenty dollar budget and went on to look for stuff til it hit 20. so i bought a nice sleeveless blouse and guess what?! i bought the reallyy gorgeous blouse i told u guyz about ..the red one..but the one with me is blue..mom didnt allow me to buy it the last time cos she said it showed too much..but i guess not. i bought it anyway. and i bought tres lovely badges to decorate it on my pencil boxes and stuff..and Py sis and me bought esther's pressie. and sis bought her fren's one. and we ate our lunch there..im not reli sure how much ive spent today and im too lazy to count. so tmr..im gona have to control some crowd in the running marathon thingy...Mr. Rauf organised it..fortunately we didnt have to run. thank goodness for once.. this marathon raises money for the Tsunami victims..and ive gotta be at Macritchie reservoir at 6.30am..and its at thomson road so its very far..ill probably have to wake up at 4.30 am or sumfin. neway..it'd have been so fun if sindhu, krystal and u guyz were there!!!! training's been crazy and we havent seen u guyz for ages!!!!

okay..its pretty late now..like um 9.54pm..but im honestly totally zonked now..my legs took on a life on its own durin training..and the sun was scorchin hot! (i.e. REALLY scorching mad!) evrytime i happen to run under the shade..it'll be like okay..this is rather acceptable..then ohk..get ready for this..im goin outta the shade of the tree..lets battle it out! And then the sun melts ur skin..and u could hardly see nething cos the sun was so ..well..sunny..yea i noe..doin its job. Doh. okay so im totally worn out..and am reli tired..i thot i went positively mad when i decided to sleep at 8.45pm! can u blieve that?!
okay but its 10.01 now and im still not sleeping..ive been walkin around..strolling around the house while chatting on the fone with WY. and mum was takin out her earrings she'd bought when i was like 5? mum was pretty vain then..she'd used to put make-up..earrings ..accessories and stuff..now she doesnt do that at all..in fact she doesnt wear ne earrings now..but since she was starting to take em out to try it on herself for once and twirlin in front of the mirror..i went to try those earrings on. there was one favourite...id been eyeing on those for a very long time..the one daddy bought from London..they're made from ruby and shimmering lil diamonds all round it..its Gorgeousisisimo.. but its definitely not for the casual wear..so ive decided to probably wear it on formal events like prom nite..weddin dinners and blahs.. when dad went to europe many years back..he'd bought tons of crystals and diamond necklaces and gave it to evry possible relative on earth..and there was this very special necklace made of crystals and diamonds all over and also another one which is xtremely unique..also made of crystals and diamonds..and its kept specially in mum's music box. ive got loadsa necklaces too..but the chain's not made of diamonds..its the pendant..a diamond shaped like a raindrop..and another ..a shimmering heart..and also..some orange sparkling diamond with lil white diamonds all round it..
and later, sis took out some accessories our aunt had given us when we were 7. a whole bagful of em can u believe it and i had chucked em in the corner..okay..so most of the stuff and earrings were reli...old-fashioned. like this necklace that seems to belong in the sixties..id seen some actress wearing it in a show depicting the times in the 60s. Honestly. and there's this special pair of earrings..with nice metal carvings and a lil triangular..very greek-like. its very heavy. a classic. ok..its not like im gona wear em to school or anything..but neway..im gona go hit the mall and get some nice earrings for myself at least totalling up to 20 dollars. Hip hip hooray

well durin training today...we had to do zee slope thingy..and i guess we reli improved alot cos our average few rounds were 2.16-2.26...and the last time we did was about 2.30+.. arabel's improved so much! okay im happy fer her. and there are loadsa new members..we took turns riding rauf's bike bac to schl and it was pretty wacky. okay and i found out some stoopid stuff..im totally zonked now.

that was the stupidest school run...matilda says our school's tryina be sporty. mm..sis got first and i got second...i saw amanda, hidayah, woteba running along the way when i was movin back..they were in the other grp. well the good thing is..i don needa run next week nemore cos i passed the thingy. aint that sweet? yeah rite. ergh. bah. poof. woteba. enuf! and i got that runner's pain..it was horrible..i was practically limpin with pain back home alone..its nothin reli..some kinda muscle cramp and stuff..Doh. Im gettin reli fustrated and i dont know why.

A FEW HOURS LATER:
omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
i just got out of msn and im havin the coolest day on earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am going crazy reli
its just tooooo happening
i cant take all of it
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh omg im so happy
the coolest day on earth

there's just so much i can take. im feeling so cold..its killin me. My hair's standing..i sit on my bed clutching the blanket in my hands and starin into space...alredi i was drowning and downright loss and comin to take refuge, and that was the last straw. I neva thot id say this but Life's reli a bitch and then u die!!! somehow..god seems to be takin a break for a while and is not by my side. i hav no appetite to eat or munch..no jovialosity in this no more! i just wana cry i don wana get out of bed i just wana lie there for a hundred years..im afraid to step out..im afraid to hold stuff in my hand..i don wana hold anything anymore..i just wana remain in my room foreva..i just wana sleep now and probably foreva.

okay so training today was tiresome and i was totally aching...my head..it hurts so bad..like some kinda screw was forced and drilled into my skull. and this morning i found termites on my table..thank goodness i saw em in time or i would av came bac home frm schl only to find an empty plot of land.

my eyes are hurtin me. I am sufferin from eye-attack. it attacks wheneva i blink. Pooh. Look, i think its swollen.. nope it isnt. why cant it, its so painful?.. THERE IS NOTHING. okay i get the point. hey there i spot it..where the pain is, above my eye, a lil red blotch! err..i think its swollen. IZIT?! i may not be able to make it to school on monday. OH no. lessons..im gona miss and ill have a ton of stuff i needa catch up on. Err...me's got perfect vision and me've been flouncing about the whole day..far from unwell. True..but still its gona get worse. On monday..it;ll probably swell..leading to a big tumor that'll weigh a ton. More blinks. a bit of discomfort.
All rite..my speech to myself when i was on the Planet of the Loons.
Nitey-night. Hope the bedbugs bite.
okay but my eyes reli do hurt.

okay..um stuff happens..there's ziz guy who;s been txtin me since i forgot when..and its more like that sorta flirtie gertie stuff..like iloveu that sorta ergh-y stuff. he;s frm our schl and i hardly even know him..he added me on msn and stuff and sometimes he would txt me and say stuff like i saw u today bla bla.. but he wouldnt even let me know who he is..okay so i thot he was someone who wasnt very good-lookin and has low self esteem and stuff but finally i knew who he really was and he's really good-looking (i.e. Very) i mean reli good-looking even mat was goin desperadoes ova him. So recently we've been talkin and i was talkin to sis one day back home from school with Lavinia (this is a fake name. i don wana spoil my fren's reputation) Lavinia heard me talkin bout him to sis and so lavinia was like Oh! she seems to know evry single soul on this planet. okay so she told me some shockin stuff bout him..he;s a big playa and he loves hurtin girls..he'd even dated one of my classmates and he kept tht from me for some reason..when he was datin her he was kissin and huggin some other gurl..he's probably attached now and is still flirting with me.. lavinia was almost crazy ova him when she saw him in the past and wanted to know him betta frm frenz only to realize his a jerk. okay so dont worry bout me im not stupid to like him just cos his gorgeous and all soo dont be afraid that i mite fling myself off a hundred story building or sumfin. so that day i approached him bout this..he seems to be very sad hearin bout this..and he said hes changed and all he is not like that anymore bla bla hes changed for like a year (yeah rite) i was bein sarcastic with my words but he doesnt even know..he kept goin on and on wantin me to believe him. Ha-ha-ha. okay but what could i do?! he was so sad i had to console him and slowly i think ive forgiven him for some reason..and now his like flattering me in evry of his txts..kinda touchin actually..okay woteba.

Heyyy! im sorry i havent been updating but the monitor of my computer broke down for a couple of days thats why i havent been on very much. anyway..just a lil brief update here into my life so far...its doin okay..i requested to change my seat and now im currently seating with arch and not etched between two pple im totally un-close with. during english lessons..im seating beside valerie..and my english tcher is soo very funnyyy i totally enjoy her lessons. she cracks loadsa jokes and she's so kind.. when she picked some pple out to read some kind of oral passage..she happened to call out my name and so i read it out and she said i would get a ban one for my oral exams :D she's so cool. my chemistry tcher so far hasnt blown her top yet..currently shes still very nice and sweet but i know it'll be hell the moment she gets angry..a volcano erupting..But shes really cool nonetheless. Mr. Rauf has given us some kind of inspiration talk like he always does..and he;s very good at that.

Mr. Rauf's very-inspirational-indeed talk

I want to see the fire in ur eyes. I want to see determination. A champion is arrogant, proud, never down to earth( bla bla). Here comes the part about his experience..he's a National taekwondo champion..soo...

when i step into the ring..the ring is mine..You (competitors) are just occupying the ring and i will kick u out..u want to win the gold medal? Ill make sure u wont get it cos the gold medal is mine and nobody!! shall stand in my way. If u dare stand in my way, ill make sure ill kick u out flat. Bla bla bla.

Soo..the lessons ive learnt from his very-inspirational-indeed talk. is erm..i guess real athletes and champions should be proud..neva down to earth or humble. Hold on!..that is just so weird. Me being that is shoooo weird-y. i shall take that into consideration...Not.

there's the talent identification today after school..school was okay i guess..that chinese tcher speaks in a chinese Beijing sorta accent and he's so comical! I had to laff so badly. Esther was hooting away. chemistry was okay though i didnt have ne glue to paste my notes. anyway..i didnt eat during lunch and went straight ahead for the talent identification thingy..the track seniors, which is us..u know the same few grp of gurls.. are supposed to spot good runners in the newcomers..the sec ones..their 12 goin on 13. so their all pretty cute, young..playful still i guess since its their first time in our school. OKay so i wanted to be reli nice and sweet to em. Its not very nice for seniors to treat em like lil junior kiddies and act like big-shots. That's whats happening al the time esp around the starting of the year. Ill neva wana be like dat cos i was also a junior once and i dont think i fancy that very much..some of the seniors in track in the past were reli mean..they think juniors are geeks and they seniors are cool that sorta thingy. I totally hate that. so now that im a senior..ill neva be mean to my juniors ill treat em like my best frens. when i was stil a junior..the councellors were acting like big-shots and screaming at us thinking we're easily bullied and pushed around. Screaming at ur juniors is soo very bad. so this afternoon..when i saw a couple of councellors screaming at the juniors while the juniors whimper back..i was very mad. in fact the other track gurls didnt like dat as well. who did those councellors think they were screaming at them like dat..they have feelings too, dont make em feel kiddy and intimidated! I was rolling my eyes away..they think they;re cool or sumfin. its such a tiring day..there's talent identification thingy again tmr..rauf says it mite be a good idea that we train and handle em at the same time..woteba. neway sumfin comical happened today...the track guys werand evryone e playing this small ball and throwing it around when it hit Rauf's privates. was laughin like crazy. Rauf was laughin as well.

as we all know..its the first day of school in the year 2005..the year we're gona take our GCEs examinations.. aka the last year here in our school, AISS. but of course..there's the new comers..the juniors..fresh from primary school..they're pretty cute and i can't wait to meet and talk to em tmr during the talent identification thingy for Track n field.
The first day of school..id been pretty excited..surprisingly..since i neva wanted to attend school as that would mean stress-arghy-period. We've gone through a long holiday. Durin the hols..it was pretty fun..bein with the track girls galore..shopping and just chilling..Now ill have so much to worry
ANd guess wot..the first day of school in year 2005..and its alredi turning out to be the worst schoolday of the century. Firstly, i found out that there'll be a strict-er tcher around..and i realized i could no longer sit with Arch and Suba this year. Im sooo terribly upset since they are always thinking like me. I see u giving that 'wry' look. well it happens that i happen to be in E1..the best class in the level..so evryone there are total hardworking and serious pple. but havin em around just eases my stress since they;re as stressed as me..and sometimes the stuff that i dont understand..they'll be so patient enuf to teach me. Now..im sitting beside pple who are super geniuses and im gona feel so lost. I miss Arch and Suba so very much :( ...:(. And also..i realized im gona sit beside this guy..a very good example of a right Kevin and a total plonker and a big creep. Ive also realized that during MT lessons..the pple surrounding me are gona be pple i dont usually talk to..and im weak in this subject so i need to be surrounded by my frenz. During English lesson..im gona be sitting in front..in a class that i dont have my close frens with. There's Britney! okay so that's nice.
stupid assed up day. CRaziest. Poof. Now i wish i neva have to attend school..i can visualize the utter stress im gona get with pple going like light bulbs all around me.
okay so today...there's track meeting..then we had a surprise party for LH and Fanli..it went pretty well and we sang bday songs for em and the whole canteen was staring cos we were makin a big commotion..all was well and delightful and i tried to spice up the mood and tried to be happy for once..forcing myself to be even when im with my close frenz...and sis had to frown at me and did something. then the day just ended like dat..leavin me in a damp mood. And i just walked on home as fast as i could so sis wouldnt see me crying which i was on the verge of. Im totally dampened and upset. Poo. Argh.

okay so we're in the fresh new year of 2005. Happy New Year evrybody!
UNfortunately, the year 2004 hasnt ended quite nicely..just on the day after xmas..the tsunami hit..leavin about 150 thousands dead..many of em children.
As quoted by etino on channelnewsasia's forum: It has affected everyone ... prayers for them, be thankful for ourselves. It's a wake up call for humans, why must we kill each other over petty things. See how devastated when mothernature is mad. It is really sad that the ones effected are of poor and unprepared countries.

Evry human being on earth shd stop all riots and petty disputes..its a time we shd all stand together. In aceh. Indonesia, its like a city of death..bodies stuck in trees..legs, hands protruding from stacks of concrete..everything is totally wrecked..the buildings are flattened..even the survivors havent been eating for days since the tsunami attack. They are crying. in some places, aid hasnt been given since the places are inaccessible..bridges..infrastructures gone, no way to contact the outside world. There is just too many pple, too many islands affected that aid cant be reached to all. Villages have been totally wiped out. the world is crying for em. Lets all put disputes aside and think of how lucky we reli are..and put ourselves to better use.

there was this singaporean who was interviewed..he was in the malaysia when the disaster struck, fortunately he was in a car and he could drive away..there were loadsa cars doin that..but there were the poorer and weaker commoners who had no cars and were running on bare feet..some women carrying their kids were crying and running helpless..even the old were running and crying..But that guy couldnt stop to help cos the other cars would honk and stuff..so he just drove away feeling guilty and he broke down crying. id heard a paralysed man was stuck in his house and couldnt run and so died in his house when the waves crashed in. Even walls had been smashed open..boats in smithers..chairs brokened..windows smashed broken..the pple in the hotel sleeping at that time hadnt been prepared and the waves just washed them away in great force and impact. Pple running to the roofs of hotels who hadnt clung onto anything had fallen when the waves pushed them down. Its too sudden. Death toll is still increasing every hour. currently its 150 000.