Upsy daisy

Uh-oh..im soo soz for not updating in such a long while..The exams are reli near and i have absolutely no time at all..this is my xcuse. what is urs?! okay forget abt tht 'what is urs' part. it suddenly just came to me when i was typing 'this is my xcuse'..those two phrases often come together..swiming in some corner of my brain..probably heard it in some movie i noe..I have no clue at all!!!
Well it was Ying's bday today!!! and we didnt even noe until fanli told us..and omg..we wished we could've gotten somethign reli reli nice..therefore we rushed to buy a cake..i feel sooo badddd..we all do...Lurve ya Yinggg!!! *muackzzz n huggiezzz* HAPPY BDAY!!
Newayz...we went to buy joann's bday today..we got this reli beautiful bracelet..and i saw this metal choker and its absolutely Vintage. but there was only one left...and tht only one was spoilt..well den they shd not have displayed it there in zee first place..Hmph.
and i bet she'll love it..we had her name on it..its sooo beautifullllllllllllllll!!

Oh yeh..and i saw this reli reli cute baby with gorgeous eyes. oooooooooooooooooooo
newayz...i had to rush home and not taking an afternoon nap..i hurried on with my studies..ive counted and have to study 10 chinese chpters a day..thats like a miracle if i can reli complete..in fact im at chpter 8 now..plus eng tys..

Oh goodie!! mum has bought me some nice stuff...she's just came home a split second ago.

In fact...i think i may not be updating until after the exams..my schedule will be so packed ill not be able to breathe. Hold it! I am breathing now. who am i to kid. So lets forget abt the breathing part. If im actually holding my breath until after the exams..i think ill b rising up from my grave flying around like a wandering maniac celebrating the end of the exams.

okay..my point is...i will probably not be updating until after the exams cos ill be sooo bz..so u might not wana drop by to check what crazy stuff ive been blabbing in my cyber world. OKay..so ill cyaxxxx
till we meet agen. *sob sob*

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okay just came bac frm training..we were reli lazy cuz we were in our resting periods..we didnt reli have to train so hard i guess since that july competition is still a long way to go..newayz..when home with sindhu and i told her bt Priti, my neighbours maid and also my maid's fren, she had tht same eye ulcer as i had..i persuaded her to see the doctor the other time..and studied her eye...and i saw tht same ulcer as i used to have..and was horrified..i was soo worried for her..even though we're just strangers..so i suggested she asked her employer to bring her to a doctor..she has not sought treatment for like a week then...and when i had tht ulcer thingy..it was not even a day when i went to see a doctor..even the doctor was like.."u have to go to the emergency in hospital Now!!" and i was askin if i could go the next day and he was like..No..better not..this ulcer thingy is a very serious case...if u treat it too late..u will be blind." And NOWWW....she still hasnt seen a doctor..and its alredi 2 weeks..and guess wot..she can't see anything now..her eyes is ALREDI blind and she still hasnt seen a doctor..that's bcuz...her tres ruthless employer doesnt want to bring her to a doctor..he said he would last monday, instead he asked her to accompany him to Fish. Her eyes is deteriorating day by day..now theres like a black spot in her eye and her whole eye is swollen and there's even pus.
So today..my parents couldnt take it..so they decided to bring her to a doctor today...dad specially went all the way back home to fetch this maid..buttttttttttttt..when priti asked her employer..he said, "No..ill bring u to a doctor some other time" That is soooooo baddd....this eye thing is extremely serious u cant wait for another daay...........if she gets blind....if she gets blind...it;'ll be his stupidddddddddd fault. He doesnt even treat her like she's human...how can he stand letting her go blind like dat and not doin nething...if anything happens to her....im gona kill him!!!!! (literally, i mean)
he's sooooo baddddddd.....even when someone wants to bring her to the hospital for him..he even said No....what the hell is he up to???? GODDD...pls help Priti..plsplsplspslpslpslpslspls Amen.

AH

We played catch today..my leg hurts soo bad..i shd have not ran so im-properly...cuz my knees are weak ive hurt em b4..the boyz ran so fast...so i can neva run with anything but sports shoes..im soo sleepy..today there wasnt ne training cuz it was like rest period..
okay evryday's a busy day for me..i dont seem to have enough time..but sindhu, krystal and jiahui werent with us grrlz so it wasnt all tht fun..i think we shdnt have played with the guyz in the first place..their too fast tht the game becomes boring..and tiring.
Okay..cyaxx

Jeez

okay..so we've gotta go to that speech day thingy..im gona see sis getting that fittest grrl in the level award..together with shikin and fanli..and im goin with amanda, arabel and the others..schl today was rather cool today...lessons today were pretty interesting...social studies was free period so its cool. And i have not study for my Os...im dead..so dead. i mean i have but..half way through im not done!

the Nationals....

okay..so i left early from class at 10am..and the track members met at the gym..we were choosing jerseys to wear and later went for our reccess along with our track suit..then we went back to the gym..Fauzi was givin us a motivational talk..and then we were told to rest..so evryone slept their hearts out. and when i woke up..my neck hurt but i got up to look for the others..they were so bored they were just loitering around cuz the bus only comes at 1.30...so we walked around with nuffin to do..and the band members were eating in zee canteen..so we suggested we shd shout out to em," good luck band members" and they shouted back," good luck track members"..kewl..so when the bus came..and we got to turf city..the wholee place was filled with students of all shape and sizes..soo packed..got ourselves a place..and i started studyin my chinese..den we all decided to gather..the B division grrlz..and we motivated each other..it got me sooo nervous...when it was nearin our time to report..we got to the area but saw the boyz who were still there..and wished em good luck when one of the organisers shouted real loud," WHAT ARE U DOIN HERE!"..we tried to run but he screamed.."STOP THERE! who gave u the permission to be here!!" we got soo scared and sis replied..we came ourselves.. and he said," okay stay here coz u are goin to report soon."
EVRYONE and i mean alllll the B boyz competitiors were staring at us..the whole of singapore's B division Boy runners were starin at us..we'd made such a scene all bcoz of tht stupid man..i dont even noe why we were scolded at all!!!!!!I mean we're supposed to be there!!! we were goin there to report!!!
Anyway..the run..Sophie shook hands with all of us...ran ran ran..i tried to do the best tht i coould..the weater was good..finshed..and Arabel and the other non-runners came to me to tell me tht the C girls had gotten 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!! and Krystal (12th out of a few hundred)and FANLI(7th)..had gotten INDIVIDUAL medals!!!!
OMG!!! thats soo big news okay?
ALl the C girls did soooo well!!!!
em...but we did okay..cuz radhiyah had individual medal too..And years in competition..hardly any of our teamates do get the individual medals..cuz thats absolutely difficult.
our team had got like 7th or 8th..and i think its pretty good..cuz the last yr we had 16th..and we had a CCA award for that..but this yr its 7th or 8th(not sure)..thats sooo cool. But the C girls were wayyyy cool!!! They even won the s'pore SPORTS SCHOOL!!okay..its not like im reli happy or nething..infact im not feeling so happy at all..but i was happy for em. but shikin and radhiyah..and all the others did reli well..I came in like thirty sumfin..or fourty sumfin as individual..okay i guess thats okay for me..
So they are goina get their medals tmr..couldnt give it then cuz the weather got bad..SO they're gona get their medals in school..and best of all their getting some kind of colors or zone award! thts reli cool. We saw priscilla..she was crying cuz she wanted to get like top individual 20..but she came in 21..well newayz..we all hugged while waiting for the bus..
Today's cool. but the last time ill be running x-country.

Fuzzy eyeball

what the!!! Ive just discovered a mosquito bite on my forehead and wrist when ive only been in this room for less than 10 mins..well i was rather sympathetic when i saw the tres big mosquito..i didnt reli bother..i just swipe it away..but my kindness was not appreciated.instead it bit me more..So ive sprayed on some insect repellent into the room..AloT! The room stinks now..i honestly need an oxygen tank tht's gona give me fresh air or i might die faster than the mosquito. These lil fellas are very strong.
BTW..the biggest competition of all time..ALLL the time ive been training for since last year..ALLL the hard work ive put in...for the competition thats gona be held tmr..the NAtionals..I dont have a very good feeling abt this..we had extremely light training today..we walked the route..which will perhaps be the last time im gona enjoy the beautiful scenery of turf city..tht got me kinda emotional saying that..im gona graduate soon. But im reli gona miss my secondary schl life..all my frenz..and most of all my lovely track mates..We were havin a bad case of the giggles when we sang Lonely..the chipmunk version..it was soo funy..and arabel was doin stoopid things as usual and laffin at em..
And in the bus they were still as happy as eva..laffin at evry slightest odd detail..
And AMANDA told me tht she dreamt of me being stepped by some girll..and almost got killed but arabel came to my rescue.
And my contacts drop while i was rolling my eyeballs..while jean scrutinized..and evryone was laffin..and i had to rush to the toilet to get it washed but it was painful when i put it back..i had no containers then so had to submerged it in a bottle-cap full of tap water..and pravin held it for me while walkin round the shops looking for another contact lens container with Hakim coz i had to run..I feel rather bad..i mean they were so helpful..they're soo nicee...
And guess wot..im so afraid abt tmr..i hate the slope totally..Jeezzzz

Wahoo

We had our stupid test as usual today..english..but it was paper 1..composition which is much worse..Jeez.. Now why does my screen look so big?? okay.i guess its the resolution..gime a min...
Okay im back..i guess its betta this way..look much betta..(im lying) ..Ive not changed a thing..didnt noe how to..its not the resolution.its sumfin to do with sumfin else i cant figure..
Newayz..mum came home from her long vacation this morning b4 i went to schl..She'd bought 4 swatch watches..and loadsa ear studs for me..too many i have no idea..countless..
Some weird tourist touring together with mom actually criticised the culture and stuff..saying the locals are low class...I think their being reli uncultured by not appreciating the wonderful traditions and cultures they have there..if i were there..i would have said," Oh..uncivilised u mean? who's being uncivilised here may i question..as a cultured professional(i think ur far frm that) ..we shd appreciate this wonderful place..not critising..Ur being a total disgrace to woteba country ur from..Shame on you!" and den ill give him that hands-off look.
Honestly..when is evryone gona start being gracious and not look down on each other..What is happening to this friggin world?!!

Cheryl is da coolest and da best!!

weee

i went down alott ..i totally cant run in this weather..it was sooo hot..when i finished it was like i was burning on a stake or sumfin..on the way back..in the bus..arabel and sindhu were so crazy and funny..they were laughing through the wholeeee trip and evryone in the bus was like looking..even though i was sitting beside em and we were in e middle of chatting...i wasnt reli sure whats reli so funny lol...okay i think im like em when im with either wy or matilda..they were laffin so crazily omg..like kookabaras..like loon-ies...honestly...arabel even laughed till her asthma attacked.. and when chewing gum left the bus...shikin was like screaming," lets party!" and all e grrls were like WHOOOOOO! but i think chewing gum seems kinda upset..i think she's got the idea...i kinda feel sorry for her in a way..
its such a solemn evening..the redness of the sky..the trees rustling softly in time with the wind..the black birds flying..even the cars look like they're moving slower than b4..it kinda reminds me of dooms day.
This morning i saw a black bird gettin stuck on a string high up above the movin traffic..i feel horrible..not bein able to do nething to help it..so i prayed..and dont see a change..i walked away to schl..watching it..feeling sad..i was thinkin mayb God wouldnt help in this sorta thing..he probably has his reasons..but i reli wana free the bird..so i prayed in schl again when i saw a black bird flying pass and thot abt it..and in the afternoon..it was no longer stuck nemore..its gone..it escaped..somehow..Its so cool. i feel so happy for the bird.

AHA

Im totally scared of emaths now..after the class test..and i found out my results were like so low...Mr yong even gave me a small lecture..And thats like horror to me cuz no tcher has eva lectured me cuz of my results b4...i was like down the whole day..like ive got no mood to do nething..den we went for training and it was pretty simple..but we had to do twenty slopes..
Geez im soo sleepy now..but ive made it a pact to study evryday rel hard..okie cyaxxx

Haha

today we had training..yeah but we had english mock exams b4 tht..its so stoopid..
newayz...shikin and zakiyah said my bag was vintage. =D and i thot it looked okay..
anwayzz...the famous director..jack neo..is out making a new movie again..and guess wot..he's cumin to our schl tmr to look for actresses in his movie..girls only..chinese or eurasians...thts so cool..when they'd made the announcement..id thot only prissy grrls would go..den we told arabel tht she shd go and she was like nooo...but britney suggested we all go together.. : it was only den tht arabel said it would be a reli good experience to go for the competition...its like we get to see those famous directors and pple and they;ll be like studying u...so why not..but i dun think i wana get myself chosen...im takin my Os this yr..and i dun fink ill get chosen either..so itll just be like gettin to see those famous pple The end.
Alright lets all be prissy-pantssss

Yipee

Dady just called to say he's gona buy a new car..
Its gona be gorgeous on the inside..the wheel's dark wood..
and the seat is leather!! caramel in color!
woohoo

Gee..IM weird

You Are 35% Normal (Occasionally Normal)

You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

intimidating

when i entered the stadium again..saw familiar faces. the sports school members like sophie bla..and the australian grrls again..and cedar..bla bla..it was rather intimidating..coaches talkin to the runners..pple striding in track suits..evryone there looks intimidating..ur competitors..saw shikin and the others..was so happy to see em..and lihua..peixi..newayz..i got there extra early..like 2 pm...when i was supposed to reach there at 3.20..cuz the race starts at 4.20..so i waited and waited..and finalleh..time for me to warm up at 3.30..and at 4.05..time to report..but when i got to the reporting station..all the A boyz were there..the 100m sprints werent over yet..so we checked and realized tht the race starts at 5.25...Bumma..
so we continued our warm up..cuz we've all cooled down..and i redid my warm up again and the drills..and I saw yating..shes from anderson..i was so glad to see her..and so we did the drills together even though we were from different schools..spend some time chatting..saw the AI guyz and hakim shouted good luck to us..in intimidatiing times like this..ull feel so glad to see ur own school mates..or frenz..u just feel like givin all of em a big hug...
Newayz...finalleh reporting time..and i spoke to some raffles girls..and got into my heat..heat 2..all the girl competitors gathered..waited for like 30 mintues before the 400m girls race reli started..and i said good luck to this girl beside me and she was soo sweet and shook my hands and said u too smiling...and the girls in my heat were sooo pleasant..there's this girl from sports school..her timings like 59 seconds...i heard form her coach b4 the run..newayz...this girl from one of the good schools came to me and said good luck..she's so sweet..we all ran...ran..ran..sports school won again as usual..i got 4th out of 8...5th i think...bad i noe..and at the finishing line..we were all giving each other pats on the back and light hugs...evryone's soo sweet and cool even though we were all competitors and total strangers...The girls in my heat rock!! I said good luck to yating b4 i left..and she gave a light hug...like showing a nice appreciation..Rauf said we did well..Rauf's reli kewl..dad was there actually..he plays badminton evry saturday and it happens he was supposed to play at that particularly sports hall at gombak..so he saw me ran..