WHOS E PIG WHO FED JESSE MCCARTNEY!!!!!!!!!! Why is he so fat now?! all e hot blonde guys have gone chubby! even ozzy! ..even tho hes not a blonde :(

HANDBAGGGIESSSZZZZ

I chose a toscano bag for xmas ytd but im not gonna pin my hopes too high on gettin it...cos Something bad's gonna happen for sure and in the end im not gona get it...like e stocks out or stuff. And then ill be devastated beyond anything. IT alwayz HAPPENS!!! Like e beautiful Korean designed dress. Something bads gonna happen..and in e end i cant get what ive been dreaming about since i last saw it. Du noe how horrifying tht is?! to be happily daydreaming abt it and waiting for tht day to come when ur gona get it...and BOOM..suddenly ur told..that that day isnt gona come.
SO yea...I muz tell myself i wont get it i wont get i wont get it. So when i reli not get it..it wont be too devastating and when i do..ID be elated! YAY.

All in all..if evrything goes smoothly..ill get three toscano bags at home. I mean afterall..sis's bags are my bags too..we share our stuff. MOm chose a beautiful deep red one..sexy..sis a white beautiful one thts got a touch of Guess..and for me..a black one tht looks seriously classy..and very much Louis Vuitton-ish Woohoo. Haha...but u noe my taste...weird. I chose e one which evryone resented. :S

Guess's handbags are like soooooooooo hottttt...i love e jean version...and they are cheaper too. unfortunately..uncle only said Tocco or toscano bags..so i had to pick those. THEY ARE LIKE SOO EX OKAY! like on average 200 plus for one.

I loveeeed xmas 2007!!!!!!!! it was seriously cool..and hot. I love evryone i spent this wonderful festive season with. it was amazing...(haha cos i get to own a toscano handbag)YAY my uncle is e best uncle to ever walk this earth :D

IM glad i could share this festive season with two of my most amazing mates on earth..(not tht i have alien mates) Arabel and wispy!! even tho it was regretful tht some of e others couldnt make it. But i love yall still XD

Wispy's fav quote: this is the last piece of clothe im buying.
and ull see her gettin another top in a few days time.

CANDIES and a xmas pressie, candle holder. HAHA

yum yum

WOO dont drool! i shall not be held responsible for any gooey keyboards.

Xmas seems like...VALENTINES! Evryone who has a boyfriend seem to be out honeymooning! I discovered this fact when calling some of my friends to ask about the econs homework while i was STUDYIN in e library on a fine xmas eve
The library was heavenly empty. cos its xmas eve and of course..evryones out celebrating..with their sweethearts or family and friends. And i was peacefully studying...on this fine xmas eve. heh im not gona celebrate xmas with any 'sweetheart' or whateva...I need to share this beautiful season with alotttt of people

im happy im sooo unqiue. Doin e out-of-ordinary thing.

I got a lil bored in e lib so i took my lil cross out and placed it beside my books. Im celebrating xmas with my cross! i think ive gone a lil insane.

anyhooz..this xmas is i guess by far e best xmas ever! party after after. tonight im gg to a party..and tmr morning ill be havin an international buffet with my family for our xmas celebration..and at night...HIAK HIAK HIAK. A line of crazy activities with my beautiful matiesssss for xmas!!! BABESSS!! check out arabel's blog!! not to mention the amt of xmas pressies ive got so far ;) MWAHAHAHAHHAA

YAY xmas party later. I cant wait to chomp turkeys and log cakes. YUMMY YUM YUM

EVRYONE! be happy for meh! :P

and MERRY XMAS pple! and to Jesus...Happy Infiniteth Birthday!

NOW...do i finally realize what the most torturous leisure activity on Planet Earth is....

Window shopping.

It makes u crave and long for ...something that u long to possess...but u have no means of getting it...u can only drool after it...dream about having it..day and night...it haunts u in ur sleep..makes u angsty as u tempt for it..u can only watch with gaping horror..when a fellow competitor - a shopper - grabs e last piece of it. if u hadnt window shopped...ud never have discovered it in e first place..and in turn not feel this angsty at all.

Guess what. There was this beautiful Korean dress...thts like seriously gorgeous beyond anything and omg there was a sale and it became only 35 dollars! But bcos im banned from buying more clothes...i can only drool after it...and be totally depressed tt its not a part of my wardrobe.

Hot huh? Not.

Yesterday was wispy's birthday. we celebrated her bday at like the suntec area...It was so fun.

Wispy thinks Yul from survivor looks like an eagle.

Candy empireeeeeeeeeeeee is like paradise.

here are some of e pictures we took

Crazy

reflections haha




im e photographer haha see? ive got such steady hands


and YES! i had a gingerbread man as a xmas gift last night!!! CHOCOLATE. I can't wait to bite its head off and turn it into headless gingerbread man.

I love it sooooooo much that ive decided to giv it a name and that is Swa Ku Ku.

till then..i shall keep Swa Ku Ku full-bodied...and take nice lil pictures of it...to save Swa ku ku for e ultimate best.

This is...Swa Ku Ku the man!

labels are for cans my dear

there are sales evrywhere all over the place.
And bcos i am currently banned from buying more clothes...
Id went to IKEA with wispy to buy boxes to clean up my atomic-bombed room...so currently...my room is 10% neater than before.
IKEA is officially a shopping paradise.
and a great place for people who fantasize about dream homes...people like wispy and me..where we'd whisper things to each other like..."okay...this flooring is gonna be my dream home's flooring"

we had fun on e bus...where we imitated Jojo's obsession's, Conor Oberst, quivering voice. Jojo has recently been super obsessed with promoting the 'labels are for cans' notion.

even tho im not as obsessed...but im still pretty much obsessed with that notion..cos labels destroy...or at least destroyed me...and many other people.
what im labelled as by my parents certainly destroyed me for a period. they couldnt see beyond that label...how they treated me bcos of that label drove me into deep depression...and not to mention the pain it inflicted upon me..and it made me scared...of myself. How hurt i was that the people i love couldnt see beyond what they labelled me as...their words sting me hard evry single day. and slowly..it becomes integrated into u..that u are that..whateva they labelled u as..and ud start hating evry bit of detail reminding you of yourself...your room..your life..id cry evryday without knowin what i was crying about. Thank god i pulled through during that period..and didnt give up on life when i was about to.
That happened a couple of weeks ago. but all's fine now. im glad i had my friends with me to help me tide over that crazy crisis.

On the last training of Judo in year 2007...push up positiion thingy aka the arm-is-chewed exercise was in place for like 30 plus mins..after which..a 5 round run around e stadium in our BIG HUMONGOUS HEAVY BULKY GHI...BAREFOOTED and all SWEATY. punishments woohoo.

tanned

Finally...after 1 and a half years or so of fleeting around as a ghost...I am finally...TANNED. after all that effort and sweat put into the gettin-me-tanned project...I am finally yes finally...do i hav to repeat myself...tanned. And e best thing is...it IS FREE!!!

*pauses and gulps back non-existent tears* (im sorry but this is pretty emotional)

Even tho i am as red as a lobster too. In fact..i think im more rather red than tanned. In fact, i seemed to be tanner when i first came home...and for some terrible miraculous reason...when i woke up from my nap cos of tony's call...my skin reverted itself back to its normal colour..in other words...yellowy. *curses tony*

And ive also realized how humongous my arms have grown cos of judo.

Today was so hot! LITERALLY! sentosa's beautiful...esp with that new free shuttle service thingy...and vivocity being its new neighbour where forever 21 and many other gorgeous shops reside.

yes its hot. cos it was burning hot over at siloso beach and it was a great mistake on my part to decide to doze off there. and now i hav e most obvious bikini tanline known to humanity...and e skin of a lobster...not tht lobsters have skin. How hot is tht? Not.

Evryone of us got tanned! Hooray! Sentosa's hot hot hot. we thot it funny strolling along the whole stretch of siloso beach. But i was sweating like shit


Isnt this picture gorgeous?! its e skyride thingy at sentosa!

we went over to vivo after that where we shopped. Oopz. Again. ive broken my vow to stay clear from shopping. Again. But it was hot cos i bought a cap! YAY. We had soooooooo much fun! seriously. I love u guyz...arabel, mandy, lh..muackzies smoochies.

OMG! epi 12 of survivor is up on youtube!!!!!! Im gona watch it now
BYE!

Flowers and perfume

hola
so wots been up...wait! i noe ur gona chime in..."the sky"...(or at least thats what ill say) and of course the sky isnt whats up cos its the ceiling...i mean ur most prolly not using a computer in an open-spaced area. God why am i being cute here

well lately...its been e same mundane life im living in. I wake up to the call of Amber..cos she happens to enjoy her job in my life as an alarm clock..i wake up to see sunlight pouring in thru e curtains...and smell e same flowery scent. Tho it has faded by a ton since i last bought it weeks ago.
den ill watch debbie travis. Her designs are like OMG!!!!!!! if only i have talent like hers, or unless some miracle drops down from e sky, i wouldnt have to be afraid of how disastrous my future home would look like

and den ill eat my lunch and sleep again. And den ill chat on e phone again for no apparent reason and decide i needa get out of e house for some fresh air...like going to e library or coffee bean to study. and den ill get home at night for dinner...Stone like a stone..(duh)..study again and sleep at 1 am or so.

This is my life. It is so cool.

and im gettin sick of goin out for any sorta date cos im sick of dolling up its too much work for someone like me who needs alot of it to look remotely decent.

But tonight is so cool! Dad came home with this huge 100 plus (im referrin to e price and not the isotonic drink u see in ur school's vending machines) Kenzo perfume bottle... - with perfume in it. Its totally beautiful. I love it. E bottle is gorgeous and the scent is... -e flowery sort. Thank u Daddy! ur prolly readin this.

GORGEOUS. tho evrytime i hear abt perfumes for xmas pressies...i think of vera wang's Princess...cos thts my dream perfume. But still i love it to bits. I loveeeeeeee perfumes.

And Lin has revealed to me my xmas pressie...body spray...of cherry blossom essence...from Los Angelos.
GORGEOUSSSSS...so now my room will seriously be bursting with flowery scent.

Im becoming a nature lover. Be happy for me!!!!

even tho this change isn't going to stop my fear of bugs. Nothing ever will.

wispy

I have come to a realization that Wispy AKA Amber is an indispensable part of sis's and my life. For e past few days since shes fled to M'sia for a vacation from our hauntings...Life suddenly seemed so empty and bleak. But now shes back. And id like to dedicate this post to wispy wisps.

here goes:
Wispy puts cement on her face evry night before she goes to bed.
I wonder how she takes it off.
She also eats cheese and eggs for proteins.

There u go wispy! uve been waiting for a post specially dedicated to u for 2 years since ive started this blog XD

'fame' cum 'bag'

Today was like seriously cool!

we did a short lil commercial clip near sondy's house and hahahha we had to act as if we even knew what was goin on in e tennis world.

Like gettin all bewildered by sharapova's latest outfit. And i havent watched a single tennis match in my whole life.

but it was all good. Cos we all got ourselves free bags. which is like so hot. wow so we got like 10 secs of fame and a free leather bag. (im not sure if its leather but it feels and smells like leather so it shd be leather)

over at coronation's mac some ang moh boy stuck his hands in between my legs to get his coin which was on e floor. like wth...couldnt he have gone e other way.

I love judokas!!!

Lately...its been so crazily kewl cos Judo rocks. (cos it doesnt stone. omigawd arent i lame! blame it on e funny pple who drifted into my life. WOW i think id better close this bracket before someone throws a stone at me wen they see me)

Whoo. E judokas are soo kewl. tho trg has seriously become way tougher. Even tho Jason, the judo legend, has told us tht our trg is nothing compared to some other schools.

I used to hate Uchikomi but the sky must have fallen today cos i didnt seem to hate it so much today.
Uchikomi, Uchikomi and more Uchikomis.

Being too philosophical is well actually pretty scary...at least for me. After being too philosophical for like a few days cos of Jojo's influence...it made my life very depressing. I started getting depressed for no reason...after reading those Times magazines about e sufferings in other parts of e world...and thought too deeply about life again...and i hated how i felt..even tho nothing bad was happening in my life but i seemed to start hating life. Which is weird. Mayb ive been shallow for too long that being too deep threw me off balance psychologically

Philosophy scares me now. when i tried being philosophical..i did it e extreme way...and it seriously drove me into depression for no apparent reason. No wonder they say philosophers are sad people.

OKay im back to being shallow. WOW how kewl is tht?? Not.

okay la haha...not tht shallow...but i wont think too much and deeply...cos its too much for e shallow me to handle.

and i wish ud give me my space. Too close for comfort.

my WEIRD definition of e meaning of life n why u shd pursue ur dreams

Currently...im sitting on my bed..in e comfort of e air-con and under my sunflowery duvet like e Queen of Sheeba, breathing in flowery scented air. (lately ive been pretty crazed abt flowery scents. Apart from my rose jossticks, i av a stronger essence of freesia flower powder which needs some controlling by being wrapped up in its lil plastic bag lest it goes outta hand and explodes into all sortsa flowery scent and v soon ull find daisies poking out from my books and dresses. Okay why am i typing abt flower scents. this bracket shd end pretty soon)

Mornings are so beautiful..and its e time of e day when we're most clear-headed..at least thts true for me..a clear-headed morning either makes me cry or smile. Cry cos im clear-headed enough to know whats going..and theres no way i can be in denial or hav other activities to keep myself busy from...Smile cos a clear-headed me reflects alot on life...the world..humanity and dadada..and thts e only thing tht keeps me going. and y do i say tht.

To tell u e truth..alot of things i post on this blog isn't reli what i call e truth. U can see a very cheerful post here and see a depressing one on my private diary or blog.

Lately ive been tryina find e real meaning in life...like for once in my life..i stopped..to reflect on life. and suddenly ive realized...how much ive been dragging myself evryday..And den im doin things to drag and push myself on..to carry on with life..bcos the more i think abt how pointless my life reli is..the more i wana let go. Suddenly..ive realized how shallow my life has been. Like im just fleeting about evryday...living life each day..wonderin what to do today dadada.

and i feel reli shallow...bcos i mean duh i am. Alot of things in my life..e lil bits of it..they're all superficial and shallow. Wats e point in life if ur living on this planet like such a selfish bitch..and bcos of certain adversities ive been gg through in my life quite lately..ive been desperate to find real happiness..I flipped through my diaries to look for moments when i was truly happy..not jsut happy...do i realize tt i was only truly happy when i realized i have some worth on this planet...like doing something meaningful...like helping others..and portrayign acts of simple kindness.and helping others who are in need.

The world is in need of helping hands..to reach out to those in need of it..be it hungry children in Africa..disaster victims..or even suffering animals. why dont we make ourselves useful by doing something for this world...n den i found the meaning of life...and how thankful i m for it. im given this life...so tht i am given the opportunity to help others. SO ya..thts e thing thts gona keep me gg :)

to tell u e truth, a lifelong ambition of mine is to be a doctor..and not jsut a local doctor u see in neighbourhood clinics either..but doctors tht travel e world to giv free treatments to those in need of it. But honestly..thts gona be but a dream. bcos obviously..i do not have such amazin brain power abilities to be a doctor in e first place. and like the boy in the book entitled "the Alchemist" whos pursuing his dreams...hes just contended with living his life as it is..bcos pursuing his dream is tough...just like getting 4 As is tough...hence he just wants to simply drop out..and stop pursuing it. Many pple are like tt...and den they'd jst die...not bein able to do the things theyd dreamt of doin in this lifetime of theirs. SO in any case..whether i can make it or not..im still just gona work hard and giv it a go. If i cant after trying my best..then i guess its not meant to be after all..i can go for other jobs and still do something meaningful right. But at least im able to live with the knowledge tht at least id tried pursuing it.

U noe what? im just gg on and on and on and on while pondering and thinking. U noe like those lil exercises in which ull av to write out, without a care in e world, about what ur thinking without pausing. So this post is like super unorganised and pardon e bad english pls.
Seriously im not making any sense at ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

So if u dont und anything here...its ok cos id rather u not at all!! HAHA cos for once..id decided to try to be honest on this blog and type out what i reli feel about things. Damn it feels weird to expose my inner feelngs. okay i feel reli uncomfortable abt this so im only gg to post this up for a few days. BYE

a day out with mat and wisp

I bought some scenty essence just ytd!!! I now have some other flower powder in my bedroom. Now my room smells heavenly... AHHH~ YAY!!! i can light one of those rose jossticks when mat stays over for our hawt slumber party ;)

i tried burning Rose scented jossticks in my bed room last night. No not praying to some bewildering rose God. DUH.

Today was e hottest day of my life! (i do notice that i have many hottest days of my life) cossss.....the four of us were finally shopping together once again after what seemed like 10 billion centuries!! Erm..okay mayb thts abit of an exaggeration..but SO what!! its all hot!!!!!!!! I love em soo much.

SO we'd decided to head to vivocity for some brainless shopping. I say brainless cos its not something fruitful. At least..its not an activity that requires as much brain power as doing my maths assignments....or conducting researches for the good of mankind as what some of my friends are doing.

OKay mayb shopping isnt all that fruitless....cos u can buy fruits while shopping. GOSH im becoming lamer and lamer as the seconds tick by. OKay i reli shd stop being stupid.

hey but i bought a gorgeous top! erm...busted my resolution again. shucks!!!! id better apologise to my once-determined self.

hey u noe what?! vivocity is sooooo hot!!! it has this gorgeous roof top garden resmembling a beach..and the sunset and all is juz gorgeous...it simply is! We couldnt help but take some err...out-of-e-world photos! How hot is that?! I BET WISPS IS GONA CHIME IN AND SAY 'VERY'

just in case u dont know...im e one in pink

imitating some crazy egyptian God



wisp looks like shes peeing

authentic puffer fishes

1, 2, 3

Legs up!


women in black

i LOVE VIVOCITY! almost all e shops in e world are like there!!!!!!! its official...vivocity is e best shopping center to hav eva been built on planet Earth.

just a note of WARNING: some contents in these posts on this blog may contain exaggerations. Do not seriously believe evrything thats written here.

so there!

gosh

Mom left for Hong Kong early this mornng while i was still drooling in bed...And NOBODY WOKE ME UP TO SAY GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

:(

My maid has juz told me the most incredulous news about her running from MArsiling to Sembawang MRT station.

I couldnt help feeling mortified.

Mr. Rauf, my coach, has apparently decorated his new black car with patterns resembling those in too fast too furious...and was driving pass sis with a toothy wide grin while honking to catch some attention.

Im starting to dislike my new books..the princess diaries. Its so unrealistic...its about this princess whos supposed to have this great responsibility of looking after the welfare of the Genovians...but all she ever does is pine over some punk called Michael. Making out with her boyfriend seems to be more impt than helping the needy!!!! Gosh what immaturity. I shall get more adult-ish books in future.


Gosh les is currently enjoying her time as a scientist....apparently shes doin some research in NUS on genomics. GENOMICS. That bio topic which has caused the massacre of my brain cells. and here i am...fussing over make-ups and shopping arnd for new tops...when my friends are out there conducting experiments to discover new stuff for the good of mankind. Lin is going off soon for her Science attachment too.
i am such a no-brain poop.

Hence, from this day on...ive made another resolution..and tht is to start mugging from NOW on...even tho its e hols and theres no exams at e mo.

But seein as how all my other resolutions have slowly...or shd i say quickly...been striked off by the me whos got a very low determination...i cant say for sure that this resolution is gona stay for long.

arch and pei

I dono why...but somehow...id felt like entitling this post under Arch's and Pei's name. cos its e day when precious time of mine was bestowed to em!!!! (HAH juz kidding) I had such a wonderful time i love u guyz xoxox

Like i just died!!!!!!!!!!..the moment i stepped into vivo city's Forever 21.

From now on...officially...Forever 21 is e hottest shop to ever roam Planet Earth..im serious.

I mean...id made a firm resolution to not spend nemore on clothes when i stepped out of my house.
Unfortunately...it was more than i could handle...it was too tempting..too alluring..gosh...I was in shock the moment i saw e clothes in Forever 21. I had such strong emotions surging within me when i saw e displays from a distance.

OMG MY FAVOURITE ORIENTAL TOPS WERE ALL THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I died...i seriously did. I went :| like in shock.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH forever 21 is juz paradise. IM serious wispy!!! I SHD HAVE LISTENED TO U! forever 21 is a thousand times better than topshop!!!
Im dead serious.

I LOVE VIVOCITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and ya..i had to buy at least a top. Gosh...its sooo gorgeous its my dream top.

i was broke...but now im..err broke-er. But i live a life of 50% discount...or so..thats what both arch and pei quoted...wispy too. COs i alwayz only have to pay 50% of e cost to purchase my fav tops! cos i alwayz share the costs of my clothes with sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! now i do wish i were a quadruplet. den ill live a life of 25% discount

Gosh i needa pay my own debt. MUST SAVE UP AND RETURN that Amount to my Stupid Piggy Bank!

HAH den we started craving for ice-creams. We walked around e whole area lookin for a decent ice-cream restaurant...and when we'd found Ben & Jerry's....it was like..looking at a gorgeous lake in the sahara desert. We ran..Yes i repeat..ran like lil drooling rugrats to it.

and we shared this reli big bowl of 7 scoops of ice cream....while shivering i might add.
Gosh its almost a whole bowl of chocolate flavoured icecream.


But its soooooo nice!!!!!!! OMG its official! ben and jerry's is e coolest ice-cream restaurant to ever roam this PLanet. pretty late to realize that only now...but hey at least i finally came to that realization!
Previously id prefer gelato than ice-creams (still do)...so i hated ben and jerry's den. But i love it now...tho i still prefer gelatoes.

Heh from now on...i have to lock myself at home. Cos id either spend on something stupid like food even when im not hungry cos my mouth keeps itching...or..clothes for that matter..the list never ends...PLus ive gotta keep in mind about the transport costs now..I dont even hav a decent cent in my EZ link. I told u IM BROKE!!!! i shd live a pauper's life from now on.

IM broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke.

I screwed OP. Gosh i dont even wana talk about it.

the ultimate

The books id gotten myself from e lib!! omg its so hard gettin even just one series of it...and yet ive gotten three!!!! oh ya..and there at the center like an extra..my new watch.



this is what u call... neat HAH! My study table. so neat. so me. In fact, its so neat it looks as if an atomic bomb had juz landed at sembawang Rd

woo

argh!!! YAY i went to e lib and omg i MANAGEED to get OMG! almost the whole series of princess diaries...and omg! i got the second book of all American girl and omg i got the third book of amy peppercorn's

AM I JUZ DARN LUCKY OR WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!

i LOVE THE LIBRARY.
im gona make it my second home

sorry
to ruthlessly tell u to give it up...to my surprise..does hurt as i watched u walk away tonight.
nonetheless it had to happen...i couldnt bear to hurt u anymore

Another quiz

HAHAHA this is juz dumb but im doin it anyway! koped this from ms's blog.

What time are you starting this? 10:30pm
Name? Shufen
Nicknames? Shuffy, ass-eff (thanks lin)
Date of birth? 28thjuly89
Sex? female duh
Height? 158cm...dw..im growing..still am.
Eye color? dark brown
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 1
Pets? All died tragic deaths
Hair color? black.
Piercings? ear.
Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes
Been in a car accident? uh no
Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.
Favorite day of the week? Friday
Favorite flower? rose, daisies
Favorite sport to watch? soccer
Favorite drink? viagra. U noe im kiddin right?
Favorite ice cream flavor? choco fudge, green tea
Favorite fast food restuarant? Carl's junior
Carpet color in your bedroom? Pink
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Topshop
What do you do most often when you are bored? Turn on e stereo and start scribbling in my diary
Most annoying thing to say to me? "Fuck you"
Bedtime? 12 - 2 plus
Favorite TV show? SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
Last person you went out to dinner with? Ray
Been out of country? DUH
Believe in magick? Nope.
What are you listening to right now? Diary of Jane
Have you ever failed a grade? Id prolly av committed suicide then
Do you have a crush on someone? Now? no.
Do you have a bf/gf? now? no.
If so, what is their name? Spongebob squarepnts
What are you wearing right now? some blue tank top
Would you have sex before marriage? No
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yea...when i was 9 :S
Are you a virgin? yeap
Do you smoke? no
Do you drink? no
Are you ghetto? Nope.
Are you a player? err...i try not to.
What are your favorite colors? Deep Red, Violet.
What is your favorite animal? Cats
Do you have any birthmarks? no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? ouch no.
Who do you talk to most on the phone? random pple. too many.
Do you get online a lot? Not really.
Are you shy or outgoing? CJ has made me more outgoing.
Do you shower? DUH..i h8 feelin sticky
Do you hate school? Nope. luv it.
Do you have a social life? HAHA yeap
How easily do you trust people? sometimes i do..sometimes i dont.
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Definitely.
Would you ever sky dive? thtd be hot!
Do you like to dance? YES!
Do you like to travel? Definitely! can doll up and shop evryday.
Do you want to get out of your hometown? No, I love Singapore.
Are you spoiled? Haha. i guess so
Are you a brat? HAH! are u kidding? thats like my middle name :S
Have you ever been dumped? yeap
Have you ever gotten high? nope..would love to try tho
What toothpaste do you use? Colgate Total.
Do you have a curfew? Yes..at like 10 plus
Who do you look up to? Celeste! shes so smart!
Are you a role model? HAH! NEVER!
What name brand do you wear the most? Ebase.
What kind of jewelry do you wear? err diff sorts
What do you want pierced? my tummy!
Do you like takin pictures? yeap so fun.
Do you like gettin your picture taken? when im takin myself. im a narcisst.
Do you have a tan? Used to when i was in track. Im as white as a ghost now.
Do you get annoyed easily? no
Have you ever started a rumor? by accident.
Do you have your own phone or phone line? Yes.
Do you have any siblings? Yes
Have you ever been played? yeap
Have you ever played anyone? Yeap
Do you get along with your parents? not reli.
How do you vent your anger? Scribble in my diary and sleep

Have you ever ran away? Nope
Do you daydream a lot? Ya totally. I stone alot durin lectures :S
Do you have a lot of ex's? No
What does your ex bf/gf look like? erm...like himself?
What does your most recent crush look like? no recent crushes
Whats her/his name? dadadada
Have you ever been bitched out? yea
Are you rude? Varies with people.
What was the last compliment you recieved? "Uve got great fashion sense" i think that shopowner says that to anyone who patronizes his shop.
Do you like getting dirty? heh Ya depends on my mood.
What is your lucky number? don't have one.
What does your hair look like right now? e out-of-bed look
Could you ever be a vegetarian? never
Describe your looks? mad-looking.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? copper red.
Would you ever date someone younger than you? hah ya but not too young.
Would you ever date someone older than you? yep! older guys are hot. not to old tho.
When was the last time you were drunk? never got drunk
How many rings until you answer the phone? depends.
Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yes actually
If yes, when was the last time? i cant rmb
When was the last time you went on a date? Sometime earlier this week. can't rmb which day.
Do you look more like your mother or father? father
Do you cry a lot? i guess i do.
Do you ever cry to get your way? err i cry to myself juz so i can feel better.
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? That's hot.
Are you the romantic type? erm..depends on who im gona be romantic with.
Have you ever been chased by cops? nope im v 'guai1'
What do you like most about your body? err i dono..my legs i guess.
What do you like least about your body? my arms
When did you have your first crush? Primary 6. haha
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Blondes!!! Hot!
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? erm sometimes
What about cleavage? don intend to but sometimes its accidental.
Is your best friend a virgin? yeap
Have you ever fucked someone up? Yes. its horrible and i totally regretted it.
Have you ever been fucked up? eh...not that stupid but..i think so.
What theme does your room have? "messy"
What size shoe do you wear? 7
How are you feeling right now? Tired and exasperated from shopping too much.
Have you ever given a lapdance? Nope.
Have you ever recieved one? Nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? err i think so.
What is one of your bad qualilties? panicking too much.. my paranoia..easily distracted.
What is one of your good qualilties? err i dono.
Would you marry for money? err i dont think i can stand gg to bed with someone i dont have any feelings with
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommys
When was the last time you cried in school? erm..cant rmb..some weeks ago i guess..in e toilet.
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? yuck no.
What kind of music do you like? all sorts i guess. Hip hop, pop, and rock.
Would you ever bungee jump? nooooooooo argh its soooo scary.
What is your worst fear? feeling pain.
Would you ever join the army? NEVER. they're gona live in jungles where insects and such manifest.
Do you like cows? im ok.
If you were to die today, what would you do? Tell the world about it and wait for e world to visit me to hear their last words for me. Ah interesting.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? I love you all...thanks for being a part of this lifetime of mine
Do you like to party? Absolutely!!!!
Hearts or broken hearts? Hearts duh
Moons or stars? Moon
Coke or pepsi? coke
Favorite scent? Hugo Boss
Favorite band? i jump alot.
Would you ever dye your hair red? reddish-brown is hot.
How many languages can you speak? 2 only.
What time are you finishing this? 1120am.

HAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

FUCK FUCK FUCK FCK FOSHDklahfkosahfdo;shdfos;ahifgs

FUCKING PISSDEdddddddddddddd

shucks. Id jus made the biggest mistake by makin a pact with mom that in exchange for my right to wear contacts again...i can't have my allowance deducted for two MONTHS.

id meant two weeks. But somehow...I must have bumped my head and the words came out wrong. id only realized what id done...jus ytd. How can i be so blur. No wonder mom agreed to it so readily.

so well u see....every wekk i get my allowance deducted...for my blurness. 2 dollars deducted each week for every mistake i make. (ie. clothes left in e room, messy room, eating in e room, dishes not dumped into the sink after eating, wrappers or rubbish left around, electrical items not turned off after leavin the room, contacts left in e toilet, hangers strewn over the bed, and much much much much much more. )

OH my God. i don think ill be able to make it! 2 months!! its such a great feat.

ARGH!

how great. ull be seein me on stage on thurs while i freeze...right in front of thousands of pple. How hot is tht. Not.

Lians

OMG i cant believe im takin neoprints again after such a long time! back to bein a lian with sis and arabel

btw, i juz cut my hair. U cant tell right?

and btw, im not allowed to wear contacts nemore cos my parents dont trust me. Im gona look like some walking toothead from now on.

And im extremely depressed abt tht.

Lin..u can stop complaining abt having competitions from now on.

very soon..ill be conferred the title "Tootiest toothead of CJ"

pls clap for me.

Todays open house was juz totally hot!!!

omg i saw mandy darling and shalini...AND SINDHu and jiamin...nina baby and jassy!!

Luv u guyz to the depths of the earth!!!!

And omg i love all u judokas!!! Muackziessss xoxoxox
today was juz totally hot

he was so sweet...

came to my block at 12 midnight and called me up to peek out of e window...to cheer me up. n im reli grateful to u for doin e things that ur tryina do for me now...e walk in e park with u last night cheered me up so much...honestly...ur jus...awfully sweet but..i don think id like to giv anyone anymore chances from now on...I juz need..an awfully long time...to be alone. ..truly sorry...

ya and im sorry if ill b reli stoned for e nx few days to come :S

juz erm..need time.

ive just realized a million stuff...like itd just hit me like a ton of bricks.

todays such an extremely long day. honestly.

right i shd stop bein emo.

My results are alright...tho i was reli upset..cos pple arnd me were gettin likeAAAABBBBCCCCs

while im gettin B B C D E ...pple in my class were doin fairly well..so id made a generalization tht the whole level did reli well for promos.

till i got out of my class for judo...pple were crying and tellin me how badly they'd done..how many Fs they'd gotten...tht many are gona be retained..did i realize how lucky i was...to hav my grades i mean. Im not sayin tht they're good...but im lucky tht my grades are good enough for promotion..cos many others r dyin to be in my shoes.

so i shd count my blessings...though i shall never be complacent.

WORK HARD !!! I MUST!!!

honestly...its jus so depressing...dat some pple i noe are leaving...juz the thought of not bein able to see em ever again is juz..scary. Id miss e times we'd spent and stuff..honestly...what a depressing day. the whole school was in this sullen mode.

alright im reli tired. best of luck in whateva u do...

PS: MANDY DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U MUZ COME TO SEE ME DURIN OPEN HOUSE OR ELSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Go to judo booth okay?!!!!!!!!

im e president

Damn muji wont cook for me

SO im gg to starve for today

ive juz been conferred e title "President" of Rotter's association. What joy...what honour...

i totally deserve it. :D

so evryone be happy for me and from now on...address me as "madam" pls

implications tht we do not noe of.

Hey! omggggg im suddenly sooo excited abt e openhouseeeeeee

Cos i can see nina babe!!! and prolly sis!!! or prolly some Juniors of mine!!! but....hardly ne ai peeps like CJ. :(((((

ARGH but im dyin to seee u guyz!!!!!!!!!

haha actually...i don even noe what ill do durin e openhouse...i think its jus some break fall and...err...randori..or i prolly wont do any of tht at all..or mostly..ill be interacting! i shd join the interactive club someday

i hope to see u guyz reli!!! esp my track juniors. i miss u guyz heaps and heaps!!!

Hey GUYZ!!!!

today is e best day of my life...BCOS!!!!!!!!!!

I saw wispy!!!!!! we were havin so much fun in e house with sis bein e mad cow she is.okay fine all of us are mad. we ate too much beef!!!

den we went to eat at kfc at chong pang and it was sooo hot!!!
cossss Arabel happened to be there too!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG i miss all of em sooo much!!! i wana see mat too!!! we muzzzzzzz go shopping some day okay?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope e openhouse will be a success!!!!!!!!

HEY Gawwjuzzezzz

sorry im typing in e dark soooo i have no idea wat im typing at all!

ANYWay im so hungry and arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh how i wish i can study at home evryday

this is just soo shity!

i miss e library :(

HUllo im rotting like hell

I thank u guyz...who were with me through this...thank u so much it reli meant so much tht u guyz were concerned and stuff...thank u. I wouldnt noe what id have done without u guyz...thank u so much. It is a trauma...thts now..sorta over..i hope..it troubled me so hmuch i didnt even sleep a wink the whole night...I love u guyz omg..im reli reli touched...thank u guyz but things are goin fine now...i didnt let him in..

once again thank u..im reli touched by all e concerned calls..e smses..and yea..ill stay strong :)

erm...im in serious deep shit now..as in..im reli in danger. Im serious. as in seriously..im reli reli serious. i don think i can go out with any of u guyz for these nx few days...its too dangerous for me. omg. ive never been in this much trouble in my entire life. ive just offended someone by accident...and now..im reli dead. oh God..dont let him have his way. Be with me..pls..

Hey peepzies!

the exams are like finally over!! how many times am i repeatin this alredi?!

Therefore ive made this skin cos i was sooooo freakin bored today!

How hot is that?!

hahaha is it nice?! say its nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Say yessss

today is just a totally mentally tiring day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but it was sooo worthwhile cos maths was like....reli kewlllllll

id thot ill flunk maths!!!!!!!!! BUT IT WAS SOOO HAWT!
oopz thts sondra's 'hot'

yayyyy exams finally over...id thot there'll be a catch to today's ending of promos..like a killer maths paper...cos i mean i was slackin e whole night ytd....and u noe like karma? hahahhaha u noe u shd sing Alicia Keys Karma...den ull noe what it means!

as if u dint noe what it was before. stupid meh.

ouch i just felt a bruise. pain.

how did i get it?!
i duno..okay i must have knocked somewhere while i was sleeping like how an authentic piggy shd,

YES YES YES YES YES YE SYE S

HULLo Luviessss

Leo is like e cutest lil thing in e world!! he hugs and kisses anyone!!!!!! argh he makes my heart melt! oopz sorry yoyo

well anyway...LAST PAPER IS TMR!!!!!!!! freedom after maths paper tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant waitttt

finally...i can go out in peace! and ill stop lookin so haggard which i alwayz do durin e exam periods.

Ytd, after chem paper...went out with les, lin, algae and yoyo...it was reli fun but yoyo claimed i was stoned...i didnt even realzie that myself...mayb i was just reli tired...but it was so hot nonetheless...les and lin could finally get to noe yoyo better.

Hello les! ur turn to intro sam to us pls.

"MATHS PAPER KILLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS E DAYLIGHT OUTTA MEH!!!!!!!" - shufen

does that sound literaturic enough?! oh my evryone;s been gettin so literaturic in their blog posts these days i shall go with e flow. My MY what a lovely literaturic sentence made by meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

NOTTTTT

haha well...expect bulls like that from me...when it comes to literature. Thank God im not a lit student...or the world will shrivel into the wrinkled pea in mendel's experiment.

OMg now im tryina be biological. what e hell is wrong with me?!

An excerpt from Les's blog about e conversations durin ytd's dinner:

"Shufen: I love all my maid's boyfriends! (cos they kept givin me toys!) She keeps changing boyfriends even though she's married and has kids already. Like omg! When we lived in Yishun, it was a bangladesh and later when we moved, she found a painter boyfriend...

Yoshi: *starts thumping his chest -- like wow, heartache -- and putting on a feigned puppy dog expression of hurt*
Later on...Yoshi: Bangladesh somemore... Maybe I'll go tan and become darker.
Les: Yeah, and get a degree in painting too.

Shushisocute."

the comment from les is like e funniest comment in e world.

okay back to maths.

random me

My biological clock has gone topsy turvy. woo

currently...all i do is study study and study. im reli screwed for maths..thank god for yoyo whos forcin me to study

lets see...my only break periods are..
1) traveling in e bus to e lib and back
2) lunch
3) nap, sleep
4) walkin around e house aimlessly
5) chattin with yoyo

omg see how random i can get? hur hur

oh my godddd im reli talkin alot of nonsense...whats happening to me?!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH

okay mugging session

im reli gona die for maths. IM reli reli gonna die for maths.

im serious

i think im gona be retained!!!

arghhh

but so many thigns have happened. hopefully i wont have to deal with anymore weird issues after this...now tht i have u. yay.

<3 everything about u =)

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA

jdlfasjfal;jf;wjfw

im soooooooooo random
jahahahahaahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha

im sooooooo boreddddddd studyin Bio!!!!!! SO ERE I AM BLOGGIN

AND BEEPEE WE DIDNT LIE TO U! WOOOOOOOO U HAVE A STALKER

hahahhahahahahhahaahhhahahhahahhahahahahhahahahaaaaaa

thts joey laughin too

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

okay what a stupid post

yay! ur awesome...lovely even =)

OH my new monitor!!!! its like sooo biggg and niceeee and thin and evrythingggggg

muggin days are like back. argh how i hate muggin

My biological clock has gone like..all topsy turvy. i sleep in e morning and wake up at night to study

i am becomin a vampire..who sucks information from notes at night. Im sooo creepy. Not.

well on monday...studied in tp lib...pretty noisy place to study at..and we had to sit on e floor. how hot is that? not. we ended up talkin alot of crap too lol

Something funny happened today though. when i got out of e changing room in some shoppin center cos i desperately needed to get a bottom...this lady who was facin me..gave a reli shocked expression when she saw me..
she den turned to my sis who was beside her den looked back at me.

OKay..i don think we look tht alike. i don even noe why she had to giv tht face like she'd just seen a ghost.

Honestly..im such a busy person evryday. mugging mugging and mugging.

haha sorry for not studyin with u guyz..whoever u guyz are ..those tht asked me to study with em..i study better alone!!! HAHA cos im easily distracted and stuff!!! its for e better or id talk and talk and talk and u wont be able to study anyway.

HULLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay im just tryina spice up e mood aft bein away for sooo long.

I loveeeeeeee wispy and mat Muackzy muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

okay back to revision.

random. i noe. what a stupid post.

i bet this post is e shortest post the world will ever noe and have seen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE

this is just a small portion of our fruits of labour

wow! (im wow-ing bcos i dono what to type)

Me and eelin. Bleahx im so fat

les at e top of mount old-clothes

eelin readin magazines

les acting cool

puffer fish

acting innocent! shd have done tht ytd

Losers!!!!!!!!

Monster pushin wall

our poster!! woo i designed it! hot eh! say yesss

YAY!

okay i think ive just like announced to the world abt my roof dismantling job. Turned out...Michael tan was just joking.

And celeste had gotten home just to get a camera...to take pictures while we were on e roof. Unfortunately...we had to clean windows instead.

less dangerous and thrilling. but...erm enriching? cos im officially now the world's best Window cleaner!!! In fact...les and i were so good we decided we shd open a les-and-shufen-window-cleaning business someday and we'd be billionaires!!!

okay okay but id regretted leaving school without permission...mmichael tan explained to us e complications...didnt think it was tht bad when we did it :/

Okay shit i have to go...argh stupid

Just my luck

Today is the worst day of my life i swear

SHALL i emphasize on how dead i reli am?! I AM DEAD as in seriously DEAD as in dead beyond anything as in D for detention E for Expulsion A for Argh and D for yet another Detention

im dying im dying im dying
im dying
im dying
im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying

Guess what the hell happened!

our PE lesson was like e last period ...and incidentally...it was a free period for this particular PE lesson. So i went home after reporting.
I mean...lots of em did tht last week...and we stayed on like dumbs dumbs until 5 before we left.
Plus i had a headache ...so i figured...no harm leavin at 4!

But guess what?! today...of all free PE days....was e day chosen for spot check!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! coincidentally...the only day tht id chosen to leave.

so after id left...mr new came to check if evryone was still there...and yea...id left.

SO im like honestly dying now.

Detention will definitely be in place for me...

and hooray. this will be the FIRST detention ill have in my whole entire life. Ive never had a detention for 17 years in my life. How hot is that?! NOOOOOTTTTTTTT

OKay i shd like calm down or something.

Linh says detention is fun! Her last detention was spent on havin a nice chat about Vietnam's road system with Michael Tan

Yea...I shd calm down!

I Swear ILL never break another school rule again!!!!!!! FROM now on i shall be MS goody two shoes ....long skirts with fully tucked in blouses.

EVryone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE sad for me!!!!!!!!!!!!

:((((((((((

the power of nothingness...feelin of dread..
suddenly its hit me that theres nothing to look forward to in my life..evrything's suddenly so grey and dark. i cant take all of these anymore..i don wana put on this brave front anymore..im reli tired. just stop. i miss those times when i could love myself...those days are gone..im a nothing...when i could talk to my wonderful mates evrytime im sad...i cant now. theres just too many things in my life thts pressin down on me...i cant even put a finger to why im alwayz feeling this way. theres just too many things in my life.. things tht im ashamed of..and i don wana trouble em with my problems...evryones alwayz smiling these days. evryones so happy these days. i smile for em...but deep down i feel so dreadful...im alwayz here today and gone tmr.
i look forward to being alone...in the refuge of my room...evryday. its the only place where i can truly feel content...and depressed.
i hate crowded places...they make me feel so lonely...evryone with happy faces..and i smile along...and yet its all a great big farcade. the more i smile..the more i want to be alone...the worse i feel..
im only e true me when im alone. the me whos an empty shell...the person whos a nothing...someones whos reli nothing. absolutely nothing.
i long for the days when i can be truly happy again. those innocent days.
those days...they're alwayz bright...the birds were alwayz singing. im so crushed now...evrything abt me..my being..my self-esteem..and theres nothing i can do abt it but cry in my bed evry night. evrythings going down for me...nothings going up..evryday it just keeps piling up on me..the toll...the dreadful feeling.
the power of nothingness

ill be fine. dont talk to me abt this. just let me be. ill be fine..

hulo << wispy's typical form of greeting

ytd was like sooo scary. there was this guy who was lyin in his own pool of blood cos he'd hit his head when he fell...and the impact had caused his nose to bleed...it was reli scary...ive neva seen tht much blood eva
i mean he laid there for quite some time...before anyone actually noticed him. he was in a state of shock by the time aly and meixia e suave first-aiders had attended to him..and his eyes were rolled up and stuff

poor guy.

hope hes fine now

anyway...last training on tuesday. so sad. argh. its just like what yu don had said...u cant live a week without throwin somebody once ur addicted to judo. eek. nowadays wheneva i stone....i imagine myself throwing pple. thts like soooo...weird.

oh new bruises too. and id twisted my thumb. thts reli hot! Not.

sigh im gona miss all e judokas and kato randoris. I love randoris!!!

and omg....sir was talkin to us abt blogs!!! like omg....Beware cos bro paul is here to read!!!

haha ...poor beepee. but it isnt ur fault!! so dont be too sad!

ahhhh exams. they're sooo intimidating. so ive gotta study now

Hey!
guess what! my parents are so totally restricting my computer use now...its soo amazingly saddening!

:(

well wanted to update abt judo on sat but didnt hav e time cos i came home reli shacked and plopped in bed the first thing i got home

sigh...training was reli erm...stoney...cos like there were only a few people left in the dojo when in the past, there'd be a horde of people which would make evrything so fun. sigh...i miss e j2s. now tht their gone...we feel sooo....unprotected. or so ...we all think. its quite scary to have found out certain stuff....so yea.

but it was hot anyway cos at least i managed to throw strong people like truddy and rachel. they gave way or something

anyway...it was sooo hot on sunday cos we had to do garung guni CIP...and like we had to go door to door to pass our flyers...and eventually letterboxes to letterboxes.

I mean...u could totally die just doin one block...we were totally dripping wet wen we came back. and i could see les's blue sports bra

racin and racin and racin.....or at least...thts whats les' idea of fun.
26 stories and more....throwin flyers into evry door.

HAHA

and guess what...we did from morning tll night.
but it was hot...les is such a wonderful companion...we were talkin abt evrything under the sun while stuffin flyers into mail boxes...it was sooo hot. i mean im sooo happy for her ...and her jackpot.

Honestly...it was nicer hearin her blabberin on abt her jackpot than talkin abt my cases.


like great what e hell. i have to study now. there are too many tests.

Hey u guyz!

It was sooo crazily hectic ytd!!!! Truddy was the main organiser for today's judo outing since she was the one who initiated it. Unfortunately...none of the details were settled so i had to call her and ask and stuff....And den she backed out!! So in the end...beepee and me became e organisers. I was racking my brains sooo much ytd tht much of my poor brain cells have died without proper burial and funeral.

HAHA!!!!!! evrything was nicely settled it was sooo nice :D i could finally do my maths assignment...until 2 am. how hot.

this mornin was e most embarassing day of my life cos id set my ring tone for receiving messages to be like a reli loud song...so tht id hear it when an urgent sms regardin e outing is received. UNfortunately..early in e mornin right when we were standing to attention....my fone had that Spongebob Squarepants Campfire Song ringtone on....and yea...u can like guess what happened after tht.

Evryone turned to look at my direction...giggling.

OMg the walk was soooo ....erm...short. but it was hot!.

And id never step into macritchie or sit on those stupid patches of grass again!!! Too many insects its like...for tht particular moment..i was living in so much fear.

anyway after tht whole thing....we ran to the bus stop cos we obviously knew we were running outta time. unfortunately...the bus took a million centuries to arrive...only to drive off as we gaped helplessly at it.
yea so tht explains our latenesss!!!!!

And den it was all hectic !!! deciding where to eat..bla bla and at 12.55!!!!!!!!when the movie was like alr showing... we were still stoning outside munching our food gleefully away. and when the tickets came...we walked into the theatre...only to realize we'd forgotten what our seat numbers were. so while the movie was showing....people were still walkin around frantically looking for empty seats.

OMg the movie was soo damn hot okay! i cried a few times. it was soooo touching!!!!!!!

the best movie ever!

we went to the eat at the village later...where the sji boys decided tht sniffing pepper was amusing enough to become a dare game.

Hullo!!!!!!

why is evryone trickin me these days?! i must never believe anything tht anyone say anymore! particularly...norty pple..like.....erm..too many to state. HAH but guess what! i pretended to fall for all ur trickeries...to trick u guyz into believing tht id actually fell for ur tricks! HAHA and u guyz fell for it!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH the tables are turned :))))

ytd was soo hot! but i saw sooo many unfamiliar faces! like e guy sittin nx to me in seoul garden. it was like e first time i was seein him when he'd protested tht he'd came to almost evry training. Plus evryone looked so diff and hot!

the vid was soooo hot! it was like totally funny. and the fireworks were hot! i guess the most emotional part was durin e cap'ns speech! Roy and Francis looked like they were almost crying! i was like holding my breath! cuma was bein as idiotic as ever. HAHA!

its reli saddening tht the j2s and sec 4s had to go. Trainings will never be the same without em. :(( IM gona miss evryone so much :(

i love all judokas!!!!!!!! u guyz rock my sock!

Yo! yo! yo!!!!

ooo im becomin a yoyo player.
okay lame i noe.

omg tht sounds so siti.

omg today's totally enriching so its hot!!!

i loved today!! i love all judokas!!!! their the hottest people on the planet!!!

siti came over to my house to grab some clothes!! omg im so excited abt the farewell thingy. and like i had 3 ppl buggin me abt it....extremely impatient people!

and beepee bein v smart tried to trick me with his v bimbotic tricks which of course didnt work on me cos im too smart

argh!!! i havent been studying but omg! the GP exam was like quite okay..but i think im gona fail anyway so it doesnt make a diff

Ooooo that guy nx door is hot! blonde hair blue eyes...makes ur heart melt. Awwwww

omg fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WRONG BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so fuckin blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ahhh

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i swear this is the best birthday-day aliveeeeeeeeee

went out with my track mates and had a whole ton of smses floodin my inbox. OMG! to all who wished me and stuff thnak u so much they reli made my day :D

oh yea...and i had so much fun with arabel, sindhu, amanda and sis...it was just like e good old days!!!! I MISS U GUYZ SOOO MUCH XOXOOX

we had so much fun over dinner!! and took crazy pictures and went bonkers. It was hot!

anwyay...sis and i went home at 10pm...thinkin tht the celebrations were gona end there....when it took a reli long time for someone to open the door....i figured something was fishy. apparently, someone had forgotten to lock e door....and there i saw wispy with a look of horror on her face and dashing into the kitchen to hide!

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i found Jo, wispy and boonz hiding in e kitchen with some swensens ice cream cake in their hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

apparently, we'd came in at the wrong time!! BUT OMGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a surprise!!!!!!!! SIS was so touched she was close to tears...i mean i was soooooooo shocked and elated!!!!!!!!!!

we had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! all night

omg
so hot!

thank u guyz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THE PRESENTS AND SURPRISES AND EVRYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!! thank u all soooo much for evrything!!!
ytd was sooo hot i mean i love u guyz tooooooooo much muackz xoxoxooxoxox
thanks for tht bday surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

anyway...and thank u titu7 for tht other surprise! like pls!! it wasnt very surprising cos evrything was just too awkward...so yea..like lie better pls. seems like i havent graduated from the lying academy.

but i love the presents!!!!!!!!!!!! ANd tonight im gona celebrate my bday with my wonderful track mates!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS been sooooo long since ive seen u guyz!!!!!!! I love u guyz too much xox

HAHA

Remember that my birthday is this coming friday..28th july or the grim reaper will bite you.

omg im being such a kind soul by reminding the world about my birthday so that people who have bad memories wont have to feel guilty should they forget :D

OMG this is such a terribly busy week!!!!!!!!!!!! tests tests tests
and tmr is omgggggggggg the hungry ghost festival!!!!!!!! Ill be so scared to go home at night. Like shit!!! ILL be going home at night tomorow cos theres judo. LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think im going to walk home like someone whos got a neck disorder. ill be like totally looking down all e way.

argh! my eye hurts.

YOOO peeepzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh my god...i totally hated the uchikomi part today cos i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch (like ive been repeating tht for like the hundredth time)
and i was like on e brink of blacking out. how hot. not.

anwayz after training...e judokas went out to some place in bukit timah....the food was hot! literally...ahem. Like i bit into some chilli and it gave me the greatest sensation of my life!!!!!!!!!!!
not. it was reliiiiiiiiiiiiii horrible!!!!!!!!!! i swear i felt like i was on fire but oh well!
We had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! and stupid beepee tryina video cam my movements. Screw u!!!

after which i had to leave anyway cos i had tons of hmwk and siti had to go home early too. arghhh

bet u guyz must have had tons of fun! I love all u judokas!!!!!!!! xoxoxooxx

Judo today!!! Hot stuff!!!!!!!!!

its such a wonderful experience just seein my wonderful judo mates again! Ur all Hot !!!!!!!!
Love evryone one of u to bits muackz xoxoxox

HAHA thankfully no pt. all that teaching! it was so hot!

and tmr...judo finals will be held! wooohoo isnt tht amazing? of course it is! cos i get to skip lessons!

wahahahahaha

i cant face all of these anymore.
I cant
i reli cant. I cant take these torments anymore.
im so guilt ridden.
I deserve all of these. I do. i swear i do
I hate this. I hate myself I hate evrything thats going on.
im so paranoid i hate evrything. i hate all of these.
pls...
i feel so tormented..so suffocated.

the baluku on my head is sooo cute!!! though of course it hurt alot when it was inflicted upon that puny head of mine.
it has subsided though. i cant play with it anymore :(

Apparently i was in a very bad mood durin training yesterday. training was pretty tough. PTs and all. and being the very clever person that i am, i situated myself at the front-est front, in full view of the coaches. SO i had to complete evrything perfectly. woo.

And i dislike that new throw!!! it either hurts me or my partner evry single tme we do it. YAY sondra was my partner! shes a damn good partner!! its so nice throwing her. I love you babe!!!

oooooo and den we went out to suntec. we were havin e toughest time of our lives deciding where we wanted to eat. but it was hot!!!! we decided on laksa at congress. IT WAS SOO BLOODY FUN!!!!!!!!!!! we were like laughing the whole time! and rachel's newly composed ta-ma-de song is sooooo hilarious i almost died laughing!!!

i mean it was so fun okay. it reli was. yay i love all u judokas! but i left home earlier than evryone once again. sigh! u guyz must have had alot of fun at the singapore river!!!

LOVE U ALLL XOXOOXOX

omg the judo nationals last wednesday was so hot!!!!!!!!!!
it was soooo bloody exciting...and while i sat in front to record evrything down in a camcorder...the people sitting behind me were screaming like mad people.

My ear almost exploded. its a surprise how e camcorder's lens didnt break.
and being too engrossed in the match...id forgotten that my voice would be recorded into e video...and would of course be e clearest since i was so near to the camera. So while the match went on i couldnt help but sweared some reli 'hot' words a few times...only to realize after each swearing that that was gona be recorded.

I hope no one discovers tht it was me!!!!

How extremely smart of me.

we went to compass point and stuff and omg i Love all u judokas!!!!!!!!

on thurs...i had my mt oral...and it didnt suck very much to me. Even tho i noe it did. I noe tht im not makin sense here but heck it hahahaha

Unfortunately the SJI boys didnt make it to e finals but we're already so proud of em! well done u guyz xoxox

HI ive got food poisoning and i was vomitting...in school for a few times so i got to go home after that.
fortunately i surpressed the urge to puke again until i reached home cos i didnt reli wana dirty the cab. The driver was such a nice man!

guess what?! i went to see e doctor...den slept for 4 hourss!!!!!!!! can u believe my craziness?! im a piggo.

i bet they've given out e papers. I know ive screwed em all. Awesome. not.

Hullo!
i wont tell u e number of new injuries that i now possess!

Guess what a complete failure i am. I lost not one...but two shiais!! ytd. that shiai was particularly impt cos it affects the selection for the schl team. so in the end i lost in both! i totally felt like cryin after that but rach, eelin and christine cheered me up by sayin they'll bet with me...a free dinner...that i would be in e team. okay...so the thought of gettin a free dinner totally cheered me up :D

yeap so the team members were announced and i was gettin a free dinner. unfortunately..that hope was dashed when sir called me and said he wanted to speak to me after speaking to the team players.

apparently, he'd put my name in as a team player, among the 9 names, and sent it to e school alr. but he was lazy to do e paperwork and stuff so im just gona have to follow along on the competition day itself. so im not in e school team but at least i get to watch e comp and skip lessons. Isnt that hot?!

stupid me. sir must have been completely drunk when he put my name in. honestly, i feel like an idiot now. for puttin my foot out and doin all e wrong things. im such an embarrassment.

sigh.

yay school is starting late tmr cos of e world cup. We have such a wonderful principal!!

hehe

- im in a hehe mood today.

I bet this post is the shortest post in e world! none of u can beat this record!!!!

LIKE HI!!!!!!!!!!

training was happily quite light today cos Judo nationals is coming!!!!

but yet...im abused again.

was tryin out techiniques with eelin and tryina stop a throw...when i slammed my knee against the dojo floor. and then i felt this jolt of pain. Ouch. okay....i made it a point to neva shout or exclaim when i hurt myself cos its super embarassing. but i just went OW anyway. So now my knee is like swollen. How hot is that?!

shit hmwks piling up again. isnt that just amazing?

argh!!!!!! MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!! their so tired.

went out with e judokas today...geez there were so many of em there...like 25?!!! in sakae sushi and we had the whole row to ourselves!!! evryone was so hot!! it was sooo hot!!!!!!! i loved evryone at our table!!!!!!!!!! U guyz rock my world!!!! Rachel as usual bein the 'quietest' one of all.

it was sooo hot!!! i loved the outing!!! =) totally enjoyed myself! luv u guyz xoxox

damn school tmr.

Today is a very depressing and fustrating day
the way back home was like so ergh-y as i pondered over randori aka sparring session.
sparred with siti and i totally screwed it in front of everyone.
im like so crushed now its reli argh-y.
somehow...id forgotten to do osoto...the throw which i use all e time
and coach even asked me that after training. and that was when i was like..yea why hadnt i used it.

okay so i screwed so much today i hate it so much. Bleh. im reli fustrated now. I know its like... i shdnt get so crushed over some small thing but i cant help feeling so lousy. just argh.
forget it.
the only thing good about today was havin so much fun at dinner with christiana, rach and truddy...Thank u guyz so much for the company! luv yall.

HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!! IM BACKKKKKKKKKK

im usin a previous layout before i put it up for sharing on blogskins.com. Sobs* dont worry! itll be only up here for like a few days! afterwhich ill change back!

sorry for not updating for like...a million years!!! exams were over ytd!! but i went out with eelin and les, and Algae and only came home at night...And i was pretty zonked out then cos id only slept 2 Hours the previous night cos of BIO!!!!!!!

I SWEAR I WAS CURSIN THE DNAs IN MY BODY!!!!!!!!! their the cause for that humongously retarded chapter!! i was totally fine with every other chapter but DNA was e only problem.

I read it thru like 4 times?! and i still couldnt get a single thing in...or i guess my brain's just reached its quota...and so extra information got spilled all over the place.

no worries now!! alls well and the tide has subsided! Friggin exams are OVER!!!!! *sings linday lohan's Over*

OMG!!!! i never thot korean shows would be like soooooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!! it was e first time i was watching a korean movie...ahem excludin da changjin, and it was e most gorgeous show ever!!!!!!!!!! it was soooooooooooooo romantic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the assassin guy was sooooooo bloody sexy and hot!!!! the fact that he is an assassin gives him that sexy aura. Korean guyz are a piece de resistance!! their extremely charming! But i cried when the girl died!!! it was e saddest show in the entire universe!!!

Okay i also watched Pirates of e carribean ytd. Erm...i still dont see the charm in Johnny Depp! hes like a siao ding dong in e show.

e esplanade was reli gorgeous! the ambience...was just so awesome!!

great and now i have to go back for judo. Not that its a sad thing but my leg is still pain-ing. shucks im gona suffer from so much pain later...nevermind the tired-ness ill go thru.
IM soooooooooooooooo AFRAID OF PAIN!!!!

HULO!

Sorry bloggy for not updating for such a long time.
These past few days of my time have been dedicated to my studies..with sis, wispy and joann in the library.

BUT OMG! wispy's bag was stolen by some man in his 30s or 40s ytd!!!!! accordin to some guy sitting at the table beside us while we were away. He simply put wispy's le coq bag into his humongous black bag and ran off.

GEEZ!!!!!!!!!!! so well...as a note of warning to all! neva leave ur belongings unattended. cos there are evil imps around in this not-so-kind world.

I mean we actually walked round the library to look for e man with the guy's description.

i was imaginging myself grabbin e man and doing an osotogame so he'll fall and he cant run nemore..den ill pin him down usin scaffold...den ill mumble, "now what?" and i bet the librarian will reprimand me for usin violence in the all-too-peaceful library.

somehow joann went to look for e man in the opposite building which happened to be a shopping center and went into Metro of all places to look for the guy.
wispy walked up to some man in the library and demanded if the bag he was carrying his.
the things we do when we're anxious.

I had chem spa today and how i screwed it. i broke the burette. and i filled the burette while leaving the thingy open. and the tcher had to keep going up to me to remind me about the steps tht id forgotten. and id forgot to take the initial temperature of the thing and had to guess my readings as a result based on my instincts which is as pointless as an elephant swinging its trunks while it is bored.

Basically...i screwed everything.

reply to tags:

to all who mentioned grocery items: HULO!! im not some mad auntie who goes to e market daily and who takes pictures of grocery items, gettin fascinated over veggies and such.

sindhu: i didnt go for it. Had SPA the following day :(

jiahui: i didnt go for it. had spa the following day :(... neway hope ur doin fine too :D

Just like rachel...i had to do PW survey today and yea...just when u think itll be a good chance to get hot guyz ..or babes (for rachel) for that matter, to notice u...u get impatient aunties and uncles who run at the sight of u.

awesome! not.

but havin such strong determination and persevering spirit that i possess....i pushed on. And against all odds...our group finally managed to get 49 surveys done. Hot huh?

GUESS WHAT?! i slept at 4 am last night...studying..and smsing...keeping in touch with peers who stayed up with me...but woke up only to realize that id overslept and so i missed my maths lesson.

Ive also decided to stop posting pictures of the contents in my shopping bag cos itll be pretty weird...to see me in reality wearing a blouse that u saw a picture of on my blog. HAHA! Isnt that just hot?!

to joey: ooo geez! trg must have been damn tough :S

to rachel: i love u too x1000 XD

to max: perfectly! neva better hahahaa

to ben: its going hot! not. im lagging. :(

to les: the things u do on lame day. HAHA ur blog is hilarious!

to dakras: yeap..thats why ive got an endless supply of hershey kisses by my bedside to keep my glucose level up! woohoo

to sondra: I miss u too :(.... cant believe we have to get thru not seein our fellow judokas for 2 weeks!!!!

Hi what embarassment i blacked out so much ytd...something was seriously wrong with me. first, this brown belt coach was talking to me...and all of a sudden i couldnt see nething and fell backwards..but i got up again in a sec..no problem.
2nd time, i was standing and watching e randori...when i couldnt see nething again...evrything went just plain white and i went sideways.
3rd time..i couldnt see nething again..but before i fell to the ground..i felt nauseated and ran to e toilet to vomit. i couldnt reli see nething..i was so afraid id vomit all ova e dojo which would be superbly embarassing.

I was seriously weird ytd i swear. all that happened after just one round of randori. plus, i wasnt reli tired to that extent. something was superbly wrong with my body ytd.

nx my muscle pulled. durin the pt, i had to pull out halfway cos my thigh muscles were killing me. and on my way to the resting area..i couldnt see nething again and knew i was gona black out again which would be dangerous cos there were alot of hard objects along e way..so i held on to the chains and fortunately managed to make it back. which was hot.

okay so coach called me after trg to see him. i was soooooo scared. he was probably gona yell at me for falling out. instead, he corrected me on some of my techniques. Phew thankfully.
he called me again after that..along with siti and truddy...to do some extra training.
yea i totally need that..my shoulder throws are totally off beyond anything.
HAHA thanks joey! for bein my dummy. (dont say ouch)fortunately u werent hurt or nething! cos im such a lousy thrower.

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to martina: hey! noo okay! it was entirely my fault when i strained my back cos my foot was behind me lol. luv ya :) i was afraid to lie down ytd cos i was afraid coach might think i was tryina be lazy :S. Anyhooz!!! ud better take care!!!!!! ur hip!
to trudy: HI trudy luv ya xox and i dono why but i can neva tag on ur blog. mayb its my com. :(...U take care of urself too! and u are very good at judo okay!!

to joey: yea...haha okay here goes...Im confident that i will do proper shoulder throws one day XD

to jeff: ill keep that in mind XP

to ben: HAHA! i cant imagine u with a bald head :S

to les: are u havin one of those phases now?

to rachel: rachell!!!!!!! LOL! i bet u were singing and dancin in front of e com while u were typing that! im okay babe!! dw abt me lol :D Take care of that foot!!!

to minser: im totally fine! i just needed some rest. U take care durin e 2 week break ya? its a good time for u to rest ur body and the multiple injuries ur currently having.

to christy: HEY! Im totally fine now! haha it was reli nothing i didnt lose consciousness! I love ya too XD

to sondra: lol!! okay id better take care!!

frowns

geez ive dropped alot of hair i swear. by the end of my 2 years in judo, ill be as bald as an inverted porcelain cup. dont ask me why porcelain cup...im not sure myself..bald heads simply remind me of porcelain cups. which is weird i noe.

i could see some strand of hair on the dojo where i last lay..even on my yellow belt. cos durin e punishments and stuff..while id hurried to get into push up position from my sit up...some dude behind me was sitting on my hair. and durin newaza..or whateva u call groundwork randori...my partners were pulling my hair accidentally of course. so that explains.

it was so embarassing...durin newaza i was like yelping in pain..amongst the tranquil..while evryone was concentrating on their sparrings. cos guess what?! somehow or rather...i strained the right side of my lower back and it cramped up cos i was sitting in e wrong position when martina went on top of me. So my leg was caught. thus leadin to e cramp. which is weird. no worries..it lasted less than a minute. woohoo

i have like...purplish-red bruises on both of my knees..and scratches on my left arm. Aint that just hot? not.

hated today's training. argh.

geez i just found out that the maid, priti, whom our family helped the other time from her horrid employer...who starved her..is like in jail now in malaysia.

cos she tried to run away when her employer ill-treated her. unfortunately..the system in singapore and malaysia is quite different. i mean...dont they ever think? why the hell would the maid wana run away in the first place. Stupid fuckin evil employers!! i totally hate employers who ill-treat their maids. its totally inhumane. friggin pieces of shit.

Woah woah woah! guess what i woke up at 1.40pm! i just can't believe it..im still reeling from this fact. :S

Something made me tire myself out...but..i don think it was ytd's trg...cos yea i was tired (i have such lousy stamina) but i guess its the after-effects of e camp? mmm...im clueless about my body!!!!!!!! it is so confusing!

yesterday we had randori all day...and like...i hate doing shoulder-throw so coach was most certainly refering to me when he complained about us not doing our favourite throws. not that i seriously hate it...its just...i cant seem to get it right...and my arm alwayz hurts a great deal. My arms were alredi hurting enough from the throwing drills. Or whateva u call it.

I was alright for the first two randoris...but when it came to sondra...I almost died. SO i was thrown all over the place...here there evrywhere and i even hurt my back. IM such a lousy ass. I was totally sad like totally totally sad! i almost cried when coach was tlaking to us...and when he said we improved..i was certain he did not refer to me.

OKay but Sondra said i did good..martina too..ben too. noot that im tryina brag but...okay that lifted my mood. :D
I wasnt that demoralised after that. I guess confidence is the key thing.

I really need to improve like a great deal...ive gotta work hard..im still lousy at my throws and my balance is like...:S

but thank u all !!!! totally appreciated the fact that u guyz were tryina cheer me up!! Love u guyz xoxox


to max: HAHA! yea what a great way to get humongous amounts of attention! :S
to wenbin: im surprised with that fact too :|
to christy: u have a blog?!! My blueblacks are disappearing! how kewl!
to meiyi: totally!
to sondra: U totally have improved sondra!!! or u were probably this good since god-knows-when. ur throws are superb i needa learn from u!
to joey: haha! but err i needa improve way more
to rachel: TAKE care!!!! hopefully ur leggy is gettin better!
to JD: erm.. lol?
to ben: yo but are u algae?
to martina: Thanks for cheering me up martina :D...yea surprisingly..im not even sure why we're all lovin judo even more after all that training we went thru.

Yoohooo!!!

Im finally back from judo camp!! couldnt wait for this day i swear!!
the first two days were just horrid!!! I hate the pts.
None of us got out of this camp un-injured.

SO now im as bruised and injured as an abused child. U shd seriously take a look at my arm and knees and back. Though the bruises are subsiding..ive neva been this BRUISED MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh well i better get used to this.

But my thighs still feels as stiff as eva..and my lower back stil hurts. Damn I looked like shit with humongously messed-up hair durin training..i swear id neva step out of e house lookin like dat...but what choice do i have?!

Surprisingly...the camp has put me in a i-love-judo phase. Even tho the trainings are like as tough as ever...i love it. Im weird i swear. cos At least its fun.
I hated Track cos the trainings were soooooooooo tough. never loved it..only did cos of my friends there. cos its jsut running running and running like where is the fun?

OMG max dislocated his arm!!!!!!!!!!!! its reli scary!!! and he had to be sent to the hospital. Take care max!!!

OMG sondra's house is e most beautiful house eva!!! I was sitting at the tiny lounge in her garden while waiting for my dad's car...with a diary and pen in hand and enjoyin e beautiful scenery...i love writing diaries in such relaxin ambience...when her brother, Eric, came over to chat. He's reli nice!

yawnz i shd better get studying now. bumma

IM SOOOO EXCITED ABT THE CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!
even tho i know itll be tough

LIKE SHIT!!!!!!!!!! i forgot to run today!!!!!!!!!!!!NOW that i rmb!!!!

okay im officially dying durin the camp..officially!!!

mayb i shd just take Ouch-boy's advice and buy a fake MC. (joey's gona say ouch again)

Cheryl babe i noe ur reading this and i just wana sayyyyyyy i luv ya xoxooxx and im endlessly missin ya and wispy!!!!!

accordin to alot of my AJ friends, they're claiming how dull their life is in AJ. Im glad im in CJ. Ill probably die in AJ.
shucks i reli have no time for anymore outings alr. IM dying officially for my mid years!!! YES IM GOOD AT PREDICTING FUTURES

Ouch luke just accused me of treating boyz like toys. i dont okay! that hurt luke! IM the nicest dweeb ull eva know in all ur lifetimes combined!!!!

woohoo :D

HUlo!!!!!!!!

omg i love my judo mates i think u guyz are the hottest pple on the planet!!! I bet sondra's gona chime in 'especially me'

we went out together before Judo to buy our belts and have lunch and it was hot! and probably FBT shorts where we lost our way in suntec cos that place is like the most confusin place in the universe.

And guess what?! I met SIS there like how coincidental is that?!!!!!!!!!

And rachel and sondra grew very wild. They just couldnt believe they were seeing another of me. Jing da thinks we look very alike. mmm..but we dont look very alike actually...for a pair of identical twin. The salesguy that was attendin to sis and wispy was like laughing and i heard him say 'same face'

HAH that was hot.

But we came late for training cos we couldnt find the bus stop and the bus took ages to come. and my bag broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT LUCK!!!!!!!!!!
but im happy :D i have an excuse to shop for another bag. im quite bored of this one

So we had to do like 100 push ups and 100 sit ups. It wasnt very hot.

but i think i like today's training. Tho my ankle got a lil twisted while i was doin that Ippon something something..in jap..throw (Channel 5: one hand shoulder throw)
when my leg went into this whole in the mat and twisted my ankle as a result since minser, and my weight were supported by that leg.
i was carrying her.

and my lower back hurts. HAHAHAHA ILL get SOO well tmr!!!! so no worries. It happens all the time

OH fortunately..algae and poh chiat werent reli smoking they just took this ciga they found on the floor and posed with it. but it looked real :|

yooohooo

to trudy: yeap they are..totally! too bad i lost the pair of forks. HAHA those arent just any normal safety pins..they're meant to be earrings!
to joey and trudy: HAHA cos one day i came up with a theory that me and my friends shd all get stationery names. ANd they named me Eraser dust, the stupidest name of all, cos it represents E.D. which sounds like idiot cos I have such idiotically ...cute ideas XD
to passer-by: thanks!
to sondra: no their not lol. Im not as mad as u! their real earrings :D


OMG!!
im sooo pleased with my wardrobe :DD

Just ytd, i went shopping and its hot! sis bought this top!!!!!!!!!! even tho i tried finding it at hulo and co but to no avail. Its hot anyway like omg hotttt
And today i went to buy a pair of mini shorts and its hot!!
and just last week i bought a top from fox..and just last last week i bought another top from ebase. So that explains my satisfaction!!!!!!!!!!! Im exhilirated..or is that how u spell it?

tho i swear im totally broke now

we went into e neoprint shop ytd for the background only using our own cameras and got caught by the sales lady. Howw embarrassing.
But compliment us for our creative ideas :D

YAY another party. the judo one. Its gona be so hot

omg i cant believe some of the guyz in judo are smokers...according to yvvone's blog. Im reli reli shocked

:O :O :O :O

oh my god. I bet there'll be PT tmr. Im going to die
I hate the rollin on the floor thingies cos they mess my hair so much