omg fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WRONG BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so fuckin blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ahhh

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i swear this is the best birthday-day aliveeeeeeeeee

went out with my track mates and had a whole ton of smses floodin my inbox. OMG! to all who wished me and stuff thnak u so much they reli made my day :D

oh yea...and i had so much fun with arabel, sindhu, amanda and sis...it was just like e good old days!!!! I MISS U GUYZ SOOO MUCH XOXOOX

we had so much fun over dinner!! and took crazy pictures and went bonkers. It was hot!

anwyay...sis and i went home at 10pm...thinkin tht the celebrations were gona end there....when it took a reli long time for someone to open the door....i figured something was fishy. apparently, someone had forgotten to lock e door....and there i saw wispy with a look of horror on her face and dashing into the kitchen to hide!

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i found Jo, wispy and boonz hiding in e kitchen with some swensens ice cream cake in their hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

apparently, we'd came in at the wrong time!! BUT OMGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a surprise!!!!!!!! SIS was so touched she was close to tears...i mean i was soooooooo shocked and elated!!!!!!!!!!

we had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! all night

omg
so hot!

thank u guyz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THE PRESENTS AND SURPRISES AND EVRYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!! thank u all soooo much for evrything!!!
ytd was sooo hot i mean i love u guyz tooooooooo much muackz xoxoxooxoxox
thanks for tht bday surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

anyway...and thank u titu7 for tht other surprise! like pls!! it wasnt very surprising cos evrything was just too awkward...so yea..like lie better pls. seems like i havent graduated from the lying academy.

but i love the presents!!!!!!!!!!!! ANd tonight im gona celebrate my bday with my wonderful track mates!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS been sooooo long since ive seen u guyz!!!!!!! I love u guyz too much xox

HAHA

Remember that my birthday is this coming friday..28th july or the grim reaper will bite you.

omg im being such a kind soul by reminding the world about my birthday so that people who have bad memories wont have to feel guilty should they forget :D

OMG this is such a terribly busy week!!!!!!!!!!!! tests tests tests
and tmr is omgggggggggg the hungry ghost festival!!!!!!!! Ill be so scared to go home at night. Like shit!!! ILL be going home at night tomorow cos theres judo. LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think im going to walk home like someone whos got a neck disorder. ill be like totally looking down all e way.

argh! my eye hurts.

YOOO peeepzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh my god...i totally hated the uchikomi part today cos i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch (like ive been repeating tht for like the hundredth time)
and i was like on e brink of blacking out. how hot. not.

anwayz after training...e judokas went out to some place in bukit timah....the food was hot! literally...ahem. Like i bit into some chilli and it gave me the greatest sensation of my life!!!!!!!!!!!
not. it was reliiiiiiiiiiiiii horrible!!!!!!!!!! i swear i felt like i was on fire but oh well!
We had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! and stupid beepee tryina video cam my movements. Screw u!!!

after which i had to leave anyway cos i had tons of hmwk and siti had to go home early too. arghhh

bet u guyz must have had tons of fun! I love all u judokas!!!!!!!! xoxoxooxx

Judo today!!! Hot stuff!!!!!!!!!

its such a wonderful experience just seein my wonderful judo mates again! Ur all Hot !!!!!!!!
Love evryone one of u to bits muackz xoxoxox

HAHA thankfully no pt. all that teaching! it was so hot!

and tmr...judo finals will be held! wooohoo isnt tht amazing? of course it is! cos i get to skip lessons!

wahahahahaha

i cant face all of these anymore.
I cant
i reli cant. I cant take these torments anymore.
im so guilt ridden.
I deserve all of these. I do. i swear i do
I hate this. I hate myself I hate evrything thats going on.
im so paranoid i hate evrything. i hate all of these.
pls...
i feel so tormented..so suffocated.

the baluku on my head is sooo cute!!! though of course it hurt alot when it was inflicted upon that puny head of mine.
it has subsided though. i cant play with it anymore :(

Apparently i was in a very bad mood durin training yesterday. training was pretty tough. PTs and all. and being the very clever person that i am, i situated myself at the front-est front, in full view of the coaches. SO i had to complete evrything perfectly. woo.

And i dislike that new throw!!! it either hurts me or my partner evry single tme we do it. YAY sondra was my partner! shes a damn good partner!! its so nice throwing her. I love you babe!!!

oooooo and den we went out to suntec. we were havin e toughest time of our lives deciding where we wanted to eat. but it was hot!!!! we decided on laksa at congress. IT WAS SOO BLOODY FUN!!!!!!!!!!! we were like laughing the whole time! and rachel's newly composed ta-ma-de song is sooooo hilarious i almost died laughing!!!

i mean it was so fun okay. it reli was. yay i love all u judokas! but i left home earlier than evryone once again. sigh! u guyz must have had alot of fun at the singapore river!!!

LOVE U ALLL XOXOOXOX

omg the judo nationals last wednesday was so hot!!!!!!!!!!
it was soooo bloody exciting...and while i sat in front to record evrything down in a camcorder...the people sitting behind me were screaming like mad people.

My ear almost exploded. its a surprise how e camcorder's lens didnt break.
and being too engrossed in the match...id forgotten that my voice would be recorded into e video...and would of course be e clearest since i was so near to the camera. So while the match went on i couldnt help but sweared some reli 'hot' words a few times...only to realize after each swearing that that was gona be recorded.

I hope no one discovers tht it was me!!!!

How extremely smart of me.

we went to compass point and stuff and omg i Love all u judokas!!!!!!!!

on thurs...i had my mt oral...and it didnt suck very much to me. Even tho i noe it did. I noe tht im not makin sense here but heck it hahahaha

Unfortunately the SJI boys didnt make it to e finals but we're already so proud of em! well done u guyz xoxox

HI ive got food poisoning and i was vomitting...in school for a few times so i got to go home after that.
fortunately i surpressed the urge to puke again until i reached home cos i didnt reli wana dirty the cab. The driver was such a nice man!

guess what?! i went to see e doctor...den slept for 4 hourss!!!!!!!! can u believe my craziness?! im a piggo.

i bet they've given out e papers. I know ive screwed em all. Awesome. not.

Hullo!
i wont tell u e number of new injuries that i now possess!

Guess what a complete failure i am. I lost not one...but two shiais!! ytd. that shiai was particularly impt cos it affects the selection for the schl team. so in the end i lost in both! i totally felt like cryin after that but rach, eelin and christine cheered me up by sayin they'll bet with me...a free dinner...that i would be in e team. okay...so the thought of gettin a free dinner totally cheered me up :D

yeap so the team members were announced and i was gettin a free dinner. unfortunately..that hope was dashed when sir called me and said he wanted to speak to me after speaking to the team players.

apparently, he'd put my name in as a team player, among the 9 names, and sent it to e school alr. but he was lazy to do e paperwork and stuff so im just gona have to follow along on the competition day itself. so im not in e school team but at least i get to watch e comp and skip lessons. Isnt that hot?!

stupid me. sir must have been completely drunk when he put my name in. honestly, i feel like an idiot now. for puttin my foot out and doin all e wrong things. im such an embarrassment.

sigh.

yay school is starting late tmr cos of e world cup. We have such a wonderful principal!!

hehe

- im in a hehe mood today.

I bet this post is the shortest post in e world! none of u can beat this record!!!!

LIKE HI!!!!!!!!!!

training was happily quite light today cos Judo nationals is coming!!!!

but yet...im abused again.

was tryin out techiniques with eelin and tryina stop a throw...when i slammed my knee against the dojo floor. and then i felt this jolt of pain. Ouch. okay....i made it a point to neva shout or exclaim when i hurt myself cos its super embarassing. but i just went OW anyway. So now my knee is like swollen. How hot is that?!

shit hmwks piling up again. isnt that just amazing?

argh!!!!!! MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!! their so tired.

went out with e judokas today...geez there were so many of em there...like 25?!!! in sakae sushi and we had the whole row to ourselves!!! evryone was so hot!! it was sooo hot!!!!!!! i loved evryone at our table!!!!!!!!!! U guyz rock my world!!!! Rachel as usual bein the 'quietest' one of all.

it was sooo hot!!! i loved the outing!!! =) totally enjoyed myself! luv u guyz xoxox

damn school tmr.

Today is a very depressing and fustrating day
the way back home was like so ergh-y as i pondered over randori aka sparring session.
sparred with siti and i totally screwed it in front of everyone.
im like so crushed now its reli argh-y.
somehow...id forgotten to do osoto...the throw which i use all e time
and coach even asked me that after training. and that was when i was like..yea why hadnt i used it.

okay so i screwed so much today i hate it so much. Bleh. im reli fustrated now. I know its like... i shdnt get so crushed over some small thing but i cant help feeling so lousy. just argh.
forget it.
the only thing good about today was havin so much fun at dinner with christiana, rach and truddy...Thank u guyz so much for the company! luv yall.

HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!! IM BACKKKKKKKKKK

im usin a previous layout before i put it up for sharing on blogskins.com. Sobs* dont worry! itll be only up here for like a few days! afterwhich ill change back!

sorry for not updating for like...a million years!!! exams were over ytd!! but i went out with eelin and les, and Algae and only came home at night...And i was pretty zonked out then cos id only slept 2 Hours the previous night cos of BIO!!!!!!!

I SWEAR I WAS CURSIN THE DNAs IN MY BODY!!!!!!!!! their the cause for that humongously retarded chapter!! i was totally fine with every other chapter but DNA was e only problem.

I read it thru like 4 times?! and i still couldnt get a single thing in...or i guess my brain's just reached its quota...and so extra information got spilled all over the place.

no worries now!! alls well and the tide has subsided! Friggin exams are OVER!!!!! *sings linday lohan's Over*

OMG!!!! i never thot korean shows would be like soooooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!! it was e first time i was watching a korean movie...ahem excludin da changjin, and it was e most gorgeous show ever!!!!!!!!!! it was soooooooooooooo romantic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the assassin guy was sooooooo bloody sexy and hot!!!! the fact that he is an assassin gives him that sexy aura. Korean guyz are a piece de resistance!! their extremely charming! But i cried when the girl died!!! it was e saddest show in the entire universe!!!

Okay i also watched Pirates of e carribean ytd. Erm...i still dont see the charm in Johnny Depp! hes like a siao ding dong in e show.

e esplanade was reli gorgeous! the ambience...was just so awesome!!

great and now i have to go back for judo. Not that its a sad thing but my leg is still pain-ing. shucks im gona suffer from so much pain later...nevermind the tired-ness ill go thru.
IM soooooooooooooooo AFRAID OF PAIN!!!!