Thursday, August 31, 2006

HULLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay im just tryina spice up e mood aft bein away for sooo long.

I loveeeeeeee wispy and mat Muackzy muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

okay back to revision.

random. i noe. what a stupid post.

i bet this post is e shortest post the world will ever noe and have seen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE

Thursday, August 24, 2006


this is just a small portion of our fruits of labour

wow! (im wow-ing bcos i dono what to type)

Me and eelin. Bleahx im so fat

les at e top of mount old-clothes

eelin readin magazines

les acting cool

puffer fish

acting innocent! shd have done tht ytd

Losers!!!!!!!!

Monster pushin wall

our poster!! woo i designed it! hot eh! say yesss
YAY!

okay i think ive just like announced to the world abt my roof dismantling job. Turned out...Michael tan was just joking.

And celeste had gotten home just to get a camera...to take pictures while we were on e roof. Unfortunately...we had to clean windows instead.

less dangerous and thrilling. but...erm enriching? cos im officially now the world's best Window cleaner!!! In fact...les and i were so good we decided we shd open a les-and-shufen-window-cleaning business someday and we'd be billionaires!!!

okay okay but id regretted leaving school without permission...mmichael tan explained to us e complications...didnt think it was tht bad when we did it :/

Okay shit i have to go...argh stupid

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Just my luck

Today is the worst day of my life i swear

SHALL i emphasize on how dead i reli am?! I AM DEAD as in seriously DEAD as in dead beyond anything as in D for detention E for Expulsion A for Argh and D for yet another Detention

im dying im dying im dying
im dying
im dying
im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying

Guess what the hell happened!

our PE lesson was like e last period ...and incidentally...it was a free period for this particular PE lesson. So i went home after reporting.
I mean...lots of em did tht last week...and we stayed on like dumbs dumbs until 5 before we left.
Plus i had a headache ...so i figured...no harm leavin at 4!

But guess what?! today...of all free PE days....was e day chosen for spot check!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! coincidentally...the only day tht id chosen to leave.

so after id left...mr new came to check if evryone was still there...and yea...id left.

SO im like honestly dying now.

Detention will definitely be in place for me...

and hooray. this will be the FIRST detention ill have in my whole entire life. Ive never had a detention for 17 years in my life. How hot is that?! NOOOOOTTTTTTTT

OKay i shd like calm down or something.

Linh says detention is fun! Her last detention was spent on havin a nice chat about Vietnam's road system with Michael Tan

Yea...I shd calm down!

I Swear ILL never break another school rule again!!!!!!! FROM now on i shall be MS goody two shoes ....long skirts with fully tucked in blouses.

EVryone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE sad for me!!!!!!!!!!!!

:((((((((((

Saturday, August 19, 2006

the power of nothingness...feelin of dread..
suddenly its hit me that theres nothing to look forward to in my life..evrything's suddenly so grey and dark. i cant take all of these anymore..i don wana put on this brave front anymore..im reli tired. just stop. i miss those times when i could love myself...those days are gone..im a nothing...when i could talk to my wonderful mates evrytime im sad...i cant now. theres just too many things in my life thts pressin down on me...i cant even put a finger to why im alwayz feeling this way. theres just too many things in my life.. things tht im ashamed of..and i don wana trouble em with my problems...evryones alwayz smiling these days. evryones so happy these days. i smile for em...but deep down i feel so dreadful...im alwayz here today and gone tmr.
i look forward to being alone...in the refuge of my room...evryday. its the only place where i can truly feel content...and depressed.
i hate crowded places...they make me feel so lonely...evryone with happy faces..and i smile along...and yet its all a great big farcade. the more i smile..the more i want to be alone...the worse i feel..
im only e true me when im alone. the me whos an empty shell...the person whos a nothing...someones whos reli nothing. absolutely nothing.
i long for the days when i can be truly happy again. those innocent days.
those days...they're alwayz bright...the birds were alwayz singing. im so crushed now...evrything abt me..my being..my self-esteem..and theres nothing i can do abt it but cry in my bed evry night. evrythings going down for me...nothings going up..evryday it just keeps piling up on me..the toll...the dreadful feeling.
the power of nothingness

ill be fine. dont talk to me abt this. just let me be. ill be fine..

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

hulo << wispy's typical form of greeting

ytd was like sooo scary. there was this guy who was lyin in his own pool of blood cos he'd hit his head when he fell...and the impact had caused his nose to bleed...it was reli scary...ive neva seen tht much blood eva
i mean he laid there for quite some time...before anyone actually noticed him. he was in a state of shock by the time aly and meixia e suave first-aiders had attended to him..and his eyes were rolled up and stuff

poor guy.

hope hes fine now

anyway...last training on tuesday. so sad. argh. its just like what yu don had said...u cant live a week without throwin somebody once ur addicted to judo. eek. nowadays wheneva i stone....i imagine myself throwing pple. thts like soooo...weird.

oh new bruises too. and id twisted my thumb. thts reli hot! Not.

sigh im gona miss all e judokas and kato randoris. I love randoris!!!

and omg....sir was talkin to us abt blogs!!! like omg....Beware cos bro paul is here to read!!!

haha ...poor beepee. but it isnt ur fault!! so dont be too sad!

ahhhh exams. they're sooo intimidating. so ive gotta study now

Monday, August 14, 2006

Hey!
guess what! my parents are so totally restricting my computer use now...its soo amazingly saddening!

:(

well wanted to update abt judo on sat but didnt hav e time cos i came home reli shacked and plopped in bed the first thing i got home

sigh...training was reli erm...stoney...cos like there were only a few people left in the dojo when in the past, there'd be a horde of people which would make evrything so fun. sigh...i miss e j2s. now tht their gone...we feel sooo....unprotected. or so ...we all think. its quite scary to have found out certain stuff....so yea.

but it was hot anyway cos at least i managed to throw strong people like truddy and rachel. they gave way or something

anyway...it was sooo hot on sunday cos we had to do garung guni CIP...and like we had to go door to door to pass our flyers...and eventually letterboxes to letterboxes.

I mean...u could totally die just doin one block...we were totally dripping wet wen we came back. and i could see les's blue sports bra

racin and racin and racin.....or at least...thts whats les' idea of fun.
26 stories and more....throwin flyers into evry door.

HAHA

and guess what...we did from morning tll night.
but it was hot...les is such a wonderful companion...we were talkin abt evrything under the sun while stuffin flyers into mail boxes...it was sooo hot. i mean im sooo happy for her ...and her jackpot.

Honestly...it was nicer hearin her blabberin on abt her jackpot than talkin abt my cases.


like great what e hell. i have to study now. there are too many tests.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Hey u guyz!

It was sooo crazily hectic ytd!!!! Truddy was the main organiser for today's judo outing since she was the one who initiated it. Unfortunately...none of the details were settled so i had to call her and ask and stuff....And den she backed out!! So in the end...beepee and me became e organisers. I was racking my brains sooo much ytd tht much of my poor brain cells have died without proper burial and funeral.

HAHA!!!!!! evrything was nicely settled it was sooo nice :D i could finally do my maths assignment...until 2 am. how hot.

this mornin was e most embarassing day of my life cos id set my ring tone for receiving messages to be like a reli loud song...so tht id hear it when an urgent sms regardin e outing is received. UNfortunately..early in e mornin right when we were standing to attention....my fone had that Spongebob Squarepants Campfire Song ringtone on....and yea...u can like guess what happened after tht.

Evryone turned to look at my direction...giggling.

OMg the walk was soooo ....erm...short. but it was hot!.

And id never step into macritchie or sit on those stupid patches of grass again!!! Too many insects its like...for tht particular moment..i was living in so much fear.

anyway after tht whole thing....we ran to the bus stop cos we obviously knew we were running outta time. unfortunately...the bus took a million centuries to arrive...only to drive off as we gaped helplessly at it.
yea so tht explains our latenesss!!!!!

And den it was all hectic !!! deciding where to eat..bla bla and at 12.55!!!!!!!!when the movie was like alr showing... we were still stoning outside munching our food gleefully away. and when the tickets came...we walked into the theatre...only to realize we'd forgotten what our seat numbers were. so while the movie was showing....people were still walkin around frantically looking for empty seats.

OMg the movie was soo damn hot okay! i cried a few times. it was soooo touching!!!!!!!

the best movie ever!

we went to the eat at the village later...where the sji boys decided tht sniffing pepper was amusing enough to become a dare game.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Hullo!!!!!!

why is evryone trickin me these days?! i must never believe anything tht anyone say anymore! particularly...norty pple..like.....erm..too many to state. HAH but guess what! i pretended to fall for all ur trickeries...to trick u guyz into believing tht id actually fell for ur tricks! HAHA and u guyz fell for it!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH the tables are turned :))))

ytd was soo hot! but i saw sooo many unfamiliar faces! like e guy sittin nx to me in seoul garden. it was like e first time i was seein him when he'd protested tht he'd came to almost evry training. Plus evryone looked so diff and hot!

the vid was soooo hot! it was like totally funny. and the fireworks were hot! i guess the most emotional part was durin e cap'ns speech! Roy and Francis looked like they were almost crying! i was like holding my breath! cuma was bein as idiotic as ever. HAHA!

its reli saddening tht the j2s and sec 4s had to go. Trainings will never be the same without em. :(( IM gona miss evryone so much :(

i love all judokas!!!!!!!! u guyz rock my sock!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Yo! yo! yo!!!!

ooo im becomin a yoyo player.
okay lame i noe.

omg tht sounds so siti.

omg today's totally enriching so its hot!!!

i loved today!! i love all judokas!!!! their the hottest people on the planet!!!

siti came over to my house to grab some clothes!! omg im so excited abt the farewell thingy. and like i had 3 ppl buggin me abt it....extremely impatient people!

and beepee bein v smart tried to trick me with his v bimbotic tricks which of course didnt work on me cos im too smart

argh!!! i havent been studying but omg! the GP exam was like quite okay..but i think im gona fail anyway so it doesnt make a diff

Ooooo that guy nx door is hot! blonde hair blue eyes...makes ur heart melt. Awwwww