hey guyz i noe its been eons since i last blogged but im really bored of blogging esp since i cant really say much about work and stuff due to confidentiality matters.
But i love nursing like nothing. Im so glad i chose what i want. theres nothing else id have chosen.
The exams have been woo! terrible i must say. but i shall concentrate on my ATTAchment! Thats right. its tmr. !
My first day at work. AS A NURSE.
im heartened that my closest friends have expressed their excitement for me.. they seem to be more excited about it than i am :S
Mayb its cos its drowned out by the nervousness. IM totally... nervous...and scared might i add.
Oh God please be with me.
Id spent my night at starbucks Novena today.... randomly brought this book with me.. and read it as i sipped my green tea frap and took in e gorgeous ambience.
Memories flooded back. I missed it so much... I wish i could have it back again.. juz like how it was before...
For a moment.. i felt the bliss i havent felt in a long time.
I was sitting in e same place prolly just a year and a half ago.. studying... holdin on to it.
but yea.. im going for my attachment tomorow... and i dont want anything to go wrong! It cant! it'll be grave if i do make a mistake... Im dealing with something as vulnerable as human life. I hope complacency wont seep in.. like how it always does when things are smooth sailing for long enough.
well juz last friday i ice-skated with mr. yap. It was lovely.. juz like how it is evrytime I'm with him... And i skated like michelle kwan, the olympics ice-skater winner.
Not.
but hey what du expect? i dont rollerblade nor hav i ice skated before. *looks sheepish*
It was fun... truly.
And.. i love him.
Okay so shan has told me some stuff tht i didnt find surprising... Im happy for her.. and i can only hope for the best! id love to get to noe him one day so tht if he hurts her again id stick something up his cuckoo.
Im sadistic. Juz thot u shd noe.
haha so hinted sherman when he yelled at me while i did an osoto-gari with a junior on sat. "why nurse so violent one!"
Monday, December 08, 2008
Sunday, November 09, 2008
HULO! im staying up for the whole of tonight hence the very good mood to start blogging.
im the most energetic person thts ever known to humanity right now! (im reli quite sleepy)
And the reason for this is cause i have an assignment due on Monday afternoon and i will not let what happened to Terri Schiavo's case to repeat itself. Running around the library to ensure tht i could hand it in in time has caused me a big blue black when i banged into e librarian's desk.
Its ok. Im used to embarassing myself in the most ridiculous ways.
I love my to-be patients by the way.
im the most energetic person thts ever known to humanity right now! (im reli quite sleepy)
And the reason for this is cause i have an assignment due on Monday afternoon and i will not let what happened to Terri Schiavo's case to repeat itself. Running around the library to ensure tht i could hand it in in time has caused me a big blue black when i banged into e librarian's desk.
Its ok. Im used to embarassing myself in the most ridiculous ways.
I love my to-be patients by the way.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
after our very touching presentation which ended with tears, smiles and jubilation, I have come to realize that yes, indeed, that all my life... i have wanted to be a part of this..
without realizing it until i was in it.
Nursing encompasses everything I want to do and achieve in my life.
To care for people
To respect persons and their dignity
To love the disadvantaged
To be free from bias and discrimination
I'm glad i have come to be a part of this beautiful profession.
Dear lord, give me the strength to persevere through this course. I am quite stressed now. Amen.
without realizing it until i was in it.
Nursing encompasses everything I want to do and achieve in my life.
To care for people
To respect persons and their dignity
To love the disadvantaged
To be free from bias and discrimination
I'm glad i have come to be a part of this beautiful profession.
Dear lord, give me the strength to persevere through this course. I am quite stressed now. Amen.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
i was juz thinking to myself yesterday afternoon after id received news about my passing of the i-am-bound-to-fail test. I mean.. after lookin at my performance on tuesday afternoon... i knew i was gonna fail from the apalled look of Jeff and the disapproving look of Sandra. I went home and cried as if it was the end of the world. Bcos i genuinely thot i was the stupidest person in e world. A simple practical test. and i could fail it. i tot back on all my failures to back that up... but failed to counter that with my achievements.
Until yesterday. id passed. For some miraculous reason. for a moment i couldnt believe that U08______ was my number. OH but i confirmed it with my matric card.it was then that i started to become a lil more rationale. U noe how they like to say that the onlooker is always the best observer of the situation.
As i noticed how disappointed my friends looked and felt... (for those who had failed), I thot to myself that despite the grades.. they are definitely not losers. One of my friends... felt like she isnt fit to be a nurse. Far from it i thot. Ive seen her genuine passion in this profession. She is one who values health of others has shown her unbound care to pple around her.. does not discriminate (something that i think is emulated within the nursing profession itself.. as we treat each and evry patient with the same dignity and respect that they deserve regardless of race, status, religion etc.).
Right there and then , i just wanted to give her a hug to tell her that.. i do not doubt her capabilities and that i believe that she will be a good nurse.. whatever the theoretical grades. Ive always looked up to her.
it was then that i suddenly see myself in my friend on tuesday evening. Did i tell myself the same thing that day when i felt the way she felt? Why was it that i could do that to others but i couldnt do e same for myself?I am not a bad nurse. No matter how bad my theoretical grades are. i have been having the attitude to keep moving.. i've never given up... even though there were times when i felt like quitting. On the day of e nursing interview... i recalled my answer to the question: what is ur greatest fear for the future. "To give up in pursuing my passion"
Shd i give up one day... id put all those countless of times of acheivements of struggling to survive in vain. Is it worth it?I was here... because I genuinely wanted to be here. Id put this as first choice. Not for money, fame or glamour. But for the very passion in its line of work... to care.
Until yesterday. id passed. For some miraculous reason. for a moment i couldnt believe that U08______ was my number. OH but i confirmed it with my matric card.it was then that i started to become a lil more rationale. U noe how they like to say that the onlooker is always the best observer of the situation.
As i noticed how disappointed my friends looked and felt... (for those who had failed), I thot to myself that despite the grades.. they are definitely not losers. One of my friends... felt like she isnt fit to be a nurse. Far from it i thot. Ive seen her genuine passion in this profession. She is one who values health of others has shown her unbound care to pple around her.. does not discriminate (something that i think is emulated within the nursing profession itself.. as we treat each and evry patient with the same dignity and respect that they deserve regardless of race, status, religion etc.).
Right there and then , i just wanted to give her a hug to tell her that.. i do not doubt her capabilities and that i believe that she will be a good nurse.. whatever the theoretical grades. Ive always looked up to her.
it was then that i suddenly see myself in my friend on tuesday evening. Did i tell myself the same thing that day when i felt the way she felt? Why was it that i could do that to others but i couldnt do e same for myself?I am not a bad nurse. No matter how bad my theoretical grades are. i have been having the attitude to keep moving.. i've never given up... even though there were times when i felt like quitting. On the day of e nursing interview... i recalled my answer to the question: what is ur greatest fear for the future. "To give up in pursuing my passion"
Shd i give up one day... id put all those countless of times of acheivements of struggling to survive in vain. Is it worth it?I was here... because I genuinely wanted to be here. Id put this as first choice. Not for money, fame or glamour. But for the very passion in its line of work... to care.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
"王位功名如云烟，淑女峭立在眼前。芬芳如菊人似月，愿与佳人共婵娟" - CS Yap
Gosh how enchanting.. and how beautifully written! i was totally speechless when this offline msg, written at 2 am, popped up in my messenger window.
Sigh.. thank u so much =)
and ive just received a msg from darling chairman.. her last msg mins before she departed for england... ill dearly miss her.. in fact im tearing right now! I wish she didnt hav to leave so soon! =(
And just yesterday.. i visited darling ct in her hostel for only awhile cos i had cas and such.. How i love and missed her so much. Im so glad we caught up!
Thank God for the angels in my life. =)
Gosh how enchanting.. and how beautifully written! i was totally speechless when this offline msg, written at 2 am, popped up in my messenger window.
Sigh.. thank u so much =)
and ive just received a msg from darling chairman.. her last msg mins before she departed for england... ill dearly miss her.. in fact im tearing right now! I wish she didnt hav to leave so soon! =(
And just yesterday.. i visited darling ct in her hostel for only awhile cos i had cas and such.. How i love and missed her so much. Im so glad we caught up!
Thank God for the angels in my life. =)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
YOyo!
its weird how yo has become my favourite hello greeting.. too much of an influence id say
Went to quadfac Bash ytd! and sarah won e pageant.. it was pretty cool... and its e first time ive been to zouk might i add. Haha yea yea i bet u think im a mountain tortise but im too cool for things like that. jk. it juz doesn't appeal to me thats all... esp after a friend of mine answered to my question as to what is e supposed dress code for clubbing... a tinge of sex appeal he said.
oh but it was v fun.. we camwhored alot.
Oh not to mention the fact that i did hair and make up for some of my friends... Who looked so hot thanks to my wondrous skills.. and their beauty of course.
I am just so amazing. *wipes a tear away*
oh and we hung arnd clarke quay. Its beautiful there and it brought back memories.
amongst all e times that ive gone there... e most memorable occasion is e time when we were walkin along e shophouses and arnd singapore river... when he held my hand and asked me to trust him as he walked me through e fountain. I was taken aback then cos ive never held a guy's hand before HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. no stop laughing and no im not lying.
Been having alot of fun anyhooz! I love my course sooo much have i told u that?!
Sigh chairman is leaving soon. i really love her. I'd miss her and her fart-and-fly-to-the-moon joke.
Thanks to rachel chiang... i was prancing e house naked cos e only deets she gave to today's outing were meet at 11, do not be late... of which no other details were given which left me wonderin all morning on what sorta meeting that was and what sorta dress code shd i get myself in.
Muay thai!!!!! is really cool. i know how to kick the cuckoos of guys now.
Im writing this post with the presumption that no one reads this blog.
its weird how yo has become my favourite hello greeting.. too much of an influence id say
Went to quadfac Bash ytd! and sarah won e pageant.. it was pretty cool... and its e first time ive been to zouk might i add. Haha yea yea i bet u think im a mountain tortise but im too cool for things like that. jk. it juz doesn't appeal to me thats all... esp after a friend of mine answered to my question as to what is e supposed dress code for clubbing... a tinge of sex appeal he said.
oh but it was v fun.. we camwhored alot.
Oh not to mention the fact that i did hair and make up for some of my friends... Who looked so hot thanks to my wondrous skills.. and their beauty of course.
I am just so amazing. *wipes a tear away*
oh and we hung arnd clarke quay. Its beautiful there and it brought back memories.
amongst all e times that ive gone there... e most memorable occasion is e time when we were walkin along e shophouses and arnd singapore river... when he held my hand and asked me to trust him as he walked me through e fountain. I was taken aback then cos ive never held a guy's hand before HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. no stop laughing and no im not lying.
Been having alot of fun anyhooz! I love my course sooo much have i told u that?!
Sigh chairman is leaving soon. i really love her. I'd miss her and her fart-and-fly-to-the-moon joke.
Thanks to rachel chiang... i was prancing e house naked cos e only deets she gave to today's outing were meet at 11, do not be late... of which no other details were given which left me wonderin all morning on what sorta meeting that was and what sorta dress code shd i get myself in.
Muay thai!!!!! is really cool. i know how to kick the cuckoos of guys now.
Im writing this post with the presumption that no one reads this blog.
Friday, September 05, 2008
Ive been muggin my ass off these few days! and ive found a new place to mug within my residence. Mom's study room!
Ive never studied there before.. not even in my years of my primary school days before i moved to my other house in yishun.
Its a wonderful cozy and quiet corner... where id play classical music to soothe my soul and study enjoyably.
Im loving healthcare law and ethics... a subject in which we debate on what should be or should not be done given a particular circumstance or situation. (even tho ive not actlly studied it)
Most of e time im muggin for anatomy and physiology.
I hate the heart.
Sometimes im intimidated.. sometimes im not.
But let it not affect me.
Sometimes id feel so low about myself.. bcos i hav no confidence in myself at all.. but i know v well that if id juz be less self-conscious.. i could hav made some very sound statements... and contribute juz like how i really want to.
but i ought to break through all these barriers. They are impeding my desire to be odd...be who i am and pursue my goals. I must not let past experiences put me down. They are bad experiences that ought not to impact my being negatively... but should only help me grow and be stronger.
oh btw, im in love.
Ive never studied there before.. not even in my years of my primary school days before i moved to my other house in yishun.
Its a wonderful cozy and quiet corner... where id play classical music to soothe my soul and study enjoyably.
Im loving healthcare law and ethics... a subject in which we debate on what should be or should not be done given a particular circumstance or situation. (even tho ive not actlly studied it)
Most of e time im muggin for anatomy and physiology.
I hate the heart.
Sometimes im intimidated.. sometimes im not.
But let it not affect me.
Sometimes id feel so low about myself.. bcos i hav no confidence in myself at all.. but i know v well that if id juz be less self-conscious.. i could hav made some very sound statements... and contribute juz like how i really want to.
but i ought to break through all these barriers. They are impeding my desire to be odd...be who i am and pursue my goals. I must not let past experiences put me down. They are bad experiences that ought not to impact my being negatively... but should only help me grow and be stronger.
oh btw, im in love.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
YO!
Its high time i start blogging about my life which i havent done for a century!
Enough torture for all my fans. (*crickets chirping*)
If u havent alr known... Im currently taking up a nursing degree in NUS.
Its pretty cooL! Suddenly im in love with Biological topics when id previously hated em in jc. Mayb its cos i was juz not prepared enough for the hefty number of tests in college hence have developed a detest towards it.
But i love it now! Courses like contemporary nursing teach skillls that are v applicable even in our daily life.. and not to mention the v fun activities we use to incorporate information into our heads.
Uni life is full of buzz! its less hectic than jc even tho its rather competitive.. information overload.
But we learn things in an independent.. fun and interactive way. Not to mention the four-day week. I have my favourite day, Friday, all to myself!
and theres always some sort of party to look forward to.. welcome teas galore. okay thats for ccas.
oh how i love university life!
IM joining muay thai! to embrace my inherent violent nature. Yes im violent at heart no matter how demure i look... even tho i dont look v demure at all.
Alll u bullies beware! shuffy is here to box. i know it doesnt rhyme.
and i had e greatest laugh of my life last night! I know it was supposed to be romantic.. not funny...but if evryone were to do e same old conventional thing... wheres the fun in it!
Its high time i start blogging about my life which i havent done for a century!
Enough torture for all my fans. (*crickets chirping*)
If u havent alr known... Im currently taking up a nursing degree in NUS.
Its pretty cooL! Suddenly im in love with Biological topics when id previously hated em in jc. Mayb its cos i was juz not prepared enough for the hefty number of tests in college hence have developed a detest towards it.
But i love it now! Courses like contemporary nursing teach skillls that are v applicable even in our daily life.. and not to mention the v fun activities we use to incorporate information into our heads.
Uni life is full of buzz! its less hectic than jc even tho its rather competitive.. information overload.
But we learn things in an independent.. fun and interactive way. Not to mention the four-day week. I have my favourite day, Friday, all to myself!
and theres always some sort of party to look forward to.. welcome teas galore. okay thats for ccas.
oh how i love university life!
IM joining muay thai! to embrace my inherent violent nature. Yes im violent at heart no matter how demure i look... even tho i dont look v demure at all.
Alll u bullies beware! shuffy is here to box. i know it doesnt rhyme.
and i had e greatest laugh of my life last night! I know it was supposed to be romantic.. not funny...but if evryone were to do e same old conventional thing... wheres the fun in it!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Thursday, August 07, 2008
hullO! haha pls dont take what i post for real.. sometimes its just a lame shout out
I am pretty much losing the touch for blogging as u can see. Ive caught the wispy disease.
well lately ive been bumming around and planning for Uni n stuff.. yea whats new
Nothings too new... in fact.. it is kinda squeezing me dry. I know it is hard to comprehend my lil language but im in a reli random mood so hope ya dont mind at all
Sigh im in a terrible confusion now. I wished it never happened. tsk tsk but it is not something one can have control of... so ive gotta quit blaming and yelling at myself.
If i have to.. ill face e consequences. It is for the better anyway. Even tho it is hard to make that kinda choice.
ANyhooz! Dont try to convince me to go ahead with it bcos i know myself better. I know its stupid to come to a standstill w regards to this issue but... i hav nothing to lose anyway.
*bangs head*
I am pretty much losing the touch for blogging as u can see. Ive caught the wispy disease.
well lately ive been bumming around and planning for Uni n stuff.. yea whats new
Nothings too new... in fact.. it is kinda squeezing me dry. I know it is hard to comprehend my lil language but im in a reli random mood so hope ya dont mind at all
Sigh im in a terrible confusion now. I wished it never happened. tsk tsk but it is not something one can have control of... so ive gotta quit blaming and yelling at myself.
If i have to.. ill face e consequences. It is for the better anyway. Even tho it is hard to make that kinda choice.
ANyhooz! Dont try to convince me to go ahead with it bcos i know myself better. I know its stupid to come to a standstill w regards to this issue but... i hav nothing to lose anyway.
*bangs head*
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Hullo!
U might have thot that id died over at camp since ive been pretty quiet on my blog
Im sorry to disappoint but I am back to haunt!
I hav gone for two camps so far.. sports camp and VCF camp and im v sick of em by now. Unfortunately i hav one more down to go... which i will attend for only 2 days! cos ive got a post sports camp chalet party and our last shopping trip with mat on e third day!
And jo and chairman are away at hong kong :(
I am such a busy woman.
au revoir!
you know you love me
xoxo
the sexiest. (you know who of course)
(gossip girl copied me)
U might have thot that id died over at camp since ive been pretty quiet on my blog
Im sorry to disappoint but I am back to haunt!
I hav gone for two camps so far.. sports camp and VCF camp and im v sick of em by now. Unfortunately i hav one more down to go... which i will attend for only 2 days! cos ive got a post sports camp chalet party and our last shopping trip with mat on e third day!
And jo and chairman are away at hong kong :(
I am such a busy woman.
au revoir!
you know you love me
xoxo
the sexiest. (you know who of course)
(gossip girl copied me)
Monday, June 30, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
hey! it might be a good idea if i turn myself into ice-cream girl n get a right hand resembling that of a bodybuilder's! Thats a fantastic idea. Now evryone will be screaming away with fright after gettin a peek at the bloated arm. Dream come true.
It wont be a very nice experience to bump into some familiar faces tho. Ill have to scoop ice-cream into their little bowls. How very exciting. I can imagine myself scratching into the ice-cream with a big rounded scoop, with great difficulty n givin a sheepish smile, 'here is ur ice-cream' n they'll take e lil bowl swiftly and wink back 'thanks ice-cream lady'.
God forbid.
Went back to my old house today. They'd changed the name of e condo to 'Seletarisia'.
Guess they needed a fresh change.
I brought home some onion roti pratas from e coffee shop near the old house. I missed it so much.
Ate it for dinner tonight along with some fake red wine. Yea i know im tryina be cool.
I mean.. red wine sucks.. u gotta admit it.
We had a great laugh during dinner.
the weird things i do when i was little. MAybe not so little.
Like e time when i was 15...
I bawled to the world about my going to die of diabetes bcos i found ants in my panties
Yes. i confided that Super Big secret to my sister's guy classmate who happened to be tallking to me at that time.
The next thing was us praying fervently and chanting Amen... for the healing of my failing health.
OMG y was i such a retard? Not that i am not one now.
So says Wispy after I confided in her about how upset that i was about my becoming 'normal' when i was previously known to be 'insanely abnormal'
Not that that was a v happy thing.
Guess i enjoyed bein crazy. Maybe the asylum shd be my second home.
'U are still not normal', quipped wispy who continued stoning after that.
Thanks. Its high time i bask in the glorious moment.
It wont be a very nice experience to bump into some familiar faces tho. Ill have to scoop ice-cream into their little bowls. How very exciting. I can imagine myself scratching into the ice-cream with a big rounded scoop, with great difficulty n givin a sheepish smile, 'here is ur ice-cream' n they'll take e lil bowl swiftly and wink back 'thanks ice-cream lady'.
God forbid.
Went back to my old house today. They'd changed the name of e condo to 'Seletarisia'.
Guess they needed a fresh change.
I brought home some onion roti pratas from e coffee shop near the old house. I missed it so much.
Ate it for dinner tonight along with some fake red wine. Yea i know im tryina be cool.
I mean.. red wine sucks.. u gotta admit it.
We had a great laugh during dinner.
the weird things i do when i was little. MAybe not so little.
Like e time when i was 15...
I bawled to the world about my going to die of diabetes bcos i found ants in my panties
Yes. i confided that Super Big secret to my sister's guy classmate who happened to be tallking to me at that time.
The next thing was us praying fervently and chanting Amen... for the healing of my failing health.
OMG y was i such a retard? Not that i am not one now.
So says Wispy after I confided in her about how upset that i was about my becoming 'normal' when i was previously known to be 'insanely abnormal'
Not that that was a v happy thing.
Guess i enjoyed bein crazy. Maybe the asylum shd be my second home.
'U are still not normal', quipped wispy who continued stoning after that.
Thanks. Its high time i bask in the glorious moment.
Monday, June 16, 2008
I have a hundred and one things gg through my mind. WHY 101? its juz a random huge no. that popped into my head.
For one.. there are tons of things ive yet to settle regarding my application which needs a hell lot of hefty admin scores to settle with.
Nx, a sudden avalanche of invitations and outings that is threatening to swallow my being.
And nx, a heck alot of things to remember or risk getting into the death square. Mmm.. u noe i like to exaggerate.
Its high time i start scheduling and organise the outings into appropriate dates.
N of course... my parents. N their growing unhappiness which i apparently find it hard to stunt unless I stay home to study or go out to work.. whch is quite hard to find since i only need a job for a week or less lookin at the hefty no. of upcoming events. They find it a highly disturbing issue for their daughter to want a break before starting highly stressful uni life.
But im gona do social work. So i guess less time for my friends unless u guyz wana come along!
Its hard to appease my parents bcos evrything i do is wrong, detestable, disgusting.
Theres nth much i can do abt it. I hav growing issues and i still dono how to settle em really. OMG
WHy why why
I am so upset n i dono what to do.
For one.. there are tons of things ive yet to settle regarding my application which needs a hell lot of hefty admin scores to settle with.
Nx, a sudden avalanche of invitations and outings that is threatening to swallow my being.
And nx, a heck alot of things to remember or risk getting into the death square. Mmm.. u noe i like to exaggerate.
Its high time i start scheduling and organise the outings into appropriate dates.
N of course... my parents. N their growing unhappiness which i apparently find it hard to stunt unless I stay home to study or go out to work.. whch is quite hard to find since i only need a job for a week or less lookin at the hefty no. of upcoming events. They find it a highly disturbing issue for their daughter to want a break before starting highly stressful uni life.
But im gona do social work. So i guess less time for my friends unless u guyz wana come along!
Its hard to appease my parents bcos evrything i do is wrong, detestable, disgusting.
Theres nth much i can do abt it. I hav growing issues and i still dono how to settle em really. OMG
WHy why why
I am so upset n i dono what to do.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
If u must know, i am currently having the time of my life!
Free to do anything i want! Yes.. ive quit! But i still love my colleagues so!
Pix taken from yvvieee's blog!
Its the tuckshop! the place i eat evryday *munch munch*
And u see pple of different uniforms.
There is a whole bar of salads and drinks! Free flow might i add
A night out with Annie at one of our outlets! cafe Swiss! Gorgeous desserts
Annie my boss! yvvie and me =D
At Ellenborough Market Place with the department
I was unfortunately too high and since this was posted late in e night i had no energy to restrain that outburst of energy and ended up sounding like an all-too-excited puppy
This morning 10/6! We ran tgt at our old routes and reminisced old times. it was simply blissful n lovely =)
I have unfortunately grown to be v old. i cant keep up with youngsters no more =(
So mandy and sindhu were running up ahead while YS and I took our long strolls.
Free to do anything i want! Yes.. ive quit! But i still love my colleagues so!
Pix taken from yvvieee's blog!
Its the tuckshop! the place i eat evryday *munch munch*
And u see pple of different uniforms.
There is a whole bar of salads and drinks! Free flow might i add
A night out with Annie at one of our outlets! cafe Swiss! Gorgeous desserts
Annie my boss! yvvie and me =D
At Ellenborough Market Place with the department
its been three weeks. And ive been busy with stuff like catchin up with myself. Ha ha. i know.. not funny.
I bought some books with yvonne on sat. Dream come true. It has always been a lifelong dream of mine to buy a book. Jo choked with laughter.
Chicken souP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the NURSING SOUL!!! the best thing thats ever happened in a million years! i love my book! and another on basic life lessons and another for faith. one for my career, my spirit for daily life's ordeals and for faith in God. it was amazing! they'll be the most precious books. the books that i need to tread life's water.. inspirations galore! it was the best day of my life. I was grinning so hard it felt like e time when mom got me a barbie doll when i was a lil girl
I was out the whole of last week. Woke up early in e morning got changed to meet matilda darling for a whole day of shopping!
It was hot hot hot. I love shopping with matilda! though we bumped into weird pple for a couple of times. Damn why are there so many weirdoes in singapore.
But we're gonna keep this regime up evry week nonetheless. yayness. And wispy will b with us nx week.
(sorry but i had to take out the exclamations that id put in last night in the post cos i guess i was too high and yet too stoned to contain my outburst of energy and excitement)
at night it was the time of my life! Meeting my track babies!!! We ate at my old house, Seletaris, and headed there after n did tons of retarded things.
I got to meet our tenants who passed us our letters and chatted a lil with our old neighbours.. which was quite late at night.. how very considerate of us. But it was so wonderful...i love my old neighbourhood.
Click to get e bigger picture babe
I was unfortunately too high and since this was posted late in e night i had no energy to restrain that outburst of energy and ended up sounding like an all-too-excited puppy
This morning 10/6! We ran tgt at our old routes and reminisced old times. it was simply blissful n lovely =)
I have unfortunately grown to be v old. i cant keep up with youngsters no more =(
So mandy and sindhu were running up ahead while YS and I took our long strolls.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Oh btw, i got into nursing
damn my headache is back.
And ive got good news!
I AM FINALLY ALLOWED TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!
This Friday, 23/5
and u shd noe this!
but im afriad to go back to work tmr.
i bet through the weekends the chefs were panicking cos their bocconcini cheese hasnt arrived. and shufen's not around to explain it to em
tsk tsk tsk
the pile of work stacks as high as jack's bean stalk. there has never been a day of peace even durin e holidays or weekends cos im always worryin about the stocks and if chefs have got enough at hand for their whatever important function.
this job has given me a chronic headache.
No wonder Khoo, my boss, quit and complaint about the stress level.
And i have unfortunately been chosen to take over his place. But well.. Its an experience i must say. getting to liaise with bosses of companies and chefs to help solve issues. Its interesting for a temp job.. tho very demanding.
And id cooked pumpkin soup with cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last night.
tried to follow one of my chef's style of cooking. but it tastes kinda weird.
i have a whole pot of it here. Who wants to have the honour of drinking of my home-made pumpkin soup with cheese?
Ara is comin over later anyway. She'd have that honour :D
Im going to run later!!! i hope i dont die. Cos i have got a bit of flu.. and ive heard of stories of pple dyin from their runs cos they were sick.
Kill me not, Viruses!
Im gonna attend Siti's play at night!
She;s gonna be marvelous im sure :)
damn my headache is back.
And ive got good news!
I AM FINALLY ALLOWED TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!
This Friday, 23/5
and u shd noe this!
but im afriad to go back to work tmr.
i bet through the weekends the chefs were panicking cos their bocconcini cheese hasnt arrived. and shufen's not around to explain it to em
tsk tsk tsk
the pile of work stacks as high as jack's bean stalk. there has never been a day of peace even durin e holidays or weekends cos im always worryin about the stocks and if chefs have got enough at hand for their whatever important function.
this job has given me a chronic headache.
No wonder Khoo, my boss, quit and complaint about the stress level.
And i have unfortunately been chosen to take over his place. But well.. Its an experience i must say. getting to liaise with bosses of companies and chefs to help solve issues. Its interesting for a temp job.. tho very demanding.
And id cooked pumpkin soup with cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last night.
tried to follow one of my chef's style of cooking. but it tastes kinda weird.
i have a whole pot of it here. Who wants to have the honour of drinking of my home-made pumpkin soup with cheese?
Ara is comin over later anyway. She'd have that honour :D
Im going to run later!!! i hope i dont die. Cos i have got a bit of flu.. and ive heard of stories of pple dyin from their runs cos they were sick.
Kill me not, Viruses!
Im gonna attend Siti's play at night!
She;s gonna be marvelous im sure :)
Friday, May 09, 2008
some random stuff
HEY!
i miss e past!
sigh how i wish i was still a lil school girl
cos now im a lil working girl
which is quite lame
Wootz! arara has a boyfren! mwahahaha
U shd so know this but i got myself a Guess bag
I DON THINK I CAN ENTER NURSING!!!!!!!!!!!!! wich is quite saddening..
well lately im juz fleeting through my daily life cos im always workin and before i know it its alr 10 pm. Evryone wants me to do things for them. SHUFEN!!!!! DO THIS FOR ME! SHUFEN!!! HELP ME WITH THIS! SHUFEN SHUFEN SHUFEN SHUFEN!!!!!! my name echoes like it does when its shouted out in caves. I die at e end of the day. I am too kind-hearted i must say.
Surprise surprise! i slept like a pig in e train! i missed my station. Can i juz say that its the first time this is happening! A strange phenomena hmm... ill try to crack the mystery of this case when i hav e time
Meanwhile id juz came home from family dinner. I love mom and dad :D
and i miss my old house :|
My eye lids are about to close!
OH NO i have no control over them!!!
yes they;re closing and in a few seconds time they'll be shut tight!
darkness! OMG
good night!
i miss e past!
sigh how i wish i was still a lil school girl
cos now im a lil working girl
which is quite lame
Wootz! arara has a boyfren! mwahahaha
U shd so know this but i got myself a Guess bag
I DON THINK I CAN ENTER NURSING!!!!!!!!!!!!! wich is quite saddening..
well lately im juz fleeting through my daily life cos im always workin and before i know it its alr 10 pm. Evryone wants me to do things for them. SHUFEN!!!!! DO THIS FOR ME! SHUFEN!!! HELP ME WITH THIS! SHUFEN SHUFEN SHUFEN SHUFEN!!!!!! my name echoes like it does when its shouted out in caves. I die at e end of the day. I am too kind-hearted i must say.
Surprise surprise! i slept like a pig in e train! i missed my station. Can i juz say that its the first time this is happening! A strange phenomena hmm... ill try to crack the mystery of this case when i hav e time
Meanwhile id juz came home from family dinner. I love mom and dad :D
and i miss my old house :|
My eye lids are about to close!
OH NO i have no control over them!!!
yes they;re closing and in a few seconds time they'll be shut tight!
darkness! OMG
good night!
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
I feel like shitting evrytime i go online what is wrong with me!
that aside.. i think i hav so many modes to me. sometimes i like to be like this.. somemtimes i like to be like that.. sometimes i am strong.. sometimes i am hopelessly weak.
sigh wish i was still a lil girl
Ive been so busy evryday.. and can only spend what lil free time i hav with e pple arnd me sometimes i hav no time to catch up with myself
WISPY! we still havent gone on our cruise vacation!
Man.. it will be a busy week ahead.
Last week.. We went for a choc buffet!
Lesson learnt: Never go for another choc buffet!
Chocolates make u so stuffed or shall i say 'Gelatte' (e new common term of e week.. evryones usin it.. Trendy stuff. Im sure its not spelt that way but i can juz add a lil touch of frenchness to it by creating such a spelling for this trendy word) tht u nv wana touch another chocolate to ur dying day
like i said.. i hav so many modes to me. 24 hrs later.. i was popping green tea chocolates into my mouth again. A usual routine.
I was tryina be classy.
But hey im not alone.
I hav no idea but i guess she was juz abt to pronounce the word 'just'
*claps* this is a piece de resistence.. a piece of art.
(We were attempting to take artistic shots)
My hotties
SOO beautiful i love this place
I hav e strongest urge to swallow these down. They're for e chocolate drink btw. It tastes lovely
Arch and e pink roses look tasty yum yum
my my.. are u gettin jealous
We cam whore evrywhere.. even in e toilet
Grand staircase there!
YAY
that aside.. i think i hav so many modes to me. sometimes i like to be like this.. somemtimes i like to be like that.. sometimes i am strong.. sometimes i am hopelessly weak.
sigh wish i was still a lil girl
Ive been so busy evryday.. and can only spend what lil free time i hav with e pple arnd me sometimes i hav no time to catch up with myself
WISPY! we still havent gone on our cruise vacation!
Man.. it will be a busy week ahead.
Last week.. We went for a choc buffet!
Lesson learnt: Never go for another choc buffet!
Chocolates make u so stuffed or shall i say 'Gelatte' (e new common term of e week.. evryones usin it.. Trendy stuff. Im sure its not spelt that way but i can juz add a lil touch of frenchness to it by creating such a spelling for this trendy word) tht u nv wana touch another chocolate to ur dying day
like i said.. i hav so many modes to me. 24 hrs later.. i was popping green tea chocolates into my mouth again. A usual routine.
I was tryina be classy.
But hey im not alone.
I hav no idea but i guess she was juz abt to pronounce the word 'just'
*claps* this is a piece de resistence.. a piece of art.
(We were attempting to take artistic shots)
My hotties
SOO beautiful i love this place
I hav e strongest urge to swallow these down. They're for e chocolate drink btw. It tastes lovely
Arch and e pink roses look tasty yum yum
my my.. are u gettin jealous
We cam whore evrywhere.. even in e toilet
Grand staircase there!
YAY
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
WOW it seems like forever since ive last been here. I hav another diary and unfortunately i do not fancy sharing much of my private life to e world. Most parts of what i like to write about happen to be private apparently.
GOSH I DIN REALIZE I WAS SO SECRETIVE :s
HAHA too bad for my fans who cant get a sneak peek into my life nani nani poo poo
(if theres any in e first place)
Well im still workin in tht hotel.. only ive tried out doin abit of my boss's jobs since i see em busy all e time and its only nice to help em out and take on their work when i can.. they are apparently pleased :)
Ive advanced to liaising with Chefs! Well tht can be abit scary at times cos they can be in such a foul mood at times.
My lil trick would be to simply talk reli sweetly and attempt to sound like im the nicest person ever known to humanity... which err doesnt work on most chefs apparently since i'd still hav to put the phone an inch away from my ear.
As usual ive been going home pretty late at night evryday.. and since ive shifted to this remote area in marsiling.. it can be abit scary sometimes esp since the walkway towards my house is all dark with a forest to the right.
Sometimes i run home... in heels might i add. And get a sore feet after that.
Hence ive decided to brace myself... im workin on being the bravest girl in marsiling... by walkin home with an air of courage, confidence and poise amidst the eerie ambience.
Please clap for me.
Well ive been through some rough patch lately.. but i guess what matters is how u learn to stand up evrytime u fall. Life's road will always be bumpy, but you've gotta take this path and press on.. no matter how hard the going gets.
I can do it YES!
About e lil career path im going to take.. well so far.. my decision is nursing.
Yea i know i know i can see u screaming and reeling in disbelief
Yes i can see u.. im psychotic.
GOSH I DIN REALIZE I WAS SO SECRETIVE :s
HAHA too bad for my fans who cant get a sneak peek into my life nani nani poo poo
(if theres any in e first place)
Well im still workin in tht hotel.. only ive tried out doin abit of my boss's jobs since i see em busy all e time and its only nice to help em out and take on their work when i can.. they are apparently pleased :)
Ive advanced to liaising with Chefs! Well tht can be abit scary at times cos they can be in such a foul mood at times.
My lil trick would be to simply talk reli sweetly and attempt to sound like im the nicest person ever known to humanity... which err doesnt work on most chefs apparently since i'd still hav to put the phone an inch away from my ear.
As usual ive been going home pretty late at night evryday.. and since ive shifted to this remote area in marsiling.. it can be abit scary sometimes esp since the walkway towards my house is all dark with a forest to the right.
Sometimes i run home... in heels might i add. And get a sore feet after that.
Hence ive decided to brace myself... im workin on being the bravest girl in marsiling... by walkin home with an air of courage, confidence and poise amidst the eerie ambience.
Please clap for me.
Well ive been through some rough patch lately.. but i guess what matters is how u learn to stand up evrytime u fall. Life's road will always be bumpy, but you've gotta take this path and press on.. no matter how hard the going gets.
I can do it YES!
About e lil career path im going to take.. well so far.. my decision is nursing.
Yea i know i know i can see u screaming and reeling in disbelief
Yes i can see u.. im psychotic.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Saturday, February 23, 2008
simple is good
HUllo
i juz bought a curler but its got not much effect since my natural hair is pretty wavy by nature
BYE BYE
After-note (if theres even such a thing):
muji is gg home tmr :( how can i live my life without her!!! :(
welcome back wispy
Happy birthday jojo babe
To evryone whos a part of my life
I <3 uall
I shifted house finally
Its v cold evry morning
Dad modelled for me with his new jacket juz a few seconds ago
I am soo v tired evry single day cos of work ... i come home to collapse
my inbox is flooding evryday i dread turning on my fone
Ive yet to catch up with tons of pple
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO SLEEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NIght
i juz bought a curler but its got not much effect since my natural hair is pretty wavy by nature
BYE BYE
After-note (if theres even such a thing):
muji is gg home tmr :( how can i live my life without her!!! :(
welcome back wispy
Happy birthday jojo babe
To evryone whos a part of my life
I <3 uall
I shifted house finally
Its v cold evry morning
Dad modelled for me with his new jacket juz a few seconds ago
I am soo v tired evry single day cos of work ... i come home to collapse
my inbox is flooding evryday i dread turning on my fone
Ive yet to catch up with tons of pple
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO SLEEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY NIght
Friday, February 08, 2008
NEW SKIN!
hulo ive finally chged my skin
i almost forgot tht ive got a blog
omggg that skin was e longest standing skin ive ever had!
I must hence commemorate this day, Febuary 8th, 2008.. the end of that weird skin
I bought missy preppy's clothes! I was alil nervous cos ive nv bought online clothes before but heck! theres always a first time to evrythign.. watch out for it babes!! I'll wear it when we go out
yea and i got this cute apple with words... I had to take a pic of it before i gobble it up.
My new year dress.. i love e floral prints
i almost forgot tht ive got a blog
omggg that skin was e longest standing skin ive ever had!
I must hence commemorate this day, Febuary 8th, 2008.. the end of that weird skin
I bought missy preppy's clothes! I was alil nervous cos ive nv bought online clothes before but heck! theres always a first time to evrythign.. watch out for it babes!! I'll wear it when we go out
yea and i got this cute apple with words... I had to take a pic of it before i gobble it up.
My new year dress.. i love e floral prints
Sunday, January 13, 2008
wooo!
lately i havent been updating cos ive been busy at work.. Yes i end at like 9 plus at night and leave e house at 7.30.
U can soo conclude that shufen has seriously no life!!!
so heres some pix to show whats been up! (Not in accordance to date!)
YAY!!!!!!!!!! did u noe?! i hav a new cam!
i can carry it around evrdya mwhaahaha
In the train with judokas after work XD
I visited my new house!!
okay more like my old house.. its e house ive not been living in for 6 years
coincidentally.. e house im currently living in will be rented to this family.. who has this cj guy with em.
Small world indeed. I can only pray hard that he doesnt ruin my precious room.
okay on to my new-old house.
This is e view from our living room window!! e wind howls like nothing gosh.. its like livin in a windy haunted house!
JUMP!
Oh btw! thats my new black dress from lil matchgirl at an amazing price of $26 only
I was tryina take an artistic shot.. apparently.. it looks more rather ghostly
My study room!
Sitting on my room's window sill.. yea i risked my life just to take this picture.
On christmas day!! with wee and ys :D
lately i havent been updating cos ive been busy at work.. Yes i end at like 9 plus at night and leave e house at 7.30.
U can soo conclude that shufen has seriously no life!!!
so heres some pix to show whats been up! (Not in accordance to date!)
YAY!!!!!!!!!! did u noe?! i hav a new cam!
i can carry it around evrdya mwhaahaha
In the train with judokas after work XD
I visited my new house!!
okay more like my old house.. its e house ive not been living in for 6 years
coincidentally.. e house im currently living in will be rented to this family.. who has this cj guy with em.
Small world indeed. I can only pray hard that he doesnt ruin my precious room.
okay on to my new-old house.
This is e view from our living room window!! e wind howls like nothing gosh.. its like livin in a windy haunted house!
JUMP!
Oh btw! thats my new black dress from lil matchgirl at an amazing price of $26 only
I was tryina take an artistic shot.. apparently.. it looks more rather ghostly
My study room!
Sitting on my room's window sill.. yea i risked my life just to take this picture.
On christmas day!! with wee and ys :D
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