"王位功名如云烟，淑女峭立在眼前。芬芳如菊人似月，愿与佳人共婵娟" - CS Yap

Gosh how enchanting.. and how beautifully written! i was totally speechless when this offline msg, written at 2 am, popped up in my messenger window.

Sigh.. thank u so much =)

and ive just received a msg from darling chairman.. her last msg mins before she departed for england... ill dearly miss her.. in fact im tearing right now! I wish she didnt hav to leave so soon! =(

And just yesterday.. i visited darling ct in her hostel for only awhile cos i had cas and such.. How i love and missed her so much. Im so glad we caught up!

Thank God for the angels in my life. =)

YOyo!
its weird how yo has become my favourite hello greeting.. too much of an influence id say

Went to quadfac Bash ytd! and sarah won e pageant.. it was pretty cool... and its e first time ive been to zouk might i add. Haha yea yea i bet u think im a mountain tortise but im too cool for things like that. jk. it juz doesn't appeal to me thats all... esp after a friend of mine answered to my question as to what is e supposed dress code for clubbing... a tinge of sex appeal he said.
oh but it was v fun.. we camwhored alot.

Oh not to mention the fact that i did hair and make up for some of my friends... Who looked so hot thanks to my wondrous skills.. and their beauty of course.

I am just so amazing. *wipes a tear away*

oh and we hung arnd clarke quay. Its beautiful there and it brought back memories.

amongst all e times that ive gone there... e most memorable occasion is e time when we were walkin along e shophouses and arnd singapore river... when he held my hand and asked me to trust him as he walked me through e fountain. I was taken aback then cos ive never held a guy's hand before HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. no stop laughing and no im not lying.

Been having alot of fun anyhooz! I love my course sooo much have i told u that?!

Sigh chairman is leaving soon. i really love her. I'd miss her and her fart-and-fly-to-the-moon joke.

Thanks to rachel chiang... i was prancing e house naked cos e only deets she gave to today's outing were meet at 11, do not be late... of which no other details were given which left me wonderin all morning on what sorta meeting that was and what sorta dress code shd i get myself in.

Muay thai!!!!! is really cool. i know how to kick the cuckoos of guys now.

Im writing this post with the presumption that no one reads this blog.

Ive been muggin my ass off these few days! and ive found a new place to mug within my residence. Mom's study room!
Ive never studied there before.. not even in my years of my primary school days before i moved to my other house in yishun.

Its a wonderful cozy and quiet corner... where id play classical music to soothe my soul and study enjoyably.

Im loving healthcare law and ethics... a subject in which we debate on what should be or should not be done given a particular circumstance or situation. (even tho ive not actlly studied it)
Most of e time im muggin for anatomy and physiology.

I hate the heart.

Sometimes im intimidated.. sometimes im not.
But let it not affect me.
Sometimes id feel so low about myself.. bcos i hav no confidence in myself at all.. but i know v well that if id juz be less self-conscious.. i could hav made some very sound statements... and contribute juz like how i really want to.

but i ought to break through all these barriers. They are impeding my desire to be odd...be who i am and pursue my goals. I must not let past experiences put me down. They are bad experiences that ought not to impact my being negatively... but should only help me grow and be stronger.

oh btw, im in love.