Yay! three cheers fer today. Its currently seven-ish on a monday evening. but i am totally pour-me-into-bed tired.
today was great..for me..cos durin training..id hit timings that ive neva hit before...1.2km..5.11sec was considered sumfin ill neva expect myself to hit. tht's the second set..i didnt clock my first. And durin 800m....i did 3. ...umm..cant remember..forget bout that..for the second set of 800..i did 3.11. another timing tht ive neva hit before..and third set was 3.18...yet another timing ive neva hit before in my previous trainings. But the 400m was pretty bad i think..i got like 78-80s which is not-so-good. Id hit 70s earlier last sat. ohyeh..but for the last set of 1.2..id completed only 800m (0_0)
Today;s Fab!!! I have the heating on..high as a kite. Good-ish day. I skipped home, I skipped home.

had to go for the SPH relay competition today..shikin, radhiyah, sis and I were a team for the 4 by 400m relay. i was the first runner..and my timing was 1.10 mins..okay..at least ive improved by a second compared to my race in the nationals last year. And guess wot..there was this girl..Claire whom i saw on tv in Channel Newsasia..there was a whole program about her..her life and stuff in school cos she was from UK and they were exploring into lives of foreigners livin in s'pore.. and I saw her on tv..she was from nanyang secondary..girl's school..Sarah's in it..And i saw sarah on that program too eating lunch with the claire..so tht's how i noe that claire noes sarah..And guess wot..i saw claire at the competition today..Durin the reporting thingy..claire sat beside sis and me..And we started talkin to her..and i asked her if she was on channel newsasia once..and she got a lil shy and smiled..So it reli was her...So i said,"u noe sarah teo rite?" and she said yea..she's very nice.sis was talkin to her..I guess claire's gona tell sarah tht she saw us..and sarah's gona be like..Yea!! they were my neighbours!!..and she's gona tell stephanie about it..and steph's gona gimme a call soon. And we had to run 4km after the race..and did 10 times of slope..I guess i liked today..at least im not disappointed today..Lovelytuloso.
Sophie was there again today..the sports school..as usual..the sports school did well..they got second out of the other schools..the schools that attended today were the reputable schools like Cedar..St.nicholas..no neighbourhood schools today...Like YTSS..okay..our school isnt any ordinary neighbourhood school rite?? we're the RI of the North..we're quite reputable :D

i went to watch spongebob squarepants the movie ytd..and it was soo groovy. Its soo hilarious and cute and unique! newayz..we went to eat den shop after the whole thing...went to try on cosmetics on ourselves lol..and i bought a brown eyeliner..britney doesnt noe how to put it on properly and made me look like racoon. k..gtg now..ive got loads of stuff to do. btw..im goin to a restaurant tonight. Perfecto.

training today was tiring..scorching sun again
had to rush for chem practical..and the chemicals were rather dangerous..
a lil blotch of chemical went onto wy's lil finger..and somehow it became raw flesh in no second.
ANd Funny MunYeng..spilled some acid onto her hand..and im not sure why she wana neutralize it..and added alkili onto her hand..And her hand hurt instantly....She could have just rinsed her hand under running water :
and matilda was sitting beside me durin the titration practical and she keeps laffin ova evry single lil detail and it makes me laff as well..Matilda is so funny..her actions and evrything when she cracks a joke is hilarious..she;s tryina be like Wy..but she ends up bein funnier..

aright..mm..the first day of the march holidays..and ive been busy as hell..earlier this mornin i had to rush off for training..and the weather was scorching hot..sis was sick and she had to only run 400m to get herself woozy for an hour at least...but rauf still wanted her to train..and she couldnt take it..for a change i was running alone..doin my own timings and stuff cos jean didnt reli wana train..too tiring she says..and i was left to run on the track myself..somehow i prefer it tht way..there isnt much pressure..but my timings were still icky
then i had to rush off for my biology lesson at 1am..bored myself for 3 hours..we had practical and stuff..miss emily tow totally cant resist screaming..its in her genes..she has to scream at evry single detail..it pisses pple off. Hell. Bio is borin beyond boring..
there's chemistry practical tmr..im gona miss out on so much cos i cant attend training..or ill just have to rush ova to training after tht..but it might be too late...I reli hope she got my practical bk tht day..eek..ill be dead meat if she didnt receive it..

Im feeling like some total failure..I can neva revert back to when i was in sec2...when sis neva beat me..and priscilla lost to me in x-country..what luck..i couldnt run durin the impt race though durin tht year..cos i got sick all of a sudden..it reli hit me cos i reli wanted to win..but eva since i entered B division..in sec 3..I lost to evrybody..i became like such a failure..if i could eva perform like how i performed in sec 2 itll be a great miracle..but i always thot if i trained harder..i could get back like last time..but training for 1 and a half years..and striving so hard and not givin up..Im still like this. And finalleh..i give up..i know i am destined to lose..destined to be like this..like this..Im always tryin so hard i faint alwayz..I totally give up..its just fated..im not destined to eva win anything neva achieving anything..when i had high hopes in sec 2 i got sick..thot i could get back in sec 3..but neva neva neva..neva could get back. I wana break down and cry..I totally give up on myself..
durin the competition today howeva..i told god tht i gave up..im alwayz ending up disappointed and upset after evry competition..but today..at least til i got to the upslope part..i was running together with shikin, radhiyah and zakiyah..and i thot i could do it finalleh..but no..after the end of the slope i lost them ..i was so tired..and at the last stretch..Amanda caught up with me..That was the last straw..amanda did lesser trainings than me but still was ahead..she was good. And e moment i stepped across the finishing line..I blacked out like i neva had before..I could feel the rocks beneath me slashing across my leg as i fell but i could feel no pain and couldnt see nething..i could only hear..and some pple came ova and carried me..but i kept falling like a dead person..so they had no choice but to carry me onto a stretcher..i could hear em talk..i heard amanda's voice beside me...beside the stretcher i was lyin on..and the medical pple askin repeatedly if i was ok..but i didnt have the strength to answer..i felt water being splashed on me..pple tryina revive me or probably cool me down..I kept tryina reach for amanda and she kept askin 'what' but i couldnt answer i just held onto her hand while she squatted next to my stretcher..and i heard Rauf's voice..askin if i was ok..but i couldnt see nething..finalleh..i could open my eyes..and saw pple's faces..i got up but got reli dizzy and almost fell again but amanda held onto me..Rauf urgin amanda to hold onto me..
And that was it..and i felt pain..for the first time..where id felt the rocks..there were slashes and Bleeding wounds..got hurt when i fainted and hit the ground..
And i was soo upset..i totally give up..i was so lousy..my timing was horrid..it was the timing when i usually run reli slow deliberately durin my trainings..it was soo horrible..evryone was happy..smiling..but i had no right to be happy..No right to feel alright..I wanted to be alone..I just kept staring at the ground not wanting to do anything..i just wanted to fall into a deep sleep.
durin the bus trip..i didnt wana talk i just stared out the window while evryone chatted happily bout the race..the C girls did reli well..they got 5th..quite near to the target

Oh Bog it. ive been soo horribly crammed up with schedules and assignments lately..plus trainings and stuff..bad news..training on thursday was horrible ..i just did 3 slopes..slow ones and i did e technicolor yawn (vommitted) three times in a row..i cant blieve how much id dropped..and tmr's competition is gona be pantz. Ok, ready to die.
holidays..nx week..not fer us though we're all packed with extra lessons
and id seen the eye doctor today..he says i dont need any surgery..that got me kind of miffed. Id wanted it..i didnt like how my lashes were curling i wanted it to curl normally downwards. The previous doctor id seen said i needed one. So now..dad's not gona pay for that surgery.
but its k..at least i get to wear my contacts again..or ill have to throw it away.
Im so tired..ive been out for half the day just walkin around..bought a pair of pink Nike sports shoes..went to eat Gold Rush (name of e ice-cream) at swensens. And i ate prata and curry noodles at suntec city. Thats alot : . Fortunately..im not the type tht gets fat easily so i dont have to bother bout gaining gravitational forces on myself. Im soo beat now i cant wait to crash into my pillow. Bonne nuit. Nighty-Night. Hope the bedbugs dont bite.

I luv track. Track rox my sox. And evrybody in track are the greatest pple there is on earth..even rauf. Esp the juniors, sindhu, joanne, krystal fanli, lihao..etc. ,eva since theyve joined track..track has become such a gr8 thing..evryone becomes so supportive of each other and bcos of em..evrybody worked hard together with em..evrybody grew stronger.
i received a letter from sindhu this morning and it was the sweetest thing in the whole wide world..i almost cried in public..It was the most touching thing eva. its like..evryone's been so supportive of one another its such a touching thing..
durin the x-country today..we had to wear our jerseyz..forced to..and we saw radhiyah shikin and others and we were so glad to see em and wished em well and good luck..they were reli sweet too. And b4 the race near the starting line...Mr. Rauf came to us to give us encouragement..he patted us on the back..which he has neva done b4..and through all that stress and stuff...i was reli touched he came to us and assured us and stuff...
when the race started..we ran and stuff..when radhiyah went past sis she patted her on the back like a kind of encouragement..its like evryone of us would do that to each other to encourage one another..that was so sweet
newayz..the sun was scorching hot..i was totally roasting..i didnt train for like a week so my stamina went down alot i guess cos i did the worst i eva did..if im not wrong..19 minutes..but i got a fourth neway..i was reli upset though..during the prize presentation..shikin and the otherz were cheering...they were so awfully sweet..and the usual first and second mostly went to the track members..so thts a good thing..And sindhu did reli well even though she had a serious ankle injury..she was hurtin so much after the whole thing..She's awesome. i totally admire ur spirit Sindhu!! it was such a gr8 thing that the top 5 in the lvl came from track..fanli, krystal, lihao, sindhu and joanne..they were soo great!!
And tmr..we're gona give rauf a surprise bday party..evryone will celebrate it its gona be a big thing..
Track's awesome!

today's such a gr8 day..arabel, sis and me had been workin hard on writing lil letters to all our track mates since friday..and we gave em out today..but b4 tht..arabel as usual was at our home..and she specially gave sis and me each one too..that was so sweet..but we had to read it at night..just like the others..we tied the letters with pink strings..gave it to evryone we loved..our mates...amanda somehow peeped when she was supposed to read it at night..cos she came to me and said she was reli touched by what each of us wrote to her. we even gave it to shikin zakiyah..those few..Sindhu and Krystal werent there so we couldnt give it to em..

and evryone gathered to sign the humongous card we made for rauf..evryone in track..so there was like a big crowd..i guess rauf suspected something cos evryone got reli crazy and chaotic when he came near the crowd..we kept running away from him..carried the card here and there..and finalleh he asked what was goin on..and we told him we were playin catching. LOl. What a cheezy xcuse

we had training today at the stadium and we did intervals..i did badly..again..and got my lower back hurt. I cant even bend a lil. then we went shopping to shop for rauf's pressie. his bday's near. and we spent like..2 and a half hours just walking and browsing round...my legs were soo horribly tired. they wanted to browse for more stuff so arabel suggested i go home cos i needa take a rest..cos my eyes werent too good. yea..and i badly needed it. My legs and lower back felt like they were gona break any moment. fortunately i went home or id have to walk for another hour or two.
To evryone in track: good luck for the X-country on monday :D

I went to do my own training durin ytd's evening..and this morning evryone was preparing for tuesday's x-country...its kinda intimidating actually..i totally can't lose to any other CCA groups..Rauf's gona be so mad..and ive gotta hit the timing..so today..arabel sis and i went to do our own personal training in the gym. Sweaty guyz of evry shape and size were in there..and the air-con was blasting..so u could pretty well imagine the stench.
I had my Chinese Oral today..i spoke awkwardly..but i guess i did okay..better than the other times : Luke was being absolutely weird..as always..He was before me and i was sitting behind him lookin at one of the passages and it was his turn..and The examiner gently asked him to sit at the one of the steps on the stairs to relax a lil..and he went there and buried his head in his hands..the examiner saw that look on my face and smiled..indicating tht she was thinking the same way as i was. She was so nice..but at the same time..she was probably laughing silently to herself as i torture her with my brokened mandarin.
okay so our english and combined humanities results have not yet been known..the other 6 subjects ...im pretty satisfied with em i guess...Its the best so far throughout my four years in secondary education. : so far..my average is 82.5714 % ..I hope ill get tht for GCE. Yea i wish. But i reli reli hope i dont do badly for that exam or my future could probably be ruined..i wana enter into a good JC so i can enter a university. I hope i can :

so the redness is not related to the previous cornea ulcer..its just some lashes pricking onto one of my capillaries..and it broke..and there was blood..thats why my eye seemed blood red. i guess the blood'll go away some days later.. the doctor advised me to go for an operation. cos ive got weird growing lashes..they grow skywards instead of downwards..and that has been the root of both eye problems..so ive gotta go for some cosmetic operation to cut some flesh below my eye..and pulling the lid down so the lashes will go the correct way..

my eyes turned red all of a sudden since yesterday..id thot it would be temporary since my eye was on its way to recovery..but i woke up with that redness again..the red patch is bigger now..and its a lil pale yellow in color ..its very scary. so im goin to see a doctor today. I hope it isnt nething too bad :S

we went to the parliament today..its a place where ministers make laws and amend laws of singapore..so most of the ministers are there...we had to go through many security checks and stuff..and when we went into the parliament..it was dead quiet..we had to bow to some minister sitting at the biggest red chair b4 entering the parliament..and there were many ministers there..most i didn't recognise..the speaker was talkin bout some business policy thingy..it was soo boring..those ministers have been sitting there the whole day..must have been torture..and when we left we had to bow again..and we went into another sound proof room where we wouldnt disturb the ministers..and the guy in charge of the visitors was saying who would usually sit at which row..(i.e. the prime ministers or impt ministors sit at the front row)..and it was den that arabel nudged me and told me that the prime minister was sitting just there..i couldnt believe tht we were sitting that close to him..it was reli him there...ive watched him on tv often and stuff but neva reli in real life. the ministers could walk in and out of the parliament as and when they want but they have to bow and stuff. And then there was this particular men that walked in..he was so tall and he bowed... id forgotten to bring my glasses then so couldnt see clearly..his figure was like the ex prime minister's..Mr. Goh..so i borrowed valerie's specs..and it reli was the ex prime minister..it was a reli cool xperience..xcept for the part when i almost fell..and i screamed by accident and it was kinda scary cos evryone had to remain so quiet..and we couldnt help but giggle reli hard softly..

okay..my tagboard is down at e moment..
im still thinkin bt the x-country..its so scary
im gona train on thursday...im gona do my own intervals
and the principle announced that we would be released early tmr at 10.10 am..
cos the GCE results were reli good..its a time of celebration ..and he even checked the eather forecast this morning and it was predicted there was gona be rain..so he cancelled the whole well being day and the school cheered like there's no tmr..even one of e PMLCs was clapping his hands merrily..
and Mr rau suggested we sing the school song together for like a kind of celebration..and evryone cheered and sang their hearts out..evryone was practically screaming the song
and matilda and I were laffin like there's no tmr..cos we think the school's gettin funny.

Tres awful news: ive just been told tht the school's x-country will be nx week..and the whole prob is..im not able to train for one whole week cos of my eyes...it had to come at this time..i cant train tmr cos my eyes are still red. This is sheer nightmare..id waited for this x-country thingy but this unxpected thing happened..i cant afford to lose to any other CCA grps. Rauf will be so horribly upset and disappointed. Sacreud Bleu!

This is xtremely bad...very bad.

Yay!
was reli reli bored at home..and so decided to change my layout
and it worked out..
Hope u guyz like it.
that gothic grrl on the left hand side is by pinuptoons.com
im not that artistic to have drawn that..
but other than that..the rest is by me
the whole layout is made by me
and ive just received news that ive got 59/60 for amaths
55/60 for emaths
I hope there's no hmwk for today
and bad news ive gotta wear glasses for a week or two..
no contact lenses
Friggin glasses get on my friggin nerves
I hate it totally

i was abt to go shopping today with a pirate eye.
but was forced to rest at home
stayin at home is friggin borin
i was listening to the radio and just lyin around on my bed and sofa readin my book

okay..so i went to see the family clinic at night..even planned what i wanted to do in town after that..id thot it was just an ordinary eye sore that e doctor would just give me some eye drops and stufff..but no..he examined it..he kept examining my eyes without sayin anything..other than askin questions..like ,"uve got a white spot on ur eye..was it there before?"
i was startin to get a lil scared..but he wouldnt say anything..he just furrowed and looked worried..and when he finally said something.."U need to go to the hospital now..."
"Now?" i was starting to get a lil worried..the doctor asked if i carried enough money to see the emergency ward in the general hospital..or another option would be to see an eye specialist but it would be more expensive immediately for treatment cos e doctor said i was in an initial stage of a very dangerous eye problem, Cornea Ulcer. The doctor even called dad at home to tell him bout evrything and asked dad to fetch me either to the emergency ward in the hospital or get to the specialist . we chose to go to the specialist cos it was nearer and id be treated immediately cos the waiting list would be very long in the hospital.
so we went and dad kept scolding and yelling at me for insistin on getting contacts..he suspected that was the cause of the problem. the doctor called the specialist before we went there. so neway...the specialist told me i had cornea ulcer and the cause of it was that....My lashes were growin inwards..they irritated my cornea and thats how i got the infection. id been livin with the fact that my lashes grow rather unusually since i was lil. dad requested for the injection..even though the doctor suggested giving me medication..and putting eye drop hourly..but daddy wanted to be on the safe side. But the whole major problem was that...INjection on the eye is extremely painful...It is pokin a needle into ur eyes..i was sooo scared while the doctor prepared for all the instruments and stuff..i called wy to tell her how worried i was..she comforted me..and den i went in..there were three nurses in the operating room. and the doctor..i took a look at the needle..and den he poked..and it was pain beyond any pain..i heard myself choking.. and when all was over..the pain was still there..it was excruciating ..and i couldnt help it..but i started crying..probably cos all of this happened..my eye...the worries..the screamings from dad..evryone being worried..and the horrible hell-ish pain was the last straw.I called wy..and wy comforted me again..I wasnt allowed to do ne competition..not even any running for the whole week. and i went for another examining today..its starting to get better..and ill probably not be able to attend school on Monday to collect my results..Archana says she;ll collect my results for me and text em to me.. evryone iss being so awfully nice and supportive. Thank u pple :D

rite..ive just arrived home..i went to school for training with arabel and i told rauf i probably couldnt run for the comp tmr cos my left eye's suffering from some infection..id thot he would turn around to say 'no ur still able to run with an eye sore ull be fine'...but no..he looked at me and told me..."u have to go home now" Its that serious.. its gettin redder and much more painful..it keeps tearin evry minute. rauf wanted me to see a doctor immediately ...and he told me that i shd try to recover for tmr's competition. i doubt it'll cure that soon.
My left eye now feels like somethings pressing onto it..like some finger is pushin my eye hard into my socket...or orbit for e biological term...Ouch..it goes on and off..and i cant open it too much cos it feels like needles are pricking my eyes evrytime i blink..Its so painful...i hope it'll be over soon. im gona go see a doctor tonight..im gona ask muji to accompany me.
even in schl durin assembly...pple were thinkin ive been crying cos my eye was so red and there were tears wellin up..

I hope its nuffin serious cos one of my frens told me her fren had to go for a major op cos of an infection caused by her contacts... i hope nuffin like tht is happening to my poor left eye. evrybody!!Feel sad fer meh!!!!

ohk..i havent been updating for a week cos its the exam week..so i was rather busy..i didnt have much time for revision not to mention updatin my blog..alright so now im rather free and stuff...we had biology today..the last paper..and i spent hours studyin the eye and how it works and stuff and ironically..my eye hurts now...its tearing alot..and it reli reli hurts..i was studyin the veins on my eye..so i presumed the blood capillaries on my sclera were obvious..cos nourishment was needed for the cornea and the lens in the eye..it is reli reli red...i cant even close my eyes and sleep cos it hurts so much even after ive taken off my contacts.. Biology was a breeze...first paper on monday..english and Social studies were reli cool..Mother tongue was okay..the comprehension was difficult though..i hope i dont score too badly..neway im not takin it in my L1R5 so i guess its ok..and i bet loads would score 100% for emaths cos it was easy beyond easy..amaths was reli reli easy..i bet loads in my class would score full marks..geography was okay..i could write down all the points..chemistry was a breeze..
Okay so its got all goin for me this week...except for very lil hours of sleep cos there were loads to memorize..
My eye hurts evry minute...ah...i reli need to see a doctor but in a few minutes time...training is gona presume..one week of training-free cos there was the exam but rauf broke the rules and insisted we trained..if the Principle knows bout this..he'll get into serious trouble..and im pretty angry cos rauf cancelled my class's field trip to the parliament..just cos of one silly training. he's being too much
ne ive got a competition tmr..ahhh after a week of only few hours of sleep..ive gotta go for another stupid competition. Evryone feel pity for mEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rite..so there are too many bush fires..a total of 300 so far since january..the hot weather i spose.. dad just called to ask if there are ne bush fires here..cos his workin place stinks..too many bush fires..there are soo many plants and trees around the cities..in evry corner of the city ...oh and if this continues..s'pore will no longer have ne plants or forests...in fact we hardly have ne forests :

rite..my brain is full of 'social studies' ...the govt might react fast and do sumfin..ive been studying how govts work for the past 5 days ...and i did some run just now around my house..its full of flowers like a park..mm..i ran 4 rounds...so its equivalent to 3.2 km... or probably more..the round is pretty big. and there's loadsa wind with the demolishing of those buildings rite nx to my house... there's a 'steroscopic' view as well..rite..i got tht word from Biology.

so nx week..the exam week..SS is crazy..

assembly today was absolutely hilarious...there was this reli weird music..like tht sort in those games...when the map to show where the atlantis was was projected..and to make things even more hilarious..pple tried to be funny by pretending to enjoy the silly music..and evryone started clapping their hands to the music...even some of the disciplinary tchers were laffin...matilda must have laughed like a loon then.. i was laffin reli hard..neway after assembly..rauf spoke to sis and me..he was sayin my timing for our usual trainings proofed tht im supposed to hit 16 minutes..and to hit 16 minutes..its like top few in the nation..crystal and fanli and the others had hit it..but i still cant..rauf says i gotta let go of all my fears and just go all out..i cant do it though..dont think i can..my best was only 17. ok try harder..

-_-Im feelin so useless and sad rite now cos we had training earlier and my timin wasnt good at all at turf city...
rauf must be feelin rather disappointed as well..he silently told arabel im not sure what's wrong with the B girls. And he was so confident about us gettin top four nation wide...now its to the C girls..the C girls are running even better than us..i used to have a very strong mind..no matter how hard it got id just continue running and not give up durin training when i was a C girl...Now ive got a weaker mind..somehow..im feelin so sad rite now...like im so useless in track n field...i dont think we;ll eva get to four..probably not even top 10.. im gettin from bad to worse..i tried reli hard today but they were all so fast. :'(
ill graduate without achievin nething for track...okay mayb i achieved somethin in the nationals the other time..but thats different..i wana do well this time..I Needa train reli reli hard this time.
NVM..its so common this sorta thing..pple in track feeling sad and useless..i just hope ill pick myself up...sis was also feelin reli reli sad...she almost broke down when rauf said she's changed..so now she's talkin to one of our ex-track-seniors, Priscillia, ...yeh she needs tht sorta inspiration talk frm some professional like her. shes now a captain in her college..Innova..we competed with her the other time in the previous competition..but she's in A girls..
Im sooo sad i dont wana talk nemore. and sindhu..dont be too upset as well..u were injured so dont blame urself..u were reli reli good...trust me. i guess we;ll just have to train harder..thats the only thing.

rite..evryone's gettin pains and stuff..sis has got the 'vira fever'. Is it spelt that way? ..mm whateba..its some kind of weird sickness..that makes u feel very sick but ull neva get a fever..and ull feel mentally exhausted and stuff..that explains her temper :
she's so stressed out lately and she does feel very useless..and her joints are hurtin and stuff..this weird feverish thingy lasts for like 3-4 weeks..its a new sorta virus
we were running and this good-lookin guy walked in our direction..and he smiled at me..Im not sure wot for cos i dont think i noe him. Woteba.
Id betta get on with revision. too lil time. and next week there's another series of tests.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

pple become vegetarians for some reasons..
Arch's a vegetarian since she was young..family thing
James' a vegetarian cos he thinks eating animals is cruel
and i remembered being a vegetarian for a month..to test out..and i remembered tellin wy," i eat cheese and eggs for protein"
Yea..tht was my breakfast.
And i had to put egg white on my face evry nite for beautification (no such word) purpose..and i was readin my mails one day with the hard egg white mask on my face..and i read michael's mail and somehow it made it me lafff even though i knew he didnt meant it to be funy and tht mask was like pullign and stretchign..it was a lil painful but i couldnt stop laffin.

can anyone tell me if tht sms.ac thing is for real? or is it some kind of fake organisation cheating u of ur money?...if any of u out there are usin it..pls tell me if it is real.

Yesterday was a crazy day..today's a crazy day..evryday's a crazy day.
there're tons of hmwk..emaths is killing me.
i dont think ill be able to catch up with anything
and btw, i skipped my training on friday.. oops!
i hope i dont lose my stamina within 5 days..that sounds alot.
Yes im gona lose so much stamina. im gona have to start my training all ova again and the nationals is coming!!!
that reminds me ive got a chemistry test on tues!!! and ive not studied for it!!
and that reminds me ive got a gazillion ton of stuff i needa work for, study for, train for, do for.....
evryday's a crazy day for me..i desperately need a day when i can come home frm school and rest..but no..its almost evryday i get something cropping up for me to doooo
and i needa catch up with bio too. AHHHH!
OH no! Geography too! Double AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

i went to the movies to watch Constantine on tues..i didnt reli think it wld be nice..but jean and sindhu and whoeva was there wanted me to...cos they claim its reli reli nice..so i watched it with em..and omggg...it was soo coooolll. all the effects and evrything and keanu reeves is so hot and cool! evrything bout the movie was cool. u guyz shd reli go watch it.

went out e whole day yesterday..holidaysss..today is another holiday too...but tmr's not.

Right..so training was nasty and tough..evryone was seriously worn out..im not sure why cos our usual training was sometimes harder than this...Blame it on the oven-causing bonfire - the sun. it was soooo scorching! I had a tres terrible headache..amanda and sindhu too. its just the end of 5 sets and practically evryone was lying flat on the track at the finishing line groaning. I ran badly..rather disappointed. Perhaps i ate too much snacks b4 i went for training. Rauf knew we were sufferin..he admits tht training must be torturous..but he's got a kind heart..so for the last set..he allowed us to substitute it with 3 rounds.

durin add maths lesson..i borrowed Yk's wksht cos i needa refer to qns i didnt noe..after the lesson..i placed the wksht on his table but he was gone then..and the next thing i knew..he was askin where his wksht was..it probably flew away..and there were many stuff that he's done on tht paper..so it was indirectly my fault..and he was like askin 'may i kill u?' ..'u r toasted.' nah he was sayin it jokingly..he's a funy guy..so i told him ill redo it for him.

ANYWAY! after training..i got back with sindhu and joann..there were two guyz from another schl whom i dont know ..sayin bye to me after i said bye to joann when the bus came..so i said bye too..and they started giggling and said byeeee. neway in the bus..i was thinkin of what i was gona do when i got home..i got a lil carried away cos when i was snapped bac to reality..i realized i missed my stop..OH SUGAR! ..and it was so late and my legs were aching i ddint like walkin around too much. okay so i waited for the next stop b4 i got off..but the bus just went on ahead to some rather remote area with loadsa plants and greens evrywhereeeee..it was den tht i realized id took another busss...FINE! so i crossed e road and waited at another bus stop..It was so dumb
a) i was stranded in some place filled with greens and plants
b) id been waiting for an age for the bus to come rescue me
c) i wanted to goo homeeee it was gettin late and i could av been home 30 mins b4 this.

and finally i got home..and sis was telling me wenan and MJ came to swimmmmm! and wenan borrowed sis's goggles..and hasnt returned it : It would have been so fun..if only i wasnt training ..BUMMA!

AHH! i have suffered from itch mania for two whole days!!
and id thot itchy bites last for only an hour.
I must consult a doctor fast! I hope e doctor doesnt think im weird or nething..cos i visit him over trivial matters sometime..like when my leg had a blister..and when i had the coughs but could still run a mile.

i went for facial this morning..the lady was late. and she'd brought her kids along..two lil grrls..they're reli irritating cos they kept quarelling and making such a din..plus comin ova next to my bed durin the facial massages and askin a ton of questions.

well mat called me last nite..and we talked on e fone for like an hour..and yea we were tokin bout stinky plankton. I keep gettin to hear all this stuff tht he does..and den realizing he's been lyin or summat to us..and den confronting him bout it..and he has his ways to make u believe him thinkin his some down to earth guy..WHAT THE HELL does he want? its like he's some alien comin to earth to achieve this silly aim of makin the whole school of grrls like him! Yea..thts wat i reli wana noe..what does he get frm doin tht? and why isit like a big thing to him..i mean sooo many grrlz noe his some kind of cassanova..I am so believeing em now. he says he's changed but...A leopard neva changes his stinky spots! This is so weird. Its too drama rama.

Ive got a ton of assignments to do..plus chemistry tests. Sacreud bleu and ive only got a day to finish em. And ill not be free tmr cos ive gotta visit granny and have my reunion dinner with all my relatives! argh! tell me this is not happening.