ARGH

Shit!!! id written a reli long light-hearted entry when there was a short circuit..dad was handling with one of the spoilt fans..and the whole thing just shut down like dat!..yea..just like dat..leavin me gawpin at the empty black screen and my hands still in tht stand still typin position!! well then i asked dad to turn it off..and pushed tht main circuit up..(Mmm..i dont think thts the name for it..id forgotten all abt it after the physics exams!) Well..gd thing i did not forget how to turn it up..well i guess ill just have to try to recall what id written i guess.. arghhh..

okay..we had this post-exam programme thingy..well almost the whole school's celebrating..i added 'almost' cos those who are gona take the o lvl mt paper had an entirely different sorta programme...yea those who are enjoying the bliss of it get to watch movies, go on excursions..play games..u name it. whereas we..get to doo...Umm..Intensive MT revision. Get the word right..'intensive'..and they mean it when they said 'intensive'..cos the only thing we'll do the whole day is just revision, Revision, and more REVISION for MT! this will last till nx week after our MT O lvls..i might like to add i was a lil mad durin recess..cos they'd cut it short and i was reli hungry..so i might have like given this reli angry face at pple who were tryina be funny and make me laff at tht time..they probably didnt notice it anyway cos they were still being funny despite my temper. Oopz and im soz bt tht *gives a sheepish grin*

despite all tht..as if we arent stressed enuf alredi..i still have trainings, Trainings, and more TRAININGS! and we have got our heats nx week..im takin part in 100m and 400m in case ud like to noe. Oh goody i hope i get sumfin. Gd luck to whoeva is takin part too! I hope evryone of u wins! (even though it is highly impossible for evryone hus takin part to win)

well i ran with fanli today..we didnt take the short cut..id decided if i want to be a gd runner..i have to reli push myself..mr rauf says ive got the stamina but my legs arent powerful enuff...i might agree..im okay with long distance..im just not okay abt pushing my legs..so i did lotsa weights just now..u can see the muscles developing there on my legs..their more defined than usual :

well i totally am sad for sis..if id been in her shoes i wouldnt noe wat to do..she can no longer run nemore cos her heart has got a problem..caused due to intensive training while she was still sick..its reli scary..the family doctor has referred her to the KK hospital. PLus the sports day and stuff..if she'd ran..she'd have easily clinch a medal..considering what a gd athletic she reli was.

Right and i might wana add tht im ultra hot here in this room..i wana get out to the living room and take a breather if u dont mind. Adioz amigoes ( umm..not sure if its reli spelt tht way newayz..don bother checkin it in the latin dictionary) well it just means bye

tazoo

I am totally zonked right now..i mean why shdnt I?? after tht tres torturous workout...its almost as if its worst than all the other trainings...And id thot otherwise..before training i mean..since its like the first day of trg after a long period of inactivity. There was endless stuff to do..and i mean endless...well..back to the hard days i guess..
And lihao and Fanli, our juniors, actually got arabel, sis and i pressiez for each of us.. that was like the sweetest thing on the planet. it was like a farewell pressie since the three of us were gona graduate.. Guess wot i got??!! SQUIDWARD beanie!!!! My fav...my dream gift..well except i can neva find it wheneva i shop...i was practically screaming when i read the pink letter..at the part where it says," so im givin u a squidward beanie" well in case ur still blurred out with woteba im saying...squidward happens to be one of my fav spongebob squarepants characters..well another would of course be spongebob himself...And there was also another gift like a reli cute-ish cup! it was soo sweet..i mean ive neva reli gotten a pressie like dat before...for like a farewell gift i mean..usually its just bday pressies...i was feeling sooo touchedd...it made me feel so baddd..i mean it reli.
okay we'd got back our results...well at least i didnt score too badly..the total average was okay..

Chemistry - 67.08%

Combined humanities - 68%

Bio - 80%

Phy - 70.83333%

AM - 85.94%

Eng - 65.0%

MT - 70%

EM - 80%

Total average - 73.2938125 (bla bla bla)

oh and yay ive finished reading Shadowland: reunion
the kewlest series known to humanity
Luv the bk..but id better hide the nxt series at the very top shelf of my closet so i wont try to read it cos ive got my chinese O lvls to break out cold sweat for. u might think im weird and i cant blame u for tht...but i cant help itt...those bks are reli addictive and i sooo mean ittt!!

Asombrar

Okay newayz..after goin ova to wy's hse..we went to causeway so i cld buy my pencil box..and i bought one!! a purple one..its made of cloth and its longer than ur usual pencil boxx!! Fantabulososos and i totally wuvvv ittt!!! then we bought mat's pressiee...its soo cute..its a plush thingy..(im not tellin u wot it is..u go figure =P) newayzz...TO WY: 'am i supose to wrap it or what?? its too big for any wrapper!! '
well den..id spent like 20 dollars in one day..when some salesgrrl came up to us..shes like our age..and she had like a cm thick of foundation caked on her face...she claimed tht she was doin some charity thingy and she went on a load of crap abt pple havin disabilities and stuff and we shd buy her coupons for like a donation...so we did...and guess wot..when we'd gotten the coupon..it was a fake!! she wasnt workin for any charity organisation..the coupon neva stated..it just says like a 10% discount to go to some silly restaurant..Hulo?? like how much of a discount is a meer 10% gona make?? And worse still...those money actually went to herrr not to some charity thinggyy!! she's cheated us!! My precious money goin to some silly brat to buy more foundation to plaster on her facee! How despicable.
went back there agen this mornign to meet arabel...her blouse looked gr8. we went there to eat at sakae sushi..tht Jap restaurant..id wanted to eat a buffet..cos i had a voucher for it..when i realized tht the buffet started at 3..i had to while my time away for 4 hrs before the buffet started...so we just went round to look at shops and clothes..den arabel left cos she had to go somewhere..and sis and I went to the libraryyyy and guess wot??!!!!!

I MANAGED TO GRAB MY FAV MEG CABOT BKS which are usually almost unreachable since a thousand otha teen grrlz are pining for it. TWO OF EM!!!!! And i couldnt be happier. it wasnt on its shelf it was under the random-bks shelf. IM floating on cloud 900 now.

but we didnt eat at sakae sushi either since we realized the voucher expired a month ago
And im saving my money to get a roxy wallet. or probably a new schl bag.

Yayness

Exams are finallehh ovaaa!!!
And i mean it when i say overrr!!
guess what?? i didnt do so badly for emaths afterall..!! I got an A1 for it!! A surprise of the century!!
Chem was rather tricky but mat thinks its okay..i think its KO.
geez im so hungry
..
newayz...the next few days will get rather boring i spose..unless i go on a shopping spree.
im now in wy's house..i can smelll the lovely fried rice waftin into my nostrils...this is due to diffusion as what ive learnt in chem..Woteba...
right i think im writing anything but sensible...my brain's in a shut down mode..Sleepyyyyyyyyyy
lets see where fate takes me

Woo

Heyy! its so long..and i think i wnaa change my layout..this time im doin my own drawing waha..
the exams are almost ova..thats why im bloggin..a few days more to the MCQ paper 1 part..and ive alredi studied for all those subjects..soo its almost like celebrating time..I hardly slept at all this past week..probabbly only 2-4 hrs a day...and last night i slept at 12 and woke up at 2 am

Im telling u..the papers were soo damn difficult..i think this is the most difficult mid year examination ive eva done...and evryone agreesss okie?? i mean...evrything and i mean evrything ..evry paper was diff...maths was worst..ohh chinese was easy fortunatelly..but thats the only thing..and im soo sleepy now cus i slept for only bt 2 hrs ytd...im gona die for maths..english yessss...wot else??...mmm..
i mean im so sleepy now im practically noddin my head evry second..woah..i must av looked like a clown. okie..im fresh and awake Now. Notty-Not.

okie im celebrating..the first thing id decided to do after the exam is to travel in dad;s car...i havent reli looked much at it..and im gona redo my blog.

accordin to sindhu and ying...they're saying their papers are diff too...the tchers have honestly gone mad..i seriously think they've set up some kind of policy or sumfin tht the papers must cause more failures known to humanity...Mayb i duno..

the invigilator of my class even wrote "Friday the 13th" on the board today..instead of just saying 13th may 05. SHe is sooooooooooo tryina terrorize us.

voho - matilda

Kewl...i went out to eat ytd at northpoint..at swensens..the food was delicious..i was wearing my reli long skirt of mine...and nxt i took e shuttlebus bac with sis and muji..but we were waiting reli long..along with other seletaris' residents..and there was this guy in a white shirt..and sis suddenly whispered," ill tell u sumfin bt him l8er." and it was weird cos i dun fink sis noes ne of the neighbours too well..but i noe sumfin..the family staying above us..theyve got like two sons tht goes to my schl...but one graduated last yr...he's a senior..pretty good-lookin..hes much nicer than he's lil bro whom i go to schl with sometimes...okay so kewl..i presumed most likely tht this guy was the senior bro..den we alighted from the bus..we knew we were gona take the same lift as him..and it would have felt weird i guess so we practically followed muji running home..(muji had to use the toilet)...so tht we wouldnt take the same lift home..but somehow or rather..he managed to catch up with us cos he came just at the time the door was bt to close....rrrr....den he smiled at all of us..and in the lift..i was like looking around..and den i realised from the corner of my eyes..he was looking at me...like waiting for me to turn to look at him or sumfin..i feltt soo weird then..he couldnt possibly have known me at all..i didnt noe what he reli wanted..and i looked through the reflection of the mirror..to see if he was reli lookin at me cos i dared not look back at him straight..and yeah he was..and he was ahem..smiling..gee. tht felt soo weird. den he must have guess i was lookin at him through the mirror so he turned back..it was soo xtremely weird..den he opened the lift door for us..and yea he was smiling agen..so yea i just mumbled under my breadth fankz...and smiled while lookin down. It was soo weird..and sis and i laughed non-stop when we got home.

BTWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
dad came home later tht night to tell us the new car had arrived!!!!!!!! i rushed down..and the car..it was soooooooo beautiful..its nicer than i expected...the seat's leather..and some parts are wood...sooo beautifulll...LOVE it.

Heyyy
english exam was terror..i did the worst composition ive eva did..it was like soo clumped up..i didnt do much paragraphing..i wanted to do narative writing but there was no decent idea relating to the topic locked in my brain somewhere...so i did the world event thingy..this is so crazy..cuz ppaer 2 was terrible..it was the worst and the most difficult paper ive eva done in all my four years..evryone agreed..i hope i dont score too badly..
Ive been struggling sooo hard with my revision..theres just too much to cope..id betta study nowww.....esp geo, ss, and phy..chem probably..bio especially!!
okie so i guess ill cya after the exams..i finkkk
newayz ive changed the song in case uve not realised..its lindsay lohan's ultimate..its reli kewl..
Oh and yesssssssssssssssssss....im gona get JOJO's album today!!! evryone, be happy fer meh!!!

Upsy daisy

Uh-oh..im soo soz for not updating in such a long while..The exams are reli near and i have absolutely no time at all..this is my xcuse. what is urs?! okay forget abt tht 'what is urs' part. it suddenly just came to me when i was typing 'this is my xcuse'..those two phrases often come together..swiming in some corner of my brain..probably heard it in some movie i noe..I have no clue at all!!!
Well it was Ying's bday today!!! and we didnt even noe until fanli told us..and omg..we wished we could've gotten somethign reli reli nice..therefore we rushed to buy a cake..i feel sooo badddd..we all do...Lurve ya Yinggg!!! *muackzzz n huggiezzz* HAPPY BDAY!!
Newayz...we went to buy joann's bday today..we got this reli beautiful bracelet..and i saw this metal choker and its absolutely Vintage. but there was only one left...and tht only one was spoilt..well den they shd not have displayed it there in zee first place..Hmph.
and i bet she'll love it..we had her name on it..its sooo beautifullllllllllllllll!!

Oh yeh..and i saw this reli reli cute baby with gorgeous eyes. oooooooooooooooooooo
newayz...i had to rush home and not taking an afternoon nap..i hurried on with my studies..ive counted and have to study 10 chinese chpters a day..thats like a miracle if i can reli complete..in fact im at chpter 8 now..plus eng tys..

Oh goodie!! mum has bought me some nice stuff...she's just came home a split second ago.

In fact...i think i may not be updating until after the exams..my schedule will be so packed ill not be able to breathe. Hold it! I am breathing now. who am i to kid. So lets forget abt the breathing part. If im actually holding my breath until after the exams..i think ill b rising up from my grave flying around like a wandering maniac celebrating the end of the exams.

okay..my point is...i will probably not be updating until after the exams cos ill be sooo bz..so u might not wana drop by to check what crazy stuff ive been blabbing in my cyber world. OKay..so ill cyaxxxx
till we meet agen. *sob sob*

...

okay just came bac frm training..we were reli lazy cuz we were in our resting periods..we didnt reli have to train so hard i guess since that july competition is still a long way to go..newayz..when home with sindhu and i told her bt Priti, my neighbours maid and also my maid's fren, she had tht same eye ulcer as i had..i persuaded her to see the doctor the other time..and studied her eye...and i saw tht same ulcer as i used to have..and was horrified..i was soo worried for her..even though we're just strangers..so i suggested she asked her employer to bring her to a doctor..she has not sought treatment for like a week then...and when i had tht ulcer thingy..it was not even a day when i went to see a doctor..even the doctor was like.."u have to go to the emergency in hospital Now!!" and i was askin if i could go the next day and he was like..No..better not..this ulcer thingy is a very serious case...if u treat it too late..u will be blind." And NOWWW....she still hasnt seen a doctor..and its alredi 2 weeks..and guess wot..she can't see anything now..her eyes is ALREDI blind and she still hasnt seen a doctor..that's bcuz...her tres ruthless employer doesnt want to bring her to a doctor..he said he would last monday, instead he asked her to accompany him to Fish. Her eyes is deteriorating day by day..now theres like a black spot in her eye and her whole eye is swollen and there's even pus.
So today..my parents couldnt take it..so they decided to bring her to a doctor today...dad specially went all the way back home to fetch this maid..buttttttttttttt..when priti asked her employer..he said, "No..ill bring u to a doctor some other time" That is soooooo baddd....this eye thing is extremely serious u cant wait for another daay...........if she gets blind....if she gets blind...it;'ll be his stupidddddddddd fault. He doesnt even treat her like she's human...how can he stand letting her go blind like dat and not doin nething...if anything happens to her....im gona kill him!!!!! (literally, i mean)
he's sooooo baddddddd.....even when someone wants to bring her to the hospital for him..he even said No....what the hell is he up to???? GODDD...pls help Priti..plsplsplspslpslpslpslspls Amen.

AH

We played catch today..my leg hurts soo bad..i shd have not ran so im-properly...cuz my knees are weak ive hurt em b4..the boyz ran so fast...so i can neva run with anything but sports shoes..im soo sleepy..today there wasnt ne training cuz it was like rest period..
okay evryday's a busy day for me..i dont seem to have enough time..but sindhu, krystal and jiahui werent with us grrlz so it wasnt all tht fun..i think we shdnt have played with the guyz in the first place..their too fast tht the game becomes boring..and tiring.
Okay..cyaxx

Jeez

okay..so we've gotta go to that speech day thingy..im gona see sis getting that fittest grrl in the level award..together with shikin and fanli..and im goin with amanda, arabel and the others..schl today was rather cool today...lessons today were pretty interesting...social studies was free period so its cool. And i have not study for my Os...im dead..so dead. i mean i have but..half way through im not done!

the Nationals....

okay..so i left early from class at 10am..and the track members met at the gym..we were choosing jerseys to wear and later went for our reccess along with our track suit..then we went back to the gym..Fauzi was givin us a motivational talk..and then we were told to rest..so evryone slept their hearts out. and when i woke up..my neck hurt but i got up to look for the others..they were so bored they were just loitering around cuz the bus only comes at 1.30...so we walked around with nuffin to do..and the band members were eating in zee canteen..so we suggested we shd shout out to em," good luck band members" and they shouted back," good luck track members"..kewl..so when the bus came..and we got to turf city..the wholee place was filled with students of all shape and sizes..soo packed..got ourselves a place..and i started studyin my chinese..den we all decided to gather..the B division grrlz..and we motivated each other..it got me sooo nervous...when it was nearin our time to report..we got to the area but saw the boyz who were still there..and wished em good luck when one of the organisers shouted real loud," WHAT ARE U DOIN HERE!"..we tried to run but he screamed.."STOP THERE! who gave u the permission to be here!!" we got soo scared and sis replied..we came ourselves.. and he said," okay stay here coz u are goin to report soon."
EVRYONE and i mean alllll the B boyz competitiors were staring at us..the whole of singapore's B division Boy runners were starin at us..we'd made such a scene all bcoz of tht stupid man..i dont even noe why we were scolded at all!!!!!!I mean we're supposed to be there!!! we were goin there to report!!!
Anyway..the run..Sophie shook hands with all of us...ran ran ran..i tried to do the best tht i coould..the weater was good..finshed..and Arabel and the other non-runners came to me to tell me tht the C girls had gotten 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!! and Krystal (12th out of a few hundred)and FANLI(7th)..had gotten INDIVIDUAL medals!!!!
OMG!!! thats soo big news okay?
ALl the C girls did soooo well!!!!
em...but we did okay..cuz radhiyah had individual medal too..And years in competition..hardly any of our teamates do get the individual medals..cuz thats absolutely difficult.
our team had got like 7th or 8th..and i think its pretty good..cuz the last yr we had 16th..and we had a CCA award for that..but this yr its 7th or 8th(not sure)..thats sooo cool. But the C girls were wayyyy cool!!! They even won the s'pore SPORTS SCHOOL!!okay..its not like im reli happy or nething..infact im not feeling so happy at all..but i was happy for em. but shikin and radhiyah..and all the others did reli well..I came in like thirty sumfin..or fourty sumfin as individual..okay i guess thats okay for me..
So they are goina get their medals tmr..couldnt give it then cuz the weather got bad..SO they're gona get their medals in school..and best of all their getting some kind of colors or zone award! thts reli cool. We saw priscilla..she was crying cuz she wanted to get like top individual 20..but she came in 21..well newayz..we all hugged while waiting for the bus..
Today's cool. but the last time ill be running x-country.

Fuzzy eyeball

what the!!! Ive just discovered a mosquito bite on my forehead and wrist when ive only been in this room for less than 10 mins..well i was rather sympathetic when i saw the tres big mosquito..i didnt reli bother..i just swipe it away..but my kindness was not appreciated.instead it bit me more..So ive sprayed on some insect repellent into the room..AloT! The room stinks now..i honestly need an oxygen tank tht's gona give me fresh air or i might die faster than the mosquito. These lil fellas are very strong.
BTW..the biggest competition of all time..ALLL the time ive been training for since last year..ALLL the hard work ive put in...for the competition thats gona be held tmr..the NAtionals..I dont have a very good feeling abt this..we had extremely light training today..we walked the route..which will perhaps be the last time im gona enjoy the beautiful scenery of turf city..tht got me kinda emotional saying that..im gona graduate soon. But im reli gona miss my secondary schl life..all my frenz..and most of all my lovely track mates..We were havin a bad case of the giggles when we sang Lonely..the chipmunk version..it was soo funy..and arabel was doin stoopid things as usual and laffin at em..
And in the bus they were still as happy as eva..laffin at evry slightest odd detail..
And AMANDA told me tht she dreamt of me being stepped by some girll..and almost got killed but arabel came to my rescue.
And my contacts drop while i was rolling my eyeballs..while jean scrutinized..and evryone was laffin..and i had to rush to the toilet to get it washed but it was painful when i put it back..i had no containers then so had to submerged it in a bottle-cap full of tap water..and pravin held it for me while walkin round the shops looking for another contact lens container with Hakim coz i had to run..I feel rather bad..i mean they were so helpful..they're soo nicee...
And guess wot..im so afraid abt tmr..i hate the slope totally..Jeezzzz

Wahoo

We had our stupid test as usual today..english..but it was paper 1..composition which is much worse..Jeez.. Now why does my screen look so big?? okay.i guess its the resolution..gime a min...
Okay im back..i guess its betta this way..look much betta..(im lying) ..Ive not changed a thing..didnt noe how to..its not the resolution.its sumfin to do with sumfin else i cant figure..
Newayz..mum came home from her long vacation this morning b4 i went to schl..She'd bought 4 swatch watches..and loadsa ear studs for me..too many i have no idea..countless..
Some weird tourist touring together with mom actually criticised the culture and stuff..saying the locals are low class...I think their being reli uncultured by not appreciating the wonderful traditions and cultures they have there..if i were there..i would have said," Oh..uncivilised u mean? who's being uncivilised here may i question..as a cultured professional(i think ur far frm that) ..we shd appreciate this wonderful place..not critising..Ur being a total disgrace to woteba country ur from..Shame on you!" and den ill give him that hands-off look.
Honestly..when is evryone gona start being gracious and not look down on each other..What is happening to this friggin world?!!

Cheryl is da coolest and da best!!

weee

i went down alott ..i totally cant run in this weather..it was sooo hot..when i finished it was like i was burning on a stake or sumfin..on the way back..in the bus..arabel and sindhu were so crazy and funny..they were laughing through the wholeeee trip and evryone in the bus was like looking..even though i was sitting beside em and we were in e middle of chatting...i wasnt reli sure whats reli so funny lol...okay i think im like em when im with either wy or matilda..they were laffin so crazily omg..like kookabaras..like loon-ies...honestly...arabel even laughed till her asthma attacked.. and when chewing gum left the bus...shikin was like screaming," lets party!" and all e grrls were like WHOOOOOO! but i think chewing gum seems kinda upset..i think she's got the idea...i kinda feel sorry for her in a way..
its such a solemn evening..the redness of the sky..the trees rustling softly in time with the wind..the black birds flying..even the cars look like they're moving slower than b4..it kinda reminds me of dooms day.
This morning i saw a black bird gettin stuck on a string high up above the movin traffic..i feel horrible..not bein able to do nething to help it..so i prayed..and dont see a change..i walked away to schl..watching it..feeling sad..i was thinkin mayb God wouldnt help in this sorta thing..he probably has his reasons..but i reli wana free the bird..so i prayed in schl again when i saw a black bird flying pass and thot abt it..and in the afternoon..it was no longer stuck nemore..its gone..it escaped..somehow..Its so cool. i feel so happy for the bird.

AHA

Im totally scared of emaths now..after the class test..and i found out my results were like so low...Mr yong even gave me a small lecture..And thats like horror to me cuz no tcher has eva lectured me cuz of my results b4...i was like down the whole day..like ive got no mood to do nething..den we went for training and it was pretty simple..but we had to do twenty slopes..
Geez im soo sleepy now..but ive made it a pact to study evryday rel hard..okie cyaxxx

Haha

today we had training..yeah but we had english mock exams b4 tht..its so stoopid..
newayz...shikin and zakiyah said my bag was vintage. =D and i thot it looked okay..
anwayzz...the famous director..jack neo..is out making a new movie again..and guess wot..he's cumin to our schl tmr to look for actresses in his movie..girls only..chinese or eurasians...thts so cool..when they'd made the announcement..id thot only prissy grrls would go..den we told arabel tht she shd go and she was like nooo...but britney suggested we all go together.. : it was only den tht arabel said it would be a reli good experience to go for the competition...its like we get to see those famous directors and pple and they;ll be like studying u...so why not..but i dun think i wana get myself chosen...im takin my Os this yr..and i dun fink ill get chosen either..so itll just be like gettin to see those famous pple The end.
Alright lets all be prissy-pantssss

Yipee

Dady just called to say he's gona buy a new car..
Its gona be gorgeous on the inside..the wheel's dark wood..
and the seat is leather!! caramel in color!
woohoo

Gee..IM weird

You Are 35% Normal (Occasionally Normal)

You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

intimidating

when i entered the stadium again..saw familiar faces. the sports school members like sophie bla..and the australian grrls again..and cedar..bla bla..it was rather intimidating..coaches talkin to the runners..pple striding in track suits..evryone there looks intimidating..ur competitors..saw shikin and the others..was so happy to see em..and lihua..peixi..newayz..i got there extra early..like 2 pm...when i was supposed to reach there at 3.20..cuz the race starts at 4.20..so i waited and waited..and finalleh..time for me to warm up at 3.30..and at 4.05..time to report..but when i got to the reporting station..all the A boyz were there..the 100m sprints werent over yet..so we checked and realized tht the race starts at 5.25...Bumma..
so we continued our warm up..cuz we've all cooled down..and i redid my warm up again and the drills..and I saw yating..shes from anderson..i was so glad to see her..and so we did the drills together even though we were from different schools..spend some time chatting..saw the AI guyz and hakim shouted good luck to us..in intimidatiing times like this..ull feel so glad to see ur own school mates..or frenz..u just feel like givin all of em a big hug...
Newayz...finalleh reporting time..and i spoke to some raffles girls..and got into my heat..heat 2..all the girl competitors gathered..waited for like 30 mintues before the 400m girls race reli started..and i said good luck to this girl beside me and she was soo sweet and shook my hands and said u too smiling...and the girls in my heat were sooo pleasant..there's this girl from sports school..her timings like 59 seconds...i heard form her coach b4 the run..newayz...this girl from one of the good schools came to me and said good luck..she's so sweet..we all ran...ran..ran..sports school won again as usual..i got 4th out of 8...5th i think...bad i noe..and at the finishing line..we were all giving each other pats on the back and light hugs...evryone's soo sweet and cool even though we were all competitors and total strangers...The girls in my heat rock!! I said good luck to yating b4 i left..and she gave a light hug...like showing a nice appreciation..Rauf said we did well..Rauf's reli kewl..dad was there actually..he plays badminton evry saturday and it happens he was supposed to play at that particularly sports hall at gombak..so he saw me ran..

Weetzy

OMg!! training today was e best and e coolest. Evryone in track are like the coolest pple on earth.
well the day started off um..with the schl curriculum..pretty borin as usual..and durin geography..we had to be in a group of six...and i totally cant take it cuz pple were teasing abt luke liking me and stuff. That is sooo wayyyy uncool. I totally cant even stand the idea of me being thought to be with him in tht way..He's the most disgusting fella..sumtimes i cant stand what he's doin..even arch pities me..But honestly i have no idea why he wants to sit at simon's place..I make sure i get a good explanation from him tmr..I totally am so freaked out by their teasing..Eugh no way nonononono!!!! most of e time im not even talkin to him but to YC..and he replies as if im talkin to him when im totally not..I cant stand him. ergh! no one can.

Well..mandy came to my house b4 we left for training ..got on the bus in schl where all of us gathered..and i sat with arabel..the bus broke down. we silently cheered. And rauf came to sis and me and whispered,"i got a second letter" ..from mum he meant..mum'd told us she would write him a mail and there was this phrase i rmbed.."if u do not acede to my request, i will have to speak to the principle to make some adjustments." cuz she thinks rauf is gettin overboard by not allowing us to go for our lessons so tht we could train.
Newayz...Mr rauf was absolutely cool..he told the group of us about stuff..loads of em..his life's experience..he told us he would make arrangements so tht we could train on monday, friday and sunday..so tht we could have enuff time to study..and he told us about JC selections and how he used to study smart..He even told us bout the time when he was doin his degree and training for world championship competitions and stuff..and now he's shortlisted for south east asian games...he even gave us some tips about how to study smart..He's soo cool..he's the best coach in e world..all of us love him heaps. there was soo much to talk about cuz the bus broke down..waited so long in the middle of the road..and the second bus we took was stopped by a traffic police..and we were like reli curious what was goin on

When we got there..evryone was like in a mood for fun so rauf told us we could do a light run..i was runnign with sindhu and amanda..and we werent reli tired...the weather was gr8 it was drizzling and a lil chilly..so it isnt all desert-y. We hung out at shops and at macdonalds.. and chatted loads like there's no tmr...and in the bus we were totally totally absolutely noisy..and laughing like loons throughout the ride..and shouting 'chewing gum' like kookabaras... the whole way through and talkin about this grrl we call chewing gum..and telling the other grrlz about it
And we later went home with arabel and sindhu..sindhu was soo funny during the bus ride!!! we had soo much in it!!! And we walked home..chatting foreva again..and sis and I saw krystal and ying on the way so we ran after em and walked home with em.
Today's a reli reli kewl day!!

Kewl

training today was pretty kewl..cuz rauf wasnt there..i trained together with sindhu, zakiyah..shikin..amanda and sis..they were crackin loadsa jokes before we went to the slope to start our training..we did four real slopes..3 short tres steep slope..2 stairs..and one downslope..when we were supposed to do 10 real slopes. lol. my timing has shot up i must say..cuz running with em made me push myself..ive neva gotten tht timing b4..and we went on to do the steep slope..its a tiny long grassy hill and we've gotta run up..when we were at the tip we would just lay on the grass and start chatting while enjoying the nice scenery at the peak of the hill..the blue sky bla bla..training with all of em is so cool. and we laughed abt the leeches durin our camp in e jungle in another country, malaysia, the year before..And while gettin down the steep hill at one point i lost my balance and sprained my ankle..but its ok alredi..no biggie. den we walked back to schl once we'd completed evrything..by tht time it was abt 6 pm..krystal ying and the others was no where to be seen..and i just found out tht sindhu has this executive house which occupies the whole 5th level ..something like a penthouse and her dad drives a big family mercedez and there's a TV in the car as well!!!! OMG. she's so rich. tht mercedez must have caused a bomb...probably about 300,000 at least.
Newayz..training today was so fun and cool with zakiyah..shikin..sindhu and amanda around..But my legs were totally killin me
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
there's another earthquake..there's so many earthquakes lately ..even singapore felt a lil shake..the tsunami might come back again...this is so scary..2000 pple died in this earthquake..and experts say major earthquakes might soon hit again..like the tsunami one..omg so many pple have died..

A lot of naff ...and a touch of twee

the day started out with um..dragonflies dive-bombing around durin assembly..and tht's the thing i hate. cuz uve gotta stand at attention when singing the national anthem and wot if those nasty creepy wide-eyed tiny beast..lands happily on ur ears..or worse..ur nose.. Sacreud bleu. I dun even wana think about it. And some of my frenz behind were giggling at me.. while i tried to duck..It was so horribly nightmare-ish. with those dragonflies flying about..and ur not able to move..And wenan kept tryina scare me..i felt this wind blowin in my ear and was stunned and i saw him on his fours..he'd been crawling towards me b4 blowin into my ear. A lot of naff ...and a touch of twee.
then the lessons were horribly borin and the whole day evryone was at the border of snoozeland. den we had check up which we had to wait for two hours..and we ran here and about..enuf to fill our tummy for lunch..ran back again..for another english mock test..ran back again for the check up..ran home again... Bliss. i thought. At last..when the door swung open and there stood arabel and sis..they've not gone for training..so tht means i could still go for my training..i wasnt reli late. Which means ive gotta rush to get myself properly attired..run to the stadium..rush to do my warm-ups.. and start the tres vigorous leg workout..But i couldnt take it..i was soo awfully sleepy..so i asked arabel and sis to go without me..so thats how i skipped my training.

Groovy

i had soo much hmwk today..and a chemistry test tmr..im not botherin to memorise the colors of the different chemicals..my brain will go bust. and dad came back from his vacation finally..first id thot he was gona be there..to ummm..but he'd asked if we wanted to come with him..so there's nuffin sneaky goin on.. :
And he came home and bought Britney's latest album for meh!!!!! Fantabulosososo.
id prayed for him evryday when he wasnt around
newayz...Im goina change my hairstyle tmr..im not gona tie it in a ponytail no more..im so bored of my high ponytail..so um...ull see =)
and ive just realized tht the spiky earstud i bought recently came not in a pair but just one! just one!! and it was so xpensive..the saleslady wrapped it up immediately after id made my selection...i couldnt help feeling mortified..why would neone wana wear just one earstud on one ear. Geez. : Groovy..just groovvy.. Not.
okie its gettin so late now..and there's school tmr..therefore im goin off to snoozeland right now if u dun mind. Nitey nite.

okie..we had trainin today..den we..Oh! i hate it when they give it all away in a title. ull just have to read on :P

Hola! we had training today..the mile-age..its been months since we've ran there..and i was running with sindhu and sis..and sindhu was soo fast and she didnt seem to look tired at all. And i guess we're the only ones who completed the whole thing..the ones who ran all the way to the end of the park..cos we didnt see anybody else at the end of the park and we know some of our frenz were resting somewhere 9/10s away frm the point we're to turn back. I hate tht place its ur ideal natural oven..with unbearable sunlight shining like thousands of lasers.
And we rested in the gym for a while..sindhu was talkin among a group of boyz..and i heard krystal telling sis bout something..so i joined and we sorta joined sindhu's group as well..only for a lil while talkin bout this grrl who's crazily ,madly in love with hariff..and he's freakin out.
And went to eat with krystal, ying, joanne, and sis. we laffed at jokes and stuff..den evryone went their seperate ways..but i wasnt goin home i was meeting wy to shop at causeway...And when we were there..we waited for wy like forevaaaaaa...wy was takin ages so we went to shop ourselves..wy called and i went to the place to pick her up..den we walked so much my legs were getting numb..but i bought two ear studs today..one's sticking out like a big curvy spike...Groovy...and the other a reli big black ..um..sphere?..yup a sphere it is. But im so sad cos i just found out tht its too big to be wearing tht to school!! so ive gotta continue wearin this 'motocycle-shaped' ear stud until ive got enuff money to buy another one... Bumma
went home and crashed into bed and slept there foreva.

At da Pitz yet again

today was okay..we had our training and my timing was reli bad..id expected it to betta..but sindhu had ankle injury...and it got worse cos she persevered..she could have stopped but she didnt want..uve got such strong will sindhu!!! howeva pls pls take care..ur leg and health is very impt!!!Ying did well too!!! But i did reli bad..my timing was reli horrible..so i went home feelign rather bad..annd absolutely zonked..my eyes were half -closed i could even see my lashes

AND BTW!!! Luke is sitting beside me for some reason..i saw him sitting next to me this mornign where simon was supposed to be situated..argh! I sorta wished he hadnt cos for the past few days for a few hours when for some reason he came to sit beside me..he was emm..quite..irritating..its like im suddenly afraid to just say anything cos he'll suddenly come to my attention..and ask like yes?? duu need my help??..oh its like this bla blla lbla bla bla blabla ...
i mean its nice he's tryina help or nething but i just wana have some peace to myself!!! sometimes i just make a lil noise like thinking to myself bout something and stuff and he turns to me and asks yess??? bla bla bla bla...And i dared on open my mouth for the times he sat next to me..i reli reli wished he hadnt..cos sometimes i might be askin the other guy nx to me some question and he;ll think its for him and i wasnt even talkin to him for god's sake!!i reli reli wished he would stop being..emm..irritating..i reli reli wish he would just leave me alone for a day!!! i dun wana be mean or nething..i cant possibly tell him..hey pls go back to ur original place..cos it;ll be mean..!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELPPPPPPP somebody i need advice!!!! Britney asks me to just tell him to shut up cos she noes how irritating he is..in fact he;'s not reli popular..and perhaps im probably the only one who isnt mean to him..so he's doin this..But i guess its goin overboard!!!

from my window, the moon glows like a good dream. Gently glimmering behind the curtains..its hauntingly beautiful. the windows of e estates look like big glowing televison screens. the gold-ish orange street bulbs look blurrily beautfiful...
Heyy, that was pretty poetic...
or maybe it just sounds like the rantings of a nutter; i dont know.
Blame my sudden genius/nutter rantings on the fact that the speaker situated in front of me blasting the same jojo's song over and over again. Sis insisted.
And the fact that im in completely alerty-relaxed mode. writing whateva i see and whateva that comes to my mind.
well..i did my own mile-age training a while ago..just right before the sun faded..and all turned dark. there's this long stretch of un-obstructed pathway that hardly anyone walks..ull only see a wide-tarred road beside u..with cars whizzing pass u..
Im so afraid of turf city..its like there's this ball of curse which i cant step into lingering around turf city..esp the slope.. (0_0) ..I have to try to hit 16..but its soo difficult.

today was cool..but i kept thinkin bout it..i am totally clueless bout what i shd do next..Still reeling frm it. finalleh someone who could help..arabel..if the truth's spilled..evrything and i mean evrything..will turn topsy-turvy..like kaboom! and suddenly evrything u neva dreamed of happenin happens..nothing is real no more. its like a horrible nightmare tht u cant wake up from. well except, its no dream. I consulted arabel..she was reli supportive and told me abt what i shd do..cos she's quite close to us as in she noes my family background and stuff..well ive gotta admit..she's a very good comfort-er...its a blessing to have her as a friend.
today we had training..and evryone was slackin away..it was so funny..its like me breathless and worn out and at the brink of a collapse..walkin towards the playground they were chillin at n laffin away cos they started first and ended it fast..Deep down i felt like laffin cos it was such a contradictorial scene. but i only ran 6 real sloped..and 1 edited one...
Sis is sufferin from some kind of lung ache or sumfin..she cant train..and she's goin down..i noe how it feels..its like ur desperate to train but u cant..and den u watch urself go down. tht's freaky
Kewl day newayz...beautiful as alwayz..ill have to train harder to improve..i might wana do some mile-age tmr..

I hate chemistry practical. Im missin my lunch bcos of it..and now ive gotta rush of for training. L8erz

life will neva be the same again..not after this..not after id found out about this..i dont even noe how ill face it nemore..i cant live life like normal like nothing eva happened..and i cant say it..i cant eva say it..i can tell no one..only sis..i dont even noe what will happen when mum knows bout this..i dont even wana think about it..it'l be horrendous..my life's gona be shattered..I dont know what to do nemore..i cant pretend..i cant..not after what ive found out
Im not blaming dad..i cry the whole night..
I blame myself..for not showing enuf care for him..blame myself tht ive neva reli showed him tht i love him..tht he'd resort to tht..it was somehow me contributing to it..
our family's no longer the same...not as we were in the past..when i was young..and dad had to go to england for his scholarship for a long period..mum cried..dad sent her a lovely postcard with 'I love you's...and we missed dad ..and dad missed us..we were his lil angels..we drew our family..sis and me...with scrawny colorpencils...and he loved it and pasted it on his wall in england..
But that's all in the past..now evrything;s wrong..i feel different..this family..
when suparti was still around..life was amazing..i could tell her almost evrything when i was upset..now i need someone..to cry to..but she's gone. She's the only one who truly cared..she'll cry with me..console me..and ill give her a hug...
I have to stop crying or my tears will run out.