chill!!

Chill will she??
fancy screaming her head about..the house is gona explode from the vibrations of her wild naggings!

i got up today..thinkin id just woken up from some long afternoon nap when i realized it was 9.30..id thot the clock was spoilt so i went out to check..indeed it was ur typical rise-and-shine mornings..I am mutating into a sotong these days!!!! True, i love Squidward from spongebob squarepants...but i sincerely do not wish to mutate into him!!!!!!

And then i remebered..shopping day!!! at orchard!! we're just gona walk walk walk around orchard...Far East Plaza!! Fabulous! Heeren!!! double fabulosity!! Blah blah!! ( i dont know the name!) triple fabulosososo! So vibrant!! can u just feel the excitement?! .. okay enough of this nonsense.

Amanda, arabel, sis and i first went to heeren where we first hit Flash Splash!!! KEWL stuff they have there where mandy bought her ROXY wallet!
And then we saw myuk girl's pencil box!! VINTAGE!!! totally!! But id just recently bought a pencil box so my heart was broken into a zillion brittles when my eyes set its gaze on it.

Sis bought a velvety bag..i had totally no idea what i was gona buy..in fact id thot id walk home holding nuffin but oxygen in my fists..when my gaze landed on this huge poster of bags sold at 12 dollars
My heart skipped..like evrything was blurry..i walked towards the shop in a possessed sorta daze..floating..floating..And stopped..the bags were so kool!! and tht emily bag usually seen in more than words!!! omg..its usaully sold reli expensively ..but now its 12! can u believe it?! I know u are there sitting on ur chair in front of the com..wide eyed..or have probably just flipped ur being backwards and foaming through ur mouth in shock. Buttt Its true!! It is!! Ripley's believe it or not!

I fell in love!! and bought it of course..And im still in love!!! Is this what u call love at first sight?! yess of course it is!

Im gona carry it tmr during trg..infact when i got home..after watching spongebob..i left for trg..still loving it..carried it to my private training!! PRIVATE trg?!! u might get another shock! before u call the ambulance..well..it isnt what u think..its only a special trg set aside by the 4 by 100m team..Shikin, peihee, zakiyah and me. Now have u chilled?!

okay..so my special trg was reli late..at night u could say..so shikin was there lookin as paris-hilton-like as eva..so i ran with her for the warm-ups when peihee came..looking around lost-ly before we got our hands sore from waving out to her.

We did mostly...chattings..like abt food and ice-cream and Stuff..abt comps..abt our leg pains. (ive got one now and it isnt ur typical muscle ache sadly.) PAIN PAIN PAIN!!

Just why?? i hope itll miraculously cure on my trg days

where one will be held tmr!! but there's gona be a foto shoot. And evryone will come..includin sindhu!!! and sis and arabel

We were chatting abt being locked up in the stadium cos it was too late when we decided it was high time to leave before we reli get locked up in the creepy stadium..i dont wanna sleep with fleas landing on my nose evry split second..so shikin had to go home..but peihee and I went to eat at chong pang..
I have got to admit!! i suddenly miss the healthy food at home!! eating too much unhealthy food can make me feel sick as well..oily-poilly( i invented this word myself!)

But it was fun with peihee around..excluding the part when she told me abt her ghost story which can make a cobweb shudder.
So i went home..with my heart pounding hammer-ly in my ribs..or most biologically..my lungs..as i walked home closing my eyes at dark creepy areas..And i asked sis to take the lift with me home...
The lift is surrounded by mirrors okay?! there goes my big cloud of imagination.

I am sleepy again..as if u havent heard it for a hundred times alredi.
Therefore i shall enter slumberland soon enuff after i brush my teeth.

hah

Two posts in one day..i have a knack of writing..correction..typing alot!
i guess u pple have got to admit tht as well..since all my posts cant help but are alwayz a mile long.
Sis and I just chatted with stephy on the phone and it was so fun
okay before u jump to da big conclusion tht ive got sumfin screwed up there in da brain..I mean yea..how in da world can just chatting on the phone be 'so fun'...but chatting with steph is alwayz fun haha! There.
And ive just realized cbox is down.
I am declaring how upset i am abt this. i SHall land on da top of the manager's desk and roar,"Screw you Big-brain!"
um..which concludes..No hope of pple flooding today
And ive been tryina reach weiyu but to no avail..
i tried calling her home but she's out! and she didnt call me along!
Call me after u see this plss wy!
And tmr..ive got trg at NIGHT!
ISnt tht the kewlest thing on earth?!?! at NIGHT! so i dont have to stuff myself down with health food dinner from home.
I can eat unhealthy Food!!! kool eh?
um..there's sumfin wrong with tht picture ive got to admit

gaga

I went to the wrong place again..i was the only Ai tracker soul in the stadium..and it hit me tht it was supposed to be in school.
Could i get anymore gaga-ish.
NO ONE went to the stadium..only the pathetic ME had too much cheeze campbell soup and bust her brain tht she couldnt even think straight.
So when i got to school...(which i lost my way whilst tryina take a short-cut..so much for greediness..we shall learn a lessons here, Children) peihee and mandy plus lihua were alredi walkin in my direction outta schl for warm-up when they zapped in, " U went to the stadium right?"
So evryone knew...and i mention evryone cos the nxt thing i knew..the malay grrlz were also chanting, " u went to the stadium right"
So i went to the slope ALONE..i might add...cos i was late..'Ive learnt my lesson here,' proclaims me.
10 slopes...i found lihao, fanli and shikin sweating hotly and their shiny(funny term) skin glittering under the tres tres merciless sunlight.
I felt like dying while doin the workouts..which is quite an understatement since i felt like i really was dying..like my lungs needed extra oxygen but there isnt enough O2 in our air..so much for global warming..( is tht the cause anyway?! cos if thts reli the case im gona destroy all plastic bags on the Universe since its creation, as if thats possible i know..but still!!! )
when i finally completed only 8..i decided it was high time i bask in the air con..and did i mention i got an uneven tan? parts of my skin where its covered was fair and the other parts were brown. Just my luck!

and the rest of the time was spent on nonsense like playing volleyball or chatting which took up 2 hrs or more. But i went home feeling sleepy..but no i didnt crash into bed i started workin on my new layout. Okay so ive let the cat out of e bag..but i cant help it okay?!
And i finished. done. Song-a-long-ding-dong.
funy how im not feeling as excited and satisfied as how i used to work on previous layouts. But nvm
Its vintage! even though u dont know the meaning which i know some of u dont..ull learn a new word in ur dictionary! cos when u see it..well it just flashes into ur mind 'vintage'.. okay i shd stop bragging..u might probably learn the wrong thing!

SO much for evrything. Renee is cute. and peihee hurt her hand and sis and muji wasnt home when i was. And i just finished eating popiah.

jahbulososo

im ur average limp cabbage.
lift my arms up and it will fall lazily in place like hands of corpses
wobble~ I just came bac frm trg and i was 2 hrs late..i was sleeping when peihee called me to say trg started earlier..so okay
i got there and the sun was ur heating coil and the stadium was ur oven.
i was supposed to do 600m 12 times..but i only did like 5..or was it 4?
and we had to train for 4 by 100m which we totally are dying for the medal..its reli hard
i made loadsa errors..like when i stepped at the wrong lane..i was just worned out..Even my brain cells weren't functioning properly evrything was in a blurry-hotty-light-y (the sunlight) mess
And after evrything..i felt like my lungs were on the verge of exploding...or did i just had lung cramps? I wonder if there's such a medical illness anyway?..Is havin cramps even an Illness?!!!

well then i went eating lunch and shopping with Zarina, peihee and lihua...all the sprinters. Haha new faces for a change it used to be arabel, amanda, joann, sindhu, or whoeva would be taggin along.
we walked around like a zombie..our legs were sucked dry like it needed extreme effort to lift it to take a step. And with this...i shall Proclaim!!! tht..Northpoint is the most Boring shopping mall ON the planet!!

I am zonked i shall need a nap to recharge my Biology batteries. My muscles in my fingers are losin its charge...(high-pitch)ewewewewewweewwoooooooooooo(low-pitch)

therefore Gd afternoon i shall sleep in peace now tht sis is swimming ( i cant say gdnight can i? its only noon!)

whirlpool

Hectic.. a day id call yesterday..evrything happened in a whirlpool..it was so messy..so surprising..so unexpected..sooo un-called for.
U wouldnt even believe it...okay mayb u will.

I wanted to give u guyz a surprise...i guess i got myself a real surprise yesterday..
well my surprise for you is tht...I went for Flag day yesterday!! Unfortunately i was in AMK holding a silver tin and walkin like a gaga around the neighbourhood askin for donations..u noe u have to smile when doin this..the last time i did it..i had mouth cramps
Well thats because i was more serious abt doin it the last time..but this time..it was a pain doin it.
WAIT!! before u jump to the big conclusion that Im the only human being with the smallest black-ish heart on the planet...LEt me explain!
Pple at AMK were kind of umm..boring..or mayb i was just bored myself..My eyes were droopy and my yearning to enter slumberland was overpowering..but still i tried evry effort to open my eyes wide like those Bratz dolls..(they've got humongous eyes)

well then i got reli sick..reli i was..so most of the flag day time was spent on the travelling time in the bus...and the library and our lunch at KFC in causeway point (Junk food..my chances of dyin of cancer has increased)..and a bit of window shopping at ESPRIT. U are probably wonderin..what the hell i was doin in all these places when i was supposed to be standing around smiling and asking for donations..Yess..i guess i am just gona admit that im the worst teen known to humanity. Sinhu..u were so lucky u didnt come with us or ud be borin ur ass off till uve got no more butt left.

we got back..arabel, amanda, sis and i...finally..all happy we could go home..me too..i reli was..i was soo tired..we skipped we skipped we skipped home. BUt i got an SMS in the MRT... a weird mysterious one...
"remember to bring ur No. tag"
i was well..confused..so here comes ur first clueee to the surprise i had. i replied and asked qns but there was no reply..so i didnt bother..went home and crashed my head into my pillow and slept for... 4 FUL HOURS!!! Jeez...i neva thot i was that tired.
but fortunately i ddint sleep for another hour bcos i wouldnt have received that fateful call...
(im creating a suspense here..bear with me!!)
I woke up..still groggy-eyed. when my hp rang..i picked it up and there was ying...the background was reli noisy.. she said sumfin like ," hey u guyz entered the finals"
"WOW! thts so cool" was my reply since i totally did not expect it from thursday's 4 by 100m failed race caused by me. FINALS thats real cool...but WAIT! ..bcos the surprise was more than meets the eye...
"And the finals is today..at 7.40pm..u have to come now"
WHAT?!!!!! was my reaction...it was alredi 6.30 and it takes an hour from my hse to the comp..plus we had to alredi report at 7.30pm..there was just no way i could do my warm up which was extremely impt.
The nxt thing i knew..evrything happened so fast it was in a mad whirlpool..i was in tht whirlpool
So i yanked dady out of bed to drive me there but it was a heavy storm so he had to drive slow but there wasnt any rain ova at the comp so the race's arent gona be delayed! RUSHED RUSHED RUSHED and the nxt thing i knew i was facing bats and Moths agen. i rushed there..i did my warm-ups..i saw coach PAndian agen but he didnt greet me, instead..he tried to catch my attention by pointing to me and telling a group of guyz about my athletic history..thats when i turned to say HI and thats when he asked," do i noe u"
I guess that was his revenge..but i said yea...and then i heard laffters..i must have had a ridiculous expression plastered on my face..but he shook my hand nxt and smiled..he was jokin..a revenge-y one..he must have been thinkin then how sweet-ish revenge is. i alwayz get laughters evrytime i do sumfin..i just dont know why..mayb its just in evryone's genes that they have to laugh at my actions or maybe its just in my genes.
I didnt care..a mad dash..peihee was cool..she was very supportive..zarina and shikin too. I waited on my track for the gunshot..when flies and bees started flying down i had to ask ths chinese high boy to shoo it off from my track..he kicked it away gently..and went back to his grp of frenz bragging how compassionate and kind he is to animals.

I didnt care..i had to concentrate. my stepings were accurate..evrything was okay..until i started running when the baton was in my hand..this cresent grrl was real fast and this nanyang too..at the last 20m..i was tired..i reli was..but i had to move on..i couldnt rest until the baton was passed to zarina..thats when the error occured..the stepping..they were too far..she left too fast..but i was soo tired..reli i was..i had to sprint after my legs were stretched..too far..we were almost out of the passing zone..she had to slow down..seconds lost..
And so we didnt win. we lost. But at least we knew our error..rauf had asked her to change the stepping which was a big mistake. Nvm..evrything's cool.

What's cooler was the nxt race..4 by 400m when our schl team, shikin, zakiyah, krystal, and fanli were running..we were last at first..for the first round until zakiyah caught up with even the first runner at the last 100m..and thats when evryone started screamingggg..screamingg..another whirlpool of screams..i was surrounded by screamingss..we werre all cheering..dw, there was no murder. and the baton was passed on..our schl was leading..even the second runner was far far behind..we got first..but there was the other races to fret abt..we only knew we were in the top 3..until i heard the four grrlz screaming..and thats when we found out they got FIRST!! first in singapore!!! evryone screamed and hopped...okay maybe only US..our school members..the rest of the stadium was pitch-quiet..so the whole stadium was watching our hystericals..until rauf asked us to hush cos he wanted us to 'act cool' it was gettin too embarassing
The boyz did well too..for the third round hakim managed to get us a second until the last one..i guess there were too many good runners we got fifth but i still think they did excellently well. we stayed back for the prize-giving ceremony it was so nice to see em getting the prize..shikin, fanli, krstal and zakiyah..and when evrything was over...it was alredi 10.30pm..and i havent even eaten my dinner. so i went to macdonalds with peihee, shikin, radiyah wj..(their fren)..and zarina. They're extremely funny pple..and when all was ova we took the MRT home..where dad's car waited and i got home.

ZZZ

i was horribly tired and sleepy i wasnt thinking straight ytd..
i kept rubbing my eyes and goin babababa
Not to mention blogging 'straight-ly'.
my whole body was sleeping..only my brain cells seemed to be the sole survivor but nonetheless weak...so ytd's post was an ultra long and boring one anyone reading it would fall asleep unless he or she has just drank red bull.
i guess the competition caused it
The tiredness stretched itself till today..even now.
my eyes...their half closed.
I forgot to mention seeing bats at the stadium and big moths...
walking home seemed like a big chore
And i cant wait for extra lessons to be over so i can start painting my nails.
I even bought a black nail polish but realized how scary my hand looked with em.
And thats when i started imagining myself waking up in the middle of one night to find myself staring at long black claws

sis's fish bone is still in her throat.
ms Ng was being funny esp when she said SALA
and...is my spoon cute? ..when she drew the diagram

I need a major long nap...im too sleepy to even eat my SKI strawberry yoghurt
Therefore im going to nap ...and i think it ll be more like a deep sleep..like when sleeping beauty slept for a hundred years when the evil hag poisoned her.

and WY...pls draw ur HITLER agen i wana post it up here and publicize to the world ur beautiful art and also to show my fellow readers what all of us have been cackling at. Hiak Hiak Hiak

yawn

today was supposed to be a super hectic day. I woke up feeling Urgh-y..cos i noe tht i had to rush for chemistry..after which rush off so i could meet mom for lunch at novena Sqaure..after which..on to my doctor's appointment..and after which...COMPETITION!! held at night..or rather late evening

I ate at Ichiban Boshi ..a jap restaurant..(mind u i took quite an effort memorising the spelling) ..And i ate and munched and stuffed and knowin i was gona go for a comp tonight i still stuffed i didnt wana bother..

saw e doctor who's as nice and gentle as santa claus

and i realized i had the time to go home for an hour so i did and napped immediately i reached home and woke up and went to the comp immediately..

i was so glad to see ying there..Yinggg u were soo cool..i think without u i would have not known what to do then and stuff...ying accompanied me and guided me and stuff..Yingg ur da best!!! and she stayed all da way even after her race to support us. That was so great.

And i neva thot..i was sooo nervous..as alwayz..and i saw yating ageennnn...but she had a fren with her this time..also another schl..we're like competitors..and so i spoke to her fren since we were in the same heats...she's so cool..and this malay grrl who looked reli cool..she tried to smile at me a couple of times while i was talkin to yating's fren...I think we were all nervous and we just needed to know tht there are kind and gentle competitors out there as scared and nervous as we are..so evryone tries to be as nice as possible to one another..But unfortunately..i could only give a small smile cos i was alwayz doin some drills wheneva she tried smiling at me..she probably thot i was the nice sort when i spoke to yating's fren.

And believe it or not but i got third...i was leading until the last 200 m...when yating's fren cut ova..followed by another from river valley. (and i just found out tht coach pandian is their new coach..and i didnt even say hullo to him..can't blame me i reli wanted to..but he was alwayz surrounded with a bunch of river valley grrlz..i feel reli baddddd) and i tried to catch up for the last 100m..but okay..ive neva ran so close to the first competitor before but i did. And i got third

Dont be too happy for meee...cos tht was just heats

But i was happy for yating's fren from anderson sec... i mean i reli was..i think she did reli well

plus the lactic acid collected in my butt agen was overpowering

And next stop..another competition..4 by 100m

okay i was nervous cos i hadnt been trg with the team for a reli long time..or u could say..have neva trained with em..so i had no idea abt stepping and stuff..it was all last minute work..it ended with peihee telling me she's got faith in me before we got to our stand...they were pretty serious abt winning and i was part of the team..any mistake and ill drag e team down..
True enufff...i did sorta dragged the team down..i didnt noe what happened to me..i raised my hand even before she said 'Up" and actually didnt sprint off to start but ran slowly to wait for her...Gosh why was i so stupidd...and peihee was screaming RUN JUST RUN

and thts when i came to my senses and ran as fast as i could and i beat a cedar grrl...tht one i could clearly tell cos cedar was beside us...and after evrything..I shook hands with one cedar grrl and said ,' gd race'... she was happy abt tht. Their such nice pple

and i feel reli bad..on my way home i was just blaming myself..we got fourth but if it hadnt been for my foolishness i think we would have done much betta. They might say they neva blamed me...but its probably just a source of comfort.

But i went home quite satisfied..except for the 4 by 100m part...when things start going bad
i neva expected it..
Sis complained she's got fish bone stuck in her throat..which led to alot of issues...like mom worrying abt her being so paranoid...we all agreed she needs a psychiatrist cos its reli reli bad..its not like ur normal paranoia..her case is rather serious cos shes now suffering from stresss alot of it..and lotsa other stuff..she needs help..she wants it too. I myself dunt noe how to help her when she confides in me..
And thats when things started turnin ugly..Stuff happened..Dad got angry..and he threatened and ive neva seem him done tht eva my whole life..and sis and i tried to help..and i knew how fragile mom is no matter how much she tried to hide it when dad screamed at her..she screamed back..but i know very well..she would be crying silently to herself in bed..
I neva expected it..i hate it when they do this..itll take a reli long time before they'll talk to each other agen. Dont they eva think abt sis and i when they do this? i suffer in depression evrytime this happens..like nuffin could piece back my lovely life..i wanted to heal tht wound..but their stubborness would not make it happen.

And i gave sis a talk about God.. she told me stuff tht she neva told my parents when they wanted to hire a psychiatrist..i want to help sis..there's so much behind all this...why does God alwayz help and teach me and guide me..he neva fails to help me..Neva eva..but when it comes to sis..it doesnt happen..god neva reli help her much..okay this is more or less a sister to sister sorta secret so i cant say much.

I wish for evrything to be well agen. GDnite im sleepy beyond anything.

Ringtone Trauma

Some time ago..i had to change my ringtone cos the trendy fanciful ones were too soft! And shrugging..i changed it to well..u could say the worst ringtone known to humanity..but AT LEAST it was useful..it was very loud..i will neva miss a call with tht one. Its so thundery it can cause an earthquake. It goes like the really boring BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. Oh noo im getting all sheepish just typing tht 'bEEP' word.

This morning, emergency calls for it agen..i used the-worst-ringtone-known-to-humanity..cos i needed to pick up Rauf's calls..he's gona inform me when the nx trg is and i must neva miss tht call for the world. SO i left my mobile in my bag..and we had chemistry lessons today..SOoo..while i was filling up the bottle labeled Dilute Hydrogen Peroxide..while evrything was still quiet and evryone was titrating peacefully..The loudest, ugliest BEEP in the universe thundered the lab, The beep tht no decent human being would eva use for their Mobile.
Evryone was shocked of course..exchanged glances..and i was there..pretending it neva happened..but inside..i was simply SCREAMING with embarassment. (whoeva has heard of anyone screaming with embarassment)

ANd thts when i heard another rumble..of giggles and sniggers..while Ms Ng snapped a toneless 'turn off ur phone pls' as i rushed to my bag to shut the irritating thing off. Matilda and cheryl and even weiyu were laughing ..while some weird guyz sang to the ringtone. IT was the most embarrassing thing of my lifee!!! and im just a lil grrl i canoot stand such heavy pressure!! (RIGHT!) It was then tht i wished there was some earthquake to create a big hole on earth so tht the spot i was standing on would collapse into the crust of the Planet. (a considerate wish since only where im standing gets sucked while others can continue dealing with chemicals in the lab)

Evryone was giggling..until ms Ng snapped another toneless ' why is there so much giggling?'

Cuppa

So we had a real laugh today..(or shd I say screaming)..okay..u get the picture..
When u laugh too heartily at times..u end up..um..screaming..sort-of. And im telling u..laughin too heartily is torturous! Yes, it is..i am soo not kidding you!! ur stomach hurts..u wana just explode but ur meer laughter cant seem to fully express ur growing burst of emotion..so unless ur able to burst like how superman burst from his working clothes to his tight outfit...Ull end up screaming which hurts ur throat - Badly!
Plus in my case..with frenz like mat and wy findin new stuff to laugh evry split second just makes evrything worse. Plus without consciousness, shakin ur ass to hip songs and dancin at da same time.
And with da greatest imitator of all time..weiyu! u need imitators when ur gossiping..it just spices evrything up. Funny and exciting..what betta way to vent wot ur feeling abt some numbskulls. And wy and matilda and all of us imitated those meat-heads and fall back to the ground..shall i add..screaming all ova agen with laffter. Luke is not one of em obviously..So dont get the wrong idea luke!!

I dont know..but i have this strong feeling..tht some guyz in our class are just attention seekers.. And its reli sick cos some actually think their hot when their NOT. esp..okay..no name calling.
I mean..its not like im the only one thinking tht way..many others..grrlz i might add..think the same way..when Eileen told me she used to hate this attention-seeking prat..i was wonderin..why 'used'? cos he's alwayz tryina catch attention tht its kinda pitiful. I feel pity for him. Was somewhat her answer..mayb not exactly but it was sumfin like dat anyway.
Ohhh so thts it..so thts it!! Great. Yes i guess thts why im not nasty to him..mayb i pity him as well..what beta way to despice somebody. Matilda and I clapped...Yes Clapped right in front of the computer screen and noddin our heads in satisfaction while wy turned her back on us, playing the lil organ merrily.

Super hot

when my cousin had tried reachin me the whole day by callin a gazillion times when i was out..id thot there was sumfin impt tht he had to say to me..till i managed to call him back only to have found out tht he'd actually wanted to try his new divination thingy he'd read frm this bk, which he claimed Confuscius couldnt master the skill even to his dyin day, on me..it was fortune telling but he wanted to use this divination to help me with my Os. Which was well...not-so-impt afterall. He went on and on without stopping to breathe or for me to explain..cos im a christian so well its a real bad sin to do this sorta thing. I could crystal-clearly remember him saying," im this fuckin asshole tht learnt this chinese mythology tht no amount of western science is able to do" He mentioned FUCKIN ASSHOLE!! Big word there. i neva thot he was tht sort who'd say such words. Okay..so i dont noe my cousins tht well yet.

I neva thot he was tht obsessed until ytd when i heard him tellin one of my devoted buddhist aunts abt two flies flying abt his room evry morning tht they might well know him in his past life. Tht thing sure was doin his head. i couldnt help feelin mortified.

so today..after lessons mat, wy and I went to causeway point. durin the bus trip, they were sayin abt how much they noe abt me..even abt my family and maid and childhood frenz lala. AND they went on chanting..Yes chanting..abt all the things ive said to em abt pple around me the mo i knew em. Both of em were just talkin and talkin in a monotonous accent then laughin to take a breather.

Such greatness, such power!! Omph!

in case u havent realized, ive changed my layout. Thanks to wy who had urged me to. ive decided on one tht's called turnin 16 since im turnin 16 this yr anyway and sixteen is like a big number to a teenage. Even hilary duff made a big fuss out of it when she sang this song 'sweet sixteen'...wots the whole big deal abt being sixteen anyway? well since evryone's so big on sixteen...ive decided to be big on turnin 16 as well. *crosses arms & smugs*

And i wish tht those teenage sales charity pple will stop stepping up in front of me abruptly when im walkin casually to my bus stop all da time. They neva fail to give me a fright. And its not tht tht im reli angry about either. They are alwayz there evry saturday and askin me for donations by buying some coupons. And ive been buying almost evrytime. cos they were sooo pushy the only way to shrug em off is to buy it frm em. And it aint very cheap either. i just bought another one ytd..cos the grrl was practically on her knees. And the thing is..the money doesnt reli go to charity at all..only 10% of my money goes to it..but the others go to the teenagers themselves. Their just using the name of charity to earn money. If it were Arabel, she would have easily shrug em off by putting this stuck up face and saying a resilient No, walkin off briskly even if the teen was huggin her feet. If only i can conjure myself such greatness and power! If Only!! Okay..its not as if ive not done this sorta charity thing before..but mine was purely for charity..i did not take any of the money tht the donor might give. Mine was a voluntary work..and ull feel this sorta great achievement cos u noe ur hardwork has paid off..those poor pple would benefit from ur hardwork. But those teenagers selling coupons are just using the name of charity to get their money.

NO MORE!! and i mean NO more am i eva gona buy another coupon eva! plus its ultra expensive..and ive been givin in too many times. NEVA NO MORE

My yoghurt is very precious to me. But sis decided to learn to like yoghurt so she forced herself to eat my strawberry one. Which is a total waste cos i would have enjoyed it much betta.

Right and now ive gotta key in some stuff abt some polytechnic's admission thingy..im gona graduate but its not like im goin to dad's school which would have been weird..dad would be my lecturer. But im still keying in stuff abt the other teens of my age who are interested in goin to Nanyang poly. and there are tons. Im doin this for daddy when it shd have been his work while he goes off to play badminton at the sports school with his frenz.

And serena's gona streak her hair purple! i suggested red but she says its too "mama" ..im not exactly sure what tht might mean. She says life in JC is neva easy. OKay..ive heard of tht like a thousand times from anybody who's human. College life isnt a basket of cherries.

Wombat

we had trg agen this morning..but i only stayed for an hour cos i had to rush off for facial aftter that..Thank goodness or id have to do more long distance..i understand tht we've got a 400m comp soon..i think..accordin to rauf..i dont even noe which organisation its frm..woteba it is..IM SO NOT READY. Huloo?? ive just started trg after my century-long of inactivity..how is he expecting me to run like a jaguar just within a week of trg. Doh~
And turnin my mobile on this mornin on my way to facial..a new msg frm rauf was wot id received: i am lookin at the CHIJ team and they dont look fantastic.
(he was most probably smugging to himself b4 he'd sent the message..i can almost envision a crystal-clear version of him doin tht)
okay so they havent been reli ready yet as well..but so am i!! i dont look 'fantastic' at all..not now..how du expect someone to look fantastic on the track when she's rested for like a gazillion yrss. So much for that Smug. unfortunately..im not gona make tht smug worthy.

Nice new massage they have ova at facial..id slept when the cold mud was on my face

but the Train was soo crammed..plus i saw some interesting sights..Like these caucasian lady who was dressed in these out-of-the-world dress..weird hat..like in those olden 18th cenutry styled clothing probably only seen in europe.

And these weird lady..tall and lean..who had this over-sized sunglasses on and a bob-style and as fair as bleach soap. She's not local. I mean u dont see tht sorta sight around..she looks as if she's goin to cat-walk in some fashion parade. She looked cruel..and stoney..*jitters*..and while i was imagining how she would suddenly pop out a gun and start shooting the whole train down with a smug like those bad pple they give on matrix, i hadnt noticed an old lady who was standing right in front of me carrying some shopping bags...until sis stood up and gave her sit to the lady. Oopz..talk about being cruel.

And i went to the library after tht and i saw sinting..and wendy too who introduced me to her bro..And i couldnt borrow the fourth book of the mediator series but i got another of meg cabot's which is All American Girl. may not be so thrilling but a bit of light-hearted bks to read might be a nice change. I even got Mates, dates series by cathy hopkins. And some gothic bks for sis.

Would u chill?!

yayness im chillin whoo!
well not exactly if u consider doin emaths torturous..but since its the tys..its as easy as ABC.
so im chillin to some music at the same time. 50 songs in my playlist now tht sure will keep me entertained.
today's a kewl day..cos when sis gets bac frm school..we're gona hit the pool..Splash.
YAY..brown makeover at last. Move ova pale-head! Hooray for tanning!!
And i might go eat at some restaurant today!! Phoenix hotel perhaps.. A buffet will be good. Mmm~

Suck the energy outta me

well in schl..the ss period was okay..wasnt too bad to sit in mr. ivan's class..but Phy was simply torturouss...lets put it this way...i was simply bored to tears. I had totally no idea what he was blabbing on throughout the whole 2 and a half hours..(yes..he extended it, it was only supposed to have been 2 hrs. Thanks, Mr fong.) He extended the lesson without even realizing!!..if only he'd realize how my heart longed to get outta tht class. well finally..the lesson was ova..and i realized i had left my mobile underneath my desk in another class..so i rushed and got it..made a fool outta myself before tht thanks to my poor observation skills..i panicked when i hadnt seen my mob..and only found it after further searching..and this guy witnessing the whole thing chuckled at me.

as if my day aint hectic enuff..i ran all da way down to the gym cos i was alredi 30 mins late for my training..i was afraid id be the only one trg since evryone else started at 8.30..while i started at noon..and id hoped i wouldnt suffer the same fate as how krstyal and the others had...rauf cycling behind while they pant their souls out. He probably had nuffin betta to do den.
Thankgoodness-ly ...he was busy with lihua with her jumps..i was alone alright..in the gym..and there werent much pple around the schl..(thankfully)..or the pple passing by the gym window would be wondering what kind of weird moron is tht? i mean alone in the brightly lit humongous gym..and doin those weird..um exercises?.. (okay thats strengthening i had to do)

but i had to run 50 mins on the tread mill..thankss to britney and her boyf's discouragement scrawled all ova the whiteboard facing me in front of my tread mill..i only stopped at 30 mins. and they were laughing..and drawing stuff..like a chair..a bed..and writing things like..'comfy' ..all da distractions tht i seriously dont need. But i gave in to em in the end..me bad. but i was seriously too tired anyway..cos i was awfully hungry..and after tht whole afternoon..
Energy was practically sucked outta meee...since i suddenly realized how weak and hungry id gotten..but i did as much gym work and strengthening as i could then walked ova to rauf at the volleyball court..to actually tell him tht im goin off..but it was a long walk..a long long walk..fortunately rauf's psychic powers activated and waved a big gdbye even before i got to him. so thts how i started yanking my body to my nxt destination..home..finally..yea but a long long way..i was sucked outta energy..u cant blame me for not being able to walk properly right?

And believe me..i walked the slowest walk id eva walked..i was hungry, drained, painful ( knee injury) ...i was practically draggin my evry step..and i guess i was finally walkin like arch who alwayz walks like a snail. ( i think she'll be very happy to hear tht).. Such a long long long wayyy homeee...

yea in case u wana noe the ending..i got home..obviously..and had gastric pains as well. and feeling totally weak i was even speaking slowly like Patrick in spongebob squarepants.

Why sure..ill play BETTA!!!

The Goofy Goober song is blasting through my speakers..and guess who the artist is??..Spongebob Squarepants!!
Put it this way, if I saw the words "Bored", "Scary", "even more Scary".. on a form with tick boxes..id tick evry one of em. Bored cos i was doin emaths qns tht were neva betta set. (oh yea ya noe? what betta way to lie)
Id tick scary cos...
besides buzzin around like a busy bee with my emaths..i was also busy clattering my teeth when i heard abt priti's ghost story at one point..then i called wy..and she told me yet another ghost story. double clatterin. Now u noe why id tick "even more scary"
Yess..what betta way to spend my day doin Emaths ten year series which are a total insult to the intelligience. can't the experienced examiners in cambridge set betta papers?? its almost a pain doin em. 6 + 8 divided by 2 =?

Sheez

The bk i just read..it was overwhelming..it was the best book ive eva read in my whole life..Its as thrilling as harry potter..but It has something..something unexplainable abt the book..something tht teaches something..like a moral..or something..it was something..tht pieced together now tht id finished reading it..something to do with my present life...it was amazing what Suze did for Jesse and what Jesse did for Suze..in the book i mean..and what Suze's father did for her..There was so much tht speaks abt Love...loads..it was the most touching book ive eva read...ive neva cried like this after id finished reading any book..this was the only book tht id actually cried so badly for..like how id cried so badly the night i found out what dad had done..bcos they were related anyway..
The book was so touching..and in the right way..the love shared between jesse and suze..and her father's love for her..it ended in a sadly-yet-happily way...OKay there i go again..im starting to feel tht painful lump on my throat..i think im gona burst like a waterpipe again..And not becos this book was just a story tht was just touching and thaats it.. it reflected something abt life...and tht's love..and im not only talkin abt BGR..it was how it wrapped up..
I learnt alot..readin this book..as if it was related to my life..Now i understand why meg cabot mentioned abt her dad when she was introducing this book..and i was confused at the start readin the first book cos there wasnt reli anything abt Suze's father in the book..nuffin reli abt the father so why meg cabot chose to mention something abt her dad in the first place?
It was only in the last book tht there was more abt Suze's father..and it was soo touching..what her father did for her..and evrything..And the jesse thing..it was so touching..
And i learnt alottt..something in my life and i was gona cherish it..before itll be gone
So the book was educational afterall..thank God.

Id just trimmed my hair anyway..i dont like it when its in a ponytail it looks weird..i prefer it to be let down..it looks much nicer..kinda like what i always wanted for my hair...Arabel cut her hairr..alottt!! its reli short now evryone's gona be so shocked when they see her...its reli stylish and cool neway..
Id prayed tht itll turn out okay..and last night id actually prayed for the insect hovering around my bedroom to not be enterin my ear

And this afternoon after knowin tht sindhu was no longer in track i was shocked and saddened..i think itll be reli hard to adjust...all of us wont be seeing much of her or spend time with her now..its reli sadd reli..

My eyes are gettin puffy..
i think im bcumin a goldfish soon

Kewlnezz

woohoo! Os are ova..i hope i get an A..i reli do..
the first paper of my o lvl exam was rather shd i say...jittery..i couldnt help shivering..and from the corner of my eye i could see sis raising up her hands not one but a few times..Doh~..out of 300 ova pplein da examination hall. Askin things like..'What is da date today?', 'Oh my barcode faded..what am i supposed to do abt it?'...'Oopz..I dropped my pen could u pick it up for me?'

All in all i thot it was okay..i had plenty of time for PP1

Yayness...No more chinese for another 1/2 a yr!!!!

Id thot trg was gona be held in the mornign..which was gona clash with my exam..till arabel called me later to tell me tht trg was at 3.30pm..Bah! but she called pretty late..and id alredi bathed and stuff..so i decided not to go but i did my own trg in the evening around my house..

And had serious chest pains..probbaly due to the long period of inactivity..
so i went to my clubhouse's Gym..and i blast the speaker in the gym reli loud. I hope that middle-aged lady in da gym didnt mind. And den i wanted to swim..its been like hlaf a yr since i swam..but it was gettin reli dark neway..and i might as well swim in the mornign when i can get a nice tan.

And when i got out of the gym.i saw lihua...she just came back from trg...and she said tht evryone went out to eat..tht sounded like total fun!! I shd have gone there! argh!

Yay..Newayz..im goin to junction 8 with arabel tmr..or somewhere arnd tht area to get a hair cut. Im still not sure whether i wana get one..ill see first.
And yay im buying a hair rebonding Kit. its also a hair curler kit actually.

And yay i can finalleh read my mediator series!! Stoopid sis!! being totally unreasonable as hell. She's like a spoilt child wanting what she wants and if she doesnt get it..she screams and yells until the house collapses..and starts stomping her feet till an earthquake happens. cant she just get a grip on herself sometimes?

Ill probbaly spend my whole night reeading!!

I just called rauf through his cellphone..and he says he wants me to go ova to 4 by 100m..So what could tht mean?? am i doin sprinting from now on?? or do i still have to do more 400m?? Id reli rather do sprints than long distance..honestly.

*yawnz* mayb we shd hear abt tht not-so-interesting speech some otha time

OOpz..precious time spent on typing into my cyber world..if my cyber world is to be alive..ill make sure tht it shows me some appreciation!! considering the vast amount on time ive been spending on it. OH and yea ill make sure it gives me some good adivice when i need one..considering how much ive been pouring stuff into it.. Yea..i know..I wish!

'Who floated the air biscuit? it stinks around here. ' one of my thoughtlines on saturday night in case u wana noe. In other words, its just means, 'who farted?'

well id just finished my chinese revision at 1..but not for pp1.. so id decided to take a breather by doin some typing

Ive not been goin for trg..and im so worried as well..my stamina's goin down..and there's nuffin i can do!!! except to train..yea right as if i can find time for it. and sis is majorly obssessed with Yoga..center urself... well u cant blame her..she's alwayz havin panick attacks..she needs some tranquil in her life..and No one in da hse is to speak or make any sound durin her tranquil time. Yea right tht isnt tranquil for me!

whoo

Id managed to relax before a blood vessel of mine could burst this afternoon..there was just too many stuff i was mad abt..freakingly mad! My blood pressure ran so high i became a walkin red-faced-tomato head..except..i wasnt walking at all..i was just sitting on a blue chair..reminiscing abt all the things tht happened..And thts when my blood started boiling to 200 degrees celcius..and i started typing into my private diary at a speed of 200km/h! And thts when i started swearing profanities into my poor lil diary while it sweated and bit its nails (yea right)

After an hour of writing..i went on to my blog..somehow still breathing like those angry big-bad buffaloes u see on looney tunes..(do i sound scary? Mayb Not.) which was then ying told me the reli kool news abt her winning third. And miraculously..(wow)..as if my mechanisms wanted to take a break..i relaxed..and was happy! Well so ive reli gotta thank ying for this kewl miracle.
Im so happy for u Ying!!! I reli do!

Talentime was a blast??..or shd i say mm..the performers were reli good..On to sumfin else

Argh! pple are getting crazy these dayz!Thts wat made me so mad..some pple are getting on my nerves! (i am now wondering who made this 'gettin on my nerves' idiom..which nerve isit anyway?)

Ill get it..while U sit there and watch geddit?! Ud better get it right! And no one will treat me tht way..and ur no exception..the nx time it happens again..Im gona umm...dont noe.

But i think ill forget abt it soon enuff..i alwayz do..thts why u neva noe what im thinkin anyway..u dont even noe when im angry.. Ur so mean u neva used to be like this. Woteba.

Btw,..I got e 13th position in class...and i totally didnt expect it..i used to be like last few in class..and was alwayz struggling to try not to get last..when i first entered this class..evryone here was so smart..since it was like da smartest class in da level..AND i struggled and struggled (Argh!) struggled struggled..(ARGH!!) and yes i pulled through..neva in my dreams have i expected myself to be top 20 in class..and id actually gotten 13!!!..but my level position was 16!!
well thts good enuf for me i think..
well to maintain tht way i think ive just reli got to struggleeeeeeeeeeeee agen and not be complacent =D

The amazing, floating whatzit.

Whoo! the mediator series is gettin famous..its simply the best bk eva on the planet.
Its I and E day today..and my grp was supposed to do a grp presentation in front of the whole schl durin assembly on our innovation we did last yr..but somehow...somehow..the powerpoint couldnt work..which was in the disket..And i was supposed to be responsible for it. SO we were on stage..when the laptop hanged when the disket was inserted in..so..we didnt have to present anyway..And my grp members were..Um..Unexpectedly - Happy! cos they'd claimed id just saved em from doin the reli jittery scary thing of presenting in front of like a few thousand pple.

then we had this flying object competition thingy which we were supposed to just watch..while representatives of our class take part in the flying comp where the object which floats the highest wins...the funniest was the sparkler thingy..evryone was getting excited when the thing slowly burned up to the whatzit..we waited..waited..evryone was gettin reli silent..watching..when the thing finished burning..we expected it to like shoot up into the sky..and some of us were actually geared to actually run away in case the lil rocket comes shooting at us..Butttt it didnt..it just stayed there..where it was..And THEN..u could have guessed wot happened nx..the whole school was roaring..yup with laffter. And i could still remember vividly ..tht scenario..of matilda laughing..her mouth was like reli wide-opened..and her eyes were drawn into a line..and the background..legs kicked up high in the air..pple bending to their knees..Pure Laughing CHaos.

E3's one was reli gd..some newspaper they burned and stood aside..and den it slowly and steadily floated..this reli big bag of paper black ash floating in the air...but it fell when the ash disintegrated. It was reli kewl.

After the Os ..few stuff im gona do...1) read e 6th bk of the mediator
2) Go for a swim to get a brown makeover aka a tan. I need it real bad..im gettin too white.
3) Go ova to Arch's hse mayb..for a nice thosai
4) Hit the malls in Orchard.
5) mayb to buy a Roxy wallet
6) Oh..get a nice haircut..a lil trimming
7) do my own trg.

And for my next trick...(Oof)

Yet another day of intensive mt revision but it was well..not too borin cos i sat with matilda, wy and cheryl. And there..we kept laughin..(okay more like me laughin alone)...we talked abt lotsa stuff..(tht werent even related to Mt revision)...and then we decided on singing..and um..i was forced to sing first then they will soon follow after..okay..but i couldnt..it was such a queer environment to be singing cos i only sing at home in my bed or bath rooom. but even before i could start..i kept laughin..for no apparent reason..mayb it was just too weird..newayz..managed to do it..but could neva reli successfully finish a song. i kept skipping to the nx song. so whateva..even after singing for so long..no one wanted to sing..the 1 % idiot factor.

Yeepz

todayz a kewl day..even though it ended with me being as tired as whateva. and id missed my revision..and im supposed to complete it by today hulo?? tht sports day heats thing took soo long before they actually started..argh..cant they be more productive..newayz...guess what id lost but it was still the kewlest day of my life becos the competitors were all the kewlest pple there is on earth. Luv em all.
caught ya. okay well i didnt not win..i got two gold medals for two of my individual events.
well i didnt think id get first for the 100m thingy cos pei was there..and she's reli good..mayb its the weather but whateva it is...she's the koolest person on earth..she's the best..i was with her throughout and She's the kewlest person on earth..shes so nice and funny lol..
anwayz...right after tht..i was so tired but i had to report to the 400m race which well..u can call a nightmare..i dont reli fancy a lil bit of long distance u noe..and plus the competitiors were reli strong..anwayz..i was panting like crazy..but soon relaxed and kept praying..and when tht thing went beep..i just ran...um..i hope rauf doesnt see the timing anywayz cos i dont think it was reli good anyway..i think this was the slowest i ran of all my other comps...But the others were reli reli reli kewl too..i mean they didnt get as much trg as id got..and they still did reli good. evryone was soo koool and funy. when i finished..i was like so tired i couldnt grab a hold on myself and was waltzing like a drunkard and was abt to do the technicolor yawn. (vomit) and im telling u..the lactic acid collected in my butt was overpowering. i could hardly stand

And the trackers were all soo kewl..fanli, sindhu, ying, arabel, mandy, joann, lihao, krystal, the usual bla bla...luv em all like crazy they rock my life..Oh yes..and i got to make a new fren who's arabel's fren and i saw her at causeway sometime ago while shopping with arabel..and i dont even noe her name..yea spending a few hrs together and id actually forgotten to ask for her name. ahaha..shes gona join track anywayz..yay a new member in our track family.

And sindhu I think u did reli reli well!!! u were like soo fast!! i was like screaming and cheering there for evryone of u...And ying..i think u did reli reli well too...considering its ur first time in this race..uve got a long way aheadd of u..and i have faith tht ull do reli well. Jiayou!!

whoopz

wot a trememdously hot day today..the sun was so scorching and the tarred road was like fry-an-egg-on-me hot. but i still had to go ova to the MRt station to get some bks frm my cousin..he says its good for our studies..but thier JC stuff. So i guess he was more rather keen on dumpin this books to us rather than reli helping us..just like how i wana get rid of all my endless piles of useless books tht im no longer gona use. in any case..i totally appreciate his help..it was reli kewl of him doin tht
newayz..i bought a pair of forks stud ytd..their cute..flickin' (whoo! new word thts gona be locked in my brain cells)
newayz..tmr is gona be the heats..i hope i get sorted out..since im not sure what to plan for tmr's event since it is exactly right after schl..plus the time wasted for the journey there..ill hav to skip Lunch..so i betta eat sumfin reli filling durin reccess! (bear tht in mind wy!)
i guess we'll just carry on our intensive mt revision agen tmr..another borin day.

ARGH

Shit!!! id written a reli long light-hearted entry when there was a short circuit..dad was handling with one of the spoilt fans..and the whole thing just shut down like dat!..yea..just like dat..leavin me gawpin at the empty black screen and my hands still in tht stand still typin position!! well then i asked dad to turn it off..and pushed tht main circuit up..(Mmm..i dont think thts the name for it..id forgotten all abt it after the physics exams!) Well..gd thing i did not forget how to turn it up..well i guess ill just have to try to recall what id written i guess.. arghhh..

okay..we had this post-exam programme thingy..well almost the whole school's celebrating..i added 'almost' cos those who are gona take the o lvl mt paper had an entirely different sorta programme...yea those who are enjoying the bliss of it get to watch movies, go on excursions..play games..u name it. whereas we..get to doo...Umm..Intensive MT revision. Get the word right..'intensive'..and they mean it when they said 'intensive'..cos the only thing we'll do the whole day is just revision, Revision, and more REVISION for MT! this will last till nx week after our MT O lvls..i might like to add i was a lil mad durin recess..cos they'd cut it short and i was reli hungry..so i might have like given this reli angry face at pple who were tryina be funny and make me laff at tht time..they probably didnt notice it anyway cos they were still being funny despite my temper. Oopz and im soz bt tht *gives a sheepish grin*

despite all tht..as if we arent stressed enuf alredi..i still have trainings, Trainings, and more TRAININGS! and we have got our heats nx week..im takin part in 100m and 400m in case ud like to noe. Oh goody i hope i get sumfin. Gd luck to whoeva is takin part too! I hope evryone of u wins! (even though it is highly impossible for evryone hus takin part to win)

well i ran with fanli today..we didnt take the short cut..id decided if i want to be a gd runner..i have to reli push myself..mr rauf says ive got the stamina but my legs arent powerful enuff...i might agree..im okay with long distance..im just not okay abt pushing my legs..so i did lotsa weights just now..u can see the muscles developing there on my legs..their more defined than usual :

well i totally am sad for sis..if id been in her shoes i wouldnt noe wat to do..she can no longer run nemore cos her heart has got a problem..caused due to intensive training while she was still sick..its reli scary..the family doctor has referred her to the KK hospital. PLus the sports day and stuff..if she'd ran..she'd have easily clinch a medal..considering what a gd athletic she reli was.

Right and i might wana add tht im ultra hot here in this room..i wana get out to the living room and take a breather if u dont mind. Adioz amigoes ( umm..not sure if its reli spelt tht way newayz..don bother checkin it in the latin dictionary) well it just means bye

tazoo

I am totally zonked right now..i mean why shdnt I?? after tht tres torturous workout...its almost as if its worst than all the other trainings...And id thot otherwise..before training i mean..since its like the first day of trg after a long period of inactivity. There was endless stuff to do..and i mean endless...well..back to the hard days i guess..
And lihao and Fanli, our juniors, actually got arabel, sis and i pressiez for each of us.. that was like the sweetest thing on the planet. it was like a farewell pressie since the three of us were gona graduate.. Guess wot i got??!! SQUIDWARD beanie!!!! My fav...my dream gift..well except i can neva find it wheneva i shop...i was practically screaming when i read the pink letter..at the part where it says," so im givin u a squidward beanie" well in case ur still blurred out with woteba im saying...squidward happens to be one of my fav spongebob squarepants characters..well another would of course be spongebob himself...And there was also another gift like a reli cute-ish cup! it was soo sweet..i mean ive neva reli gotten a pressie like dat before...for like a farewell gift i mean..usually its just bday pressies...i was feeling sooo touchedd...it made me feel so baddd..i mean it reli.
okay we'd got back our results...well at least i didnt score too badly..the total average was okay..

Chemistry - 67.08%

Combined humanities - 68%

Bio - 80%

Phy - 70.83333%

AM - 85.94%

Eng - 65.0%

MT - 70%

EM - 80%

Total average - 73.2938125 (bla bla bla)

oh and yay ive finished reading Shadowland: reunion
the kewlest series known to humanity
Luv the bk..but id better hide the nxt series at the very top shelf of my closet so i wont try to read it cos ive got my chinese O lvls to break out cold sweat for. u might think im weird and i cant blame u for tht...but i cant help itt...those bks are reli addictive and i sooo mean ittt!!

Asombrar

Okay newayz..after goin ova to wy's hse..we went to causeway so i cld buy my pencil box..and i bought one!! a purple one..its made of cloth and its longer than ur usual pencil boxx!! Fantabulososos and i totally wuvvv ittt!!! then we bought mat's pressiee...its soo cute..its a plush thingy..(im not tellin u wot it is..u go figure =P) newayzz...TO WY: 'am i supose to wrap it or what?? its too big for any wrapper!! '
well den..id spent like 20 dollars in one day..when some salesgrrl came up to us..shes like our age..and she had like a cm thick of foundation caked on her face...she claimed tht she was doin some charity thingy and she went on a load of crap abt pple havin disabilities and stuff and we shd buy her coupons for like a donation...so we did...and guess wot..when we'd gotten the coupon..it was a fake!! she wasnt workin for any charity organisation..the coupon neva stated..it just says like a 10% discount to go to some silly restaurant..Hulo?? like how much of a discount is a meer 10% gona make?? And worse still...those money actually went to herrr not to some charity thinggyy!! she's cheated us!! My precious money goin to some silly brat to buy more foundation to plaster on her facee! How despicable.
went back there agen this mornign to meet arabel...her blouse looked gr8. we went there to eat at sakae sushi..tht Jap restaurant..id wanted to eat a buffet..cos i had a voucher for it..when i realized tht the buffet started at 3..i had to while my time away for 4 hrs before the buffet started...so we just went round to look at shops and clothes..den arabel left cos she had to go somewhere..and sis and I went to the libraryyyy and guess wot??!!!!!

I MANAGED TO GRAB MY FAV MEG CABOT BKS which are usually almost unreachable since a thousand otha teen grrlz are pining for it. TWO OF EM!!!!! And i couldnt be happier. it wasnt on its shelf it was under the random-bks shelf. IM floating on cloud 900 now.

but we didnt eat at sakae sushi either since we realized the voucher expired a month ago
And im saving my money to get a roxy wallet. or probably a new schl bag.

Yayness

Exams are finallehh ovaaa!!!
And i mean it when i say overrr!!
guess what?? i didnt do so badly for emaths afterall..!! I got an A1 for it!! A surprise of the century!!
Chem was rather tricky but mat thinks its okay..i think its KO.
geez im so hungry
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newayz...the next few days will get rather boring i spose..unless i go on a shopping spree.
im now in wy's house..i can smelll the lovely fried rice waftin into my nostrils...this is due to diffusion as what ive learnt in chem..Woteba...
right i think im writing anything but sensible...my brain's in a shut down mode..Sleepyyyyyyyyyy
lets see where fate takes me

Woo

Heyy! its so long..and i think i wnaa change my layout..this time im doin my own drawing waha..
the exams are almost ova..thats why im bloggin..a few days more to the MCQ paper 1 part..and ive alredi studied for all those subjects..soo its almost like celebrating time..I hardly slept at all this past week..probabbly only 2-4 hrs a day...and last night i slept at 12 and woke up at 2 am

Im telling u..the papers were soo damn difficult..i think this is the most difficult mid year examination ive eva done...and evryone agreesss okie?? i mean...evrything and i mean evrything ..evry paper was diff...maths was worst..ohh chinese was easy fortunatelly..but thats the only thing..and im soo sleepy now cus i slept for only bt 2 hrs ytd...im gona die for maths..english yessss...wot else??...mmm..
i mean im so sleepy now im practically noddin my head evry second..woah..i must av looked like a clown. okie..im fresh and awake Now. Notty-Not.

okie im celebrating..the first thing id decided to do after the exam is to travel in dad;s car...i havent reli looked much at it..and im gona redo my blog.

accordin to sindhu and ying...they're saying their papers are diff too...the tchers have honestly gone mad..i seriously think they've set up some kind of policy or sumfin tht the papers must cause more failures known to humanity...Mayb i duno..

the invigilator of my class even wrote "Friday the 13th" on the board today..instead of just saying 13th may 05. SHe is sooooooooooo tryina terrorize us.

voho - matilda

Kewl...i went out to eat ytd at northpoint..at swensens..the food was delicious..i was wearing my reli long skirt of mine...and nxt i took e shuttlebus bac with sis and muji..but we were waiting reli long..along with other seletaris' residents..and there was this guy in a white shirt..and sis suddenly whispered," ill tell u sumfin bt him l8er." and it was weird cos i dun fink sis noes ne of the neighbours too well..but i noe sumfin..the family staying above us..theyve got like two sons tht goes to my schl...but one graduated last yr...he's a senior..pretty good-lookin..hes much nicer than he's lil bro whom i go to schl with sometimes...okay so kewl..i presumed most likely tht this guy was the senior bro..den we alighted from the bus..we knew we were gona take the same lift as him..and it would have felt weird i guess so we practically followed muji running home..(muji had to use the toilet)...so tht we wouldnt take the same lift home..but somehow or rather..he managed to catch up with us cos he came just at the time the door was bt to close....rrrr....den he smiled at all of us..and in the lift..i was like looking around..and den i realised from the corner of my eyes..he was looking at me...like waiting for me to turn to look at him or sumfin..i feltt soo weird then..he couldnt possibly have known me at all..i didnt noe what he reli wanted..and i looked through the reflection of the mirror..to see if he was reli lookin at me cos i dared not look back at him straight..and yeah he was..and he was ahem..smiling..gee. tht felt soo weird. den he must have guess i was lookin at him through the mirror so he turned back..it was soo xtremely weird..den he opened the lift door for us..and yea he was smiling agen..so yea i just mumbled under my breadth fankz...and smiled while lookin down. It was soo weird..and sis and i laughed non-stop when we got home.

BTWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
dad came home later tht night to tell us the new car had arrived!!!!!!!! i rushed down..and the car..it was soooooooo beautiful..its nicer than i expected...the seat's leather..and some parts are wood...sooo beautifulll...LOVE it.

Heyyy
english exam was terror..i did the worst composition ive eva did..it was like soo clumped up..i didnt do much paragraphing..i wanted to do narative writing but there was no decent idea relating to the topic locked in my brain somewhere...so i did the world event thingy..this is so crazy..cuz ppaer 2 was terrible..it was the worst and the most difficult paper ive eva done in all my four years..evryone agreed..i hope i dont score too badly..
Ive been struggling sooo hard with my revision..theres just too much to cope..id betta study nowww.....esp geo, ss, and phy..chem probably..bio especially!!
okie so i guess ill cya after the exams..i finkkk
newayz ive changed the song in case uve not realised..its lindsay lohan's ultimate..its reli kewl..
Oh and yesssssssssssssssssss....im gona get JOJO's album today!!! evryone, be happy fer meh!!!