Lately.. ive been doin a million weird things!

LIke showin off to Beepee my blueberry ice cream. This was how it happened.

Me: *Walks over to beepee excitedly with an ice cream cone durin break* Ive got an ICE cream! :D:D *runs away*

Beepee: *stones*

woo studyin sessions are gettin more and more creative i must say.

was studyin with JOJO and Linton on labour day IN MY ROOM!!!

of all places.

it was hot tho.

LAst sunday.. we went to NYP to study. and we locked ourselves in there for goodness sake from morning till night. we even broought like instant noodles and stuff and hid ourselves in a secluded corner in the ghosttown-like school.

it was not hot cos we couldnt find our way out.

Christy's burp was so smelly ytd.

AND TRG WAS SOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i learned a new surprise attack!

I love MR Koh!!!!!!!!

Truddy's stomach is sooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!! i feel like huggin it.

err if i ever sound err.. emo or depressed to u.. IM NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

don even noe why i gave such an impression :S

mayb its cos shufen's suddenly becomin serious and deep. mmhmm

HELLO?! cant i be deep?! IM not exactly only a cell-width's deep u noe.

and err.. most of e time when i write something.. like deep or whateva u call it.. i noe some of u might like try guessin if it ever was referrin to u but i assure its NOT!
its more like.. a family thing and apparently none of my Family members read my blog.

SO yea.. im pretty sure tht whateva i may write here wont be referin to any of u!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG LABOUR DAY TMR! WOW WOW WOW HOLIDAY! YAY!

Not.

apparently.. it will be yet another study session. And i shal make it a good one. No life.

I think e teachers were reli cute today! lOL!!!! we taught em judo!

DAMN FUNNY!

switch of roles for a lil while. HOw cool is tht.
I love e judokas!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxoxox

P.S. U rock U rock U rock ok babe?! Luv ya to e depths of e earht. Uve tried ur best! stop blaming urself... we love u and we're dearly proud of u. :) HAHA im sure u noe im referin to u, Crazy girl!

Life's been awesome!
apart from e fact tht id cried ytd durin trg and was feelin upset at night. couldnt control e tears and im not e sort who bawls in public. how crazy of me. Heck im alright now.

Like Gosh i reli miss my friends. YS darlin and evryone dadadada. I miss wispy too! Be touched and honoured.

Went shopping on friday with sis. im reli broke and i mean broke.

Im so not lookin forward to judo camp :S

Was supposed to study with Tony ytd but he apparently was too caught up in his computer game and was a few hours late and came at e time when e lib was announcing its closure. He's prolly tryina take revenge BUT at least i had a reasonable excusable excuse e last time i was a few hrs late ok!!!!!!!

AND OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

sooo many pple were injured durin trg ytd. LIke u can see pple sprawled on e floor or sittin out on e benches. Poor Poor tweety who dislocated her poor poor little toe.

And the NS guyz dont look too bad with their hairless heads...but they are more hyperish dan ever.

LIKE plssssssss im so random. OMG! i shd reli stop spendin on accessories cos eventually the money spent willl snowball into an all time world's deadliest avalanche and bankrupt poor ol' me.

wow it seems e emo trend is back. CHEER up emo pple. A flower grows evrytime it rains!
HAHAHA wow y is shufen suddenly so deep?! (PS: i took tht phrase from a song)
But heck sometimes pple write such nice poems and proclaiming tht they;d composed it specially for u.. and den Ud listen to a song and realize how familiar the lyrics sounds.
well at least im not IM not sayin tht id made tht phrase up myself!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!!!

Sian
i shall FULLY conc on JUDO, Studies, LOvely mates, God and thats all! I think im repeatin this for like e hundredth time

JUDO JUDO JUDO getitn abit sian. STUDIESSSSSSSSSS arghhh omg i reli muz do wel for mid years or die e worst death ever in history.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS IM GG TO GET MYSELF TONS OF NEW STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!

in fact i had a flower blooming on my head on monday. it withered thanks to rach's laughter... and the joke about the bee hoverin it durin assembly.

SHIT im gona die.. havent studied for so many days..

IM GONA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

like shit i havent batheeeeeeeeed

LIKE SHITTTTTTTTTTT AGE grp is comin up. pls kill me somebnody

ill prolly come back to school on monday with a hot cast in my hand.. with lotsa signatures on it.

OMG im gona dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

PTM TMR!!!!!!!!!
WHATEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

omg i think i curse too much id reli better stop

GUESSSSSS what

I passed my standing braod jump and sit and reach!!!

and u wont believe this but i got As for both of em when in e past id usualy find it hard to even scrape through a pass grade.

miracle miracle miracle

so all in all i got full marks!!!!

YAY!

okay age grp is scarin e hell outta me

im gona die im serious

and e poor guys are going for their NS. all emo-ing away.

awww gona miss u guyz man!

all in all.. todays quite an achieving day..
tht jigasaw puzzle tht had been messed up for quite some time has been pieced nicely and they're finally in place =) IM so thankful to God for evrything that hes done... finally... i can lead my life without that burden ive been carrying for a v long time..
IM gona forgive him1 anyway cos God taught me to be forgiving
I pray tht he2 wont be too affected and im glad hes2 made a resolution to stop fooling arnd.. even tho he prolly wont wana talk to me anymore. Im sorry for bein cold but i wanted to help u forget me.. cos im not worth it..reli. Ur gona find some1 way better than me. ok i noe ur gona get damn mad after readin this.
Im so thankful tht YS has finally got out of her pain and is finally bein herself again.. Ive been praying for u ok!!!! =D Good luck for ur comP! I love my darlingssss!!! =D
IM so happy cos ive finally done what ive been tryina do for what seemed like 10 thousand centuries... in juz one day.. today.

ok im gona die for age group

time to be an emo kid

uh-oh
what sorta shit hav i gotten myself into

been going out with e judokas.. like almost evryday in this week lol..thank god for rachel.. whos another mugger and who has also been constantly remindin me to study despite all e farewell outings for e senior guys. and its been reli reli hot!!!!!!!!!! BUT all of these will soon come to an end cos.. mom's starting to nag again.. and the guys will leave next week :(
Its totally saddening tht e guys are going for their NS.. and we'll so totally miss em.. Sighz..

I love e judokas! and age grp is nx week. like arghhhhh im off-form.

Heyo! its been donkeys since i last blogged.

Dad has juz got himself a 'russian haircut'.. (or so he says).. he thinks its reli cool and has been showing it off.. But i think it looks like the hair cut Burt from sesame street has.

Thank God that April Fool's lies on a weekend. Same thing happened last year. YES! april fool's is significant for someone like me cos apparently.. ill alwayz be a target for those nasty guys out there... or girls for that matter. AND U NOE WHATTTTTTTTT i tricked 2 pple ytd!!!!!!!!!!!! One is mingsheng.. the other is beepee. 2 smart pple. Pls clap for me!!!!!! WOO gr8 achievement. i think i can enrol myself in e world's guiness book of records as the best April Fool's trickster to ever walk this planet.

but evryone said tt it wasnt counted... and they started laughing in my face wen i excitedly told em all abt it. :(

SO IM NOT GG TO SAY how i tricked those pple!! im gonna leave u hanging there.

BTW, i fell off my chair once again.

how sexy is that? NOT

The first was cos i was tryina duck away from a flying bee...

this time was cos.. i was tryina pick up a bottle

SOOO AT LEAST ITS NOT AS STUPID AS E FIRST.

WOOTS im improving man.

omigosh AGE group comp is coming up!!!

i felt much better today... apart from a lil splitting headache durin Bio prac.. i think i stood too long or something... Damn im as fragile as glass. And got tht stupid headache in the library so i went home to sleep like a pig.

STUPID !!!!!!! why did i get sick.. skipping trg as a result and now im as weak as ever while evryones as strong as bulls. SKipped MAss PE too!!!! when i needa train for that stupid relay thing. STUPID PLS!

YEs and STUPID PLS! random we had to deal with life specimen for BIO SPA..crickets.. Muz be mr Ho's idea! Mr Ho was kind enough to allow yx to get e crickets for me and victor helped me set up e stuff.. so basically...I didnt touch e crickets. but it was v nightmar-ish. JUZ LOOKIN AT IT STRUGGLE MAKES MY HAIR STAND!!!!!!! my fear for insects is that bad. AND what the hell... random guyz decided that scarin a poor innocent soul like me.. (ahem).. was fun and it amused em to see me yelping and screaming for help when they released the big ugly cricket onto my stuff.

Damn im tired and zonked out... but i guess i gotta do at least something simple like stayin up for him to pass him his pressie on his bday... after how it hurt him.

OK... time for me to get crazy. Ready? 1, 2, 3...

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

U SOOOOOO cant believe this i swearrrrrr i dieddddddddddd entering "Diva".. the accessory shop... ITS THE HOTTESTTTTTTT SHOP ON THE PLANET I SWEARRRR

I ALMOST FAINTED SEEIN ALL THOSE BEAUTIFUL NECKALCES THEY WERE SOOOO DAMN BEAUTIFUL I JUZZZZZZZZZ FAINTED AT E SIGHT OF EMMMMM

okay... its official.. DIva is my favourite accessory shop. Forver 21 and ZAra are my favourite clothes shop.

I GOT JELLYBEANSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YAYAYYAYAAYYAYAYYA
i entered paradise again after a damn longggggg time... since i hardly had any time at all to go to town for months. CANDY EMPIRE!!!!!!! the hottest candy SHop on planet earth.

DAMN they hav every flavour ok! its almost like bertie bott's every flavour beans from harry potter. this lil bottle. soooo cuteeeeeee!!!

I saw e SINS shop cos i was eyeing on all e beautiful chocos.. and tried to see e name of e shop and its the shop that Vince talked about! WOW!

OKay im damn tiredddddddd.. FASTER COME HOME PLS!!!!!!! IM GG TO FAINT FROM FATIGUE ALR!!!!!!!!!!

I shall be a whiny bitch for a bit here.. bear with me.

Shall i emphasize on how this is e FIRST TIME IM DOIN SOMETHING SOOOO DARN HORRIBLY BCOS I MISINTERPRETED BOTH ECONS ESSAY QNS!!!!!!! SHall i emphasize on how i got e world's biggest
F grade. This is e first time in my life im gettin an effin F!!!!!!!! I am like sooooo pissed with myself
well but here's e worse part..apparently mom spoke to my form tcher abt me and my judo and how i havent been studyin much bcos of it when its sooo not true!
And now ms Lim has agreed to speak to the judo tcher to stop me from gg for trg regularly shd my CT grades be bad!!! OMG ill nvr be selected for team nationals that way!

AND NOW... Thanks to the MY fat little EFF

I can kiss goodbye to judo...my lil fire and passion.

funny how one careless mistake can ruin ur life

OMG

:'(

okok since evryones talkin about e camp i shall rant about it too.

But i shall start with CCA judo trials...

It was superbly embarassing cos sir asked me to play with yimin and unfortunately... i landed too hard on my front... hitting my head as a result and got a heartburn. My heart stopped beating i SWEAR i could feel it! couldnt breathe.
And so i was making weird moaning noises while evryone includin e J1s stared and wondered what had happened. SOOOO EMBARASSING PLSSSSS

I tried to shut up but that stupid moaning wont stop.. cos my heart wont pump and i was panting at e same time... so weird toad-y noises came out. Embarassment beyond anything.

Judo camp rocked seriously... even tho i bet evryone came out with tons of bruises and abrasions.. aches and all.

I love e team! U guyz rock my sock.

We trained together.. cried together.. sweat and bled together..
e bonding we had durin e camp was seriosuly awesome. I love em all so much.

all in all.. it was a pretty inspiring camp.
distinguishing between 'hoping to win' and 'wanting to win'
I guess it seriously woke us up..i noe its hard with those strong opponents who have got much more experience than us but.. i guess thru e trgs ive had in judo.. ive learnt that nothign is impossible... so long as u set ur mind to it. Like the fact that i nvr thot id finish those set of trg but i did and blacked out in the end..and the fact tht id nvr in my wildest dream thot id win Gold.. but i did..
Thats why i love judo so much... it taught me so much about what i want in life.
Hoping to win is stupid... We want to win.

Today is e most unfortunate day of my life. Someone must have been cursing me!!!

First.. i blacked out durin trg... when i havent blacked out for a damn long time.. What the hell happened to me.
I skipped one hopping lap cos i fell as i made a turn since i couldnt see anything while evryone hopped away merrily like little frogs.

Then as i walked out of cj... 966 drove past.
I was super patient..and waited for the nx one which took a century to come... and wen it finally came... I looked to the sky and thank the gods above... and den it drove PAST me again... cos it was too crowded.

Thank u v much mr. 966 bus driver. I cant wait to pop a thumb into ur sockets.

SO zhenyi, max and i were cursing our asses off till we had no more ass left.

and we decided to go to SJI to get the 960 since the waiting time is shorter. wich we did... and as we were makin our way to the raffles town club bus stop... a gorgeous 960 drove past.

I fainted.

And den my hp ran outta batt...

And when we finally got ourselves boarded onto a 960 bus... Vince said i shd alight and transit cos 960 takes forever to get there.

Very hot indeed.

Anyway.. i could study productively.. even tho the mac's music was retardedly playing away... But yay! i completed half of e wksht.

today is an accomplishing day cos i overcame a thrillion obstacles and i completed half of my bio wksht. Is that hot or what?

Okokok

This is like... u noe? whateva. I hav like TONSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OF WORK TO DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

isnt this juz hot?!

NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

i didnt go for trg today cos mom didnt allow me to. ANd yes im gettin monthly lenses back. GOODBYE NERDY PANTS!!!!!!!!!! im like insulting myself

Yea and once again ive missed out on a million stuff. SHIT PE tmr. IM gona Stone there like a rock for a full hour. I hate games day honestly they bring no meaning to life!

Physical trg is e only thign thats decent in PE i swear. ok maybe its cos i can run and am hopeless with anything else... ok mayb apart from judo.

OKay i cant wait to get back to judo. TO SLAM ALL MY TROUBLES AWAY!!!!!!!!!! BAM BAM BAM MWAHAHAHHAHHAA... MAXIMISE THE EFFECTTTTTTTTT... Im gona morotae the world or prolly do a painful makikomi or a landing OSOto. judo judo judo

Dont read this its a waste of time.

Enough is enough.

im never speaking to anyone in e house ever again.

sometimes i juz wish ill nv live past this year. I noe that sounds stupid but i find myself happy about that thought...and im pretty shocked at that too. I wish i was nv born..den ill stop gettin all these nonsense in all areas of my life cos ill prolly not hav em in e first place. These tears are awfully distracting...

I cant live pass that anymore... Cant live past what happened 2 years back.. all that trauma.. i cant take it if it happens again... they'll disown me this time.. I know itll happen again... I wont do well... cos it alwayz happens. Happens too often till im pretty numbed alr. Look at what happened to CTs. I studied reli hard for it and thought i was prepared but I read e qn wrongly for Econs. And i noe im gg to fail for GP cos i wrote a crapped up essay. And my chem... I didnt have time. I don wish to get my grades cos i noe il be screwed further...and im alr so screwed to the point tht i reli cant take it anymore... those watching eyes of theirs. Like she said..they've never trusted me.

I come home and it alwayz feels like a prison. and sometimes i juz dread going home id rather study in e lib with a close friend. Those watching eyes of theirs...and their spy. There is juz no warmth evrytime i step home. I dont like those quarrels... i get insomia all e time...i cant sleep at night bcos im so troubled.. u think i like being rude but i dont.. i hate being rude to em.. but i juz couldnt take it anymore...Perhaps sis is more open about her stress and stuff and openly talk to em about it but i talk about my probs in my diary. Biased.

and all the other nonsense... i cant even pin point to what they are... but i dun understand why ive been this depressed for a very long time and it hasnt reli gone off...I reli cant pin point it out at all. Its all an acumulative effect.

I'll be fine really... Dont worry about me... i can handle this.. ill be ok reli. Thank u for ur concerns and stuff... I guess evryone has their moments. Ill be ok. =) i will reli. It will go off sooner or later.

AH sugar!

training today.. im so gonna die...havent trained in two weeks! im gonna die. i hope i dont faint. I miss e judokas!!!!!!!!

And yea.. CTs finally over. Gosh i think this is one of e only exams that i could sleep proper hours.. perhaps id prepared beforehand =)

but i noe im gna fail econs and gp. Which is soo not hot.

Yay! gonna meet my babies tmr!!!!!! cant wait u guyz blow my troubles away. Muackzy muackz

I sense trouble brewing...and i dont mean to...i didnt do anything...ive tried my best..but u left me with no choice...u wanted it.. so suffer e consequences... over the weirdest reasons.

My life is diminishin to a point where theres none at all. NO life they call it.

EVRYDAY im Studyin and stressin myself up.

is that sucky or is that juz sucky?

woo chg of words.. id usually go like "isnt that juz hot"
Im a Live example of how school and exams can change a person

See? im using sucky instead of hot now. Behold. Not.

Im reli tired.. reli reli tired. I think the only time when i feel like im back to being me... is the time when im on e fone or catchin time with old time besties like Arabel.. Chloe.. Jojo..dadada... which unfortunately can only take place for a super short while... cos ya.. studies again.

Im juz draggin myself evryday ..praying hard to make it through each day. its that sucky. IM juz so tired i hate school.

as i was walkin home along the lonely, remote pathway... i finally felt peace.. something i havent felt in a long while as i reminisced about the meaning of life as i usually would whenever i stone ever since it happened...cos i guess it traumatised me alot..

The only reason that was ever remotely....bright or worth living for..some months or even weeks ago... was i guess... my CCA...I guess it was e only thing that made me feel alive was like after trg... or juz after spending time with old time mates. I guess it gave me life..and hope.. at a point when i felt despondent about evrything else... I wanted to prove to e world... tht i was not juz wat they think i am... brainless.. bimbotic superficial nothingness. Or mayb its cos of e fact tht id been ponderin too much about my life... and harped too much on e imperfections... I prayed to God..and told him how imperfect i was... i hated myself... hated my life... until God changed it all.. a few weeks ago by making something happen... something id never dream of gettin... Juz so i could finally feel useful and special again. Id never forget that... could never forget tht moment

Id better get back to studying. Haha dont worry about me im ok... :)

Im tryina prepare myself for that thought... cos i noe itll happen eventually...inevitably...
juz so when it happens... it wouldnt be so painful.

hulo.

I won a Gold for Kyu Grade. it was super unexpected. I thot id die in my first match or something. I mean afterall it was e first judo competition of my life! Goshy gosh. i guess i owe it to alot of pple who tried to soothe me while i was in super stressed mode. Evryone was sooo wonderful! Ding is so lovely :D great job anyway u totally got me there.

But its quite an acheivement for someone like me. SO allow me to rant like a gundu here for a while. Gosh i guess i hav to continue training harder and harder from now on... competitions gona get much tougher with all e other belters comin in.

seriously...ill never forget about what happened on sunday...i guess it meant alot to me. afterall its my first competition..and first competitions mean alot. I cannot stress how much it has impacted me... haha wow im gettin emo... i mean it isnt everyday i get national Gold medals u noe...im not as mighty as yimin.

YAY i love cjudo! u guyz rock my sock. xoxox

nothign in my life makes sense

rendered useless.

KYU GRADE

OMg i seriously have no life.

studies judo studies judo studies judo.. thats basically whats been going on

AND KYU GRADE COMPETITION IS GONA BE HELD NX WEEK SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its sooooooooooooooo extremely nerve-wrecking. I hope i wont fluster.

i think id be soo scared ill faint at "Hajimeh" or is this how u spell it?

I have like 4 tests next week. How hot is that. Not.

WISH me luck!!!!!!!! nx week is a terribly terrifying week.

Oh ya and theres Cross country which im definitely going to walk even tho im in competitive thanks to YX. HAHA ive got an excuse!!!!! Ive got Judo competition so i cant risk injuring myself. Isnt that hot?!

And tmr there's CIP! garung guni thingy. YES its all for charity. and cip hours i might add. I bet il reach home at night. Which is so not hot cos i needa study.

I havent been online for as long as whateva. How hot is that.

IM like so random tonight. Check out the thousands of new bruises i have when u see me at schooL!

they are like lil mosquito bites... i totally live up to my name... Abused child.

Happy Bday meiyi!!!!!!!!

even tho its alr over. And she was too smart for e surprise we pulled on her.

Training's getting hotter and hotter. =D

judo judo

Today's trg was.... omg reli.

500 uchikomis with jason tan...and some other groundwork PTs.

And now...im as dead as a corpse. My legs were like shiverin at the end of it.

DAMN tiredddddddddddd

but omg... im reli glad i completed it. it may seem as if Jason tan was reli cruel but he was e one who was givin me all that encouragement and stuff. Hes amazing seriously.

its so accomplishing yay! Tiring... im gg to sleep now seriously.

omg u guyz! tht chem test is extremely stupid. Pls skip qns that u realize uve spent too much time on cos seriously there wont be enough time for u to complete the paper. Good luck!

im starting to love judo!!! previously..i only liked it.

WOOOHHHHHHHJudo Orientation 2007 was a success!!!!!!!!!

All i can say is Hot hot Hot

SOOOOOO hot! seriously. Christy, sondra, ding, siti and whoever i missed out...Hot job seriously! u guyz are awesome!

Hhaa like rach said.. our flame for judo is burning again! Hot hot hot.

Liek for once...there were like sooo many people in e dojo and i realized durin e warm ups..we were practically shouting the jap numbers...training was tough but it was seriously fun. I love trainings like these.

And i love randoris too...even tho i was owned again...as alwayz.I Sprained my neck....after playing with Yimin. it was hot cos i didnt even notice it until after evrything. Hot. Not.

it was reli nothing...juz felt a lil uncomfortable...but when i got home...it got worse and i had trouble sleeping cos i couldnt turn my head too much.

So i conveniently gave an excuse to my personal discipline master, myself, that i couldnt get up at 6am to study cos ive got a sprained neck and it was hard to get out of bed so early in e morning.

UNfortunately...my personal discipline master gave in. And hence...i woke up 3 hrs later.

Great job...Ms Personal disciplne master aka myself.

Kudos to Dad who did something miraculous to my neck and it cured in an instant.

Mingsheng being so very responsible of him has decided to giv us e new timetable today when he was supposed to giv it to us tmr. No more excuses for not finishing up tmr's work. Thanks AM-ASS.

haha jk...but count urself lucky man! Eelin calls me ASS-EFF. very nice name indeed...so special ull never find another person with a similar name.

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ok time to sleep.

I thot i did it.. i couldnt do it too...Too hard...I tried..and i blame myself for bein lousy too. But u noe what...at e end of e day...like what ive discovered on friday after askin for a sign... There are so many things to do...so many things ive yet to achieve..so many wonderful things in life laid out...Im gona be stronger than what pple think of me...IM not gona give in like dat...i want to be strong...I wont let it happen..i will not fall bcos of it...i will not let it affect me. I can and will do it woohoo.

reflection day

heres what ive discovered today
Ive been hiding behind the black wall...not knowing that there's a whole new beautiful world beyond it...the beautiful things ive missed. IM not gonna use e conventional method...
anything is possible...miracles happen.

They are the ones that truly matter...my wonderful mates..friends and family..the real world..the world im supposed to live in...Your world for me.

Thank u babesss i love uall so much! U hav no idea how much u guys av helped lift me up. Muackz xoxox

I cut my hair today!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVEn tho there is nooooooooo difference at alL!!!!!!!!! but i still love it yay! XD thank u shan shan. XP

Your Attitude is Better than 60% of the Population

You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.

How's Your Attitude?

HAHA pretty much untrue.

Okay back to homework.

gosh its so tiring

scary days

uCANT believe what juz happened. I am still omg reeling from it.

i am soooo omg...pls give me time to breathe in and out.

*breathes*

phew...OMG u seriously...This is the most...thrilling and e scariest BIO test to ever exist on planet Earth.

Adrenaline was and is still raging within me. What a way to describe adrenaline but u must understand that im never good when it comes to describing bio terms.

OMG! mr ho said tht if we were to not click submit before the time is up....We'd get zero for the online assessment.

and i cant believe how time flies... BEfore long....it was like 3 secons before time was up...I realized i had only thrEEEEEEEEEEEEE seconds to SCROLL ALL E WAY DOWN E HUNDRED MILE Long WEBPAGE AND MOVE MY MOUSE TO E SUBMIT BUTTON AND CLICK It.

Right when it hit to 0 secons!!...i clicked it in time.

BUT A STUPID DIALOGUE BOX CAME UP TO ASK ME TO CONFIRM E SUBMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i duno if thts gonna be counted into my duration.

BUT I GUESS IT DID COS e score sheet said my duration was 15 mins and 3 seconds. It was that stupid IRRITATING dialogue confirmation box!!! that took me 3 seconds.

but surprisingly...i had a score...and that is 14/20. okay...better than id expected...id expected to get like 5 or something.

I reli reli reli reli reli reli reli hope i wont get a zero cos of that 3 seconds. HOW WAS I TO NOE that there was this surprise of a dialogue confirmation box!!!

THAT STUPID ASSED UP DIALOGUE CONFIRMATION BOX.
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judo:

ON friday...there was this cca bazaar thing...And i came home walkin like a 100 year old ah peh. I mean...i was thrown like so many times by people whom id taught on how to throw ...and bcos im such an amazing judo teacher and have forgotten to ask em to lift up my arms when i hit e ground...I have thus suffered windedness and back pains.

Evryone seemed to be freaked out whenever a throw is demonstrated. i noe theres e loud thud and all...but it isnt all that painful really....UNless of course u dont throw properly...which i became a victim to.

I was seriously OWNED ytd during randori.

PLS....all e black and brown belts.

what a nice way of welcoming us back after our holidays. 6 bouts.

I was thrown like i duno how many thousand times ytd....and i seriously was almost blacking out by e last bout with rachel. All i could see was momentary blackness and rachel's concerned face.
And i became her little puppet as she swung me all around like how a cowboy swings his string.

very nice of Quma to keep demonstrating a scary Osoto throw on me. "like this ...u needa swing like this...LIKE THIS...LIKE THIS...SWing LIKE THISSS" And all u could hear was BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM... and i was screaming in my head...I NOE I NOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NOW WIL U STOP THROWING ME AND LET ME DO IT on u. But i was tooo weak and tired to scream... plus he was throwing me after every split second there was no way i could have a decent negotiation with him. Yudon threw me face down. And i sparred with the very scary and famous YiMin.

Id alwayz thot e black belters were nice pple when it comes to randoring with us yellow belters. Guess i was Wrong beyond anything.

Your Aura is Yellow

You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others. While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you. The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

What Color Is Your Aura?

today is quite a depressingly weird day

when u see how much e pple u care abt suffer tht way,..cos of 'em' ..ud juz be so so afraid...cos ud juz recovered from e same thing they're sufferin...cos of 'em'
not all are bad...the ones i noe arent..but sometimes they can get a lil scary..when they hav too much of it...cos they're sufferin too... cos of 'u'
i can never get over it..never will...never get over the guilt..over what happened. its still haunting.
ive never trusted any of u. never will.

Whats left of Swa KUKU

Ive finally decided to eat it up cos mom was threatening to dump it in e dustbin. How cruel.
Like i told u...id love to turn it into headless Swa kuku. Unfortunately...i was too kind and so decided to leave out its brain. cos once its head and brain is gone...hed be paralysed. Biologically...thats logically correct.
Hence ive turned it from this:

to this:

Gosh how cheerful of Swa KuKu he is still smiling.