OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

online shopping!!!!!!!!! ive juz found a new love!

the clothes are sooo cheap and gorgeous omggggggggggggg

miss preppy

Agneselle

nelly joy

IM currently leading the most boring life thats ever been known to all walks of humanity

Im jobless and poor as a pauper

im havin insomnia evry night

BUT im designing my new room which ive grown less enthusiastic about of late

Dad wants it to be painted and ugly shade of brown

SO IM GONA Spice it up by PAinting ROSES ALLLL OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I love flowers mwahahhaa

he is v irritated by the idea

I CANT BELIEVE I WANTED TO FEED E CATS ON PROM DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in fact i was busy burning my butt off sitting on e sofa for hours watching some show about kings fighting

AND 4 TIMES I WAS ASKED TO LEAVE MY HOUSE FOR SOME PARTYING AT POST PROM OR WHATEVA

AND HERE'S E BEST PART:
i decided it was too late to go out

and at 12 midnight i was starting to regret it when pple smsing me were partying away merrily

ok 0_0

I am abit bored today

evryones gona hav fun at prom while i stone like nothing cos i chose to stay home or around the neighbourhoods to feed the cats

not like i havent done it during my study periods.. transiting from the library when it closes to a nearby macs and having my dinner at some void deck specially brought from home by my maid

basically there are a whole litter of cats around and i feed em my dinner. OKay.. only e fish... cos they arent very fond of rice or veggies


I love cats but i hate spiders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok random


but i feel this sense of lightheadedness evrytime i do something charitable! not tht feeding cats or givin my pennies to beggars on e streets is anything too benevolent or self-sacrificial.. but at least it makes me happy :D


BYEEEEEEEEE BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I AM SO HUNGRY

Pix ive taken since my release

On the 22nd:
:











Yesterday: (okay we were too tired to pose anyway)

thats not me! i was e camera woman


MY GROCERIES!!!!

so gorgeousss right?!?! its from forever 21





Can i juz say that Ive abandoned DIva cos ive found a new love, CHOMEL!!!!!!!!! its e most gorgeous shop on e planet

OKay today im taking a break!

shopping is more tiring than u think it is.. ESPECIALLY WHEN SIS KEEPS TAKIN my FLATS away so ive been wearing one of my heels all day long (the comfiest one of all the others)

OMG! nx week will be a terribly busy week! my time slots are fully taken up

SO book me fast while stocks last.

joke.

SO today

was a stupid day

cos i almost died

in some stupid facial place called ATOS

not that i was about to be murdered or anything

but i seriously thought i could never get out of that place alive... NOT unless i bought their HUNDRED DOLLAR STUPID PRODUCTS that had not a single bit of teeny weeny beanny bit of effect ATT FRIGGIN ALLLLLLL

AND THAT STUPID LADY WONT LET ME GET OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

i was juz stuck there with those gleamy eyes staring UP AT ME (bcos im taller than her)

Effing shit!

what unscrupulous methods... wen they;d claimed that they're offering some stupid shit for free... its juz all a TRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so that ull enter their shop and then they can juz go on and on and on and on about their prods and not leave u alone

HELLO?! THEY'RE FORCING U TO BUY LIKE 90 DOLLAR PRODS

and likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i had to work my brain even after my As have ended

like pretending that im calling my mom whose scolding me and commanding me to leave the place (when it was valerie on e other side of e phone tryina help)

yea and the lady was pretty unhappy.. i could tell but she was still tryina keep a straight face while smiling and saying, "haha i dont believe leh... if u reli want it u can just go against her and buy e package... plus ur alr 18 she cant control u"

WTFFFFFF

I felt like stuffin a sock in that lady's mouth

matilda was totally helpless... actually both of us were.. with those short aunties squirming around us going on and on about this and that

so when they finally stopped paying attention to me for like a split second... I RANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN OUT AS FAST AS I COULD

i was damnnnnnnnnn relieved

but oh shit matilda was still stuck in there

after a minute or so hiding behind a pillar far away.. she fnally eyed me and i signalled to her to run

And she told one of e ladies that she was going to discuss with me about the prods before deciding and came to me

DEN IT WENT CRAZY

once we got out of e shop... WE RANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN FOR our livESSSSSSSSS AND NOT STOPPING TILL WE WERE A MILLION MILES AWAY FROM THAT HELL HOLE

i was panting like crazyyyy

Thank god we got out of there omgggg

ERR GUYZ!!! UR PIX WILL BE UP AS SOON AS MY DAD STOPS HOGGING MY MAIN COMPUTER


HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA MY WORD VERIFICATION FOR THIS POST IS " ahwar'

pretty significant day

Awww

today .. for a startling moment.. i realized.. was e last time id be coming to mug at this place, the library.

This place brings.. alot of memories.. it wasn't just a place of tempting empty tables and chairs and quiet ambience.. it was a place where id spent one of e most wonderful times there.. the amazing new friends.. and awesome old ones too..the goal-settings.. where i defined what i want in future.. where i pushed myself relentlessly to the limit...(sometimes to the point of skipping my meals and gettin gastric)... where i sought comfort in times of depression (cos e place brings back so many wonderful memories).. and thank God for being there for me through and through

this whole experience has been a really long fantastic adventure... where the end to this arduous journey was the taking of my As

There were countless of times when i wanted to give up.. bcos of all e obstacles and stones that were hurled in my direction while i was treading this path. But somehow... there'd always be something at the back of head that keeps pushing me on.. a lil voice in my head to tell me to have faith. *whispers 'thank u'*

I may not do fantastically for this exam but im glad i chose to walk through the fire instead of cowering in fear and backing out like how id always contemplated doing. Haha im such a coward.

Today... Faith, a friend i met from e lib, passed me a little letter cos it was prolly one of our last times seeing each other..
(omg im feeling a lump in my throat now)
the letter was so gorgeous... i almost cried readin it.. shes been so wonderful.. id miss her so much.. id never forget those times we've had.. shes been one of e most amazing person ive ever met.

NOT FORGETTING ALL E AMAZING STUDY BUDDIES!!


its jsut two more days before it all ends!

HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i like to dramatise everything

There is a whole ton of things tht id love to do once i taste freedom on 26th nov 2007


1) cruise with wispy and mat


2) Hong kong disneyland with arch darling and friends


3) Shopping with a whole ton of pple whom ive pang sehed during my course of mugging


4) ANgelina and serrrr!!!


5) shop with Judokassss for e pressies and steamboat?!?!?!


6)as promised.. Movie marathon complemented with turkey and red wine at my house for a few groups of people


7) CT Darlingg!! we planned to run and stuff around ur house remember???


8) Go out with... *ahem*


9) PARTIESSS!!!!!!!!


10) trackkkkkiessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELLO LETS go CHANGI AND TAKE TONS OF PIX


11) Track bbq party


12) I MUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ CUTTTTTTTTTTT MY HAIRRRRRRRRRRRR


13) PLay with Leo!!!


14) go to e lib to read more interesting books instead of burying my head into notes


15) Drink under e stars with jo and chairman!


16) Stay overnighttttt


17) Hit the famous hawker stalls in Queenstown!


18) DESign my new roommmmmmmmmmmm


19) Paint it with my Loveesss


20) etc. etc. etc...

CHECK OUT MY EXTREMELY ARTISTIC PORTRAIT OF MR. LEE BOON PING

juz a lil conversation i had in e lib

me: the last time i ate this packet of gummies i farted every second of the day

chairman: why havent u flown to mars?

SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

omg i wana dieeeee

shitttttt

sum stranger juz passed me a strip of paper with his number on ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT


OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

this iss damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn freaky ok

he looks soooo emooooo

omggg and i go to e lib all e time theres no way i can avoid him i feel like dyinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

i will so not touch tht slip of paper omgggggggggg

this is damn scary ok!!!!!!!!!!!! I NV KNEW PPLE WOULD DO THIS IN E LIB!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG

NEW CRAZY MAN IN E LIBRARY

and he is different from the rest because he was screaming the word HEY repeatedly!!

HE SCREAMS oh dear

Someone is singing some old mandarin opera amidst the stillness and peace in Civics center library in Woodlands

and id really love to shush her but unfortunately i cant trace where e voice is from

and evryones juz sniggering away wonderin who e hell it is..

oh my god

It kills.. it ruins
at that point in time when i was on e brink of falling over.. I realized for a startling moment.. how dangerous it could really be.. and ive been livin with it for 18 years.
how it could ruin a perfectly normal human being so subtlely with such insidious force...
Its e mechanism that drives ones world.. without it.. your world fades away into nothingness.. empty darkness..
it doesnt change reality but it affects it.
And I dont wana lose control again..
but im afraid that im about to.. again...

i cant study at civics lib anymore cos there are too many distractions such as this cute, sexy, hot, tanned, and buff guy with an irresistible dimply smile
to make u soo distracted ud lose conc on evrything else

while waiting for e library gates to open...

With all that talk about plastic surgery.. ive decided to have one and hence ive travelled to korea immediately after e prelims and came back like this.

I think we've all learnt a lesson from here children.

sis and me (before e surgery)



Meet my husband, Keita


14 year old keita


the now keita (im clueless abt his age cos im such a failed wife u see)


ALL u bitches stop stealing him from me! hes mine im sorry to say

PRELIMS ARE OVERRRRRRR

but As hasnt

its pretty unfortunate cos... most of my darlings are still having their exams.. plus mom has graciously allowed only a one days grace of rest.

plus i still needa spend time with em hence i ended up spendin my weekends in e lib

i ended up sleeping there

i love e library... to the point that.. the library isnt juz a place to provide me with a place to study... its also an avenue to relieve stress...a place where u spend time with all ur mates.. who'll stick by u till death.. pple ill nvr forget for life... even if some of u babes dont go to e library as often like ys, siti, wisp, arch, and more (even if i don mention ur name here it doesnt mean tt i love u any less.. i do love u guyz alot neway..each and evryone of u) ...the lib still reminds me of u guyz somehow

Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles
Thats what u do

be touched! haha ok la i didnt compose that poem myself.. im listening to this reli gorgeous song "have i told you lately"

i juz wana say.. i reli do appreciate evry single one of u... its juz some things have been happening and i don wana burden any of u with my troubles... and its in all e lil things that u do.. even if u felt like u didnt do much.. but it still means so much to me u noe..all those times u guyz have been there for me when i was down.. the genuine care that i felt.. even if it were juz a mere sms or encouragement.. a decorated letter or postcard...its touched me alot..

id love to stay strong and work really hard...
for ppl who have genuinely cared for me and hope to see me do well.. for God..and for the ones that i love..

Im so thankful <3

Bein narcisstic in e lib with jo.. i shd put some of e face-warped pix up nx time they're hilarious

it was a mad dash to the end.

evryone was geared up at 10am.. ready in gergarisan positions

I recognized that little boy who was licking the closed gate, literally, as he alwayz does.
Its a form of destress i suppose?

the gate opened.

Pple crawled under the gates before it was fully opened

and den evrything happened in a whirl... pple were sprinting to their favourite hot spots

A lady had dropped one of a pair of her slippers and her bag while running but she left it there and pressed on.

Woah the library sure is an interesting place

OKay i think ill never run for my seat again

its too barbaric.

Latest happenings:

u juz cant believe it
i spilled coffeeeeeee in macs
it was e most embarassing thing the world will ever know
I juz wanted toooooo dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee righttttttttt there and then
but a cute guy got me a new cup of coffee and helped me dry my notes and stuff
so it wasnt such a bad thign afterall

I needa drink i needa drink


drink under the starsss... juz to destress

im still dying to get into psychology

i am still studying

i plucked my eyebrows and it felt like it took a century

i ate nasi lemak yesterday!!!!!

AN old man was staring with mouth gaping wide at sis and me for fulll 10 minutes in e bus bcos he thot he'd seen ghosts when we're very much alive... and if he doesnt know twins exist on planet earth

Maccccc juz smiled at meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I broke my clip

I ate in e library
in fact i do it evrytime im there. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
(but i nv get caught)

MY FILES ARE GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I heard my NAME ON 98.70 FM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY NAILS ARE SOOOO LONGGGGG.. IVE LEARNT THE LIKES OF YEANG MING SHENG

LEE BOON PING has admitted that im smarter than him and that he is a piggy

Dad was aspiring to get the biggest monitor screen in the world.. hes got it now
I had difficulty finding the cursor


Dad also bought a new keyboard and the first thing i saw when i entered e house was him typing away merrily on an un-connected keyboard (he thot it was fun)

he cut his own hair and he was so proud of it cos he thinks its hip. (it looks like bart simpson's)

byE BYE

Oh man this is really really stressful

tons of stuff have happened... but.. ill tell u in my own time..

juz don feel too comfortable exposing things like that in public.

OMIGAWDD im starting to distance myself from this blog! QUELLE HORREUR

but ya.. i guess.. i hope itll never come back

YAY YAY im gonna pull through this year!! juz.. a lil bit more..

BYE BYE

okay im back to normal

I finally have a goal in life!!!!!!
Im so tired...So very tired..
im gona take up psychology and do social work.
i dun noe if i can pull thru this year
is tt cool?!
if only i hadnt been born..
bye i needa sleep
bcos i don deserve to be on planet earth
had a terribly long day
i needa be strong.. give me strength to move on
so v tired

Not all of e pressies are here cos i havent got em but I STILL LOVE EVRYTHING
No link but.. HAHAH !!!!! Ya its true i love evrthing! Even the treats.. and e wishes!

OMG!!!!!!!!

omg i loved all e pressies ok!

THANK U (not in order of preference)

T27!!!!!!!!! The hottest class on earth!!!

and JUDOKASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS XOXOXOOX -kiss kiss-

and jojo and chairman

and arabel darling

and wee, sz, celestine... dadada

and peipei babe

and Rui

and Arch darling

and algae

and yx, eelin, les, and algae

err i hope i havent missed anyone out.

YEAP!! and to all who wished me!!!!

Honestly.. thanks for rmbing my bday!!!

Bcos it reli means alottt ! Bcos im e sort whos like really bad at rmbin dates and im in awe at how good ur memories are!

or mayb im juz plain dumb.

HAHA my bday celebration was like national day... 3 days of holiday

on friday..

It was a combined outing...

my family + Arabel

lol it felt like she was our sister and we had so much fun eating at east coast! IM so glad we could celebrate our bdays together!!!!!!!! luv ya ys! XOXO

Sat.. went out with jojo and chairman!!
It was sooo hot!

and it was also e first time i stepped into a bar.

yea.. cos im so guai right??

but it was really borin cos i didnt even get high... i mean ive never really gotten high before and was rather curious...

so i drank "screaming orgasm" "sex on the beach" and "long island tea"

Plus screaming orgasm had hard liquor in it.

But its hot man! its like milky.. thts so sexy

On sunday... dadada.. i don really hav to go into detail do i?

yea so thank u to evryone of u who made this special!

Time to get on with Work. SIGH

Hello darlings

Pls do not get too excited juz yet...

cos excitement only brings disappoint

AND PLS THINK LOGICALLY!!!

how can sum1 like me pull a surprise on a whole grp of pple..

that is well.. reli surprising

WHen im alwayz the one gettin surprised or frightened by pple

bcos im so gullible

Read this for e ultimate experience of all time

well ive been rather bored of writing e way pple expect from blogs i might as well write like how i talk to myself and share 'me' to e world.

Bcos.. i reli do talk alot to myself.

Like to myself. AND sometimes i laugh at myself

for saying the most retarded things known to humanity to myself

Bcos my innermost is sooo retarded sometimes i hav to go like.. "HELLO?!!! OMGGGGG plsss juz stoppppp being funny! OMG u are seriously retarded!" juz to stop my innermost from spinning out of control

SO I SHD start talking to myself on my BLOG!!! Du think thats cool?!

well i think thats retarded but thats how i like it sooo FACE IT!! UR READIN A RETARDED BLOG!

well lets see...

FOR the life of me.. I still cant believe i slept-study once upon a 32 hours ago...
(if u tried workin ur math and came to a really awkward timing instead of e usual sleeping time of most human beings... Dont bother feeling puzzled... Id crapped up e number 32 cos i was too lazy to do my math calculation)

YEa i slept study.. if u reli wana noe.

Well u wouldnt cos yea...

I SLEPT STUDY!

well not really cos i wasnt only studying.. and sleeping.. i was singing too... in e wee hours of e morning at 4 am.

God help me.

So i was doin all three things at a go.

And hence i hav come to e greatest conclusion of all time

I am good at multi tasking... only when im sleeping.

Muji was scared stiff to death when she saw me getting out of bed... den turning on e lights, sittin on e chair, and picking up my chem wksht.

ONLY of course.. Light couldnt penetrate thru my closed eyelids so i guess...

i couldnt really study...

SO i ended up singing.

So yea...if one day u shd ever see ur wife humming to some tune while sitting up, facing a piece of chem worksheet... AND SLEEPING...

shes most prolly ME.

And u shd Thank God for being the luckiest person in e world.

And i dont mean it.

And i would JUZ LIKE TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD AKA U PPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE PRYIN INTO MY INNERMOST RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT... RIGHT AT THIS VERY SECOND THAT...

Wispy urinates at 100dbs

random announcement.. but announcements are alwayz random dont u think??

Well if ur reading this.. uve juz spent 3 mins of ur life experiencing what it feels like reading my innermost...

God bless u

AND GOODNIGHT!

How the research section of woodlands civics library level 2, aka the place i study, turned into Mental Hospital number 2 remains a mystery to this day...something i may never solve to my dying day.

Juz last last week... a man was wanking in full view of evryone who was studying at the corner near e books.
Sis stoned and watched in intrigue for minutes before mumbling "is he doin what i think hes doin"
As if a switch had been installed within his being.. he suddenly turned into frantic mode and started arranging the tables and chairs before hopping away delightfully

Today.. a woman who looked alot like oprah winfrey in pyjamas stood in front of the section and exclaimed

"Ive got two hands
And i can hold two reference book
CAN U BELIEVE IT??!!"

what horrified me was how similar the way she said "CAN U BELIEVE IT??!!" to e way i say it.

Maybe that will be the future me... when i go berserk under all e stress... only ill look more like xu chun mei in pyjamas.

And a boy singing loudly away amidst the silence within the study corner... He had the hottest voice known to humaity...and i dont mean it. Unaware of how sexy his voice sounded.. he had to sing loudly away again just as we thot peace was finally ours to enjoy.

Well i guess i aint too sound myself cos i went into the toilet cubicle with two other hot girls, HX and SZ

To eat our KFC meals

yes in front of the toilet bowl if u may ask..

All thanks to the librarian who threatened to confiscate our stuff if we did not get back in 5 mins from our lunch break.

I guess my experience of studyin at level 2 of woodlands civics library has pretty much made me accustom to bein around mentally unsound individuals.
How sexy is that?!

not.

i think my new word now is sexy.

MY relationship with the word "HOT" has henceforth ended.

Oh my.. im juz bein cranky pls ignore me.

hello

Thank u darlings i feel.. much better now.. which is a good thing right!
even tho at certain intervals of the day it still gets to me.. but its alot less painful now

it is afterall... juz a game.. and i guess evryone makes mistakes...i juz wish i hadnt made it on e occasion when it mattered most.

whats more real and special are the times we've had... the outings..the times we've trained and encouraged one another.. the times we've cried, bled and sweat together..
I'll never forget u darling judoka, tough girls to my dying day! U guyz will alwayz remain close to my heart!

<3 <3 <3 <3

Today went off... at least less tormenting than ytd..
At least i could smile and forget about it at certain intervals of the day..

"Its over"
"Its not ur fault"
bla bla bla

Its easier said than done. when mates cry or go utterly depressed over losin in comps... id say the same thing and wondered why it hit em so hard... Now.. do i reli und how terrible it reli feels...

Id wake up and think about it.. sleep and dream about it.. i wana forget evrything... but it keeps haunting..

I wish i could forget what happened.. bcos its been tormenting me so much its terrible and i hate feeling this way
I dono if ill ever get over it.. I don think ive ever felt so horrid over a failure before...not even in track days.. not even in sec days as far as i can rmb.. apart from gettin my O results.

I wish it were juz a terrible nightmare... a nightmare im dyin to wake up from..

my heart feels so heavy its hard to even conc.. juz as i could finally get my mind onto something else as i was doin my hmwk in e lib...
a nanyang girl walked past...

Shit and it all came back... memories flooded back...

Its so exasperating to hav to pick myself up countless and countless of times after falling over and over again... juz as ive mustered enough strength to carry on walking... a stone comes hurdling in my direction.. again.. and again.. and again.

only this time.. its a reallly.. big.. heavy stone.

i guess... after all these... after all e probs.. after pickin myself up so many times... it wouldnt be too impossible to pick myself up again..it wont be hard.. ill b alright.

I will stay strong... im juz not too alright at e mo... but reli ill be fine.

Pls dont talk to me about this wen u see me alright?
e last thing i need is for someone to remind me abt what happened

ill reli be ok.. Ive reli got to pick myself up again...

I mean things have started to look up... surprisingly... mom didnt pick a quarrel with me after seein my terrible mid results... something ive been dreading..

it hurts soo much evrytime they accuse me of this and that when its not true.. and theres nothing i can do bcos they wont believe that i reli did study... I dread e family quarrels bcos it hurts so bad to be hav such a strained relationship with pple u love but wont trust u.

Ive alwayz wanted to do well... esp for mids... after what ms lim told my parents...ive been trying so hard... bcos im too emotionally drained and tired of my parents maligning me for bein e worst daughter in e world...

But yea... i guess mom could see tht.. ive been trying...trying to do well.. i wish she'd seen this earlier.. den i wouldnt hav felt so tortured all these while...

okay time to stop emo-ing

OKAY im gonna watch harry potter tmr!!
seein daniel radcliffe will perk me up!!!

Tmr's gona be a reli cool day!!!

AND IM reli tired anyway

SO IM GONNA go to bed and sleeep my ass off on my new found 10 day old PILLOWWWW

ITS been a gorgeous 10 night experience cos its reli fluffy and comfy

today.. is soo.. emotionally draining

i dono wad to say... juz cant bringmyself to face coach or anyone anymore.

i cant believe it.. i reli cant..

im so.. sorry.. i noe u guyz say its not my fault but if u were in my shoes.. ud prolly feel e same way too.

i juz cant believe it... the worst match tht id performed in had to be e most crucial one.

soo many failures... it feels like e day when i got my terrible O results.. it feels as tho ull nvr be able to smile again.. as if.. its all over...

juz like Os.. diz judo comp mattered so much to me.. and den..

i juz.. duno how to face coach or e seniors wen i go to trg anymore.. i reli dont.

i noe u guyz will think its not alright to talk this way... but if u were in my shoes.. ud feel e same way too.

I feel like shaving bald
maybe im juz becomin a lil too crazy
as crazy as psychotic britney spears who went to shave her head

thursday was roughly a last training.

And suddenly.. it juz hit me that.. once this is over..
ill hardly see my darling judokas or train with em again
i think im gonna miss that feeling of extreme exhaustion and fatigue.. and that feeling of pushing urself to the very limit...
im gonna miss throwing rachel
im gonna miss judo

and the best judoka team mates in the entire universe!!!!!!!!!

it was a pretty.. emotional day.. on thursday for me.. the day sir announced the team...i was walkin along with siti... and as we came to a sudden realization that we were not gona see e judokas as much once its over.. we both cried... and siti quickly changed the subject

i mean.. ive been longing for this day to come for a very long time.. for the day when ill step down.. so there;ll be no more grueling training and ill finally have more time for my studies... and yet.. now that the day has come.. im not exactly rejoicing.. its juz so.. saddening.

and i juz want u guyz to know that it was the greatest pleasure to hav been able to train with such a wonderful bunch of people.. I am soo greatly honoured to have trained with all of u.. u guyz are amazing beyond anything and i love u guyz so much xoxo i couldnt ask for more

Ill alwayz remember those memorable times ive had in judo.. so many ups and downs.. so many lessons ive learnt.. so much ive discovered about myself.. gg against the odds and that the impossible.. is reli well possible afterall... I love judo im gona miss it so much.

its our nats this wednesday! Finally..after torturing ourselves for 2 years for this day!
Jia you darlings!!! xoxo

I am a very sentimental person ..ahem..and hence this post

Tonight.. july 2nd, 2007, is a very special night..

as its the night i hav finally changed my pillow after 13 years.

cos it was too flat after 13 years of havin a heavy head rest upon it. Not that my heads that heavy cos its full of brain mass..

but still it is something worth commemorating.

Evryone! one minute of silence pls!