ah

omg he just asked me out on sunday or the nx to catch a movie with him.

I was like Hell NO neva in a gazillion years

but of course i didnt say tht cos itll be mean.

So i said ill not be free on evry sundays cos ive got relative's houses to go to.
which is true to a large extent

I even added..there isnt any nice movies to watch lately

I SO HOPE HE GETS THE IDEA

Ripway isnt workin..so i changed to photobucket.

i even made a new tagboard which would be mighty kewl!

haha

okay...another post! I am sitting on a roller coaster these days..more like today only. well actually..u noe de class foto thingy??..im helpin cheryl and esther with it. They were announced heroine of the day by Ms Ng. Im goin to sleep at 4am nx cos apparently they couldnt do nething ytd even though they slept so late...so im doin alot now.

Just what am i hinting here.. nuffin reli.

Well i just came home from causeway point!!!
OKay the pressie from him was some kind of diary...and the words "u mean evrything to me" was scrawled on it.

Isnt it freaky?

And im now appearin offline on msn and his nick name was "Nvr got to see her" yea he nvr got to see me cos i went into hiding when he came at my doorstep. I was shiverin i tell u.

Okay this is way freaky..the nx minute ill noe..he'll come trudging to me like the unsound person who haunted weiyu's household.

Freaky deaky.

Newayz..i went to causeway to buy arabel's pressie...I love it soo much i wish it was my own...but of course its meant for dearest arabel..the kewlest sista and fren

I hope she'll like it.

SO we saw mai on the bus where we chatted..i love mai!!! she's as sweet as arch!!!

DEN I SAW MS Premela at KFC...i dont know if she saw me but i think she did. Saw sis and me.

Then we bought the pressie and bought school shoes..and when i was up the escalator..i heard our names being called..and thats when i saw SARAH and her mom!!!SARAH OMG!!!! den stephy and gabrielle!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i guess while we were waving we caught some attention cos the nx min i knew...
some grrl exclaimed along the escalator "TWINS!!!"

Yea as if we're aliens..i get tht sorta thing all da time in public its pretty common..

I love their family..i saw Mrs Teo too!!! their mom..who's a sec tcher.

But i was afriad cos i was wearin mat's and jiaying's pressie...their reli lovely skirt, none other than the shortest skirt known to humanity and skin-revealing blouse.

I reli like Mrs teo and she likes us too...but i was afraid wot i was wearin would turn her off. I was reli reli regretfull.

But nvm we chatted and chatted and we had to go so we said bye.

It happened tht Gabrielle's bday was today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He's soo cute he still looks the same!!!

gee

Oopz he's at my doorstep now!! im into hiding!!

Highlights!!
Muji just came into the room with a big parcel!!!
This is soo freaky im shivering now.

OKay its some kind of diary and photo album..
Oh no Muji says he was sweating and stuff..and dady says he's so sincere

But it scares me omg it does.
I dont dare to use it or stuff..i think ill just leave it at the corner

I feel reli bad
he soo shdnt have.
Bcos im so freaked out now

can muji stop talkin abt how sincere he is.

Oh god

oopz

My real bday was ytd and it was reli sweet
On frenster pple were writing testis wishin me and stuff and yy sending me like greetings
Evryone was lovely..
Somehow..jd managed to find me on frenster and he wished me too..
He said sorry for what he did in our primarys..
well there was a thing then..weird one..
but it reli wasnt his fault..sure he sorta irritated me and stuff but i guess its reli just normal
And i was reli mean.
cos i was a naive person thinkin the other party deserves harsh treatment when he likes u and u didnt reli like him back.
Yes thts what i thot..
So im defying the sayin..girls mature faster than guyz.
I was such a naive lil grrl

And somehow...he shocked me by sayin he wanted to look send me a pressie to my house!
which means he'll be right at my doorstep.
And he just called me on da fone!
he's voice was lower..
its freaky..reli kinda..
But he'd alredi bought the presents..i would be reli mean to reject it.
So i told him tt ill be goin out neway..so he said he'll just leave it at my doorstep.
I guess its reli sweet of him.
reli. what can i say.
Im afraid he;ll have the hardest time lookin for my hse..cos sembawang rd is very big

"ill check the directory la" says he.

the directory?? how is tht gona help?? and am i just stoopid or what? i dont even noe the directory actually helps in sending u right to the doorstep of ur fren's.

Boy does he mature faster than pea-brained me. I am so mean im leavin him to find my doorstep. AH

new

its been donkeys since ive blogged

but i decided to anyway today...cos i made a new skin within a pretty short time...uploaded it...den slept like a pig.

U can click here to view the new layout i made. PS. This is actually the edited one after much complains abt the bg

Once agen...my layouts have da knack of makin pple swearin and cursin.
Well...im used to it cos i make ugly layouts mwahaha

Im soo loosing my touch for blogging i can sense the cheeziness in my post.

My bday party!

Bday party ytd went brilliant. It was soo damn fun!! we took loadsa pix..but i can only upload so much...so here goes
Thanku evryone who came!! it was the best party eva..and a change cos sis and i organised the stuff ourselves and its reli special. Oh yess...and thank uall for the wonderful pressies!!! I LUV EM ALL!!! Sindhu i sooo love ur letter it was soo touching!!! Ill love u guyz foreva and eva!!!


Haha this is taken in my bedrm on my bed!! after the bbq!! they took my trophies!!

The sec 4 trackers..only e four of us

ITs soo fun!! such a luvly pic!! yay!

Informal shot!! woohoo

Lol xox..from the left, weiyu, yanshuang, jianying, valerie and jiaying!!

Making wishes...funny sis!

Took this in the condo park!! but its too dark!!

Lol xox!! omg we're soo freaked out!

climbin on da rocks!!

After much effort!! we finally made it to the top of the mountain (not) and took this brilliant pic!! xoxo

Another mountain shot!

double okay at da fountain :P

LMAO...climbing down frm the mountain!!

frm the left, sis, amanda, ys, sindhu!!

Takin a shot with da dark angels lol

tryina think up of a pose

Woo!! presenting to u...the dark blackish statues which cant be seen at all!!!! *claps*

AH !

In goes wy

Out comes her

YMCA

I have no idea what pose this is!!

haha

from the left ..peiyu, sophia, esther and at da top..sis!

More pix!

wy's mouth!!!

Jianying (la mei) and yanshuang!

My sweet 16 bday cake. It sure is sweeteh! :P

HAHA!!!

lol matilda is funny!

Arch and sindhu..its a beautiful pic!!

pple talkin and chillin

haha

wonderin wot to do

Sindhu and amanda up at da mountains

From the left, esther, peiyu and sophia chillin at da playgrnd near the bbq pit

Beside the pool

kewl

Racial harmony day was so kewl today.
I was wearin a kebaya...
and almost the whole class were wearin ethnic costumes
Its so kewl
So evryone was walkin around the class and flashes all round as pple take fotos and stuff..
And no it wasnt madness it was a scene of joy, fun, exuberantly colourful
Ive neva seen 4e1 so active before..
it was kewl it reli was..

I WANTED to bring my camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But unfortunately..i didnt have the casing for it. I couldnt reli carry it around in my bag itll knock stuff and break or sumfin.

AHHHHHHH
I could have taken loads of fotos and put it up ere..
not to worry...when i get the fotos from esther...ill post it here

Unfortunately...i got sick..
Agen.
My fever came bac agen
But i ate some medicine and slept and i got well agen

So im well and alive agen!

PS: ill not be blogging for sometime i guess...been too bz with schoolwork and stuff..But ill blog when there's like significant events
Ill tell u guyz when im bac to bloggin

sick

I am not in school for two whole days.
And ive neva been this sick before...not for 8 years at least.
When i woke up yesterday...i barely had the strength to sit up..and talkin or just walkin seemed like the biggest chore.
And my temperature was 39.7
So i had breakfast in bed
And i spent the whole day in bed
And i kept drifting in and out of sleep the whole day.
And my duvet was with me the whole day.
And i became the queen of sheeba.

I could only get up to walk for awhile when i took the fever medicine which only worked for the most 2 hrs
My head was soo painful and i felt soo dizzy
when i sat upright or stood up for awhile...evrything around me would soon turn dark and I'd faint.
Being alive and well and normal seemed like it happened cenutries ago.

My fever wouldnt go
So Mom told me not to go to school today.
I slept reli well the whole night unlike the previous night cos of the throbbing headache and the coughs and the cold caused by the fever.
And when i woke up..
i realized i didnt feel so bad
But i still had goblins with hobnailed boots jumping about in my head.

And i felt reli dizzy..
I guess ill only fully cure tmr.
RACIAL HARMONY DAY
I coulnt wear Farah;s kebaya...but i soo wana thank her for tht beautiful, generous offer.

So im wearing Muji's
Which is yellow and shimmery and equally beautiful

Thank u evrybody !!!!!

Ah

I have a thermometer stickin out from my mouth now.
If u were to look at my shadow...ud have thot i was pinnochio

oral today was crazy..
and i mean it when i say tht.
first of, Mr row..told me tht my convo was abit out.
discussing bt the quality between my mom and dad isnt exactly a topic understandable...so i went on to say abt my tres strong family bond...Which is..umm quite untrue.
well i woldnt want Him to go 'Awww im so soz to hear tht'
which will soo happen will i blabber the truth.

And he laughed...yes laugh..when he asked me to discuss bt an unusual job...well i told him one which he cracked and cracked like a nutcracker (im not reli sure if a nutcracker cracks as in haha) He laughed like mr mario. Or u can say ur professional opera singer.

He only stopped to hear me with a baffled look when i told him id be paid fifty dollars for it..
Which he went, 'serious?!!'
And i said yea! ( When "WEll no i Faked it!!" was what i was supposed to say)

But its alright to leave ur tcher baffled for a while...or so i think..
I hope i get okay for my oral. (no not okay, excellent!)

SO well u wana noe what came out on the reading of my pinochio nose?
38.3 degree celcius.
Im telling i have not been this heated for two years.

The bad things not-running can do.
Its just a mere one week or so...and my immune system has collasped thus makin me a temporary heater.

temporary i hope.

I so wish i will be able to cure on my bday party on 23rd juuly...all those bbq food ill be missing.

And mom has just told me not to go to school tmr.

But ill not be able to see the kabaya farah says she's gona bring for me!!!!

Ill make arrangements.
And im goin to call wy abt my latest heating news.

NOw.

oopz

i am currently an official blogskins designer now.
Unfortunately..its not goin how the way i want it to be,
Its very hectic.
ppls spamming and stuff its quite irritating..
or advertising themselves
I WILL SOOO DELETE THOSE SPAMS ITS GETTIN ON MY NERVES
the taggy is there for pple usin my skins to ask relevant qns not for monkey business for goodness sake.

okay..now i will change the tagboard..insteadd of usin my personal one or it will get hectic..
i have to keep deleting silly spams and stuff so tht it wont get too irritating for my frenz to read.

Boohoo.

the last, last time

its so hot around here. Beads of pespiration are 'oozing' from my head. I sound as if im writing a compo.

I was not in schl today cos of the race.
so rauf was shocked when he saw me today..he didnt expect me there cos i told him i wouldnt come...but evrything's cool

we had to wait so long in the waiting room
in case ur wonderin who the 'we' are...its radhiyah, me, zakiyah and shikin

so i forgot to smile at this girl from assumption...she tried to smile at me and i forgot to smile back...cos i neva expected her to smile..cos id forgotten she was the one who spoke to me durin my 400m race.
but when my memory regained itself...i couldnt recognise her...cos there were both of em lookin like her...and i wanted to smile or say hi but i was afraid i might end up smilin to some girl who would look back at me a lil startled

i think they were twins.
For once im in the shoes of some pple who alwayz say they have difficulties recognising me.
some afraid to say hi worryin they might end up saying hi to the wrong person

we were at the callroom for a reli long time...we expected to be like first in our heats cos the other schools were neighbourhood schools ..well like us...but we're um..the better neighbourhood school. teehee. Im sooo Modest!
Not.

OKay so we gave each other lil hugs before runnin under the tres scorching sun.
so we didnt get first we got third.
but its ok...as long as we tried our best.

Rauf was reli supportive. He says its okay and stuff...and he turned to me and sayin stuff like," last time running heh?"

he allowed me to rest at home instead of running 800m.
THT was sooo kewl...i was like " reli?!" smiling. He said yea...and told me ive done my part and stuff and its time i rest. Sad gdbyes.

it will probably be the last time im seein him or talkin to him after all these four years.
When i left...i went ova to him to say Bye...and somehow as some parting greeting...he said " i dont wana see u agen huh...go and study"

okay so thts the way he talks...he meant he doesnt wana see me agen as in..i wont have to stay bac for another year...its like wishing me luck for my O lvls

Yea...so bye bye...it is like the last time. THE LAST TIME. After several years of running...im stepping down. No more. Im gona miss the smell of the stadium..and of course..the times spent with the track mates. Im sooo gona miss shikin, zakiyah, radhiya(been with her for four yrs) peihee...And of course not forgetting the wonderful juniors sindhu, ying, jiahui, lihao, krystal, fanli bla bla

It feels so weird. like im no longer running.
I will miss evrybody in track and not forget the times we spend together to my dying day.
Track made me a better person...and track made me happy too. All the exciting times...the countless competitions...there was its ups and downs when we felt demoralised when we couldnt perform
Recounting back and knowing its the last good bye..it makes u wana cry after all these years.
Im feelin as if there's a gumball stuck in my throat.

Im gona miss rauf too. for all his support. I forgot to thank him. He's the best coach on the planet.

Im gona love AI track to my dying day.

clumped

The no. 13, the omen number, my tag number.
i shall keep ytd's comp short and sweet.
Not tht my posts have eva been sweet at all.
Short? mayb not.

so we gave each other a groupie hug before we went into the call room.
where we closed our eyes and held each other's hands.
we went in...and there..a sea of chaos of athletes with athletic chunky legs swirming like lost souls around the alredi small call-room
Only..i was not standing aside to watch bcos after a few seconds...i was part of the chaos swirming around with chunky legs.

If someone'd filmed the room at knee lvl.. ud see chunks of muscles of tanned legs whirlin around u like twisters in the Movie Twister.

So i had adrenaline pumped into my body
and i ran like neva before. Okay mayb not neva before.
but still..we got fourth in our semi-heaats

and when i went back after the run...peihee's shoulders were shaking like the Osim machine and shikin had red eyes...whilst intakin sharp breaths
I was soo shocked.
I thot we'd been disqualified or sumfin from the distraught state they were in.
but it appears we got 55.2 secs when we wanted to do 54 instead. which is the qualifyin time for the finals

I just sat there...zarina sat there too. we were all quiet.

and with a heavy heart..i felt myself slowly cryin too. and perhaps shakin like the osim machine i saw in junction 8 as well.

Nx, was zarina.
SO it was a sad scene of four girls sobbing with red eyes, shakin like osim machines...carrying heavy broken-ed hearts.

We got ova it anyway after tht cos soon the silence broke and we discussed bt the race.

OKay..so i neva regretted anything abt ytd..we went to eat at Lot1..and i soon realized tht this would be perhaps the last time i would be hanging out with the track members.
it just hit me like a ton of bricks...(thank goodness i did not get a concussion for tht)

So it was rather emotional...but i would neva forget anything abt ytd.

Garbanzo beans

when someone told me they were chick peas. I was wonderin in wot way were they chick-y .
But they do look like lil' butts so why not Butt peas?

trg

trg today was at Yio Chu Kang stadium where shikin, leehua, peixi and i waited for more than an hour for the others to come.
It's so like the track members to come 2 hrs late for any meetings
OK...so i couldnt even pass the baton at all to zarina for evrytime i try...
if this happens durin tmr's comp, we're so gona cry
We must ENTER the FINALS
Which is extremely difficult but not impossible.
We'd gotten 55s just ytd
We must enter the finals so we can run in the national stadium and we;ll b so contented.
I think if we dont...all of us would feel reli upset
IM soooo afraid zarina would start off too early than we'll pass out of the passing zone and we'll be disqualified.

IM skipping lessons agen tmr...and
I might not be goin for thursday;s comp.
cos mom is unhappy tht im goin for so many comps and missing lessons...so she's writng him a mail

Agen

WE all went to Junction 8...Hussein is soo cute...and i realized wat a pervo irsyad is he keeps talkin abt dirty stuff.
Okay...im soo praying harddd we'll enter finals.
oh myy pray pray pray.
reli reli hard.

down on my luck

ytd was a reli short post
and i noe i shd be bloggin very enthusiastically after how we'd won..
But i was not...
cos i wasnt in the moood to.
and i have to blog as if i was reli happy when the truth is i was not.
I neva thot this feelin would come back agen
it was gone yess...for like two years.
and the last time i suffered from it..I tried very hard to stay alive...i kept wanting to commit suicide...the only thing tht kept me goin on was my family..i tried reli hard to think abt all the bad things tht would happen if i did try to kill myself..it would be irresponsible to leave my parents like dat.
So i just lived day after day...fighting evry urge to jump down from my bedroom window.
And i wasnt sufferin from a heartbreak duh...tht would be totally silly if i eva felt so depressed ova a heartbreak. Its something else
Yess..tht was how i lived the last time i suffered from depression.
Like i wanted nuffin more but to alwayz dream tht id fly to another peaceful land
Dont eva try to ask me what it is i was sufferin i wont say it.

yea and i realized this feeling has come back agen
Although not as serious as the last time.
I want evrything to stop.
Its sumfin got to do with track.
But i have to train almost evryday
And all i eva want to do is to snuggle up in my bedroom and study
Or just stay back in the afternoon and do a self-study with weiyu or matilda or sitting in class with Yuhui
I dont know why i feel so strongly...like i want evrything to stop
I cant wait for track to end for me.
I have suddenly no passion for track like a click..and it all happened ytd.
Do not try askin me what it is agen i just wont say.

I cant wait for after thurs..where i dont have to face it nemore.
Gone, final for me.
I neva thot i would feel this way abt track...i loved track..until ytd.
I realized sumfin. And i wont say what it is.

So i dont wana pretend like im happy in my post when im reli not.
Of course, leavin track would mean leaving my wonderful juniors...and tht would be the only sad part...I would miss ying, sindhu, jiahui, amanda, hidayah...bla bla...all these wonderful team mates...thank u all soo much for makin track such a wonderful thing for me..u guyz are so lovely.
After sis left, arabel also left, i no longer run with amanda cos shes in jumping...so i miss em all alot too.

waha

Happily we got 2nd for our heats.
Seng Kang got 1st..as expected..they were the reason to why we only got fourth durin the Swift nationals
I hope we enter finals which...is um reli hard
evrything was reli hectic before tht.
Zarina didnt pic up our calls and stuff and she missed her high jump..
OKay...so im goin to have another comp on monday now...
To go for the Semi finals.
Okay wish me luck.
Im so slpy i dont feel like typing nemore

Nationals

I wasnt even nervous at all..
In fact i kept talkin to myself..well..in my mind..
In the waiting room..the athletic grrlz who were as cool as james Bond were lookin at me as i panicked ova my lane number.
Its a surprise they didnt look at me like i needed serious mental help cos' the next minute i knew, this sports school girl tried to smile at me..and this Assumption athlete tried to talk to me.
they probably didnt think i was the cool nasty arrogant sort after that crazy attitude of mine i alwayz portray..pple alwayz laugh when i do tht...alwayz...I have totally no clue why!!!! tht crazy panicky attitude.
athletes are very arrogant and proud pple..or so thts what most pple alwayz think...thts why its so intimidating when ur goin for a competition...u have to just talk to somebody beside u to let out the stress...But only then du realize tht these athletes are not reli arrogant at all..evryone is down-to-earth and nice..No matter how intimidating they look. In fact..for all u know..most could be lookin at u and feelin intimdated by u.

I am lucky enuf tht nobody carried me to the Woodbridge hospital and threw me there.

I finished fourth...I did worse than how i alwayz do..instead of gettin a 71 and below...i got 74!

and there was this other grrl who got 71s and she entered the semis.
If id done how i alwayz did...I could have entered the semis too.
It is soo not my day
Thinkin abt it just makes me reli fustrated and sad..
I was so stoopid today..i slowed down at the last part
just why did i do tht!
WHYYYYYYY

I rested too long. Im so mad now i wana cry. I RESTED TOO LONG.
im not studying hard when prelims just a stone throw away... im not doin well in running.
I am soo DYIN!!!!

In fact..i was okay..until i gulped down two cups of milo like a hungry beggar..(okay i wasnt eating..just drinking)..
And i went back still an Ok person..until i sat down and rested beside rauf and the others tht i became KO

My stomach hurt...real bad..I couldnt think straight..i just knew i was shutting my eyes in pain..but rauf still didnt know..until lihua kept tryina comfort me..and i was in a weird pained postition...and i suddenly felt like vommitting...which i did and collected the technicolor mix in a plastic bag which had holes as rauf discovered when jiamin found another plastic bag..I vommitted..not Once not twice not thrice either...but..Um..i didnt even count!

Then it slowly went away..the pain i mean. Like an opera singer singing softer and softer to end the glass breakin performance.

Sindhu was sick i found out from her camp so she couldnt run which she would have won it with a nice rainbow.
UU soooo must take care okay SINDHU???????!!!!!!
im sooo sad for u!!! its such a PITY!!!!!!!!!!! But ur health must come first and u have to promise to take care okay???
Ill be praying for u!

And so i went home with tracy and lihua.
And so im goin to run another competition tmr
And so im goin to miss lessons agen
And so im goin to die durin prelims just like how i died today.

Stinky

Biology lab today stinked
u could practically see green vapours emitting from the prawns we were supposed to draw.
Or shd i say...rottened prawns.

I almost did the techni-colour yawn when i went pass it.
Anyone who is anyone..would faint if they stood a centimeter away from those pile of prawns.
We drew it out and stuff when Ms Tow asked what would happen if we put the prawns in freshwater...

Nobody knew the answer..
the class was dead still and quiet as alwayz, even the crickets decided to stop humming.
Until Luke raised up his hands and said, " the prawns will explode"

Matilda and I exchanged looks.

Before falling prey to fits of giggles.
Luke sure is funy...tht was a pretty gd Joke i thot

But WaIT! did one of the stinky green vapours just diffused too much into my ear my ear drums melted??
cos mS tow said it was Correct!

I shd have known. Luke would neva crack jokes...not during Bio lessons..he's a bio whiz why would he say sumfin so lame...and no he cant crack gd jokes...not one as funny as this..he cant even do tht.

HE'd also caught the cold and sneezed into my arm where lil muscus landed.

URGH!!!!!!

poor guy..he sneezed the whole day.

Poor me too!

woowee

As if my name hasnt been called out from the school's PA system enuf alredi..my name was called out..agen.so when the announcement bell came along while evryone hushed up and listened intently goggled-eyed..this came along, 'ong shu fen from 4e1 pls come to the general office now'

and it isnt anything so honourable abt either. It was just abt Mdm Ng wanting to tell me tht my O-lvl Oral will be postponed today.

A split second later.. a few mummurings and giggles came along while i stood up to hurry down to the general office. Just my luck. Weiyu says im becomin famous twice since the sports day. err
My name was called out in front of the whole school twice within less than a week.
whats the whole big deal! sumfin is very wrong with my life lately...or u might not consider tht a bad thing..since how much pple are gona rmb the few phrases 'ong shu fen from 4e1'

it isnt anything reli honourable, reli. well except for the sports day part..but thts almost history

So i figured it was gona be a reli hectic day for me. Ive got O lvl aka Big exam oral, after which, self study, afterwhich, rushing home to get sports stuff..afterwhich rushing to start my lung torture aka trg

I hear u panting there alredi.

O lvl: I thot i would just die before reaching the examiner..the scenario would be a scene of me..grinning sheepishly while tiptoeing to the examiner with steps as small as 1 millimeter as the examiners look at me as if i need serious mental help. and just as christmas arrives, i finally reached the seat and collapse..faints..with nervousness

But of course..none of tht happened.

In fact i just went ova and smiled the brightest smile i could eva shine but they seemed to be unfeeling towards it. They just replied with a sterny tiny smile.

I read okay..but the speech was all broken.

SIS is currently preparing for our Bday party coming this month. its a joint bday part of the two of us plus arabel;s.
We cant invite too many pple..there's too many. I reli wish i could unfortunately i can only limit it to at most 50 includin arabel's frenz.

I hope itll turn out well.

I didnt even train today..my leg was injured from the cut from youth day

ciao i urgently need to go to the toilet >_<

hectic

My life is soo gona revolve around running from now on...well not neccessarily..at least for the next few weeks or so.
Im gona train practically almost evryday..and my Oral is just goin to the pitzz
cos the big exam, as what i call it or some others on this planet, O lvl, Oral exam...happens to lie on my national competition date. Talk about juggling between CCAs and studies.
And of course..the big ugly word, 'STRESS'. Not only for Oral..considerin how much i 'ah-hum' almost all the time in front of the examiner durin orals while they yawn in boredom.
Stress in all areas of my life, nooks and corners or dark alleys..evrywhere..even my CCA...cos guess what? this innova coach wants me to apply DSA to his school..and he is gona watch me run!! Yes..well for a change considerin how much im alwayz not noticed or watched durin competitions.
And i just found out tht S'pore's most famous athlete, U.K Sham, has been running in the same competitions as ive been attending..Swift and Wings!! And ive been dying to meet him!! Well...dyin to know him is of course an exaggeration. I wouldnt say 'ok!' cheerfully den jump down from a hundred story building just to peek a glance at him.

Its ova for tough trgs now..its time for some light ones before i compete

And im lookin forward to the 4 by 100m ones...I hope we'll enter finals...cos ull get to run in the National Stadium!!! and fame as well...JCs will want u.

Ive got a heavy great deal of tons of hmwk and assignments..i shall disappear behind my piles of tall books and be a goody-two-shoe.

Ciao for now

The Happiest day of my life

I thot i would just die when my name was called out for the Athletic of the year 2005.
2005 shall be the best yr of my life!!
Altogether ive got eight medals today.
Today's post will be a no-nonsense post cos im too happy to be writing nonsense

I shall start from scratch.. let me bring u back to May um..on tues i think during the heats.

First id gotten 100m champ. (but i only got the trophy today)


And then on e same day i got 400m champ.


And today...we were in a horrible frenzy (the trackers takin part in 800m) before the 800m race cos we didnt have time to warm up!!!!! And okay so i felt like peeing cos i was sooo nervous.
But i alredi knew i was gona get 2nd or below..cos radhiyah's 800m is very very good. She's alwayz enterin finals in nationals.

OKay so i got this



But nooo i didnt have time to rest!! by the time id finished my 800m race..i was alredi late for reporting for the 4 by 100m...But i had to rush to the prize giving area to get my 400m medal first. I was sooo horribly thirsty im telling u!! but didnt have time to walk back to my bag to get wateerrr.

OKay...so the 4 by 100m team, Dee Dee, Sis, Brenda, and me got 2nd. I was the last runner and i wanted to catch up after radhiyah who was alredi in front but she was just too far...so we got this:



By the time id finished...i realized i still didnt have the time to get water cos i was alredi late for my 4 by 400m reporting..and i also had to go to the prize givin area to get my gold for 100m.

So we waited like hell before the race started..I saw Krystal running she was practically sprinting throughout..and den i had to go take the 800m medal whilst the wait.
4 by 400m..and i was the last runner agen who's responsible for catching up. Dee Dee, Brenda, Vivian and me.

And we got Bronze


By tht time...I was sooo Horrifically tired...Evryone running in the CCA unit had alredi reported durin my 4 by 400m race..Soo while i was still panting...rushed to the CCA unit. It was like running non-stop..i was soo tired alredi...I didnt even have time to change into my jersey for the CCA race...so thts why i was the only tracker running in schl PE tshirt.

This was the race we were dreading for...Bcos the other CCAs had guys...but we had only 1 guy out of 8 pple. sooo its rather difficult..we didnt think we would win.. But we hugged each other at the wait..wishing gd luck and stuff.
When i saw tht peihee was the first running towards me...i was like ahhhh!!! so i sprinted..and this guy was blocking me...but i managed..and then we were ahead of the pack..Woohoo! Even zakiyah didnt lose to the soccer guy.

So we got GOLD!!!! and almost all of us were grrlz!!! Even Mr tan was impressed cos the other silver and Bronze winers were mostly guyz but we still win em!!!
The most amazing race..i mean i could see all the trackers cheering and stuff.
And it also has the most amazing trophy!! it is so tall and beautiful!!


And i could finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rest!! all my races were over...i gulped down two water bottles of water. And there was the final one. best individual award and stuff..

So for sec 4 and 5 girls...i was the so called Best Individual. I tried not to scream when i heard my name bein called. It was soo amazing.

and after this i was soo happy and contented with my trophies.

but den...there was also another award ive neva heard of...Athlete of the year 2005!
Now i just stood there and waited.
"...and from alpha house.."... i was like...it can't be me right?
But then i heard my name!! AND I SCREAMED!!! And Sindhu, hidayah, shalini and sis around me were SCREAMIN AND SCREAMIN they didnt even hear me scream!! It was soooo crazy and funny!!! But i ran downnn as they called my name twice!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.And i got this:


I thot i was just gona die of happiness.
Id neva felt happier.
Even sindhu agreed tht this year was gona be a memorable year before i leave this school.

It certainly is. :D

Jitter-pants

Youth day today and throughout my whole four years..I wasnt even aware at all abt this day!
I neva thot they'd take youth day so serious.
And when the tchers Pulled this big surprise on us by givin us a concert...
it was well..funny. Yess...funny
The whole concert was funny reli.
Plus u dont go to schl at evrytime of the day watching ur Principle somersaultin from one end to another.
Or ur vice principle shaking his butt to some 60s oldie.
Or Ur maths tcher singin like a real idol.
Or ur physics tcher..imagining himself to be a sports reporter spouting in accents.

HOnestly...u dont get this at evrytime of the day..so well..today's special.
Bcos those tchers were reli sweet. what they did and all..

Alright!! BACK to business here!
U wouldnt think id be posting this post's title as 'jitter-pants' for just tht?
well bcos...evrything abt tmr..will be well...Jittery

there's soo many 'How's ringing in my head in my own voice.
bcos evrything abt tmr will 'how'
so much confusion..
so much adrenaline
so much jitters

Bcos i want evrything abt tmr to go smoothly..
I dont wana come home crashing to bed and crying my heart out until evry fibre of my being cries out in agony
I dont wana be all stiff and hard durin 800m tmr.
I dont wana tire myself out cos of all the events and start techni-color yawning(vomitting)..right in front of the whole schl whilst running.

And today...Innova JC;s coach just came to our schl...asking us to apply the DSA thingy..
MOre rather for the track members and air rifle shooters

I mean i cant believe some of our seniors just older than us by 1 yr have alredi entered SEA games together with s'pore's most famous shooter who has won 14 sea games GOLD medal, has attended two olympics and more more and more. This guy was in our schl anywayand he was speakin to sis and me

The coach recognised sis and me as the trackers..somehow...Perhaps Priscillia told him abt us since he called sis and me," the twins".. She must have told him to lookout for us...cos she's dyin for us to join her in her track team in Innova.
SO when he saw two grrlz with congruent-ly similar faces, he knew we were the ones pris was talkin abt
And thanks to the juniors who got top 3 in nationals, he thinks tht the B girls are equally gd (which is quite untrue)thts why he wants us.

So tht innova track coach is gona lookout for me and see how i perform during the 800m nationals...which is gona just make evrything soo busted. 800m is alredi worse enuf i dont need another load on my back. Im sooo gona proof him wrong.

Cross my fingers
And i jst wrote a letter to my santa claus, God.

Lost

Just in case u might be mistooken tht im gona write a review summary on the tv hit 'Lost' ..i am gona have to disappoint u tht today im just gona rant abt how much i miss my waterbottle which ive just lost yesterday in da stadium.

Yes, My poor sophisticated savage is lost. Id left it there on the stadium bench ytd..leavin it there to brave through the cold inky night..and in the morning..just as it thot it might be saved..some weird nasty rabbit-haired spoilt kiddo with braces must have yanked it home...or some callous cleaner must have cruelly threw it in the dustbin..declarin it unwanted...when he has no clue how much its owner is waiting to rescue it after her schooling. OR...there could be some other harsh reasons.

Therefore this post is dedicated to my water bottle. I first bought it in takashimaya at 32 dollars. Cos it was love at first sight...whateva the cost was i was keen on buyin it. And i did (or otherwise it wouldnt have been lost in the first place)

I have not taken a foto of it. but its pinky and silvery. Aint tht just gorgeous??

Buh-bye i can't help blogging lame stuff like this.

Official countdown: 2 days more to sports day

Zonked

Zonked is da title for today's post cos well..i was indeed reli zonked
And abit or slightly disappointed i might add

The reason why i would say im disappointed? cos there's just not one..nor two...mmm mayb three ..Problems
Here's how: I was sprinting reli slowly today...U noe those days...those BAd leg days i call it..not tht uve injured ur leg or nething..its just..u find it hard to lift ur legs and knees up and go to ur full potential and 'fly'...like superman..or if ur a female..Wonderwoman. (not tht i noe if wonderwoman can fly)

When i watched as radhiah lihao and others trainin so hard..But rauf wasnt givin me anything to do but trg for 4 by 100m...I felt reli bad.. Yesss felt BAD for not running!!! Ripley's Believe it or not.

Yess...on friday im goin to run 4 events...800m included..Im soo gona Zonk myself out

PLUS new highlights!! Radhiyah is running for 800m!!! Im officially gona get 2nd or worse!!
But its ok...ill be equally happy if she gets first. (err mayb) So now im aiming for 2nd or runing very close to radhiyah.
Afterall, she's one of the top National runners.

And im still lazing around...my timing is horrific reli and Nationals is just peeking from around the corner.

OKay so today...I saw Nikki from Yishun town trg at the yishun stadium..I saw her during the X-country Nationals. She's very friendly..We were all talking to her. She's a very good sprinter.

I have a very boring post today..as borin as how im feeling.

My legs are so sore soooo gdnight

Trg

The first day of school! today! well not exactly since this isnt reli the first day of school for a kindergarden kid or nething..im in sec 4..a senior and graduating. So today's definitely not the first day of school but its somewhat it since the June holidays was reli long so today def felt like first day at school or sumfin. Boy, do i feel younger alredi? Not.

And evry night before a reopening of school..I would alwayz pray hard tht i would not get busted by a tcher or sumfin. Not tht im sent to the principle's office evrytime of the day but...its just sumfin im scraed abt..Me, alwayz scared bout sumfin tht dont usually happen. Tht reli is so me. :(

Fortunately..I had alot of free periods today..esp when Ms Premela did not come to schl..And Bio..we were soo free we could become seagulls..even MT too.
But one thing sure wont be pleasant I sighed the whole day.
Cos MONDAY is da day where we'll be trg in da stadium..Torture time. Stuffin my head in a humongous oven would probably feel better. ( Im so jk!)

I did da same as da last time..but since rauf was timing me and stuff..It was like he understood how tired i was and being the very passionate coach he is (yea right..okay maybe true to an extent)..he could tell how much i was sufferin.
He must have thot to himself how im sooo not ready for this nationals
I mean he'd wanted to do me some justice or sumfin..since ive neva achieved much throughout my four years! Okay i did ok..i did win some awards..he just forgot abt it!!
the reason why he'd put me in 800m as well was to just increase the chances of me gettin into the finals and also dying from havin too much adrenaline pumped into my lil capillaries.

He must av felt like i aint gona win anything much for the schl so mayb thts why he went off to train the throwers. Its ok its ok i soo admit what a loser i am. And im not wallowing in self-pity until evry fibre of my being tears..i am sooo not.

Woteba But bein such a responsible sports day in charge...he'd decided tht he could sneak me into 800m and did it without my consent plus only two events was allowed for one pupil but now im havin three. How very responsible. Not.

So all of these just concludes to the fact tht Im goin to have to run not the usual 2 i was preparing myself for this friday...But 4 ! 4 competitions in one day within a stretch of only a few hrs.
I am so gona bust myself.
Plus for 4 by 100? the cca unit comp?? i was running with the other ccas...who are mostly Guyz.
Now can someone tell me how in da world can i suck myself into the crust of the earth.

Geez i hope i dont get scolded by any tchers tmr or get into trouble.

P.S. Reminder evrybody: Tmr's relay practise will be held at 3 or i think 2.30.

I have just finished a bowl of dao suan. Well not exactly there's still half a bowl more.


Wy gave me this and id just like to say tht i love it. Muji does too.

Weird

I just sat at the waiting lounge..an approx 4 square meters one i might add..after facial..Reading all american girl by Meg cabot peacefully when I thot i heard...um.. - snoring! come out from one of the facial rooms too.
OKay..comin out from the facial room quite near to where i was sitting and if i was not wrong..Which i reli am not wrong...he was havin tht needlework session done on his face..aka torture session..
How he could sleep ..snoring-ly ..i might add..Through all tht?? I simply was clueless
And nx i heard abit of gigglings..well comin from me.

Whats weirder was what this guy in the MRT sitting nx to me was doin.
Well..u totally wouldnt even have guessed wot he did cos it was well..totally un-guessable.
He kept scratching his chin the whole journey through which is what u can call..gross totally!
And all i could hear was tht zszszszs sound when pple scratch their skins..
When he stops doin it...BEfore u could even say 'thankfully'...He goes onto flickin the dirt from his awful nails tht would send Ms. Hygiene screaming her head off while bein headless.

And coming home only to hear a high-pitched screaming with frequency tht could easily break a million dollar glass..(sumfin even the world's greatest opera singer -Paparazi or woteva, cant spell his name, cant do)

Before u start panicking there thinkin uve just read some climax..which isnt reli any climax at all...well it was just some kiddo screaming her head off while tryin to find fun in sliding down tht tres small swiiming pool slide

I shall go on to watch The Simpsons im alredi 10 mins late

Cooking lunch

How abt cooking lunch with me?! Or shd i say just cooking for me?!
I am going to share my cooking experience..(more like my maid's)..cos i noe wy's gona be soo jealous after realizing wot my maid is cooking today:

PENANG LAKSA!!!!!

Have ur skins turned as green as creepy slimes on Goosbumps outta envy??

My Breakfast (ps: made it myself)

Make a big wild guess
Wots this ur seeing? Campbell's ABC soup? Mud water?
AHA! wrong..since ull neva be able to guess wot this is to ur dying day..thus, i shall be kind. This is Ur average oatmeal!! but i used Chocolate milk instead of white milk for growing babies.

Now back to the speciality of the day.. Penang Laksa!!!

I took lil shots of the making process and ingedients!!! WARNIN: For the sake of the recipe's secrecy...do not trust wot ur seeing!!! therefore, pls do not sprint to the kitchen and start making ur own penang laksa after seein these shots !!

Ingredients:

That looks like a pretty pinky flower!!! Aint it just vintage?! Not.

They look like nuts but muji says their called ,'grass gruas' or 'wild grass' or so thts wot i heard. am i just sufferin from a sudden bout of ear disease or is it just Muji's bad pronounciation?

HELP!! go on screamin u lil rascals!! ahem..lil onions and erm other lil ingredients!! AHA! too bad ur just gona get Blended!!! to fill my lil stomach!!
PS: the outcome of the blended mixture was just too gruesome for any human being to see!! U might just start foaming through ur mouth right in front of ur computer!! thereofre..after much consideration i have decided its not right to show u pple wot happened nx...and also..its cos i am too lazy to upload another pic.

ANd wot du get?!

The Penang LAKSA!!! well..not exactly..the noodles have not been added yet.

Plus I am too selfish to show u how my lunch looks like! I shall eat in content-ment. Mwahaha!

Thats all for now!

(ps: well im soz for ending evrything so abruptly..Mr Stomach keeps rumbling! i cant do anything much can i?)