OMG!!!!!!
grading's tmr and i cant believe i went shopping today!!!! the nerve of me!

woohoo pictures galore!!! how kind of me to have specially taken em cos they're good for ur soul!

YAY!!! i found my lovely pink earring!!! tho it was found at some mysterious corner. So its either it hopped out of my ear and decided to settle in between my hair conditioners or someone simply kidnapped it and left it to die there when they have had their fun

HOW DID IT?!

friendship band made of hemstring!!

my spoon earstuds. They're as hot as my fork ones...even tho i have sadly misplaced em or ill have the complete set of cutlery ear accessory :(

No i dont use em on my skirt. They were 'pinned' to my ear earlier this morning while i was out

my new hairstick!!! its hot!!

wats the big deal about artificial names. their gettin trendy and popular these days and almost evryone around me is having it. Well..includin myself..and i have like tons. But my main one is 'eraser dust' as bestowed upon by Nette and friends.
SO count urself lucky, Trudy and Joey!! at least u guyz have cutsey names

OMG!!!! im soooo going to far east cos that totally vintage kimono top ive been looking for for agess is sold there!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH finally finally finally...my efforts for searching has paid off. ive been so desperate id even stoop so low to have planned to ask some stranger where she'd bought it if i should eva see anyone wearing it. Fortunately...Nelly has the answers!!!!!!!!!!!! cos she was wearing it when we met up just today

OMG!!! guess what?! my uncle bought this Nike or is it adidas track suit for sis and me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the hottest news of the century i soooo cant wait to see it :D

The tag game!!! its the funnest game on the planet!!!
Instructions:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

(this is an excerpt from Luke's blog haha so im not violating any copyright law here just in case luke sues me!!!)

gender: having y chromosome
1) Funny
2) fun to have around
3) witty in his jokes
4) not a jerk
5) Cute
6) Speaks good english (cos my chinese sux)
7) Gentlemanly
8) Not a baby

OKay now my victims:
1) Luke
2) cheryl
3) Trudy
4) Rachel
5) Sindhu
6) Joey
7) Freddy
8) Wenan

play nicely :D

so we went out ytd after judo and we had so much fun.
Sondra has got amazing balance..yea im like totally sure.
HAH but im the one whos got the best balance!!!!!!!!!!!!!! take that sondra!!!!!!

Shucks theres that stupid judo camp im going to diee zeee most horrible death. cos the only response i got when i asked if itll be tough or fun for that matter... garfield boy suggested we bring an MC along just in case we needed an excuse to back out.

okay i get it.

Shucks ive been comin home so late at night so frequently that i think my mom will explode if i do it again. then ill never be allowed to go out at night ever again and thats just amazingly terrible beyond anything.
How hot is that?! Not.

but its alwayz so fun going out at night. Even though i noe its dangerous but still...i can pray about it and evrything will be fine.

OH shcuks...grading's comin up!. and im seriously gona screw the whole thing i swear i will.

cos i tend to fall along with the person whenever i throw someone. and im sure thats not exactly what ull call a judo master-ish move.

Yo peepzoes!!

Life's been reli hot!!!
we had extra chem lecture today.
i was wlakin out of my condo when i saw this cj guy doin e same...but he was walkin towards the alternate route!!! Which i was dyin to know how to take...so i followed him!!!
It was gettin reli scary cos i had to watch when he would drop but i was afraid i might miss him and itll just be e end of me.
The bus took like a horribly long time!!! and when i had to transit and alight..it was alredi 9!!! I was soooo dead...

I mean like u totally cant blame mEEEEEEEEEEEEE....i was lost okay?! so i stood at the bus stop...wonderin how im gona barge into the lecture theatre and embarass myself and how im going to apologise to the lecturer.

Yea i was simply stoning...WHEN SUDDENLY!!!!!! this black car pulled up in front of me..and nurul stepped out of it and called out to me!! and asked me to hop in!

OMG she saved my life!!!!!!!! I couldnt be happier. guess she was late as well but at least she had her mom to fetch her in a car...and it happened that there was this other girl who was also late for the 9 o clock lecture..and nurul asked her to hop in as well!!

it was so hot!
I love nurul Omg!!

We had to do some pw survey thingy after the whole lecture...i mean it was pretty scary alright...walkin up to ppl askin if they're willing to do a survey regarding smoking. We were seriously short of smokers to do our survey...so when i heard some balestier hill sec guyz talkin about how they wana buy some cigars to smoke....i walked up to em to ask if they'd like to take the survey.
Their pretty frenly pple...and funny as well..and the guy who took my survey looked so extremely like joshua ang id thot it was actually him.
when we were done...this guy seemed to have called his friend through his hp to ask him to get down and do the survey for some cj girls. Overly helpful i guess.

newayz...Its the great singapore sale!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to fox ytd and omg...i bought this gorgeous top ANd its BARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!

its the hottest top of the century i simply adore it! in fact it looks like the one ashlee simpson wore durin the 'shadow' MTV

and i bought some maybelline eyeliner...it does great wonders to the eyes!

Ive been up to alot of stuff these days!!!!!! I cant wait to go out with u peeps!!

shucks stupid judo tmr. Believe it or not
*yawnz* i think im gona go sleep. I mean u totally cant blame me cos id slept at 1 am last night...shudderin and stoning in front of e computer.

Its been awhile since ive posted any pictures. t27 is like a picture-taking-obssessed class so it wont hurt to share some that we took.

haha

exasperated from GPP! This is how stressed we are!

being mad

me and ly da babe!

ly and me

from the left, ly, me and les! :)

Its break day today!!!!!!!!! which means noooooo school!!!!! Sadly, ive got gp exams to study for. I cant wait to gooo out with my mates durin the hols!!!!!!!!!

ly and nelly are gg for that campbridge attachment thingy which is super kewl!!! ur like given the opportunity to carry out experiments in a college in London! but their main purpose is jsut to go there and shop or something...they'd alredi planned to skip lessons and go to town instead! err i dont think ill be going...itll be fun but im such a guai-gia i wouldnt wana break ne rules! I was speakin to howard on msn ytd and omg hes the funniest person alive!!!! hes such a random slut!

Like what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mom was grumbling abt evrything all mornin and oh geez! shes not gona allow contacts anymore and she wants my hair reli short!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quelle horreur!! (or whateva u spell it in latin)

Okay so im gona walk arnd lookin like that geek in my ez-link card. Horror beyond anything. Sometimes i wake up, hearts racin...from a nightmare of havin to cut my hair reli short. Yea that sooo is a nightmare..and i havent only gotten it once.ive gotten it a few times!!!!!!!!! so now my nightmare's gona become reality. This is just so sick

well at least im gettin better. School makes it worse tho. Not exactly ur typical happiest-girl-in-the-world person. Sometimes i just wish i could take a break from all of these for a moment and spend time with my bestest mates to forget all my troubles. Even so, it might only pull me down further...since evrything that happens does. Mayb i shd just stay at home and sleep.

hah at least im improvin. few weeks down the road ill be back to me and my normal self!!!! cant wait for that. I want me back!

Just dont worry too much about me...ill be fine! im gettin better which is a good thing. But i thank uall!!! the smses, emails, chats, tags! U guyz are the reasons why im gettin better!!! Totally love yall so much xoxox

HI
im in my room isnt this so hot!
A laptop in my room!!!!!!!! what could be better than bein in the comfort of my air-conditioned room with a bed beside it!!!!!!!!!! gorgeous like totally!!!

My wonderful class.


sometimes im okay and happy and springy..sometimes im not.

"i can resist anything but temptation" isnt this such a funny phrase.
Or maybe its just me bein amused by evrything

Just ytd..there was this bee flying around me and i got so scared and frightened i dodged too much and fell over, flinging my table over as well...And the class was laughing in fits.

Ive sooo have torn my ligament cos of judo. I do hope it cures tmr cos there'l be a stupid test

Life's been so interesting. I just dont have all e time to rant abt how colourful life is in CJ

the tears..they stream down my cheeks. I live in so much fear. i dont know how to face the world anymore. The world's out to get me. I didnt do anything. but the world's out to get me. The world is cruel.
I fear so much now. under all that farcade, lies the cruel n dark reality.
I didnt do anything...so why? Why evryone's out to get me...to hiss to push and toss around.


im neva gona see sunlight again.

i canot take this anymore.
Ive been drifting in and out of depression for the past few weeks and no amount of self-comfort or whateva can help. I sooo hate life.

And it isnt helping that the pile of homework and assignments is increasing and my tests grades are reli screwed. Ive been gettin headache so often evryday cos im alwayz wonderin why and bcos im so stressed up there in the head. I cant get out of this. Im trying...I study at home and yet my time management sucks so bad im becomin reli unproductive and i reli cant take this anymore. And its not just bcos of that. Nothings so simple.

Im stuck..i cant get out. I want me back...i cant help but cry. I cant do anything. I hate this. I abhor all of whats happening. I cant stand it anymore.
Whats the world comin to. Sometimes i think ive recovered...only to slump into depression the next day again. And ive given up and have came to a horrible conclusion that ill neva recover from this depression. Or mayb i will...but that will take a reli long time....and that will also mean a reli long time of sufferin and pain and torture.

I wana help myself. But i cant. I dont have that ability. im so sick of evrything. So very sick.
Im a very stupid girl

oh geesh sports day was so hectic..hot, humid, stuffy, crowded. i suffered from a major headache
and my throat still hurts a great deal.

Floorball was extremely exciting...i wasnt in the school team cos i gave my place up for nurul who wanted to. IN the end..i was just a spectator....until this team who was sorting out their players needed 3 more pple in the team...and just pointed to me and asked if i could play for them cos they needed players or itll be a walkover.

so i did. even though i was playin for some other class. It was an awesome game though! we lost haha

in the end, i became a part of the class team for the last match..together with the other j2s. omg i kept falling i was in such a mess. And the senior was so aggressive cos we were losing...that he lost his balance too...and pushed me..and i fell to the ground...and now my knees sufferin from abrasions. SO yea...the usual...showering became a chore cos the wound would give me the most sizzling sensation when touched with water.

Haha we lost again. Geez perhaps im jinxed.

Franchesca was like...u were all over the place!

Ben was reli thoughtful! he knew i was sufferin from a sore throat cos of my msn nick and he asked eelin to pass me a bottle of lemon juice with honey he'd made. it tasted reli good.
still, im wonderin how he'd manage to stuff that lemon in.

YOYOYOYO!!!!!!!!

omg this is sooo random.

i swear im turnin crazy

AHAHHAA

yea like evrything has an end. so here's the end.

well a new start to a new beginning. i shd look on the bright side right. Yea im doin tht now. but i need God now so bad. i reli do. im sufferin and tearing. and i don wana remain like this i dont think i can take the pain.
It was all my fault. Why did i become such a greedy pig? and now ive lost. I shdnt have. shdnt have done that. I wish i could say sorry..it was all my fault. but i dont think ull eva speak to me again. and it hurts me so. and why did u do it? why du wana do it. i dont blame u though. ill treasure the memories.
but i guess its for the better. I needa concentrate on gettin my studies right instead of thinking abt all of these unneccessaries.

so here goes nothing. Yeap i guess.

IM going crazy.
I thought abt it the whole day till my head hurt so much cos i was thinking too much.

Im seriously going mad...im not thinking straight. whats wrong with me? why am i like this? im hurting so many pple...including myself. why cant i remain normal instead of hopping around.

i cant believe its even reflected in my dream. shucks my headache is back. Ive screwed myself..my life my grades my everything. how i wish all of these would stop. why hadnt i listened to God. or perhaps i interpreted his signs wrongly. but something told me tht he meant for me to stop on tht fateful day.

Im suffering now...from so much pain and i dont know what abt. Im just so confused. I must stop. i have to. or ill continue sufferin. Have to stop. I cant take this anymore my head hurts from so much thinking.

ive screwed evrything. with my own hands. i have to Stop all these and be normal again...the way i used to be. and i cant do this alone. i need God's help. but will he? this is not easy. i cant take this anymore.

Ive got to admit that my life has evloved to becoming more interesting ever since i stepped into CJ. Its as though im on a roller coaster...sometimes im up sometimes im down..and sometimes my heart leaps into my mouth. err...the latter's a metaphor...just in case u might be mistaken and faint in front of ur computer thinking that im some alien whos come to invade ur planet.

but i cant let all of these affect me. Ive got to push on. I have so many wonderful classmates. I love em all. hooray for t27!

Yea..and like u can totally imagine the state im in now. Im totally injured like all over. And somehow ive caused a senior to fracture her collar bone. My knuckles are sufferin from abrasions and they cant be touched with water...cos then id have that salt-on-an-open-wound sensation. One of my finger suffered a cut and it was bleeding. My thighs are aching a great deal. My Arm is twisted. One more shoulder throw and ill not be able to write anymore. my left ankle is sufferin a minor twist as well. Theres a lil bruise on my lower back. The pain's gone anyway.

Worst of all...i cant seem to throw anybody. evrytime i attempt to throw somebody..i get thrown instead. And sparring with that black belt master was not reli the best experience. He's as sturdy as a rock. He was givin in to me for the first few mins..but after that...he probably had a change of mind and decided to be ferocious. and i got thrown the second i stood up from a fall. And its not just any ordinary fall...its the flinging sort of fall in which u land with a real sick thud. And like...i yelp evrytime i fall. And tell me please....have u ever heard of any yelpings or screams in a ring before? Like i bet ull say no. Thats why im an embarrassment to the Judo community. And like i forget to break fall almost evry time.

I cant even throw sondria..Not even once. Argh. I hate judo i reli do. i cant seem to get anything right. Im not agressive enuff. And pple keep telling me that if were to tell others that im from judo, they'd find it hard to believe cos i look too gu-niang.

Sadly..im as weak as i look. Im not agressive enuff!

sigh.

yea like its been sometime since ive got on here and i dont update that often anymore due to time constraints, etc etc etc

Plus ive got a class blog to maintain which ive gotta update evryday....being the superbly responsible welfare head of t27 that i am. Well that definitely does not mean ill close this blog down or something or declare it useless and abandaoned...ill just probably update less often. Like probably once a week.

Tons of stuff has happened. Like reli a ton. I cant rant abt these stuff right here cos well..as ive said...their confidential. Im just not v keen on exploding like humongous megaspeakers on my love life and stuff...(unlike nelly who has announced to the world abt her new craze over Van..great taste though..and did i mention how sexy and hot he reli is!!!)

Well guess what?! Im supposed to write some proposal for our class's Initiated CIP program to Paul Rogers aka Brother Paul. Its alot of stress im tellin u...PLus my English sux sooo bein a representative of the class to do such an important task is like disgracing the class. Thats why id sought les's help....and thats why eelin, jean les, and i had agreed to meet up this morning.
Unfortunately...the mornin became a stoning session when les's anaemia attacked again...and eelin overslept. SO that left me with jean and we were reli brain dead at that time cos jean was ill.
In the end, i had breakfast with Linton and we went to school from there.

Arriving to class only to be tricked by my class again. Yea...its as though im carrying this air around me evrywhere i go...i call it...the shufen's-easy-to-trick-and-its-amusing air. Im not some smart professor so i cant come up with some sophisticated term, so there. Its like pple have been trickin me since ive entered sec 1 and evryone thinks its amusing. well it probably is. It has became a tradition.

So well..id kicked off this year by attempting to trick on others...unfortunately...they've never worked...cos ill alwayz laugh even before i can finish my sentences...blame it on my ticklish nerves...they're so irritating. Laughing is like some reflex action of mine...i cant seem to control it...and the more i try to supress it..the worse it gets!

Our class is going to have a class outing like on sunday. Geez im busy every weekend. and itll last thru the night gazin at stars bla bla....i mean we even have a sing-along session...thanks to les's creative ideas and her work perfectionism. I totally pale in comparison to her as a welfare head.

till nx time folks!!!!!!!

xoxo

Its been like such a long time...and my posts are gettin shorter and shorter.

but i shall try to remain as enthusiastic as i was in the past!!! for the benefit of ppl like cheryl!!!!!!!!!! (hey i wrote ur name ere are u happy?!)

Im telling u life has changed a whole great deal!!! and perhaps for the better. Suddenly...im gettin all that and it gets superbly weird. Okay like evrythings a secret HAHA.

btw, i got caught by the discipline master for short skirt. DAMNNNNNN...ill have to wear long skirts for the rest of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(:(:(

I totally love hanging out with my classmates..that bunch of ppl like nette, aly, yx, jeff, bla bla bla....they are such a warm bunch and with ppl like jeff around and his funny moves...i crack up laughing all e time!

we went to serene center on thurs for lunch. i canot count e no. of times we'd burst out laughign like mad hyenas. It was sooo fun when we ran away from nette while she walked round the shopping center lookin for us.

on friday, we ate at pasta mania...and the guyz were being funny by arguing who's mine. Happily...IM nobodys!!

Ive gotta sell daffodils in town tmr...its like a flag day!!!!!!!! so if u happen to be in town tmr...buy it from me OKAY?!

Hey cheryl!!!!!!!!! i mizzzzed ya xoxoox

Hello pple!

Im just so tired after JUDO.

Sigh Gp sucks!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

hooray i saw wenan and his fren in the MRT. finally...someone from AI at the toa payoh region. hot huh?

and theres tons of stuff to do and i got gold for NAFA. I love CJ its the most happening school in the entire universe.

Personally its like a crisis for me now.

I dont know what to do!!! I mean if u were to hear abt my plight...ull totally be beewildered as if this part of my life was part of some silly movie. And ull wana hear the ending..only..there isnt any ending.

This is so shitty. Bein stuck in some bitchy world.

sometimes i wonder what God has in store for me by makin all of these happen. I pray for him to do the reverse but he made it happen instead. And now im going to sink in further and be stuck in the worst situtation eva in the entire universe. Not tht its some major issue like saving the world from alien invasion or nething.

Itll be the best thing..yet it may be the worst. Im stuck and im stuck and im going to sink...yea im stuck in a quicksand-y situation.

This is like e first time im facin this sorta situation.. This is soo weird. so bizarre

HULO!!!

okay..err..to explain abt the previous post....tht was supposed to be in my private blog but i posted it up on my public blog instead..By ACcident! Ive taken tht post away alredi so yea.

Yea father is God..and this is how i pray to him when i need help. HAHAHA i noe its weird but i dono how to pray properly cos im not a proper christian n i dont go to church. But i do pray evryday. so evrything's all kewl

I havent been updating much cos ive been updating it more in my own diary..as in the physical one. Cos alot of stuff that happened last week is well..pretty much confidential...as in u dont fess up abt ur love life on something thats like open to the WOrld!

But for those out there who are like my close frenz...ill tell u guyz abt my life when i meet u guyz. ;) Just dont forget to stifle your yawns.

Anyway..i made like a class blog for the class. Its been up for like centuries with the ugliest skin of all time. Till me, the great one, came to revamp evrything. (even though it isnt any revamp at all)
err..but ive gotta admit...it sucks like totally. I neva thot id make such an ugly skin.

http://titu7.blogspot.com

OH rigjht!!!!!

We had a pool outing on thursday. It was so hot. It reli was. But i spent most of my pool time chatting with eelin having tea in the food court instead of like makin my money worthwhile by playin pool. I love eelin!!!!! It was like a conspiracy or something...Almost evryone there was from CJ!!!!!! It was hell fun but pple were off in lil groups after tht while i went home alone cos as usual...im the earliest to go home while my frenz enjoy a cup of nice tea in starbucks.

On friday i was at Nette's. That explains the soooo un-me display MSN pic of some coconut trees.

I was at the library studyin with wispy when we saw SEAN!!! that guy from the I not stupid movie!!! i mean he looked so diff but he looked familiar. And wispy pointed out to me tht it was rlei him we saw studying!!!!! and some girls were like talkin at the toilet abt him. im not tht crazy. I think its a kewl thing but it neva like seriously hit me tht id seen some moviestar studyin for his O levels social studies in an ordinary library in the middle of woodlands.

OH shucks sports carnival is near and im dead. Cos ive not been training.

woohoo

The last two days was the kewlest two days of my entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was totally on high and stuff!! Like reli reli high okay!!! cos it was like sooo coooooollll

okay so whats so cool?! i hear u askin. Evrything about the last two DAYS!!!!

yea i shd stop acting like a moron..(as if i dont on evry other day)

Friday was AI's speech day and i won something!! its a cca award!! So i went back and saw soooo many other ex AI-ians and frenz and juniors. It was such an awesome experience. I love the whole night. And the best part of all was to meet my track juniors!!!!!!! I miss u guyz like sooo much like sooooooooooooooooooooo much xoxooxoxoxo. I was soooooo happy to see u!!!!
But i felt reli bad for like wanderin around to meet pple while the concert was goin on. Geesh. i must have disturbed some. But i was on high. Not that i consumed any drugs. Well i sort of..and u guyz are my drugs!! (i cant get any lamer) I missed all of u!! track juniors..ex 4e1ians, ex 2e5ians, ex trackers,..close frenz!! I was soo happy to see u guyz and i had the time of my life. Like reli the time of my entire life..like REally really really. I could neva be happier. Or mayb i could if id strike toto or something.

Sat!! i had to get up early cos i had to meet the others for sally's pressie. Rachel is so funy. And durin Judo, I had to spar with some Black belt master who's like represented singapore in some macau games (saw it from his gee's back view). So u couldve imagined how many times i fell. And how my lower back got sprained..and how my neck ached, and how much my shoulders are pain-ing. They stilll hurt even now. I dont know if i can run later. He's like as sturdy as a rock. I cant twist him at all. Add a 100 push ups to the list. so u can probably just imagine the state im in now.

Changed up and went to Sally's party. It was the hottest party in the entire universe. The guyz there are soooooooo funy. I mean i laughed like the whole time. And her house is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful. There's even a pool table in the middle of nowhere.
Its as if the whole world's invited cos there are like tons of pple aroudn. so i got to know alot of new frenz. We even played this game and if one loses, we'll have to drink this cup of blue alcoholic drink thats got some weird italian name. Rachel got a lil tipsy and she turned lobster red and felt reli sleepy. I drank like two cups and nothing happened. Its just like a normal cocktail drink thats a lil sweet and has a tinge of bitterness. Well i left early..in fact i was the earliest. I had so much fun. Hugged sondria and sally den left for home.

Okay i need to study now! cya xox. No more parties back to serious work.

Today is perhaps the worst day of my life! evry unhappy day is the worst day of my life for me! so there are tons of worst-day-of-my-life days so get used to it.

So guess what happened.

1) i stained my skirt and it wont go away so i had to wash it twice.
2) i got caught by the PE dept teachers for wearing ankle socks when it was perhaps one of my few days of wearing it and i had no choice bcos i didnt have ne proper socks left and i had to rush in the morning after the bus..and they were so harsh to me they made me buy new socks. Fortunately....they didnt send me for detention or ill so fling myself of Mount Tarzi (theres no such mountain i made it up myself).
3) I couldnt find my school badge so i had to buy one.
4) I stinked after Judo cos of all the sweat


My whole day was spoilt bcos i was reprimanded by that grp of PE tchers. I tried smiling so they'll be nicer but they had this stern voice on all the time that made me go jittery timbers.
PLus there was some boy who tried bein nice in the mrt station while i was going home by smilin and askin if i was going home and i didnt respond cos i thot he was a poser beng whos just flirtin so i looked at him for awhile before walking off. I cant believe i was so rude cos his reaction wasnt like the other poser beng guyz i noe..so he probably was just tryin his luck at flirtin for probably like the first time in his life and failed.

OKay there's like PTM tmr..and i heard taekwondo is comin up as a new cca. I might join it. I love martial Arts its so hot!!! its so girl powerrr if u get what i mean. Like how cool it would be if i could be like some silly lil girl who noes how to fight. Like i can surprise pple. Which is totally hot. Den i can slam evil pple who try to attack me all ova the place. Like Bam Bam Bam

HAHAHAHA

yay Its Sally's bday this week and im gg to her big massive party and im gg to meet loadsa new pple. This is so hot.

hullo

evryday is like an interesting day for me naffhahahaplooploop

okay enuff of nonsense. I think u had enuff in a day alredi or u wouldnt be here reading this.

Road relay was called off yesterday cos it was raining. And plus i was running halfway when some pple waved to us to stop cos it was called off. So much for wrecking my nerves. I guess i have to continue working out agen cos unfortunately..it was just postponed!

Hey guess what!! I had an accident today and im in hospital now..ranting about all of these.

HAHA caught ya didnt I? Happy april fools!!!!!

haha. what an extraodinary trick. Not.

SO this was the sms i was sending arnd to scare pple. unfortunately..Nette neva fell for it. She just went 'u shouldnt have put that trickin part and the april fools part in the same message'

Fortunately..april fools 2006 lies on an un-schooling day. Or ill neva have a day of peace with pple like yongxian, jeff, nette, aly and God knows how many more around. Ill come back home with tangled up messed up hair eye rings or whateva.

But before Judo, i went out to eat lunch with Spoilyannamisualimbo (yes this is her name..if theres eva an emergency and by the time im done calling her name for help..id alredi be dead.), chuddy, eelin, sally, rach, martina and meiyi. and ate that food republic hokkien mee agen!!!!!!

btw, i got my geee....or geek..or..whateva u call that suit u use in Judo or taekwondo..thats less than comfortable but may i also add that it will be superbly comfortable when ur stranded in the north pole where polar bears inhabitate.
here it is!! all bundled up nicely!

(okay my uploading picture program isnt working very well so no image for u at the mo)

Yay i had my first session of sparring today!! it was soo fun slamming pple down!! But of course i got slammed too..by the professionals...pple like coach who represent the country for international competitions. loadsa trickery involoved but its sooooo fun!!! i hurt my lower back..and theres a blue black on my upper back and my ankle feels painful.

But i went off to study with Sis and Arabel at the library carrying that stupid gee or geek or that suit for judo and taekwondo.

afterwhich we went off to buy ear studs.
and i bought these.

(okay my uploading picture program isnt working very well so no image for u at the mo AGEN)

I bought that university Biology txtbk cos biology;s syllabus has changed to what the Uni pple are studying. it is sooooo horrible and tedious. and carrying that book around today worsened my back injury.

My Uncle has been obssessed with taking pictures of evrything eva since hes gotten himself a new professional camera..even a tap with running water. or chasing butterflies with dad under the hot sun. and this is an example of his work.

(same thing)

Hello u guyz!!

OMG theres road relay tmr and my leg is still as injured as ever!

Anyway..here are some pics we took in class. Took it from les's new cam!!

Aly, Nette and Me! Alycia and Nette
Alycia and Nette demonstating a proper handshake

My legs hurts a gr8 deal when it has just recovered not too long ago after id vibrated my calf with a tiny massage machine.
This time its another calf.

And it all happened durin swimming today. My first swim training and i had a calf cramp. HAHA.

I can still vividly remember how everything was like...the blue mesh of wave hitting against my body while fatigue seeped in cruelly. DAMN i was tired beyond words but i had to continue. I was panting beyond anything. and dats when i felt this jab of pain in my calf and some stiffness. OUCHY OUCH and i screamed cramp.

Fortunately, lynn and jezreel were there to pull me back to shore while i groaned on, or the nx time ull ever see of me is the ghost of me rising from a coffin shrilling 'i hate swimming'. What an exciting swimming trip. Not.

SO i jsut sat there like a complete idiot stretching stretching and stretching. This is sooo not it. AHHH!!

Linton is one funny boy. He;s sooo funny!!

its kinda weird to see guyz in trunks. its just a lil too much information. If u get what i mean.

Dance trial was perfect. I totally love hip hop!! i think its so hot!! (apart from the fact that id sprained my neck after the whole thign from twising too much.)

Right so there'll be a road relay this friday. And my stupid calf enjoys remaining in its injured state so it does not have to contract for me to run anymore. Curse you, Mr. Calf!!

Ive been workin out alot..and plus im comin home at like 7pm almost evryday..not forgettin the tons of homework. This is so killing me and im so exhausted. Id actually overslept today and was almost late for school. Fortunately i wasnt. Or ill just die if i have to go for detention.

Guess what i went to causeway just ytd with wispy to collect some phtocopied notes. Thats when we came across ebase!! this green top on display looked reli cool so i went to try it on. Its supposed to be like a reli unique tube.

erm well but it looks..well curtain-y...like some green satin curtain draping over my body. Or bath-y. Like ud just stepped out of a bath. Nonetheless..as i said its unique..and it isnt evryday u see a top like dat around thts got like a 75% discount. It can even be worn as a skirt as well! and it looks classic! Ebase is so hot i love ebase. SO here's a lil preview of the top i bought. It looks like a dirty green mop in this snapshot. But b4 u faint and declare me a walkin fashion disaster, i assure u..it doesnt look as bad when its worn by a fresh human being

And i got this plastic bag!! They have such beautiful prints i might use it to make a skin or something. that is if i have the time which i dont think i have.

Zoom!! gawwjusssssimososo huh?

Hey u guyz xoxo

Oh my god..believe it or not.

I was in this Mrt on my way home when i saw this middle-aged guy molesting this down syndrome girl and nobody did anything about it but stared and whispered.

I bet she diddnt know it was wrong..whateva he did to her..cos she just stood there like nothing happened. Well it happened like this.

This girl went over to lean against this metal pole that fag was leaning on..I guess she went a lil too close and had him aroused. and dats when he had this weird look ..like he was tryina peek down at her. and dats when he went closer and closer..I suspected something was wrong..I was irritated at how he was looking at the girl..Perhaps i could smell trouble or its just me with that predicting the future power i possess.

I tried looking away cos i didnt know he was gona do something wrong after that..Perhaps he was just tryina be frenly to the girl. SO i Stoned for a moment..but when i looked back...HIS HANDS WERE Rubbing her hips and he had this sick look on his face that disgusting faggot. What a sick Son of a bitch.


Well i had to get out of the MRT by then cos it was my stop so i STared angrily at him den hmph-ed off. Sigh i wished i had done something..I wished i had warned him like told him i was gona call the police if he doesnt stop..But i guess he wont dare do anything outrageous like rape her in broad daylight..he was just touchin her hips and evrything like a disgusting fag. Cos afterall it was in some public place like the MRT. But im still upset i left like dat without doin anything and im upset with the public as well.

But actually..i do not know what would happen to me if id done something like yell at him..It would have been so weird..I bet he'll stare at me den say mind ur own business or he'll give me a box in the face. But ill Slam him down on the floor like how i see em do durin my JUDO training. And ill KICK his manhood with Utmost strength then pop my thumb into his eyes till his eyeballs roll out of its sockets.

Les and yx was sick and all..its awkward to see les in such a un-hyper state. Its so unlike her. YX too.

OKay i gtg now cxya xoox

new skin finally

Hello!

Notice how i alwayz say hello before i start postin all da time? Erm..well i dono i guess its just a habit. They of course do not serve any silly purpose like some secret code or something...to convey some terror-ic message to my terror-ic frenz so they can bomb a building. HAHA very funny.

Well some things have to go..and unfortunately this time..its my lindsay layout. Ahh lets reminisce over the times. I made that lindsay layout like..sometime after the Os..And it stayed here for a very long time...cos i alwayz had this notion that if i cant make a better layout than the previous', then i wont post it up. Not that this is definitely better than the previous..I guess we all got very sick of it..seeing that brown and pink mesh.

Judo was funny alright. The SJI boys are the funniest boys on the planet. playful bunch of monkeys lol. But im starting to worry as i see em spar. I mean...this martial art deals with slamming pple on the ground...and it looks darn scary. Uve got to have immense strength to be able to throw some fatso on the ground. Unfortunately for me...Ive alwayz been a weakling like in evrything. Except for running which is just average. Even if id managed to throw someone..i think my lungs will explode first...not bcos someone punched me in my ribs...but bcos i tried to summon so much energy and takin in such a deep breath that my lungs burst like a big pink balloon. Yuck.

I dont think ill be able to survive in Judo. I should go for something light. Like dance. I love swimming...but my hair will spoil and i absolutely do not want that.
Fencing was too expensive. holdin a stick and poking pple.

Unfortunately...all my classmates are scattered around asia like lil seeds that got dispersed by the wind...whether for odac expeditions or tours or cca thingies...Unlike seeds..I dont think they'll stay in those countries and grow there. they'll fly back...against the wind. :D thats why we'll have a class outign after the holidays when evryones back.

U know what? I LOVE MY BLUE UNIFORM!!!!

SO i stayed up until 1.40am to study biology Since i couldnt get anything durin lectures. its like stuffin infos into ur brain for a full hour...some of it will leak away..like how sis's water alwayz leaks from her adidas water bottle.

IM hating biology. Its such a horrible topic. Its like a thousand times more in depth than sec school's. A thousand times more!!

Judo is sooo cool!! But its scary!! cos its full of slams and all..

I believe ill break a teeth or two..or ill probabbly break my back if i continue falling so badly..Which i alredi have.

I might be joining Dance now cos i heard that freestyle thingy is gone!!!

Hello air.

lately..ive been pondering over my cca choices. Well there's one which is pretty fun and ive even tried it out once..And thats ODAC.

But there are a thousand reasons why ill be more of a nuinsance than of any help. Im just so hopeless!!

1) Im afraid of creepy crawlies so ill not live for more than a day if i have to go for expeditions or whatevas.

2) Im afraid of dirt...like how i totally freaked out when i had to enter the drain and i cant believe i was the only one!!!

3) I am not as hyper as les who is absolutely ..well..hyper-ish.

4) I will die of depression if i have to stay in the mountains cos ill be scared of evrything.

5) I absolutely hate dirty places!! not to mention living in them. Places like somewhere in the middle of the forest is so nah-ah to me.

6) i dont like tough trainings ever since ive stepped down from track and field. I have suffered enough!! I so totally will wither like that rose howard gave on valentines.

OKay so well the list goes on. Notice how i keep repeating hwo much i abhor dirt!! and creepy crawlies is like sooooooooooo Hell-ish. They absolutely kill me.

So yea well!!! LIFE"S been gr8 for me. I love CJ. I Love the culture!!! Its so new and refreshing..its totally kewl. we have a new class now!!! with lotsa new faces and all. Though ill miss candice and so many others!!! Its absolutely saddening that some of our interesting classmates have left..but they'll alwayz be in our hearts. Though of course we still have to move on. Maribel is gone but id love her to be part of the class!! Orientation finale night was sooo hot!!!!!!
I mean it was real madness alright.

Right so now..im In JUDO, Swimming, and what was the other one?..geez..ive forgotten..oh Right!! its Volleyball!!!

I love the sun!! so much for my change of resolution to become fair. My resolution has reverted back to its original..that tanning thingy.

COs i just went for a swim with wispy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i got a tan!!!!!!!!! i can see tanlines!!! this is sooo kewl!!!

Ms lim says my pearl earrings are too big. I think so too. jeff has given me that 'Mother of pearl' nick. Geez i need new studs.

Im so happy about my new unifomr!!! i love it sooo much. I cant wait to wear it when school reopens. Its gona be so hot!!

Okay so i went to M'sia and GUESS WHAT?!!!!!!!!! I found DUNKIN DONUTS!!!!! and i sooo absolutely went mad and crazy and grabbed all the kewl donuts!!!!!!!!!! I bought 6 in all i love em!!!



And did u know?!!! i was caught by the police bcos i brought CHewing Gums in!!! well not reli caught or nething..i just went past the customary police officer looking kinda dumb...and so he thought i felt guilty conscience or something and grabbed my bag for someone else to check. AND I LAUGHED!!!!!!!!!!! cos the idea of me committing anything terror-ic like carrying a bomb with me or something is funny. I mean ..imagine a lil chinese teen girl carrying bombs into singapore. Plus the fact that i looked pretty dumbed out then..was bcos i didnt know if i was supposed to put my bag into that machine or what cos they didnt have ne clear instructions!!!

but she found this small packet of chewing gum..but returned it back to me cos its so small anyway. i cant bomb ne building with such a small packet of chewing gum can I?

OKay i gtg eat dinner plus theres JUDO trg tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is soo hot!!

Heloooo

I totally love CJ!! Even though Orientation 2 was boring. Sigh..totally missed my class!!!! Fortunately i could see Alycia in between games and such and shes such a laugh. I totally miss eelin and Les!!! when i could see em after school today i brightened!! and i miss evryone else in my class!!!

Even so, i totally love IG02..cos its hot. There are more guyz than girls and there are wonderful pple like ethel, shin, deb, and cleo and more bla bla bla. There are some hot guyz..but ah some. The guyz in CJ are so hot and nice and evrything. HAHAHA. OKay before u jump to some big conclusion or nething...No im not interested in anybody at the moment..and neither am i guy-crazy, okay? bcos im so not. Or mayb i am but whateva..I mean which girl isnt.

I SOOO WANA GO OUT WITH MANDY AND SINDHU AND U GUYZZ ALRIGHT? durin the hols. its been such a long time since we;ve been out shopping together!!!

alright..if we're like gona split tmr..T19 is soo gona gobble brother paul up!!! Den i guess we'll need days to finish eating him.

I mean we so cant split alright?! WE SOOO CANT!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!! Im going to malaysia this week sat!!! and im eating lobsters and such and evrything that tastes like heaven. I can just see ur eyes turnin green with envy. (or ur probably just wearing green contact lenses) HAHA!! yep i can see it from here!!! As ive said..ive got super duper magical eyes!! (NOT!)

Okay im starving okay. Not Stuffed. But yea starving. SO ive gotta eat before i faint here in front of the computer screen and ull find me in an A & E ward or something..or ill probably die of a malnutrition for not eating for 5 hours. Curse my stomach.

OKay im healthy and fine. SO CYA XOXO