Happy Bday meiyi!!!!!!!!
even tho its alr over. And she was too smart for e surprise we pulled on her.
Training's getting hotter and hotter. =D
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Thursday, January 18, 2007
judo judo
Today's trg was.... omg reli.
500 uchikomis with jason tan...and some other groundwork PTs.
And now...im as dead as a corpse. My legs were like shiverin at the end of it.
DAMN tiredddddddddddd
but omg... im reli glad i completed it. it may seem as if Jason tan was reli cruel but he was e one who was givin me all that encouragement and stuff. Hes amazing seriously.
its so accomplishing yay! Tiring... im gg to sleep now seriously.
omg u guyz! tht chem test is extremely stupid. Pls skip qns that u realize uve spent too much time on cos seriously there wont be enough time for u to complete the paper. Good luck!
im starting to love judo!!! previously..i only liked it.
500 uchikomis with jason tan...and some other groundwork PTs.
And now...im as dead as a corpse. My legs were like shiverin at the end of it.
DAMN tiredddddddddddd
but omg... im reli glad i completed it. it may seem as if Jason tan was reli cruel but he was e one who was givin me all that encouragement and stuff. Hes amazing seriously.
its so accomplishing yay! Tiring... im gg to sleep now seriously.
omg u guyz! tht chem test is extremely stupid. Pls skip qns that u realize uve spent too much time on cos seriously there wont be enough time for u to complete the paper. Good luck!
im starting to love judo!!! previously..i only liked it.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
WOOOHHHHHHHJudo Orientation 2007 was a success!!!!!!!!!
All i can say is Hot hot Hot
SOOOOOO hot! seriously. Christy, sondra, ding, siti and whoever i missed out...Hot job seriously! u guyz are awesome!
Hhaa like rach said.. our flame for judo is burning again! Hot hot hot.
Liek for once...there were like sooo many people in e dojo and i realized durin e warm ups..we were practically shouting the jap numbers...training was tough but it was seriously fun. I love trainings like these.
And i love randoris too...even tho i was owned again...as alwayz.I Sprained my neck....after playing with Yimin. it was hot cos i didnt even notice it until after evrything. Hot. Not.
it was reli nothing...juz felt a lil uncomfortable...but when i got home...it got worse and i had trouble sleeping cos i couldnt turn my head too much.
So i conveniently gave an excuse to my personal discipline master, myself, that i couldnt get up at 6am to study cos ive got a sprained neck and it was hard to get out of bed so early in e morning.
UNfortunately...my personal discipline master gave in. And hence...i woke up 3 hrs later.
Great job...Ms Personal disciplne master aka myself.
Kudos to Dad who did something miraculous to my neck and it cured in an instant.
Mingsheng being so very responsible of him has decided to giv us e new timetable today when he was supposed to giv it to us tmr. No more excuses for not finishing up tmr's work. Thanks AM-ASS.
haha jk...but count urself lucky man! Eelin calls me ASS-EFF. very nice name indeed...so special ull never find another person with a similar name.
YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ok time to sleep.
I thot i did it.. i couldnt do it too...Too hard...I tried..and i blame myself for bein lousy too. But u noe what...at e end of e day...like what ive discovered on friday after askin for a sign... There are so many things to do...so many things ive yet to achieve..so many wonderful things in life laid out...Im gona be stronger than what pple think of me...IM not gona give in like dat...i want to be strong...I wont let it happen..i will not fall bcos of it...i will not let it affect me. I can and will do it woohoo.
All i can say is Hot hot Hot
SOOOOOO hot! seriously. Christy, sondra, ding, siti and whoever i missed out...Hot job seriously! u guyz are awesome!
Hhaa like rach said.. our flame for judo is burning again! Hot hot hot.
Liek for once...there were like sooo many people in e dojo and i realized durin e warm ups..we were practically shouting the jap numbers...training was tough but it was seriously fun. I love trainings like these.
And i love randoris too...even tho i was owned again...as alwayz.I Sprained my neck....after playing with Yimin. it was hot cos i didnt even notice it until after evrything. Hot. Not.
it was reli nothing...juz felt a lil uncomfortable...but when i got home...it got worse and i had trouble sleeping cos i couldnt turn my head too much.
So i conveniently gave an excuse to my personal discipline master, myself, that i couldnt get up at 6am to study cos ive got a sprained neck and it was hard to get out of bed so early in e morning.
UNfortunately...my personal discipline master gave in. And hence...i woke up 3 hrs later.
Great job...Ms Personal disciplne master aka myself.
Kudos to Dad who did something miraculous to my neck and it cured in an instant.
Mingsheng being so very responsible of him has decided to giv us e new timetable today when he was supposed to giv it to us tmr. No more excuses for not finishing up tmr's work. Thanks AM-ASS.
haha jk...but count urself lucky man! Eelin calls me ASS-EFF. very nice name indeed...so special ull never find another person with a similar name.
YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ok time to sleep.
I thot i did it.. i couldnt do it too...Too hard...I tried..and i blame myself for bein lousy too. But u noe what...at e end of e day...like what ive discovered on friday after askin for a sign... There are so many things to do...so many things ive yet to achieve..so many wonderful things in life laid out...Im gona be stronger than what pple think of me...IM not gona give in like dat...i want to be strong...I wont let it happen..i will not fall bcos of it...i will not let it affect me. I can and will do it woohoo.
Friday, January 12, 2007
reflection day
heres what ive discovered today
Ive been hiding behind the black wall...not knowing that there's a whole new beautiful world beyond it...the beautiful things ive missed. IM not gonna use e conventional method...
anything is possible...miracles happen.
They are the ones that truly matter...my wonderful mates..friends and family..the real world..the world im supposed to live in...Your world for me.
Thank u babesss i love uall so much! U hav no idea how much u guys av helped lift me up. Muackz xoxox
I cut my hair today!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEn tho there is nooooooooo difference at alL!!!!!!!!! but i still love it yay! XD thank u shan shan. XP
Ive been hiding behind the black wall...not knowing that there's a whole new beautiful world beyond it...the beautiful things ive missed. IM not gonna use e conventional method...
anything is possible...miracles happen.
They are the ones that truly matter...my wonderful mates..friends and family..the real world..the world im supposed to live in...Your world for me.
Thank u babesss i love uall so much! U hav no idea how much u guys av helped lift me up. Muackz xoxox
I cut my hair today!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEn tho there is nooooooooo difference at alL!!!!!!!!! but i still love it yay! XD thank u shan shan. XP
Monday, January 08, 2007
Sunday, January 07, 2007
scary days
uCANT believe what juz happened. I am still omg reeling from it.
i am soooo omg...pls give me time to breathe in and out.
*breathes*
phew...OMG u seriously...This is the most...thrilling and e scariest BIO test to ever exist on planet Earth.
Adrenaline was and is still raging within me. What a way to describe adrenaline but u must understand that im never good when it comes to describing bio terms.
OMG! mr ho said tht if we were to not click submit before the time is up....We'd get zero for the online assessment.
and i cant believe how time flies... BEfore long....it was like 3 secons before time was up...I realized i had only thrEEEEEEEEEEEEE seconds to SCROLL ALL E WAY DOWN E HUNDRED MILE Long WEBPAGE AND MOVE MY MOUSE TO E SUBMIT BUTTON AND CLICK It.
Right when it hit to 0 secons!!...i clicked it in time.
BUT A STUPID DIALOGUE BOX CAME UP TO ASK ME TO CONFIRM E SUBMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i duno if thts gonna be counted into my duration.
BUT I GUESS IT DID COS e score sheet said my duration was 15 mins and 3 seconds. It was that stupid IRRITATING dialogue confirmation box!!! that took me 3 seconds.
but surprisingly...i had a score...and that is 14/20. okay...better than id expected...id expected to get like 5 or something.
I reli reli reli reli reli reli reli hope i wont get a zero cos of that 3 seconds. HOW WAS I TO NOE that there was this surprise of a dialogue confirmation box!!!
THAT STUPID ASSED UP DIALOGUE CONFIRMATION BOX.
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judo:
ON friday...there was this cca bazaar thing...And i came home walkin like a 100 year old ah peh. I mean...i was thrown like so many times by people whom id taught on how to throw ...and bcos im such an amazing judo teacher and have forgotten to ask em to lift up my arms when i hit e ground...I have thus suffered windedness and back pains.
Evryone seemed to be freaked out whenever a throw is demonstrated. i noe theres e loud thud and all...but it isnt all that painful really....UNless of course u dont throw properly...which i became a victim to.
I was seriously OWNED ytd during randori.
PLS....all e black and brown belts.
what a nice way of welcoming us back after our holidays. 6 bouts.
I was thrown like i duno how many thousand times ytd....and i seriously was almost blacking out by e last bout with rachel. All i could see was momentary blackness and rachel's concerned face.
And i became her little puppet as she swung me all around like how a cowboy swings his string.
very nice of Quma to keep demonstrating a scary Osoto throw on me. "like this ...u needa swing like this...LIKE THIS...LIKE THIS...SWing LIKE THISSS" And all u could hear was BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM... and i was screaming in my head...I NOE I NOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NOW WIL U STOP THROWING ME AND LET ME DO IT on u. But i was tooo weak and tired to scream... plus he was throwing me after every split second there was no way i could have a decent negotiation with him. Yudon threw me face down. And i sparred with the very scary and famous YiMin.
Id alwayz thot e black belters were nice pple when it comes to randoring with us yellow belters. Guess i was Wrong beyond anything.
i am soooo omg...pls give me time to breathe in and out.
*breathes*
phew...OMG u seriously...This is the most...thrilling and e scariest BIO test to ever exist on planet Earth.
Adrenaline was and is still raging within me. What a way to describe adrenaline but u must understand that im never good when it comes to describing bio terms.
OMG! mr ho said tht if we were to not click submit before the time is up....We'd get zero for the online assessment.
and i cant believe how time flies... BEfore long....it was like 3 secons before time was up...I realized i had only thrEEEEEEEEEEEEE seconds to SCROLL ALL E WAY DOWN E HUNDRED MILE Long WEBPAGE AND MOVE MY MOUSE TO E SUBMIT BUTTON AND CLICK It.
Right when it hit to 0 secons!!...i clicked it in time.
BUT A STUPID DIALOGUE BOX CAME UP TO ASK ME TO CONFIRM E SUBMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i duno if thts gonna be counted into my duration.
BUT I GUESS IT DID COS e score sheet said my duration was 15 mins and 3 seconds. It was that stupid IRRITATING dialogue confirmation box!!! that took me 3 seconds.
but surprisingly...i had a score...and that is 14/20. okay...better than id expected...id expected to get like 5 or something.
I reli reli reli reli reli reli reli hope i wont get a zero cos of that 3 seconds. HOW WAS I TO NOE that there was this surprise of a dialogue confirmation box!!!
THAT STUPID ASSED UP DIALOGUE CONFIRMATION BOX.
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judo:
ON friday...there was this cca bazaar thing...And i came home walkin like a 100 year old ah peh. I mean...i was thrown like so many times by people whom id taught on how to throw ...and bcos im such an amazing judo teacher and have forgotten to ask em to lift up my arms when i hit e ground...I have thus suffered windedness and back pains.
Evryone seemed to be freaked out whenever a throw is demonstrated. i noe theres e loud thud and all...but it isnt all that painful really....UNless of course u dont throw properly...which i became a victim to.
I was seriously OWNED ytd during randori.
PLS....all e black and brown belts.
what a nice way of welcoming us back after our holidays. 6 bouts.
I was thrown like i duno how many thousand times ytd....and i seriously was almost blacking out by e last bout with rachel. All i could see was momentary blackness and rachel's concerned face.
And i became her little puppet as she swung me all around like how a cowboy swings his string.
very nice of Quma to keep demonstrating a scary Osoto throw on me. "like this ...u needa swing like this...LIKE THIS...LIKE THIS...SWing LIKE THISSS" And all u could hear was BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM... and i was screaming in my head...I NOE I NOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NOW WIL U STOP THROWING ME AND LET ME DO IT on u. But i was tooo weak and tired to scream... plus he was throwing me after every split second there was no way i could have a decent negotiation with him. Yudon threw me face down. And i sparred with the very scary and famous YiMin.
Id alwayz thot e black belters were nice pple when it comes to randoring with us yellow belters. Guess i was Wrong beyond anything.
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
today is quite a depressingly weird day
when u see how much e pple u care abt suffer tht way,..cos of 'em' ..ud juz be so so afraid...cos ud juz recovered from e same thing they're sufferin...cos of 'em'
not all are bad...the ones i noe arent..but sometimes they can get a lil scary..when they hav too much of it...cos they're sufferin too... cos of 'u'
i can never get over it..never will...never get over the guilt..over what happened. its still haunting.
ive never trusted any of u. never will.
when u see how much e pple u care abt suffer tht way,..cos of 'em' ..ud juz be so so afraid...cos ud juz recovered from e same thing they're sufferin...cos of 'em'
not all are bad...the ones i noe arent..but sometimes they can get a lil scary..when they hav too much of it...cos they're sufferin too... cos of 'u'
i can never get over it..never will...never get over the guilt..over what happened. its still haunting.
ive never trusted any of u. never will.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Whats left of Swa KUKU
Ive finally decided to eat it up cos mom was threatening to dump it in e dustbin. How cruel.
Like i told u...id love to turn it into headless Swa kuku. Unfortunately...i was too kind and so decided to leave out its brain. cos once its head and brain is gone...hed be paralysed. Biologically...thats logically correct.
Hence ive turned it from this:
to this:
Gosh how cheerful of Swa KuKu he is still smiling.
Like i told u...id love to turn it into headless Swa kuku. Unfortunately...i was too kind and so decided to leave out its brain. cos once its head and brain is gone...hed be paralysed. Biologically...thats logically correct.
Hence ive turned it from this:
to this:
Gosh how cheerful of Swa KuKu he is still smiling.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
HANDBAGGGIESSSZZZZ
I chose a toscano bag for xmas ytd but im not gonna pin my hopes too high on gettin it...cos Something bad's gonna happen for sure and in the end im not gona get it...like e stocks out or stuff. And then ill be devastated beyond anything. IT alwayz HAPPENS!!! Like e beautiful Korean designed dress. Something bads gonna happen..and in e end i cant get what ive been dreaming about since i last saw it. Du noe how horrifying tht is?! to be happily daydreaming abt it and waiting for tht day to come when ur gona get it...and BOOM..suddenly ur told..that that day isnt gona come.
SO yea...I muz tell myself i wont get it i wont get i wont get it. So when i reli not get it..it wont be too devastating and when i do..ID be elated! YAY.
All in all..if evrything goes smoothly..ill get three toscano bags at home. I mean afterall..sis's bags are my bags too..we share our stuff. MOm chose a beautiful deep red one..sexy..sis a white beautiful one thts got a touch of Guess..and for me..a black one tht looks seriously classy..and very much Louis Vuitton-ish Woohoo. Haha...but u noe my taste...weird. I chose e one which evryone resented. :S
Guess's handbags are like soooooooooo hottttt...i love e jean version...and they are cheaper too. unfortunately..uncle only said Tocco or toscano bags..so i had to pick those. THEY ARE LIKE SOO EX OKAY! like on average 200 plus for one.
I loveeeed xmas 2007!!!!!!!! it was seriously cool..and hot. I love evryone i spent this wonderful festive season with. it was amazing...(haha cos i get to own a toscano handbag)YAY my uncle is e best uncle to ever walk this earth :D
IM glad i could share this festive season with two of my most amazing mates on earth..(not tht i have alien mates) Arabel and wispy!! even tho it was regretful tht some of e others couldnt make it. But i love yall still XD
Wispy's fav quote: this is the last piece of clothe im buying.
and ull see her gettin another top in a few days time.
SO yea...I muz tell myself i wont get it i wont get i wont get it. So when i reli not get it..it wont be too devastating and when i do..ID be elated! YAY.
All in all..if evrything goes smoothly..ill get three toscano bags at home. I mean afterall..sis's bags are my bags too..we share our stuff. MOm chose a beautiful deep red one..sexy..sis a white beautiful one thts got a touch of Guess..and for me..a black one tht looks seriously classy..and very much Louis Vuitton-ish Woohoo. Haha...but u noe my taste...weird. I chose e one which evryone resented. :S
Guess's handbags are like soooooooooo hottttt...i love e jean version...and they are cheaper too. unfortunately..uncle only said Tocco or toscano bags..so i had to pick those. THEY ARE LIKE SOO EX OKAY! like on average 200 plus for one.
I loveeeed xmas 2007!!!!!!!! it was seriously cool..and hot. I love evryone i spent this wonderful festive season with. it was amazing...(haha cos i get to own a toscano handbag)YAY my uncle is e best uncle to ever walk this earth :D
IM glad i could share this festive season with two of my most amazing mates on earth..(not tht i have alien mates) Arabel and wispy!! even tho it was regretful tht some of e others couldnt make it. But i love yall still XD
Wispy's fav quote: this is the last piece of clothe im buying.
and ull see her gettin another top in a few days time.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
CANDIES and a xmas pressie, candle holder. HAHA
yum yum
WOO dont drool! i shall not be held responsible for any gooey keyboards.
Xmas seems like...VALENTINES! Evryone who has a boyfriend seem to be out honeymooning! I discovered this fact when calling some of my friends to ask about the econs homework while i was STUDYIN in e library on a fine xmas eve
The library was heavenly empty. cos its xmas eve and of course..evryones out celebrating..with their sweethearts or family and friends. And i was peacefully studying...on this fine xmas eve. heh im not gona celebrate xmas with any 'sweetheart' or whateva...I need to share this beautiful season with alotttt of people
im happy im sooo unqiue. Doin e out-of-ordinary thing.
I got a lil bored in e lib so i took my lil cross out and placed it beside my books. Im celebrating xmas with my cross! i think ive gone a lil insane.
anyhooz..this xmas is i guess by far e best xmas ever! party after after. tonight im gg to a party..and tmr morning ill be havin an international buffet with my family for our xmas celebration..and at night...HIAK HIAK HIAK. A line of crazy activities with my beautiful matiesssss for xmas!!! BABESSS!! check out arabel's blog!! not to mention the amt of xmas pressies ive got so far ;) MWAHAHAHAHHAA
YAY xmas party later. I cant wait to chomp turkeys and log cakes. YUMMY YUM YUM
EVRYONE! be happy for meh! :P
and MERRY XMAS pple! and to Jesus...Happy Infiniteth Birthday!
Saturday, December 23, 2006
NOW...do i finally realize what the most torturous leisure activity on Planet Earth is....
Window shopping.
It makes u crave and long for ...something that u long to possess...but u have no means of getting it...u can only drool after it...dream about having it..day and night...it haunts u in ur sleep..makes u angsty as u tempt for it..u can only watch with gaping horror..when a fellow competitor - a shopper - grabs e last piece of it. if u hadnt window shopped...ud never have discovered it in e first place..and in turn not feel this angsty at all.
Guess what. There was this beautiful Korean dress...thts like seriously gorgeous beyond anything and omg there was a sale and it became only 35 dollars! But bcos im banned from buying more clothes...i can only drool after it...and be totally depressed tt its not a part of my wardrobe.
Hot huh? Not.
Yesterday was wispy's birthday. we celebrated her bday at like the suntec area...It was so fun.
Wispy thinks Yul from survivor looks like an eagle.
Candy empireeeeeeeeeeeee is like paradise.
here are some of e pictures we took
Crazy
reflections haha
im e photographer haha see? ive got such steady hands
and YES! i had a gingerbread man as a xmas gift last night!!! CHOCOLATE. I can't wait to bite its head off and turn it into headless gingerbread man.
I love it sooooooo much that ive decided to giv it a name and that is Swa Ku Ku.
till then..i shall keep Swa Ku Ku full-bodied...and take nice lil pictures of it...to save Swa ku ku for e ultimate best.
This is...Swa Ku Ku the man!
Window shopping.
It makes u crave and long for ...something that u long to possess...but u have no means of getting it...u can only drool after it...dream about having it..day and night...it haunts u in ur sleep..makes u angsty as u tempt for it..u can only watch with gaping horror..when a fellow competitor - a shopper - grabs e last piece of it. if u hadnt window shopped...ud never have discovered it in e first place..and in turn not feel this angsty at all.
Guess what. There was this beautiful Korean dress...thts like seriously gorgeous beyond anything and omg there was a sale and it became only 35 dollars! But bcos im banned from buying more clothes...i can only drool after it...and be totally depressed tt its not a part of my wardrobe.
Hot huh? Not.
Yesterday was wispy's birthday. we celebrated her bday at like the suntec area...It was so fun.
Wispy thinks Yul from survivor looks like an eagle.
Candy empireeeeeeeeeeeee is like paradise.
here are some of e pictures we took
Crazy
reflections haha
im e photographer haha see? ive got such steady hands
and YES! i had a gingerbread man as a xmas gift last night!!! CHOCOLATE. I can't wait to bite its head off and turn it into headless gingerbread man.
I love it sooooooo much that ive decided to giv it a name and that is Swa Ku Ku.
till then..i shall keep Swa Ku Ku full-bodied...and take nice lil pictures of it...to save Swa ku ku for e ultimate best.
This is...Swa Ku Ku the man!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
labels are for cans my dear
there are sales evrywhere all over the place.
And bcos i am currently banned from buying more clothes...
Id went to IKEA with wispy to buy boxes to clean up my atomic-bombed room...so currently...my room is 10% neater than before.
IKEA is officially a shopping paradise.
and a great place for people who fantasize about dream homes...people like wispy and me..where we'd whisper things to each other like..."okay...this flooring is gonna be my dream home's flooring"
we had fun on e bus...where we imitated Jojo's obsession's, Conor Oberst, quivering voice. Jojo has recently been super obsessed with promoting the 'labels are for cans' notion.
even tho im not as obsessed...but im still pretty much obsessed with that notion..cos labels destroy...or at least destroyed me...and many other people.
what im labelled as by my parents certainly destroyed me for a period. they couldnt see beyond that label...how they treated me bcos of that label drove me into deep depression...and not to mention the pain it inflicted upon me..and it made me scared...of myself. How hurt i was that the people i love couldnt see beyond what they labelled me as...their words sting me hard evry single day. and slowly..it becomes integrated into u..that u are that..whateva they labelled u as..and ud start hating evry bit of detail reminding you of yourself...your room..your life..id cry evryday without knowin what i was crying about. Thank god i pulled through during that period..and didnt give up on life when i was about to.
That happened a couple of weeks ago. but all's fine now. im glad i had my friends with me to help me tide over that crazy crisis.
On the last training of Judo in year 2007...push up positiion thingy aka the arm-is-chewed exercise was in place for like 30 plus mins..after which..a 5 round run around e stadium in our BIG HUMONGOUS HEAVY BULKY GHI...BAREFOOTED and all SWEATY. punishments woohoo.
And bcos i am currently banned from buying more clothes...
Id went to IKEA with wispy to buy boxes to clean up my atomic-bombed room...so currently...my room is 10% neater than before.
IKEA is officially a shopping paradise.
and a great place for people who fantasize about dream homes...people like wispy and me..where we'd whisper things to each other like..."okay...this flooring is gonna be my dream home's flooring"
we had fun on e bus...where we imitated Jojo's obsession's, Conor Oberst, quivering voice. Jojo has recently been super obsessed with promoting the 'labels are for cans' notion.
even tho im not as obsessed...but im still pretty much obsessed with that notion..cos labels destroy...or at least destroyed me...and many other people.
what im labelled as by my parents certainly destroyed me for a period. they couldnt see beyond that label...how they treated me bcos of that label drove me into deep depression...and not to mention the pain it inflicted upon me..and it made me scared...of myself. How hurt i was that the people i love couldnt see beyond what they labelled me as...their words sting me hard evry single day. and slowly..it becomes integrated into u..that u are that..whateva they labelled u as..and ud start hating evry bit of detail reminding you of yourself...your room..your life..id cry evryday without knowin what i was crying about. Thank god i pulled through during that period..and didnt give up on life when i was about to.
That happened a couple of weeks ago. but all's fine now. im glad i had my friends with me to help me tide over that crazy crisis.
On the last training of Judo in year 2007...push up positiion thingy aka the arm-is-chewed exercise was in place for like 30 plus mins..after which..a 5 round run around e stadium in our BIG HUMONGOUS HEAVY BULKY GHI...BAREFOOTED and all SWEATY. punishments woohoo.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
tanned
Finally...after 1 and a half years or so of fleeting around as a ghost...I am finally...TANNED. after all that effort and sweat put into the gettin-me-tanned project...I am finally yes finally...do i hav to repeat myself...tanned. And e best thing is...it IS FREE!!!
*pauses and gulps back non-existent tears* (im sorry but this is pretty emotional)
Even tho i am as red as a lobster too. In fact..i think im more rather red than tanned. In fact, i seemed to be tanner when i first came home...and for some terrible miraculous reason...when i woke up from my nap cos of tony's call...my skin reverted itself back to its normal colour..in other words...yellowy. *curses tony*
And ive also realized how humongous my arms have grown cos of judo.
Today was so hot! LITERALLY! sentosa's beautiful...esp with that new free shuttle service thingy...and vivocity being its new neighbour where forever 21 and many other gorgeous shops reside.
yes its hot. cos it was burning hot over at siloso beach and it was a great mistake on my part to decide to doze off there. and now i hav e most obvious bikini tanline known to humanity...and e skin of a lobster...not tht lobsters have skin. How hot is tht? Not.
Evryone of us got tanned! Hooray! Sentosa's hot hot hot. we thot it funny strolling along the whole stretch of siloso beach. But i was sweating like shit
Isnt this picture gorgeous?! its e skyride thingy at sentosa!
we went over to vivo after that where we shopped. Oopz. Again. ive broken my vow to stay clear from shopping. Again. But it was hot cos i bought a cap! YAY. We had soooooooo much fun! seriously. I love u guyz...arabel, mandy, lh..muackzies smoochies.
OMG! epi 12 of survivor is up on youtube!!!!!! Im gona watch it now
BYE!
*pauses and gulps back non-existent tears* (im sorry but this is pretty emotional)
Even tho i am as red as a lobster too. In fact..i think im more rather red than tanned. In fact, i seemed to be tanner when i first came home...and for some terrible miraculous reason...when i woke up from my nap cos of tony's call...my skin reverted itself back to its normal colour..in other words...yellowy. *curses tony*
And ive also realized how humongous my arms have grown cos of judo.
Today was so hot! LITERALLY! sentosa's beautiful...esp with that new free shuttle service thingy...and vivocity being its new neighbour where forever 21 and many other gorgeous shops reside.
yes its hot. cos it was burning hot over at siloso beach and it was a great mistake on my part to decide to doze off there. and now i hav e most obvious bikini tanline known to humanity...and e skin of a lobster...not tht lobsters have skin. How hot is tht? Not.
Evryone of us got tanned! Hooray! Sentosa's hot hot hot. we thot it funny strolling along the whole stretch of siloso beach. But i was sweating like shit
Isnt this picture gorgeous?! its e skyride thingy at sentosa!
we went over to vivo after that where we shopped. Oopz. Again. ive broken my vow to stay clear from shopping. Again. But it was hot cos i bought a cap! YAY. We had soooooooo much fun! seriously. I love u guyz...arabel, mandy, lh..muackzies smoochies.
OMG! epi 12 of survivor is up on youtube!!!!!! Im gona watch it now
BYE!
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Flowers and perfume
hola
so wots been up...wait! i noe ur gona chime in..."the sky"...(or at least thats what ill say) and of course the sky isnt whats up cos its the ceiling...i mean ur most prolly not using a computer in an open-spaced area. God why am i being cute here
well lately...its been e same mundane life im living in. I wake up to the call of Amber..cos she happens to enjoy her job in my life as an alarm clock..i wake up to see sunlight pouring in thru e curtains...and smell e same flowery scent. Tho it has faded by a ton since i last bought it weeks ago.
den ill watch debbie travis. Her designs are like OMG!!!!!!! if only i have talent like hers, or unless some miracle drops down from e sky, i wouldnt have to be afraid of how disastrous my future home would look like
and den ill eat my lunch and sleep again. And den ill chat on e phone again for no apparent reason and decide i needa get out of e house for some fresh air...like going to e library or coffee bean to study. and den ill get home at night for dinner...Stone like a stone..(duh)..study again and sleep at 1 am or so.
This is my life. It is so cool.
and im gettin sick of goin out for any sorta date cos im sick of dolling up its too much work for someone like me who needs alot of it to look remotely decent.
But tonight is so cool! Dad came home with this huge 100 plus (im referrin to e price and not the isotonic drink u see in ur school's vending machines) Kenzo perfume bottle... - with perfume in it. Its totally beautiful. I love it. E bottle is gorgeous and the scent is... -e flowery sort. Thank u Daddy! ur prolly readin this.
GORGEOUS. tho evrytime i hear abt perfumes for xmas pressies...i think of vera wang's Princess...cos thts my dream perfume. But still i love it to bits. I loveeeeeeee perfumes.
And Lin has revealed to me my xmas pressie...body spray...of cherry blossom essence...from Los Angelos.
GORGEOUSSSSS...so now my room will seriously be bursting with flowery scent.
Im becoming a nature lover. Be happy for me!!!!
even tho this change isn't going to stop my fear of bugs. Nothing ever will.
so wots been up...wait! i noe ur gona chime in..."the sky"...(or at least thats what ill say) and of course the sky isnt whats up cos its the ceiling...i mean ur most prolly not using a computer in an open-spaced area. God why am i being cute here
well lately...its been e same mundane life im living in. I wake up to the call of Amber..cos she happens to enjoy her job in my life as an alarm clock..i wake up to see sunlight pouring in thru e curtains...and smell e same flowery scent. Tho it has faded by a ton since i last bought it weeks ago.
den ill watch debbie travis. Her designs are like OMG!!!!!!! if only i have talent like hers, or unless some miracle drops down from e sky, i wouldnt have to be afraid of how disastrous my future home would look like
and den ill eat my lunch and sleep again. And den ill chat on e phone again for no apparent reason and decide i needa get out of e house for some fresh air...like going to e library or coffee bean to study. and den ill get home at night for dinner...Stone like a stone..(duh)..study again and sleep at 1 am or so.
This is my life. It is so cool.
and im gettin sick of goin out for any sorta date cos im sick of dolling up its too much work for someone like me who needs alot of it to look remotely decent.
But tonight is so cool! Dad came home with this huge 100 plus (im referrin to e price and not the isotonic drink u see in ur school's vending machines) Kenzo perfume bottle... - with perfume in it. Its totally beautiful. I love it. E bottle is gorgeous and the scent is... -e flowery sort. Thank u Daddy! ur prolly readin this.
GORGEOUS. tho evrytime i hear abt perfumes for xmas pressies...i think of vera wang's Princess...cos thts my dream perfume. But still i love it to bits. I loveeeeeeee perfumes.
And Lin has revealed to me my xmas pressie...body spray...of cherry blossom essence...from Los Angelos.
GORGEOUSSSSS...so now my room will seriously be bursting with flowery scent.
Im becoming a nature lover. Be happy for me!!!!
even tho this change isn't going to stop my fear of bugs. Nothing ever will.
Monday, December 04, 2006
wispy
I have come to a realization that Wispy AKA Amber is an indispensable part of sis's and my life. For e past few days since shes fled to M'sia for a vacation from our hauntings...Life suddenly seemed so empty and bleak. But now shes back. And id like to dedicate this post to wispy wisps.
here goes:
Wispy puts cement on her face evry night before she goes to bed.
I wonder how she takes it off.
She also eats cheese and eggs for proteins.
There u go wispy! uve been waiting for a post specially dedicated to u for 2 years since ive started this blog XD
here goes:
Wispy puts cement on her face evry night before she goes to bed.
I wonder how she takes it off.
She also eats cheese and eggs for proteins.
There u go wispy! uve been waiting for a post specially dedicated to u for 2 years since ive started this blog XD
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
'fame' cum 'bag'
Today was like seriously cool!
we did a short lil commercial clip near sondy's house and hahahha we had to act as if we even knew what was goin on in e tennis world.
Like gettin all bewildered by sharapova's latest outfit. And i havent watched a single tennis match in my whole life.
but it was all good. Cos we all got ourselves free bags. which is like so hot. wow so we got like 10 secs of fame and a free leather bag. (im not sure if its leather but it feels and smells like leather so it shd be leather)
over at coronation's mac some ang moh boy stuck his hands in between my legs to get his coin which was on e floor. like wth...couldnt he have gone e other way.
I love judokas!!!
we did a short lil commercial clip near sondy's house and hahahha we had to act as if we even knew what was goin on in e tennis world.
Like gettin all bewildered by sharapova's latest outfit. And i havent watched a single tennis match in my whole life.
but it was all good. Cos we all got ourselves free bags. which is like so hot. wow so we got like 10 secs of fame and a free leather bag. (im not sure if its leather but it feels and smells like leather so it shd be leather)
over at coronation's mac some ang moh boy stuck his hands in between my legs to get his coin which was on e floor. like wth...couldnt he have gone e other way.
I love judokas!!!
Lately...its been so crazily kewl cos Judo rocks. (cos it doesnt stone. omigawd arent i lame! blame it on e funny pple who drifted into my life. WOW i think id better close this bracket before someone throws a stone at me wen they see me)
Whoo. E judokas are soo kewl. tho trg has seriously become way tougher. Even tho Jason, the judo legend, has told us tht our trg is nothing compared to some other schools.
I used to hate Uchikomi but the sky must have fallen today cos i didnt seem to hate it so much today.
Uchikomi, Uchikomi and more Uchikomis.
Being too philosophical is well actually pretty scary...at least for me. After being too philosophical for like a few days cos of Jojo's influence...it made my life very depressing. I started getting depressed for no reason...after reading those Times magazines about e sufferings in other parts of e world...and thought too deeply about life again...and i hated how i felt..even tho nothing bad was happening in my life but i seemed to start hating life. Which is weird. Mayb ive been shallow for too long that being too deep threw me off balance psychologically
Philosophy scares me now. when i tried being philosophical..i did it e extreme way...and it seriously drove me into depression for no apparent reason. No wonder they say philosophers are sad people.
OKay im back to being shallow. WOW how kewl is tht?? Not.
okay la haha...not tht shallow...but i wont think too much and deeply...cos its too much for e shallow me to handle.
and i wish ud give me my space. Too close for comfort.
Whoo. E judokas are soo kewl. tho trg has seriously become way tougher. Even tho Jason, the judo legend, has told us tht our trg is nothing compared to some other schools.
I used to hate Uchikomi but the sky must have fallen today cos i didnt seem to hate it so much today.
Uchikomi, Uchikomi and more Uchikomis.
Being too philosophical is well actually pretty scary...at least for me. After being too philosophical for like a few days cos of Jojo's influence...it made my life very depressing. I started getting depressed for no reason...after reading those Times magazines about e sufferings in other parts of e world...and thought too deeply about life again...and i hated how i felt..even tho nothing bad was happening in my life but i seemed to start hating life. Which is weird. Mayb ive been shallow for too long that being too deep threw me off balance psychologically
Philosophy scares me now. when i tried being philosophical..i did it e extreme way...and it seriously drove me into depression for no apparent reason. No wonder they say philosophers are sad people.
OKay im back to being shallow. WOW how kewl is tht?? Not.
okay la haha...not tht shallow...but i wont think too much and deeply...cos its too much for e shallow me to handle.
and i wish ud give me my space. Too close for comfort.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
my WEIRD definition of e meaning of life n why u shd pursue ur dreams
Currently...im sitting on my bed..in e comfort of e air-con and under my sunflowery duvet like e Queen of Sheeba, breathing in flowery scented air. (lately ive been pretty crazed abt flowery scents. Apart from my rose jossticks, i av a stronger essence of freesia flower powder which needs some controlling by being wrapped up in its lil plastic bag lest it goes outta hand and explodes into all sortsa flowery scent and v soon ull find daisies poking out from my books and dresses. Okay why am i typing abt flower scents. this bracket shd end pretty soon)
Mornings are so beautiful..and its e time of e day when we're most clear-headed..at least thts true for me..a clear-headed morning either makes me cry or smile. Cry cos im clear-headed enough to know whats going..and theres no way i can be in denial or hav other activities to keep myself busy from...Smile cos a clear-headed me reflects alot on life...the world..humanity and dadada..and thts e only thing tht keeps me going. and y do i say tht.
To tell u e truth..alot of things i post on this blog isn't reli what i call e truth. U can see a very cheerful post here and see a depressing one on my private diary or blog.
Lately ive been tryina find e real meaning in life...like for once in my life..i stopped..to reflect on life. and suddenly ive realized...how much ive been dragging myself evryday..And den im doin things to drag and push myself on..to carry on with life..bcos the more i think abt how pointless my life reli is..the more i wana let go. Suddenly..ive realized how shallow my life has been. Like im just fleeting about evryday...living life each day..wonderin what to do today dadada.
and i feel reli shallow...bcos i mean duh i am. Alot of things in my life..e lil bits of it..they're all superficial and shallow. Wats e point in life if ur living on this planet like such a selfish bitch..and bcos of certain adversities ive been gg through in my life quite lately..ive been desperate to find real happiness..I flipped through my diaries to look for moments when i was truly happy..not jsut happy...do i realize tt i was only truly happy when i realized i have some worth on this planet...like doing something meaningful...like helping others..and portrayign acts of simple kindness.and helping others who are in need.
The world is in need of helping hands..to reach out to those in need of it..be it hungry children in Africa..disaster victims..or even suffering animals. why dont we make ourselves useful by doing something for this world...n den i found the meaning of life...and how thankful i m for it. im given this life...so tht i am given the opportunity to help others. SO ya..thts e thing thts gona keep me gg :)
to tell u e truth, a lifelong ambition of mine is to be a doctor..and not jsut a local doctor u see in neighbourhood clinics either..but doctors tht travel e world to giv free treatments to those in need of it. But honestly..thts gona be but a dream. bcos obviously..i do not have such amazin brain power abilities to be a doctor in e first place. and like the boy in the book entitled "the Alchemist" whos pursuing his dreams...hes just contended with living his life as it is..bcos pursuing his dream is tough...just like getting 4 As is tough...hence he just wants to simply drop out..and stop pursuing it. Many pple are like tt...and den they'd jst die...not bein able to do the things theyd dreamt of doin in this lifetime of theirs. SO in any case..whether i can make it or not..im still just gona work hard and giv it a go. If i cant after trying my best..then i guess its not meant to be after all..i can go for other jobs and still do something meaningful right. But at least im able to live with the knowledge tht at least id tried pursuing it.
U noe what? im just gg on and on and on and on while pondering and thinking. U noe like those lil exercises in which ull av to write out, without a care in e world, about what ur thinking without pausing. So this post is like super unorganised and pardon e bad english pls.
Seriously im not making any sense at ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
So if u dont und anything here...its ok cos id rather u not at all!! HAHA cos for once..id decided to try to be honest on this blog and type out what i reli feel about things. Damn it feels weird to expose my inner feelngs. okay i feel reli uncomfortable abt this so im only gg to post this up for a few days. BYE
Mornings are so beautiful..and its e time of e day when we're most clear-headed..at least thts true for me..a clear-headed morning either makes me cry or smile. Cry cos im clear-headed enough to know whats going..and theres no way i can be in denial or hav other activities to keep myself busy from...Smile cos a clear-headed me reflects alot on life...the world..humanity and dadada..and thts e only thing tht keeps me going. and y do i say tht.
To tell u e truth..alot of things i post on this blog isn't reli what i call e truth. U can see a very cheerful post here and see a depressing one on my private diary or blog.
Lately ive been tryina find e real meaning in life...like for once in my life..i stopped..to reflect on life. and suddenly ive realized...how much ive been dragging myself evryday..And den im doin things to drag and push myself on..to carry on with life..bcos the more i think abt how pointless my life reli is..the more i wana let go. Suddenly..ive realized how shallow my life has been. Like im just fleeting about evryday...living life each day..wonderin what to do today dadada.
and i feel reli shallow...bcos i mean duh i am. Alot of things in my life..e lil bits of it..they're all superficial and shallow. Wats e point in life if ur living on this planet like such a selfish bitch..and bcos of certain adversities ive been gg through in my life quite lately..ive been desperate to find real happiness..I flipped through my diaries to look for moments when i was truly happy..not jsut happy...do i realize tt i was only truly happy when i realized i have some worth on this planet...like doing something meaningful...like helping others..and portrayign acts of simple kindness.and helping others who are in need.
The world is in need of helping hands..to reach out to those in need of it..be it hungry children in Africa..disaster victims..or even suffering animals. why dont we make ourselves useful by doing something for this world...n den i found the meaning of life...and how thankful i m for it. im given this life...so tht i am given the opportunity to help others. SO ya..thts e thing thts gona keep me gg :)
to tell u e truth, a lifelong ambition of mine is to be a doctor..and not jsut a local doctor u see in neighbourhood clinics either..but doctors tht travel e world to giv free treatments to those in need of it. But honestly..thts gona be but a dream. bcos obviously..i do not have such amazin brain power abilities to be a doctor in e first place. and like the boy in the book entitled "the Alchemist" whos pursuing his dreams...hes just contended with living his life as it is..bcos pursuing his dream is tough...just like getting 4 As is tough...hence he just wants to simply drop out..and stop pursuing it. Many pple are like tt...and den they'd jst die...not bein able to do the things theyd dreamt of doin in this lifetime of theirs. SO in any case..whether i can make it or not..im still just gona work hard and giv it a go. If i cant after trying my best..then i guess its not meant to be after all..i can go for other jobs and still do something meaningful right. But at least im able to live with the knowledge tht at least id tried pursuing it.
U noe what? im just gg on and on and on and on while pondering and thinking. U noe like those lil exercises in which ull av to write out, without a care in e world, about what ur thinking without pausing. So this post is like super unorganised and pardon e bad english pls.
Seriously im not making any sense at ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
So if u dont und anything here...its ok cos id rather u not at all!! HAHA cos for once..id decided to try to be honest on this blog and type out what i reli feel about things. Damn it feels weird to expose my inner feelngs. okay i feel reli uncomfortable abt this so im only gg to post this up for a few days. BYE
Monday, November 13, 2006
a day out with mat and wisp
I bought some scenty essence just ytd!!! I now have some other flower powder in my bedroom. Now my room smells heavenly... AHHH~ YAY!!! i can light one of those rose jossticks when mat stays over for our hawt slumber party ;)
i tried burning Rose scented jossticks in my bed room last night. No not praying to some bewildering rose God. DUH.
Today was e hottest day of my life! (i do notice that i have many hottest days of my life) cossss.....the four of us were finally shopping together once again after what seemed like 10 billion centuries!! Erm..okay mayb thts abit of an exaggeration..but SO what!! its all hot!!!!!!!! I love em soo much.
SO we'd decided to head to vivocity for some brainless shopping. I say brainless cos its not something fruitful. At least..its not an activity that requires as much brain power as doing my maths assignments....or conducting researches for the good of mankind as what some of my friends are doing.
OKay mayb shopping isnt all that fruitless....cos u can buy fruits while shopping. GOSH im becoming lamer and lamer as the seconds tick by. OKay i reli shd stop being stupid.
hey but i bought a gorgeous top! erm...busted my resolution again. shucks!!!! id better apologise to my once-determined self.
hey u noe what?! vivocity is sooooo hot!!! it has this gorgeous roof top garden resmembling a beach..and the sunset and all is juz gorgeous...it simply is! We couldnt help but take some err...out-of-e-world photos! How hot is that?! I BET WISPS IS GONA CHIME IN AND SAY 'VERY'
just in case u dont know...im e one in pink
imitating some crazy egyptian God
wisp looks like shes peeing
authentic puffer fishes
1, 2, 3
Legs up!
women in black
i LOVE VIVOCITY! almost all e shops in e world are like there!!!!!!! its official...vivocity is e best shopping center to hav eva been built on planet Earth.
just a note of WARNING: some contents in these posts on this blog may contain exaggerations. Do not seriously believe evrything thats written here.
so there!
i tried burning Rose scented jossticks in my bed room last night. No not praying to some bewildering rose God. DUH.
Today was e hottest day of my life! (i do notice that i have many hottest days of my life) cossss.....the four of us were finally shopping together once again after what seemed like 10 billion centuries!! Erm..okay mayb thts abit of an exaggeration..but SO what!! its all hot!!!!!!!! I love em soo much.
SO we'd decided to head to vivocity for some brainless shopping. I say brainless cos its not something fruitful. At least..its not an activity that requires as much brain power as doing my maths assignments....or conducting researches for the good of mankind as what some of my friends are doing.
OKay mayb shopping isnt all that fruitless....cos u can buy fruits while shopping. GOSH im becoming lamer and lamer as the seconds tick by. OKay i reli shd stop being stupid.
hey but i bought a gorgeous top! erm...busted my resolution again. shucks!!!! id better apologise to my once-determined self.
hey u noe what?! vivocity is sooooo hot!!! it has this gorgeous roof top garden resmembling a beach..and the sunset and all is juz gorgeous...it simply is! We couldnt help but take some err...out-of-e-world photos! How hot is that?! I BET WISPS IS GONA CHIME IN AND SAY 'VERY'
just in case u dont know...im e one in pink
imitating some crazy egyptian God
wisp looks like shes peeing
authentic puffer fishes
1, 2, 3
Legs up!
women in black
i LOVE VIVOCITY! almost all e shops in e world are like there!!!!!!! its official...vivocity is e best shopping center to hav eva been built on planet Earth.
just a note of WARNING: some contents in these posts on this blog may contain exaggerations. Do not seriously believe evrything thats written here.
so there!
Friday, November 10, 2006
gosh
Mom left for Hong Kong early this mornng while i was still drooling in bed...And NOBODY WOKE ME UP TO SAY GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
:(
My maid has juz told me the most incredulous news about her running from MArsiling to Sembawang MRT station.
I couldnt help feeling mortified.
Mr. Rauf, my coach, has apparently decorated his new black car with patterns resembling those in too fast too furious...and was driving pass sis with a toothy wide grin while honking to catch some attention.
Im starting to dislike my new books..the princess diaries. Its so unrealistic...its about this princess whos supposed to have this great responsibility of looking after the welfare of the Genovians...but all she ever does is pine over some punk called Michael. Making out with her boyfriend seems to be more impt than helping the needy!!!! Gosh what immaturity. I shall get more adult-ish books in future.
Gosh les is currently enjoying her time as a scientist....apparently shes doin some research in NUS on genomics. GENOMICS. That bio topic which has caused the massacre of my brain cells. and here i am...fussing over make-ups and shopping arnd for new tops...when my friends are out there conducting experiments to discover new stuff for the good of mankind. Lin is going off soon for her Science attachment too.
i am such a no-brain poop.
Hence, from this day on...ive made another resolution..and tht is to start mugging from NOW on...even tho its e hols and theres no exams at e mo.
But seein as how all my other resolutions have slowly...or shd i say quickly...been striked off by the me whos got a very low determination...i cant say for sure that this resolution is gona stay for long.
:(
My maid has juz told me the most incredulous news about her running from MArsiling to Sembawang MRT station.
I couldnt help feeling mortified.
Mr. Rauf, my coach, has apparently decorated his new black car with patterns resembling those in too fast too furious...and was driving pass sis with a toothy wide grin while honking to catch some attention.
Im starting to dislike my new books..the princess diaries. Its so unrealistic...its about this princess whos supposed to have this great responsibility of looking after the welfare of the Genovians...but all she ever does is pine over some punk called Michael. Making out with her boyfriend seems to be more impt than helping the needy!!!! Gosh what immaturity. I shall get more adult-ish books in future.
Gosh les is currently enjoying her time as a scientist....apparently shes doin some research in NUS on genomics. GENOMICS. That bio topic which has caused the massacre of my brain cells. and here i am...fussing over make-ups and shopping arnd for new tops...when my friends are out there conducting experiments to discover new stuff for the good of mankind. Lin is going off soon for her Science attachment too.
i am such a no-brain poop.
Hence, from this day on...ive made another resolution..and tht is to start mugging from NOW on...even tho its e hols and theres no exams at e mo.
But seein as how all my other resolutions have slowly...or shd i say quickly...been striked off by the me whos got a very low determination...i cant say for sure that this resolution is gona stay for long.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
arch and pei
I dono why...but somehow...id felt like entitling this post under Arch's and Pei's name. cos its e day when precious time of mine was bestowed to em!!!! (HAH juz kidding) I had such a wonderful time i love u guyz xoxox
Like i just died!!!!!!!!!!..the moment i stepped into vivo city's Forever 21.
From now on...officially...Forever 21 is e hottest shop to ever roam Planet Earth..im serious.
I mean...id made a firm resolution to not spend nemore on clothes when i stepped out of my house.
Unfortunately...it was more than i could handle...it was too tempting..too alluring..gosh...I was in shock the moment i saw e clothes in Forever 21. I had such strong emotions surging within me when i saw e displays from a distance.
OMG MY FAVOURITE ORIENTAL TOPS WERE ALL THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I died...i seriously did. I went :| like in shock.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH forever 21 is juz paradise. IM serious wispy!!! I SHD HAVE LISTENED TO U! forever 21 is a thousand times better than topshop!!!
Im dead serious.
I LOVE VIVOCITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and ya..i had to buy at least a top. Gosh...its sooo gorgeous its my dream top.
i was broke...but now im..err broke-er. But i live a life of 50% discount...or so..thats what both arch and pei quoted...wispy too. COs i alwayz only have to pay 50% of e cost to purchase my fav tops! cos i alwayz share the costs of my clothes with sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! now i do wish i were a quadruplet. den ill live a life of 25% discount
Gosh i needa pay my own debt. MUST SAVE UP AND RETURN that Amount to my Stupid Piggy Bank!
HAH den we started craving for ice-creams. We walked around e whole area lookin for a decent ice-cream restaurant...and when we'd found Ben & Jerry's....it was like..looking at a gorgeous lake in the sahara desert. We ran..Yes i repeat..ran like lil drooling rugrats to it.
and we shared this reli big bowl of 7 scoops of ice cream....while shivering i might add.
Gosh its almost a whole bowl of chocolate flavoured icecream.
But its soooooo nice!!!!!!! OMG its official! ben and jerry's is e coolest ice-cream restaurant to ever roam this PLanet. pretty late to realize that only now...but hey at least i finally came to that realization!
Previously id prefer gelato than ice-creams (still do)...so i hated ben and jerry's den. But i love it now...tho i still prefer gelatoes.
Heh from now on...i have to lock myself at home. Cos id either spend on something stupid like food even when im not hungry cos my mouth keeps itching...or..clothes for that matter..the list never ends...PLus ive gotta keep in mind about the transport costs now..I dont even hav a decent cent in my EZ link. I told u IM BROKE!!!! i shd live a pauper's life from now on.
IM broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke.
I screwed OP. Gosh i dont even wana talk about it.
Like i just died!!!!!!!!!!..the moment i stepped into vivo city's Forever 21.
From now on...officially...Forever 21 is e hottest shop to ever roam Planet Earth..im serious.
I mean...id made a firm resolution to not spend nemore on clothes when i stepped out of my house.
Unfortunately...it was more than i could handle...it was too tempting..too alluring..gosh...I was in shock the moment i saw e clothes in Forever 21. I had such strong emotions surging within me when i saw e displays from a distance.
OMG MY FAVOURITE ORIENTAL TOPS WERE ALL THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I died...i seriously did. I went :| like in shock.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH forever 21 is juz paradise. IM serious wispy!!! I SHD HAVE LISTENED TO U! forever 21 is a thousand times better than topshop!!!
Im dead serious.
I LOVE VIVOCITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and ya..i had to buy at least a top. Gosh...its sooo gorgeous its my dream top.
i was broke...but now im..err broke-er. But i live a life of 50% discount...or so..thats what both arch and pei quoted...wispy too. COs i alwayz only have to pay 50% of e cost to purchase my fav tops! cos i alwayz share the costs of my clothes with sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! now i do wish i were a quadruplet. den ill live a life of 25% discount
Gosh i needa pay my own debt. MUST SAVE UP AND RETURN that Amount to my Stupid Piggy Bank!
HAH den we started craving for ice-creams. We walked around e whole area lookin for a decent ice-cream restaurant...and when we'd found Ben & Jerry's....it was like..looking at a gorgeous lake in the sahara desert. We ran..Yes i repeat..ran like lil drooling rugrats to it.
and we shared this reli big bowl of 7 scoops of ice cream....while shivering i might add.
Gosh its almost a whole bowl of chocolate flavoured icecream.
But its soooooo nice!!!!!!! OMG its official! ben and jerry's is e coolest ice-cream restaurant to ever roam this PLanet. pretty late to realize that only now...but hey at least i finally came to that realization!
Previously id prefer gelato than ice-creams (still do)...so i hated ben and jerry's den. But i love it now...tho i still prefer gelatoes.
Heh from now on...i have to lock myself at home. Cos id either spend on something stupid like food even when im not hungry cos my mouth keeps itching...or..clothes for that matter..the list never ends...PLus ive gotta keep in mind about the transport costs now..I dont even hav a decent cent in my EZ link. I told u IM BROKE!!!! i shd live a pauper's life from now on.
IM broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke.
I screwed OP. Gosh i dont even wana talk about it.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
the ultimate
The books id gotten myself from e lib!! omg its so hard gettin even just one series of it...and yet ive gotten three!!!! oh ya..and there at the center like an extra..my new watch.
this is what u call... neat HAH! My study table. so neat. so me. In fact, its so neat it looks as if an atomic bomb had juz landed at sembawang Rd
Monday, November 06, 2006
woo
argh!!! YAY i went to e lib and omg i MANAGEED to get OMG! almost the whole series of princess diaries...and omg! i got the second book of all American girl and omg i got the third book of amy peppercorn's
AM I JUZ DARN LUCKY OR WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE THE LIBRARY.
im gona make it my second home
sorry
to ruthlessly tell u to give it up...to my surprise..does hurt as i watched u walk away tonight.
nonetheless it had to happen...i couldnt bear to hurt u anymore
AM I JUZ DARN LUCKY OR WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE THE LIBRARY.
im gona make it my second home
sorry
to ruthlessly tell u to give it up...to my surprise..does hurt as i watched u walk away tonight.
nonetheless it had to happen...i couldnt bear to hurt u anymore
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Another quiz
HAHAHA this is juz dumb but im doin it anyway! koped this from ms's blog.
What time are you starting this? 10:30pm
Name? Shufen
Nicknames? Shuffy, ass-eff (thanks lin)
Date of birth? 28thjuly89
Sex? female duh
Height? 158cm...dw..im growing..still am.
Eye color? dark brown
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 1
Pets? All died tragic deaths
Hair color? black.
Piercings? ear.
Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes
Been in a car accident? uh no
Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.
Favorite day of the week? Friday
Favorite flower? rose, daisies
Favorite sport to watch? soccer
Favorite drink? viagra. U noe im kiddin right?
Favorite ice cream flavor? choco fudge, green tea
Favorite fast food restuarant? Carl's junior
Carpet color in your bedroom? Pink
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Topshop
What do you do most often when you are bored? Turn on e stereo and start scribbling in my diary
Most annoying thing to say to me? "Fuck you"
Bedtime? 12 - 2 plus
Favorite TV show? SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
Last person you went out to dinner with? Ray
Been out of country? DUH
Believe in magick? Nope.
What are you listening to right now? Diary of Jane
Have you ever failed a grade? Id prolly av committed suicide then
Do you have a crush on someone? Now? no.
Do you have a bf/gf? now? no.
If so, what is their name? Spongebob squarepnts
What are you wearing right now? some blue tank top
Would you have sex before marriage? No
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yea...when i was 9 :S
Are you a virgin? yeap
Do you smoke? no
Do you drink? no
Are you ghetto? Nope.
Are you a player? err...i try not to.
What are your favorite colors? Deep Red, Violet.
What is your favorite animal? Cats
Do you have any birthmarks? no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? ouch no.
Who do you talk to most on the phone? random pple. too many.
Do you get online a lot? Not really.
Are you shy or outgoing? CJ has made me more outgoing.
Do you shower? DUH..i h8 feelin sticky
Do you hate school? Nope. luv it.
Do you have a social life? HAHA yeap
How easily do you trust people? sometimes i do..sometimes i dont.
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Definitely.
Would you ever sky dive? thtd be hot!
Do you like to dance? YES!
Do you like to travel? Definitely! can doll up and shop evryday.
Do you want to get out of your hometown? No, I love Singapore.
Are you spoiled? Haha. i guess so
Are you a brat? HAH! are u kidding? thats like my middle name :S
Have you ever been dumped? yeap
Have you ever gotten high? nope..would love to try tho
What toothpaste do you use? Colgate Total.
Do you have a curfew? Yes..at like 10 plus
Who do you look up to? Celeste! shes so smart!
Are you a role model? HAH! NEVER!
What name brand do you wear the most? Ebase.
What kind of jewelry do you wear? err diff sorts
What do you want pierced? my tummy!
Do you like takin pictures? yeap so fun.
Do you like gettin your picture taken? when im takin myself. im a narcisst.
Do you have a tan? Used to when i was in track. Im as white as a ghost now.
Do you get annoyed easily? no
Have you ever started a rumor? by accident.
Do you have your own phone or phone line? Yes.
Do you have any siblings? Yes
Have you ever been played? yeap
Have you ever played anyone? Yeap
Do you get along with your parents? not reli.
How do you vent your anger? Scribble in my diary and sleep
Have you ever ran away? Nope
Do you daydream a lot? Ya totally. I stone alot durin lectures :S
Do you have a lot of ex's? No
What does your ex bf/gf look like? erm...like himself?
What does your most recent crush look like? no recent crushes
Whats her/his name? dadadada
Have you ever been bitched out? yea
Are you rude? Varies with people.
What was the last compliment you recieved? "Uve got great fashion sense" i think that shopowner says that to anyone who patronizes his shop.
Do you like getting dirty? heh Ya depends on my mood.
What is your lucky number? don't have one.
What does your hair look like right now? e out-of-bed look
Could you ever be a vegetarian? never
Describe your looks? mad-looking.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? copper red.
Would you ever date someone younger than you? hah ya but not too young.
Would you ever date someone older than you? yep! older guys are hot. not to old tho.
When was the last time you were drunk? never got drunk
How many rings until you answer the phone? depends.
Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yes actually
If yes, when was the last time? i cant rmb
When was the last time you went on a date? Sometime earlier this week. can't rmb which day.
Do you look more like your mother or father? father
Do you cry a lot? i guess i do.
Do you ever cry to get your way? err i cry to myself juz so i can feel better.
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? That's hot.
Are you the romantic type? erm..depends on who im gona be romantic with.
Have you ever been chased by cops? nope im v 'guai1'
What do you like most about your body? err i dono..my legs i guess.
What do you like least about your body? my arms
When did you have your first crush? Primary 6. haha
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Blondes!!! Hot!
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? erm sometimes
What about cleavage? don intend to but sometimes its accidental.
Is your best friend a virgin? yeap
Have you ever fucked someone up? Yes. its horrible and i totally regretted it.
Have you ever been fucked up? eh...not that stupid but..i think so.
What theme does your room have? "messy"
What size shoe do you wear? 7
How are you feeling right now? Tired and exasperated from shopping too much.
Have you ever given a lapdance? Nope.
Have you ever recieved one? Nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? err i think so.
What is one of your bad qualilties? panicking too much.. my paranoia..easily distracted.
What is one of your good qualilties? err i dono.
Would you marry for money? err i dont think i can stand gg to bed with someone i dont have any feelings with
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommys
When was the last time you cried in school? erm..cant rmb..some weeks ago i guess..in e toilet.
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? yuck no.
What kind of music do you like? all sorts i guess. Hip hop, pop, and rock.
Would you ever bungee jump? nooooooooo argh its soooo scary.
What is your worst fear? feeling pain.
Would you ever join the army? NEVER. they're gona live in jungles where insects and such manifest.
Do you like cows? im ok.
If you were to die today, what would you do? Tell the world about it and wait for e world to visit me to hear their last words for me. Ah interesting.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? I love you all...thanks for being a part of this lifetime of mine
Do you like to party? Absolutely!!!!
Hearts or broken hearts? Hearts duh
Moons or stars? Moon
Coke or pepsi? coke
Favorite scent? Hugo Boss
Favorite band? i jump alot.
Would you ever dye your hair red? reddish-brown is hot.
How many languages can you speak? 2 only.
What time are you finishing this? 1120am.
What time are you starting this? 10:30pm
Name? Shufen
Nicknames? Shuffy, ass-eff (thanks lin)
Date of birth? 28thjuly89
Sex? female duh
Height? 158cm...dw..im growing..still am.
Eye color? dark brown
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 1
Pets? All died tragic deaths
Hair color? black.
Piercings? ear.
Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes
Been in a car accident? uh no
Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.
Favorite day of the week? Friday
Favorite flower? rose, daisies
Favorite sport to watch? soccer
Favorite drink? viagra. U noe im kiddin right?
Favorite ice cream flavor? choco fudge, green tea
Favorite fast food restuarant? Carl's junior
Carpet color in your bedroom? Pink
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Topshop
What do you do most often when you are bored? Turn on e stereo and start scribbling in my diary
Most annoying thing to say to me? "Fuck you"
Bedtime? 12 - 2 plus
Favorite TV show? SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
Last person you went out to dinner with? Ray
Been out of country? DUH
Believe in magick? Nope.
What are you listening to right now? Diary of Jane
Have you ever failed a grade? Id prolly av committed suicide then
Do you have a crush on someone? Now? no.
Do you have a bf/gf? now? no.
If so, what is their name? Spongebob squarepnts
What are you wearing right now? some blue tank top
Would you have sex before marriage? No
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yea...when i was 9 :S
Are you a virgin? yeap
Do you smoke? no
Do you drink? no
Are you ghetto? Nope.
Are you a player? err...i try not to.
What are your favorite colors? Deep Red, Violet.
What is your favorite animal? Cats
Do you have any birthmarks? no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? ouch no.
Who do you talk to most on the phone? random pple. too many.
Do you get online a lot? Not really.
Are you shy or outgoing? CJ has made me more outgoing.
Do you shower? DUH..i h8 feelin sticky
Do you hate school? Nope. luv it.
Do you have a social life? HAHA yeap
How easily do you trust people? sometimes i do..sometimes i dont.
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Definitely.
Would you ever sky dive? thtd be hot!
Do you like to dance? YES!
Do you like to travel? Definitely! can doll up and shop evryday.
Do you want to get out of your hometown? No, I love Singapore.
Are you spoiled? Haha. i guess so
Are you a brat? HAH! are u kidding? thats like my middle name :S
Have you ever been dumped? yeap
Have you ever gotten high? nope..would love to try tho
What toothpaste do you use? Colgate Total.
Do you have a curfew? Yes..at like 10 plus
Who do you look up to? Celeste! shes so smart!
Are you a role model? HAH! NEVER!
What name brand do you wear the most? Ebase.
What kind of jewelry do you wear? err diff sorts
What do you want pierced? my tummy!
Do you like takin pictures? yeap so fun.
Do you like gettin your picture taken? when im takin myself. im a narcisst.
Do you have a tan? Used to when i was in track. Im as white as a ghost now.
Do you get annoyed easily? no
Have you ever started a rumor? by accident.
Do you have your own phone or phone line? Yes.
Do you have any siblings? Yes
Have you ever been played? yeap
Have you ever played anyone? Yeap
Do you get along with your parents? not reli.
How do you vent your anger? Scribble in my diary and sleep
Have you ever ran away? Nope
Do you daydream a lot? Ya totally. I stone alot durin lectures :S
Do you have a lot of ex's? No
What does your ex bf/gf look like? erm...like himself?
What does your most recent crush look like? no recent crushes
Whats her/his name? dadadada
Have you ever been bitched out? yea
Are you rude? Varies with people.
What was the last compliment you recieved? "Uve got great fashion sense" i think that shopowner says that to anyone who patronizes his shop.
Do you like getting dirty? heh Ya depends on my mood.
What is your lucky number? don't have one.
What does your hair look like right now? e out-of-bed look
Could you ever be a vegetarian? never
Describe your looks? mad-looking.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? copper red.
Would you ever date someone younger than you? hah ya but not too young.
Would you ever date someone older than you? yep! older guys are hot. not to old tho.
When was the last time you were drunk? never got drunk
How many rings until you answer the phone? depends.
Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yes actually
If yes, when was the last time? i cant rmb
When was the last time you went on a date? Sometime earlier this week. can't rmb which day.
Do you look more like your mother or father? father
Do you cry a lot? i guess i do.
Do you ever cry to get your way? err i cry to myself juz so i can feel better.
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? That's hot.
Are you the romantic type? erm..depends on who im gona be romantic with.
Have you ever been chased by cops? nope im v 'guai1'
What do you like most about your body? err i dono..my legs i guess.
What do you like least about your body? my arms
When did you have your first crush? Primary 6. haha
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Blondes!!! Hot!
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? erm sometimes
What about cleavage? don intend to but sometimes its accidental.
Is your best friend a virgin? yeap
Have you ever fucked someone up? Yes. its horrible and i totally regretted it.
Have you ever been fucked up? eh...not that stupid but..i think so.
What theme does your room have? "messy"
What size shoe do you wear? 7
How are you feeling right now? Tired and exasperated from shopping too much.
Have you ever given a lapdance? Nope.
Have you ever recieved one? Nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? err i think so.
What is one of your bad qualilties? panicking too much.. my paranoia..easily distracted.
What is one of your good qualilties? err i dono.
Would you marry for money? err i dont think i can stand gg to bed with someone i dont have any feelings with
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommys
When was the last time you cried in school? erm..cant rmb..some weeks ago i guess..in e toilet.
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? yuck no.
What kind of music do you like? all sorts i guess. Hip hop, pop, and rock.
Would you ever bungee jump? nooooooooo argh its soooo scary.
What is your worst fear? feeling pain.
Would you ever join the army? NEVER. they're gona live in jungles where insects and such manifest.
Do you like cows? im ok.
If you were to die today, what would you do? Tell the world about it and wait for e world to visit me to hear their last words for me. Ah interesting.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? I love you all...thanks for being a part of this lifetime of mine
Do you like to party? Absolutely!!!!
Hearts or broken hearts? Hearts duh
Moons or stars? Moon
Coke or pepsi? coke
Favorite scent? Hugo Boss
Favorite band? i jump alot.
Would you ever dye your hair red? reddish-brown is hot.
How many languages can you speak? 2 only.
What time are you finishing this? 1120am.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
shucks. Id jus made the biggest mistake by makin a pact with mom that in exchange for my right to wear contacts again...i can't have my allowance deducted for two MONTHS.
id meant two weeks. But somehow...I must have bumped my head and the words came out wrong. id only realized what id done...jus ytd. How can i be so blur. No wonder mom agreed to it so readily.
so well u see....every wekk i get my allowance deducted...for my blurness. 2 dollars deducted each week for every mistake i make. (ie. clothes left in e room, messy room, eating in e room, dishes not dumped into the sink after eating, wrappers or rubbish left around, electrical items not turned off after leavin the room, contacts left in e toilet, hangers strewn over the bed, and much much much much much more. )
OH my God. i don think ill be able to make it! 2 months!! its such a great feat.
ARGH!
how great. ull be seein me on stage on thurs while i freeze...right in front of thousands of pple. How hot is tht. Not.
id meant two weeks. But somehow...I must have bumped my head and the words came out wrong. id only realized what id done...jus ytd. How can i be so blur. No wonder mom agreed to it so readily.
so well u see....every wekk i get my allowance deducted...for my blurness. 2 dollars deducted each week for every mistake i make. (ie. clothes left in e room, messy room, eating in e room, dishes not dumped into the sink after eating, wrappers or rubbish left around, electrical items not turned off after leavin the room, contacts left in e toilet, hangers strewn over the bed, and much much much much much more. )
OH my God. i don think ill be able to make it! 2 months!! its such a great feat.
ARGH!
how great. ull be seein me on stage on thurs while i freeze...right in front of thousands of pple. How hot is tht. Not.
Friday, October 20, 2006
Lians
OMG i cant believe im takin neoprints again after such a long time! back to bein a lian with sis and arabel
btw, i juz cut my hair. U cant tell right?
and btw, im not allowed to wear contacts nemore cos my parents dont trust me. Im gona look like some walking toothead from now on.
And im extremely depressed abt tht.
Lin..u can stop complaining abt having competitions from now on.
very soon..ill be conferred the title "Tootiest toothead of CJ"
pls clap for me.
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