Monday, December 08, 2008

hey guyz i noe its been eons since i last blogged but im really bored of blogging esp since i cant really say much about work and stuff due to confidentiality matters.

But i love nursing like nothing. Im so glad i chose what i want. theres nothing else id have chosen.

The exams have been woo! terrible i must say. but i shall concentrate on my ATTAchment! Thats right. its tmr. !
My first day at work. AS A NURSE.

im heartened that my closest friends have expressed their excitement for me.. they seem to be more excited about it than i am :S

Mayb its cos its drowned out by the nervousness. IM totally... nervous...and scared might i add.

Oh God please be with me.

Id spent my night at starbucks Novena today.... randomly brought this book with me.. and read it as i sipped my green tea frap and took in e gorgeous ambience.

Memories flooded back. I missed it so much... I wish i could have it back again.. juz like how it was before...

For a moment.. i felt the bliss i havent felt in a long time.

I was sitting in e same place prolly just a year and a half ago.. studying... holdin on to it.

but yea.. im going for my attachment tomorow... and i dont want anything to go wrong! It cant! it'll be grave if i do make a mistake... Im dealing with something as vulnerable as human life. I hope complacency wont seep in.. like how it always does when things are smooth sailing for long enough.

well juz last friday i ice-skated with mr. yap. It was lovely.. juz like how it is evrytime I'm with him... And i skated like michelle kwan, the olympics ice-skater winner.

Not.

but hey what du expect? i dont rollerblade nor hav i ice skated before. *looks sheepish*
It was fun... truly.

And.. i love him.

Okay so shan has told me some stuff tht i didnt find surprising... Im happy for her.. and i can only hope for the best! id love to get to noe him one day so tht if he hurts her again id stick something up his cuckoo.

Im sadistic. Juz thot u shd noe.

haha so hinted sherman when he yelled at me while i did an osoto-gari with a junior on sat. "why nurse so violent one!"