'fame' cum 'bag'

Today was like seriously cool!

we did a short lil commercial clip near sondy's house and hahahha we had to act as if we even knew what was goin on in e tennis world.

Like gettin all bewildered by sharapova's latest outfit. And i havent watched a single tennis match in my whole life.

but it was all good. Cos we all got ourselves free bags. which is like so hot. wow so we got like 10 secs of fame and a free leather bag. (im not sure if its leather but it feels and smells like leather so it shd be leather)

over at coronation's mac some ang moh boy stuck his hands in between my legs to get his coin which was on e floor. like wth...couldnt he have gone e other way.

I love judokas!!!

Lately...its been so crazily kewl cos Judo rocks. (cos it doesnt stone. omigawd arent i lame! blame it on e funny pple who drifted into my life. WOW i think id better close this bracket before someone throws a stone at me wen they see me)

Whoo. E judokas are soo kewl. tho trg has seriously become way tougher. Even tho Jason, the judo legend, has told us tht our trg is nothing compared to some other schools.

I used to hate Uchikomi but the sky must have fallen today cos i didnt seem to hate it so much today.
Uchikomi, Uchikomi and more Uchikomis.

Being too philosophical is well actually pretty scary...at least for me. After being too philosophical for like a few days cos of Jojo's influence...it made my life very depressing. I started getting depressed for no reason...after reading those Times magazines about e sufferings in other parts of e world...and thought too deeply about life again...and i hated how i felt..even tho nothing bad was happening in my life but i seemed to start hating life. Which is weird. Mayb ive been shallow for too long that being too deep threw me off balance psychologically

Philosophy scares me now. when i tried being philosophical..i did it e extreme way...and it seriously drove me into depression for no apparent reason. No wonder they say philosophers are sad people.

OKay im back to being shallow. WOW how kewl is tht?? Not.

okay la haha...not tht shallow...but i wont think too much and deeply...cos its too much for e shallow me to handle.

and i wish ud give me my space. Too close for comfort.

my WEIRD definition of e meaning of life n why u shd pursue ur dreams

Currently...im sitting on my bed..in e comfort of e air-con and under my sunflowery duvet like e Queen of Sheeba, breathing in flowery scented air. (lately ive been pretty crazed abt flowery scents. Apart from my rose jossticks, i av a stronger essence of freesia flower powder which needs some controlling by being wrapped up in its lil plastic bag lest it goes outta hand and explodes into all sortsa flowery scent and v soon ull find daisies poking out from my books and dresses. Okay why am i typing abt flower scents. this bracket shd end pretty soon)

Mornings are so beautiful..and its e time of e day when we're most clear-headed..at least thts true for me..a clear-headed morning either makes me cry or smile. Cry cos im clear-headed enough to know whats going..and theres no way i can be in denial or hav other activities to keep myself busy from...Smile cos a clear-headed me reflects alot on life...the world..humanity and dadada..and thts e only thing tht keeps me going. and y do i say tht.

To tell u e truth..alot of things i post on this blog isn't reli what i call e truth. U can see a very cheerful post here and see a depressing one on my private diary or blog.

Lately ive been tryina find e real meaning in life...like for once in my life..i stopped..to reflect on life. and suddenly ive realized...how much ive been dragging myself evryday..And den im doin things to drag and push myself on..to carry on with life..bcos the more i think abt how pointless my life reli is..the more i wana let go. Suddenly..ive realized how shallow my life has been. Like im just fleeting about evryday...living life each day..wonderin what to do today dadada.

and i feel reli shallow...bcos i mean duh i am. Alot of things in my life..e lil bits of it..they're all superficial and shallow. Wats e point in life if ur living on this planet like such a selfish bitch..and bcos of certain adversities ive been gg through in my life quite lately..ive been desperate to find real happiness..I flipped through my diaries to look for moments when i was truly happy..not jsut happy...do i realize tt i was only truly happy when i realized i have some worth on this planet...like doing something meaningful...like helping others..and portrayign acts of simple kindness.and helping others who are in need.

The world is in need of helping hands..to reach out to those in need of it..be it hungry children in Africa..disaster victims..or even suffering animals. why dont we make ourselves useful by doing something for this world...n den i found the meaning of life...and how thankful i m for it. im given this life...so tht i am given the opportunity to help others. SO ya..thts e thing thts gona keep me gg :)

to tell u e truth, a lifelong ambition of mine is to be a doctor..and not jsut a local doctor u see in neighbourhood clinics either..but doctors tht travel e world to giv free treatments to those in need of it. But honestly..thts gona be but a dream. bcos obviously..i do not have such amazin brain power abilities to be a doctor in e first place. and like the boy in the book entitled "the Alchemist" whos pursuing his dreams...hes just contended with living his life as it is..bcos pursuing his dream is tough...just like getting 4 As is tough...hence he just wants to simply drop out..and stop pursuing it. Many pple are like tt...and den they'd jst die...not bein able to do the things theyd dreamt of doin in this lifetime of theirs. SO in any case..whether i can make it or not..im still just gona work hard and giv it a go. If i cant after trying my best..then i guess its not meant to be after all..i can go for other jobs and still do something meaningful right. But at least im able to live with the knowledge tht at least id tried pursuing it.

U noe what? im just gg on and on and on and on while pondering and thinking. U noe like those lil exercises in which ull av to write out, without a care in e world, about what ur thinking without pausing. So this post is like super unorganised and pardon e bad english pls.
Seriously im not making any sense at ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

So if u dont und anything here...its ok cos id rather u not at all!! HAHA cos for once..id decided to try to be honest on this blog and type out what i reli feel about things. Damn it feels weird to expose my inner feelngs. okay i feel reli uncomfortable abt this so im only gg to post this up for a few days. BYE

a day out with mat and wisp

I bought some scenty essence just ytd!!! I now have some other flower powder in my bedroom. Now my room smells heavenly... AHHH~ YAY!!! i can light one of those rose jossticks when mat stays over for our hawt slumber party ;)

i tried burning Rose scented jossticks in my bed room last night. No not praying to some bewildering rose God. DUH.

Today was e hottest day of my life! (i do notice that i have many hottest days of my life) cossss.....the four of us were finally shopping together once again after what seemed like 10 billion centuries!! Erm..okay mayb thts abit of an exaggeration..but SO what!! its all hot!!!!!!!! I love em soo much.

SO we'd decided to head to vivocity for some brainless shopping. I say brainless cos its not something fruitful. At least..its not an activity that requires as much brain power as doing my maths assignments....or conducting researches for the good of mankind as what some of my friends are doing.

OKay mayb shopping isnt all that fruitless....cos u can buy fruits while shopping. GOSH im becoming lamer and lamer as the seconds tick by. OKay i reli shd stop being stupid.

hey but i bought a gorgeous top! erm...busted my resolution again. shucks!!!! id better apologise to my once-determined self.

hey u noe what?! vivocity is sooooo hot!!! it has this gorgeous roof top garden resmembling a beach..and the sunset and all is juz gorgeous...it simply is! We couldnt help but take some err...out-of-e-world photos! How hot is that?! I BET WISPS IS GONA CHIME IN AND SAY 'VERY'

just in case u dont know...im e one in pink

imitating some crazy egyptian God



wisp looks like shes peeing

authentic puffer fishes

1, 2, 3

Legs up!


women in black

i LOVE VIVOCITY! almost all e shops in e world are like there!!!!!!! its official...vivocity is e best shopping center to hav eva been built on planet Earth.

just a note of WARNING: some contents in these posts on this blog may contain exaggerations. Do not seriously believe evrything thats written here.

so there!

gosh

Mom left for Hong Kong early this mornng while i was still drooling in bed...And NOBODY WOKE ME UP TO SAY GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

:(

My maid has juz told me the most incredulous news about her running from MArsiling to Sembawang MRT station.

I couldnt help feeling mortified.

Mr. Rauf, my coach, has apparently decorated his new black car with patterns resembling those in too fast too furious...and was driving pass sis with a toothy wide grin while honking to catch some attention.

Im starting to dislike my new books..the princess diaries. Its so unrealistic...its about this princess whos supposed to have this great responsibility of looking after the welfare of the Genovians...but all she ever does is pine over some punk called Michael. Making out with her boyfriend seems to be more impt than helping the needy!!!! Gosh what immaturity. I shall get more adult-ish books in future.


Gosh les is currently enjoying her time as a scientist....apparently shes doin some research in NUS on genomics. GENOMICS. That bio topic which has caused the massacre of my brain cells. and here i am...fussing over make-ups and shopping arnd for new tops...when my friends are out there conducting experiments to discover new stuff for the good of mankind. Lin is going off soon for her Science attachment too.
i am such a no-brain poop.

Hence, from this day on...ive made another resolution..and tht is to start mugging from NOW on...even tho its e hols and theres no exams at e mo.

But seein as how all my other resolutions have slowly...or shd i say quickly...been striked off by the me whos got a very low determination...i cant say for sure that this resolution is gona stay for long.

arch and pei

I dono why...but somehow...id felt like entitling this post under Arch's and Pei's name. cos its e day when precious time of mine was bestowed to em!!!! (HAH juz kidding) I had such a wonderful time i love u guyz xoxox

Like i just died!!!!!!!!!!..the moment i stepped into vivo city's Forever 21.

From now on...officially...Forever 21 is e hottest shop to ever roam Planet Earth..im serious.

I mean...id made a firm resolution to not spend nemore on clothes when i stepped out of my house.
Unfortunately...it was more than i could handle...it was too tempting..too alluring..gosh...I was in shock the moment i saw e clothes in Forever 21. I had such strong emotions surging within me when i saw e displays from a distance.

OMG MY FAVOURITE ORIENTAL TOPS WERE ALL THEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I died...i seriously did. I went :| like in shock.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH forever 21 is juz paradise. IM serious wispy!!! I SHD HAVE LISTENED TO U! forever 21 is a thousand times better than topshop!!!
Im dead serious.

I LOVE VIVOCITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and ya..i had to buy at least a top. Gosh...its sooo gorgeous its my dream top.

i was broke...but now im..err broke-er. But i live a life of 50% discount...or so..thats what both arch and pei quoted...wispy too. COs i alwayz only have to pay 50% of e cost to purchase my fav tops! cos i alwayz share the costs of my clothes with sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! now i do wish i were a quadruplet. den ill live a life of 25% discount

Gosh i needa pay my own debt. MUST SAVE UP AND RETURN that Amount to my Stupid Piggy Bank!

HAH den we started craving for ice-creams. We walked around e whole area lookin for a decent ice-cream restaurant...and when we'd found Ben & Jerry's....it was like..looking at a gorgeous lake in the sahara desert. We ran..Yes i repeat..ran like lil drooling rugrats to it.

and we shared this reli big bowl of 7 scoops of ice cream....while shivering i might add.
Gosh its almost a whole bowl of chocolate flavoured icecream.


But its soooooo nice!!!!!!! OMG its official! ben and jerry's is e coolest ice-cream restaurant to ever roam this PLanet. pretty late to realize that only now...but hey at least i finally came to that realization!
Previously id prefer gelato than ice-creams (still do)...so i hated ben and jerry's den. But i love it now...tho i still prefer gelatoes.

Heh from now on...i have to lock myself at home. Cos id either spend on something stupid like food even when im not hungry cos my mouth keeps itching...or..clothes for that matter..the list never ends...PLus ive gotta keep in mind about the transport costs now..I dont even hav a decent cent in my EZ link. I told u IM BROKE!!!! i shd live a pauper's life from now on.

IM broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke. Im broke.

I screwed OP. Gosh i dont even wana talk about it.

the ultimate

The books id gotten myself from e lib!! omg its so hard gettin even just one series of it...and yet ive gotten three!!!! oh ya..and there at the center like an extra..my new watch.



this is what u call... neat HAH! My study table. so neat. so me. In fact, its so neat it looks as if an atomic bomb had juz landed at sembawang Rd

woo

argh!!! YAY i went to e lib and omg i MANAGEED to get OMG! almost the whole series of princess diaries...and omg! i got the second book of all American girl and omg i got the third book of amy peppercorn's

AM I JUZ DARN LUCKY OR WHAT?!!!!!!!!!!!

i LOVE THE LIBRARY.
im gona make it my second home

sorry
to ruthlessly tell u to give it up...to my surprise..does hurt as i watched u walk away tonight.
nonetheless it had to happen...i couldnt bear to hurt u anymore

Another quiz

HAHAHA this is juz dumb but im doin it anyway! koped this from ms's blog.

What time are you starting this? 10:30pm
Name? Shufen
Nicknames? Shuffy, ass-eff (thanks lin)
Date of birth? 28thjuly89
Sex? female duh
Height? 158cm...dw..im growing..still am.
Eye color? dark brown
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 1
Pets? All died tragic deaths
Hair color? black.
Piercings? ear.
Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes
Been in a car accident? uh no
Croutons or bacon bits? Croutons.
Favorite day of the week? Friday
Favorite flower? rose, daisies
Favorite sport to watch? soccer
Favorite drink? viagra. U noe im kiddin right?
Favorite ice cream flavor? choco fudge, green tea
Favorite fast food restuarant? Carl's junior
Carpet color in your bedroom? Pink
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Topshop
What do you do most often when you are bored? Turn on e stereo and start scribbling in my diary
Most annoying thing to say to me? "Fuck you"
Bedtime? 12 - 2 plus
Favorite TV show? SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
Last person you went out to dinner with? Ray
Been out of country? DUH
Believe in magick? Nope.
What are you listening to right now? Diary of Jane
Have you ever failed a grade? Id prolly av committed suicide then
Do you have a crush on someone? Now? no.
Do you have a bf/gf? now? no.
If so, what is their name? Spongebob squarepnts
What are you wearing right now? some blue tank top
Would you have sex before marriage? No
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? yea...when i was 9 :S
Are you a virgin? yeap
Do you smoke? no
Do you drink? no
Are you ghetto? Nope.
Are you a player? err...i try not to.
What are your favorite colors? Deep Red, Violet.
What is your favorite animal? Cats
Do you have any birthmarks? no
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? ouch no.
Who do you talk to most on the phone? random pple. too many.
Do you get online a lot? Not really.
Are you shy or outgoing? CJ has made me more outgoing.
Do you shower? DUH..i h8 feelin sticky
Do you hate school? Nope. luv it.
Do you have a social life? HAHA yeap
How easily do you trust people? sometimes i do..sometimes i dont.
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Definitely.
Would you ever sky dive? thtd be hot!
Do you like to dance? YES!
Do you like to travel? Definitely! can doll up and shop evryday.
Do you want to get out of your hometown? No, I love Singapore.
Are you spoiled? Haha. i guess so
Are you a brat? HAH! are u kidding? thats like my middle name :S
Have you ever been dumped? yeap
Have you ever gotten high? nope..would love to try tho
What toothpaste do you use? Colgate Total.
Do you have a curfew? Yes..at like 10 plus
Who do you look up to? Celeste! shes so smart!
Are you a role model? HAH! NEVER!
What name brand do you wear the most? Ebase.
What kind of jewelry do you wear? err diff sorts
What do you want pierced? my tummy!
Do you like takin pictures? yeap so fun.
Do you like gettin your picture taken? when im takin myself. im a narcisst.
Do you have a tan? Used to when i was in track. Im as white as a ghost now.
Do you get annoyed easily? no
Have you ever started a rumor? by accident.
Do you have your own phone or phone line? Yes.
Do you have any siblings? Yes
Have you ever been played? yeap
Have you ever played anyone? Yeap
Do you get along with your parents? not reli.
How do you vent your anger? Scribble in my diary and sleep

Have you ever ran away? Nope
Do you daydream a lot? Ya totally. I stone alot durin lectures :S
Do you have a lot of ex's? No
What does your ex bf/gf look like? erm...like himself?
What does your most recent crush look like? no recent crushes
Whats her/his name? dadadada
Have you ever been bitched out? yea
Are you rude? Varies with people.
What was the last compliment you recieved? "Uve got great fashion sense" i think that shopowner says that to anyone who patronizes his shop.
Do you like getting dirty? heh Ya depends on my mood.
What is your lucky number? don't have one.
What does your hair look like right now? e out-of-bed look
Could you ever be a vegetarian? never
Describe your looks? mad-looking.
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? copper red.
Would you ever date someone younger than you? hah ya but not too young.
Would you ever date someone older than you? yep! older guys are hot. not to old tho.
When was the last time you were drunk? never got drunk
How many rings until you answer the phone? depends.
Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yes actually
If yes, when was the last time? i cant rmb
When was the last time you went on a date? Sometime earlier this week. can't rmb which day.
Do you look more like your mother or father? father
Do you cry a lot? i guess i do.
Do you ever cry to get your way? err i cry to myself juz so i can feel better.
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? That's hot.
Are you the romantic type? erm..depends on who im gona be romantic with.
Have you ever been chased by cops? nope im v 'guai1'
What do you like most about your body? err i dono..my legs i guess.
What do you like least about your body? my arms
When did you have your first crush? Primary 6. haha
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Blondes!!! Hot!
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? erm sometimes
What about cleavage? don intend to but sometimes its accidental.
Is your best friend a virgin? yeap
Have you ever fucked someone up? Yes. its horrible and i totally regretted it.
Have you ever been fucked up? eh...not that stupid but..i think so.
What theme does your room have? "messy"
What size shoe do you wear? 7
How are you feeling right now? Tired and exasperated from shopping too much.
Have you ever given a lapdance? Nope.
Have you ever recieved one? Nope
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? err i think so.
What is one of your bad qualilties? panicking too much.. my paranoia..easily distracted.
What is one of your good qualilties? err i dono.
Would you marry for money? err i dont think i can stand gg to bed with someone i dont have any feelings with
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommys
When was the last time you cried in school? erm..cant rmb..some weeks ago i guess..in e toilet.
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? yuck no.
What kind of music do you like? all sorts i guess. Hip hop, pop, and rock.
Would you ever bungee jump? nooooooooo argh its soooo scary.
What is your worst fear? feeling pain.
Would you ever join the army? NEVER. they're gona live in jungles where insects and such manifest.
Do you like cows? im ok.
If you were to die today, what would you do? Tell the world about it and wait for e world to visit me to hear their last words for me. Ah interesting.
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? I love you all...thanks for being a part of this lifetime of mine
Do you like to party? Absolutely!!!!
Hearts or broken hearts? Hearts duh
Moons or stars? Moon
Coke or pepsi? coke
Favorite scent? Hugo Boss
Favorite band? i jump alot.
Would you ever dye your hair red? reddish-brown is hot.
How many languages can you speak? 2 only.
What time are you finishing this? 1120am.