The Korean trip that wasn't meant to be

SOOOO SADDDDD IM not going to Korea for christmassss!!!!!!!

Thats it ill find some place else. I havent left singapore for 11 years I cant take it anymore!!!

I NEED A GOOD VACATION AT SOME PLACE THATS AMAZINGLY EXOTIC!!!

Now America doesnt sound so bad anymore.

I WILL LEAVE SINGAPORE THIS HOLIDAY!!! I WILL!!!

I WILL SIT IN AN SQ PLANE THIS HOLIDAY! I WILL!!

What am i doing when it is already Week 3.

I've been youtubing, watching movies, going out with friends.

Im so gonna score this semester.

The event is over!

There was alot of drama during the tournament.

We made some really cool friends from the other institutions when we were helping each other out with the setting up of e ring and stuff.

But in all honesty, I screwed up.

I am deeply embarassed about my performance and i deserved that draw.

That being said, its a real setback.. but i will not give this sport up because of this. There have been times in my life when i encounter huge failures and went into depression for weeks on end.. and im too ashamed to ever go back..

i dont think i have e face to go back to trainings.. But i have to. To give up, is to err further.

I commend my opponent for her wonderful fighting spirit that she put up that i did not have.

I'm sorry to have let ppl who had faith in me down. :(

But i wil keep trying harder.

Hey guys!

ive been horribly busy with everything... apart from bein stressed over my own trg there is e team to think about... and the organising of the event.

Its gonna be seriously huge this time cos.. geez the ambassador is gracing the event. SO NOTHING MUST GO WRONG I WILL NOT TOLERATE LATE COMING FIGHTERS OR USHERS OR I WILL SLAUGHTER HIM ALIVE.

I dont know how dan and i are gona cope this sat. Dan is more stressed cos hes got a bigger responsibility on his shoulders.

Im reli thaknful for real wonderful freidns who have been offerin help for the event bcos it means sooo much tht pple actually offer help when we're really realy stretched and stressed til our heads are swelling.

That aside. I am horribly tired everyday. Time for trg again tmr.

AND OH NO SCHOOL HAS STARTED! WHAT HORROR ive not had a proper holiday!

Tired. Tired. Tired..... Tired.

I'm really like.. effin stressssed.

A big thank you to all of you lovelies

Hi Guys!!!

I know this is late but ive been humongously busy lately!


As you all dont know, i turned into an adult quite recently. Isnt this a wonderful gift to planet Earth? No longer shall the inhabitants of this planet suffer from Shuffy's immaturity.

Jus kidding. I am still immature.

ok im jokin on tht one. I turned into a full fledged 'matured' adult a few days ago

Jokes aside, Id really love to thank all of you for making this birthday such a special one! I really didnt expect any of these.

Stuff has been happening lately but life goes on. I will not give up and i will continue doin my best to help as much as i can.

I want to live my life out for God's glory!

Ive been stressed out over everything lately and ive been busy over everything. That is despite the holidays.

Definitely not arranged in order of importance:

On the day before my birthday... someone really amazing gave me this Mikimoto necklace... i was so touchd i had to tear... dont get me wrong im not that into material wealth but... it was the thought behind it that made it such a beautiful gift tht's close to my heart :) Thanks i really love it! I've been wearing it for all my birthday celebrations thereafter. :)



Also not forgetting my dearest track girls... who took the time out to make this really beautiful and funny vid of good ol' times tht is now on facebook. And thats not all because the girls surprised us with this DIY-ed wonderful piece of art! Thank you sooo much girls. <3>





And of course.. Arch, wee, and pei pei.. for the other video u girls made for us... the wonderful dinner.. the cards, the vouchers... the failed 12 midnight surprise (haha).. and the great and amazing times ;)

A simple but beautiful celebration with my Judo dearies at fish and co.


Muay thai Khakis. Thank you so much for tht wonderful gathering Baangsss


This wonderful hair stick from Kokun Tozai from Les and Ee. Thank you thank you so much girls... for tht wonderful meet up with Josh and terence.. the meal.. the efforts.. and the wonderful catch ups. <3

The wonderful and amazing time spent with my beautiful Nursing girls! Thank you for the home-baked Cake!!!! and the beautifully written card from all of u! Thank you so much for the planning and the efforts im deeply touched! You girls make me such a happy person :)



ANd many many many moreee!!!

I genuinely treasure each one of these gifts and the birthday treats.. every single one of them... although without any special mention they really mean as much to me as every other gift.. all gifts big or small have really touched my heart. I am so thankful for all of the times, the effort, the thought behind these.. the preparations... basically EVERYTHING! Your efforts meant the world to me :) and im dead serious abt tht. *sterns face*

I cannot thank you guys enough for everything.

I seriously wasnt expecting any of these becos i really wouldnt want u guys to go through all tht trouble for me.. but u did anyway... which is really overwhelming for me.

Thank you.

I know ive been such a busy person with training and what not... but i really want u every one of u in my life to know how indispensable a role each one of you play in my life and to make me the person i am today.

Last but not least, id love to thank God, my dearest Father and Saviour... for loving me.. and for blessing me with the presence of wonderful people in my life.

For everything You've done for me... Thank You, Heavenly Father.

I just had a dream. That spurred me on to do whatever i wanted to do before i slept.

If you don't believe in yourself, then no one else will.