Monday, March 30, 2009

Its over!

im gonna rest for a day

And might i add that i bought two beautiful dresses from agneselle!

only i havent received the invoice for one of em AND im extremely worried bcos i really love it!!!

argh

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

HAHAHAHHAHA the genes and soc lecturer is hilarious! he is giving free marks to everyone for whatever answer they have chosen for some of e qns cos they'd seemed ambiguous

thats v nice of him tho.

TC presentation has finally ended! I love our group! it was a success :):)

okay Mdm. Chin, my attention can be diverted to u now.

oh shit its raining and im hungry!

Love the nurses! =)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

:'(



I'll be ok. I will be. Always will.
No proper rest to-day and night again... consecutive days in a row ive been toiling...

one bad thing comes after another and a hundred issues to settle

Let tmr be a good day.

Give me strength after Judo competition to use what last ounce of energy i have left to finalllyyyy work on Mdm. Chin, my patient in my assignment.

Lord, i am so tired...

Amen.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Haiz i think its been a v tiring semester... evryones struggling for air.. and worn out.. lethargic from a lack of proper sleep and rest. Stuff comes one after another.. exams.. yet another exam.. presentation.. the assignment which i really dread.. and i dont have enough time.

so upset.... and at a lost.

But i know tht alot of dearies are also gg thru this... lets spur each other on to complete this semester together... I love u girls.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

OMGOSH

I juz realised that its the SPRING COLLECTION season! juz hearing the word 'shopping' gives me an orgasm.

I LOVEEEE spring collections. No wonder the only decent women's wear shop in causeway Point, ESprit, has such lovely clothes in their newest collection.

Damnit im a mile away from shops like Forever 21, Zara, Topshop... Miss Selfridge..bla.. where their Spring collections are the BOMB! They BLOW U AWAY... INTO BITS AND PIECES.. TILL U'LL NEVER RECOVER YOUR FORM.

Shopping.. my major source of therapy and happiness!

I can't do without it.. even in e midst of my busy schedule. Hence I have resorted to Online shopping. The best solution to satisfy ones shopaholic urges while saving alot of time and transport cost

I got this SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR gorgeous top from agneselle.
It'll arrive at my door step in a few days time! CANT WAIT!
today was a therapeutic day for me! HAHAHA thank u celestine baby altho i dont have a depression. Im so touched that ull write that wall to me when ur upset urself... ur a wonderful babeh my dear!!! I guess its jus v normal for everyone to feel stressed at this point in time. Dear poor Pammy cried while dancing.... you must have been really stressed too. Lets all work hard together to get through the upcoming presentation, assignment completion, and exams!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Check out my new monitor screen that's 4 times e size of my laptop's. Credits to Daddy. XD

The bear that i hug to sleep evry night.

I loveee roses!









Gorgeous aren't they! Credits to my boy.
XD



Monday, March 16, 2009

Find yourself. Its now or never...

Because you wanted too badly to win...
U NOE WHAT????

I LOSTTTTTTTTTTTTT MY PHONE

almost.

My heart stopped beating when i couldnt find it in e library.

Thank God zeehui saw and helped me keep it!

So im officially handphone-less until Tomorow 1 o'clock

Our script is awesome. But i have a ton of lines to memorise... Jay's one is worse.

Dad bought an ENORMOUS monitor screen for me even after i told him not to.

cos he complains that the small laptop screen will spoil my eyes

Great. Theres a comp this sunday. LIke oh my goodness

AND

i juz realized tht my assignment is about to be due very soon

and my presentation is just next week

and my two term tests is held this week

I am dying.

Friday, March 13, 2009

I am quite in angst. Id thot that tutorial starts at 3. So did some of my tut mates. Apparently it is at 2. So i havent prepared anything cos id intended to use e last hour to attempt the tutorial qns. Hence, i have to skip it.
How terrible can that be.
Bear has hinted to me to not blame the nus system cos' they have stated it in IVLE. unfortunately the timetable im referrin to doesn't tally with IVLE's.
I've learnt my lesson.

That aside,

It was cca day yesterday so i went for muay thai. But before that... rachel asked me to go to e forum with her cos camie will be there. Haven't seen camie in ages so i happily agreed. CS was there too hopping around like an agile monkey.

Rach and I headed off to training after that where we were greeted by Yimin's request for us to fight. JUDO style. I;ve been fighting the muay thai style for sooo long its extremely odd to suddenly fight in JUDO style again. We were taken aback but did so anyway.

I went ahead first followed by rachy.

ok we won. but its kidna sad that we were asked to fight for IVP instead of her when shes been going for training faithfully, unlike us who aint even from NUS Judo.

OKay. So now im officially representing NUS JUDO for IVP. it is quite a shock for me cos i haven't trained in centuries. ANd i MEAN CENTURIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs

even when we were fighting, my legs were in muay thai stunts.

And the competition is next week, Sunday. OH DEAR.

WHAts worse is that we might be fighting NTU and i know that SITI, my dear baby, the one ive prayed for to win in her judo matches, is part of the team. Its highly upsetting if i have to fight with a team mate whom i've trained for so long with. We'd bled and sweat together for two years.

I really don;t wanna fight.

Yimin says that she'd most prolly put me as a reserve. Honestly, i havent trained for so long im gona bring NUS down. so its pointless if i fight anyway.

Sigh..talkin about judo brings back memories of what happened 2 years ago.

the match that mattered most and id let the team down. Couldn't get over it for a v long time.

Failures happen don't they? Not every journey is smooth-sailing. But it is in failures that we learn and be stronger.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Yesterday was perhaps one of e best times of my life. (okay i noe i have alot of best times of my life in my life)

It was Loraine's birthday and all i wanted was for her to be happy on her birthday.

It was so touching! she cried. Which means it was a success!

And it definitely wasn't just an individual effort .. because pple like celestine and caron did alot of work too. basically evryone contributed in one way or another... so if u wanna thank anyone, thank everyone.

it was tiring but all that effort was worth it..

anyway... it was a significant day too because my boy got me a bouquet of roses and the cutest teddy bear in the world when he 'happened' to meet me in e science canteen. Thanks boy! u made my day =)

sigh two exams next week and im taken up for every single day until next week. its upsettn bcos u noe that u wanna study but u have other commitments and things to do. Ur slowly wasting ur time away when u noe that ur hardpressed and stressed up about work and time is running out. It is a very torturous thing. Mayb not for most people... but it is an extremely terrible situation for me. bcos i hate regrets... i hate failing bcos i did not work hard enough. Hate it to the core. HATE it Hate it HAte it! i feel like throwing thigns around now like an agitated ghost cos im so fuckin fustrated

the highly stressful period. Sian hate it. always make me emo. =(

Monday, March 09, 2009

Esprit, my dearest love.

I
AM
HEAD OVER HEELS
IN
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
with ESPRIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they're trench coats are the ultimate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No wonder claudia gets most of her stuff there.

OH My God.

I bought this $110 v cool-looking trenchcoat. Not for myself but for our dear friend's birthday tmr on behalf of the nursing girls.

(i hope she doesnt see this which i don;t think she will)

Esprit. The new paradise. I LOVE ESPRIT i cant emphasize this further.

if only i were back to my workin days.... sighz why didnt i spend my earnings on esprit.

Sigh i really hope she will like it!! but i hav a premonition that she might not :(:(:(

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Im so glad that you now think about it that way :)

I've prayed for u to see this importance and thank God for he's answered my prayers :)

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I am not the most logical person. all the plugs in the library are taken up! so i had to extend my line to somewhere really from where i was sitting.. resulting in all these complications. I had difficulty extending the line. This v nice lady helped me with the arrangement of the plug. Its really gorgeous of her to do so. XD

So this is what made my day! Beautiful singaporeans!
shes a foreigner though.
.....

Saturday, March 07, 2009

cos im stoning in the library again

Hi im stoning in the library. i think its a pretty good idea to stone. the person sitting in front of me is v irritated by that group of girls beside us cos they are makin a ton of noise... not that noise can be weighed.. but i like strange figurative expressions.

I slept like a pig last night and stubbornly refused to look at the sun rays streaming into my room. I was so tired. mayb it was due to hypoxia, a lack of oxygen.

I bought a wooden doll house... i mean.. i wanted to. For jojo. It was soooo pretty! they come along with cute wooden furnitures. Alot of effort will hav to be put in though. In the end, i bought a carousel instead... it can spin. its gorgeous too... Jojo wouldn't appreciate the doll house as much as i would.. i think she;d prefer the carousel instead.

They have purple(that looks like pink) wood-crafted dollhouses too! its amazingly gorgeous. i feel like gettin it for Lor.. but i dun think i can finish the craftwork in time.

and then i got myself bubble tea and looked at giordano and esprit. Ssuch pretty clothes. I have been starved of shopping for quite a while... i am havin an itch that i need to scratch.

I dont care! shopping tmr! enough of mugging. I MISSS the feel of new cotton on my skin.

OKay 15 mins up! back to mugging. *mutters grumpily*

Thursday, March 05, 2009

sian

damn tired... but cannot sleep...argh

cant wait for three months break.

Monday, March 02, 2009

why am i such a pig

Sleeping has been my favourite pastime of late. Which is kinda sad cos im wasting alot of time thanks to how addictive it really is.

I needa snap out of this and come back to reality. The reailty of me being in UNIVERSITY now... not sec sch days when id plop on my bed the first thing i get home.

maybe im juz suffering from one of the illnesses ive been studying lately. signs of fatigue. Could be hypothyroidism... altho i do not present any other of the clinical manifestations apart from sleeping like a pig.

I was juz going home when i got caught in the rain. A very heavy rain. my pair of jeans was soaked. I started thinkin of everyone else! i was hoping none of em got caught in the rain like i did back in school... esp those girls who are livin in hall now!

Yay gonna visit celestine and angie in their new room at King Edward Hall tomorow! its wonderful stayin in schoool.