Chiong is the predominant theme

Chiong ah CHiong ah chiong chiong chiong

I made a very ambitious move by emailing my dean that i am going to send her all the required documents by the end of next week. Which i know is impossible for me to achieve.

Andddd I've registered to present at an International Congress this May, on behalf of the research team.

Its gonna be a longggg and torturous week. I just hope I don't gas out. *chokes*

Everything is going to be fine.

It will. You have to believe that.

"Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
YET I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.”



~Habakkuk 3:17-18

Be strong. It's okay.

I am responsible for taking care of myself. And if i don't do that, no one else will.

Diana Krall - Almost Blue

Almost blue
Almost doing things we used to do
There's a boy here and he's almost you

Almost all the things that your eyes once promised
I see in his too
Now your eyes are red from crying
Almost blue

Flirting with this disaster became me
It named me as the fool who only aimed to be

Almost blue
It's almost touching it will almost do
There's a part of me that's always true...always

Not all good things come to an end now, it is only the chosen few
I've seen such an unhappy couple

Almost me, almost you, almost blue.

Richard Clayderman-Nostalgia

My favorite piano piece of all time by Richard Clayderman.

Darling, every little thing is gonna be alright.

Work

Bed.

Just one of thsoe times when i get onto tumblr as a reward to myself after completing an assignment.

Yes, feasting my eyes on beautiful images is good rest for me.

I have no idea what drove me to reblog this picture but it just seems so forlorn yet quietfully beautiful. Images likes these spirit me away from the emptiness and the stress I face everyday.

Anyway, I've got nothing interesting to share, except for an update about my increased workload.

I've yet to officially start on my thesis writing. And today i did some interesting analysis with my professor. We're going to publish my findings, and hopefully the maternity hospitals in Singapore will act on the recommendations and be aware of some disconcerting issues that pervade healthcare for women.

Truly, i can't wait to start writing about them, especially after personally hearing from the participants in my study. I've learnt so much through this research and from writing Evidence based practice assignments. I do suppose they'll be useful for my professional development.

Although, right now. I'm feeling very demoralized because the only ward that i could feel comfortable working in has demolished.

Now i have no idea where I am going to graduate to. The thought of a very bleak and stressful working life makes me shudder.

For some reason, I feel very alone in my struggles.

I'm a workaholic, so eventually I predict that my health will be jeopardized. And then I'll die.

That's really all there is to my life, my reality.

My only escapade is in looking at beautiful images on tumblr.