Sheez

The bk i just read..it was overwhelming..it was the best book ive eva read in my whole life..Its as thrilling as harry potter..but It has something..something unexplainable abt the book..something tht teaches something..like a moral..or something..it was something..tht pieced together now tht id finished reading it..something to do with my present life...it was amazing what Suze did for Jesse and what Jesse did for Suze..in the book i mean..and what Suze's father did for her..There was so much tht speaks abt Love...loads..it was the most touching book ive eva read...ive neva cried like this after id finished reading any book..this was the only book tht id actually cried so badly for..like how id cried so badly the night i found out what dad had done..bcos they were related anyway..
The book was so touching..and in the right way..the love shared between jesse and suze..and her father's love for her..it ended in a sadly-yet-happily way...OKay there i go again..im starting to feel tht painful lump on my throat..i think im gona burst like a waterpipe again..And not becos this book was just a story tht was just touching and thaats it.. it reflected something abt life...and tht's love..and im not only talkin abt BGR..it was how it wrapped up..
I learnt alot..readin this book..as if it was related to my life..Now i understand why meg cabot mentioned abt her dad when she was introducing this book..and i was confused at the start readin the first book cos there wasnt reli anything abt Suze's father in the book..nuffin reli abt the father so why meg cabot chose to mention something abt her dad in the first place?
It was only in the last book tht there was more abt Suze's father..and it was soo touching..what her father did for her..and evrything..And the jesse thing..it was so touching..
And i learnt alottt..something in my life and i was gona cherish it..before itll be gone
So the book was educational afterall..thank God.

Id just trimmed my hair anyway..i dont like it when its in a ponytail it looks weird..i prefer it to be let down..it looks much nicer..kinda like what i always wanted for my hair...Arabel cut her hairr..alottt!! its reli short now evryone's gona be so shocked when they see her...its reli stylish and cool neway..
Id prayed tht itll turn out okay..and last night id actually prayed for the insect hovering around my bedroom to not be enterin my ear

And this afternoon after knowin tht sindhu was no longer in track i was shocked and saddened..i think itll be reli hard to adjust...all of us wont be seeing much of her or spend time with her now..its reli sadd reli..

My eyes are gettin puffy..
i think im bcumin a goldfish soon

Kewlnezz

woohoo! Os are ova..i hope i get an A..i reli do..
the first paper of my o lvl exam was rather shd i say...jittery..i couldnt help shivering..and from the corner of my eye i could see sis raising up her hands not one but a few times..Doh~..out of 300 ova pplein da examination hall. Askin things like..'What is da date today?', 'Oh my barcode faded..what am i supposed to do abt it?'...'Oopz..I dropped my pen could u pick it up for me?'

All in all i thot it was okay..i had plenty of time for PP1

Yayness...No more chinese for another 1/2 a yr!!!!

Id thot trg was gona be held in the mornign..which was gona clash with my exam..till arabel called me later to tell me tht trg was at 3.30pm..Bah! but she called pretty late..and id alredi bathed and stuff..so i decided not to go but i did my own trg in the evening around my house..

And had serious chest pains..probbaly due to the long period of inactivity..
so i went to my clubhouse's Gym..and i blast the speaker in the gym reli loud. I hope that middle-aged lady in da gym didnt mind. And den i wanted to swim..its been like hlaf a yr since i swam..but it was gettin reli dark neway..and i might as well swim in the mornign when i can get a nice tan.

And when i got out of the gym.i saw lihua...she just came back from trg...and she said tht evryone went out to eat..tht sounded like total fun!! I shd have gone there! argh!

Yay..Newayz..im goin to junction 8 with arabel tmr..or somewhere arnd tht area to get a hair cut. Im still not sure whether i wana get one..ill see first.
And yay im buying a hair rebonding Kit. its also a hair curler kit actually.

And yay i can finalleh read my mediator series!! Stoopid sis!! being totally unreasonable as hell. She's like a spoilt child wanting what she wants and if she doesnt get it..she screams and yells until the house collapses..and starts stomping her feet till an earthquake happens. cant she just get a grip on herself sometimes?

Ill probbaly spend my whole night reeading!!

I just called rauf through his cellphone..and he says he wants me to go ova to 4 by 100m..So what could tht mean?? am i doin sprinting from now on?? or do i still have to do more 400m?? Id reli rather do sprints than long distance..honestly.

*yawnz* mayb we shd hear abt tht not-so-interesting speech some otha time

OOpz..precious time spent on typing into my cyber world..if my cyber world is to be alive..ill make sure tht it shows me some appreciation!! considering the vast amount on time ive been spending on it. OH and yea ill make sure it gives me some good adivice when i need one..considering how much ive been pouring stuff into it.. Yea..i know..I wish!

'Who floated the air biscuit? it stinks around here. ' one of my thoughtlines on saturday night in case u wana noe. In other words, its just means, 'who farted?'

well id just finished my chinese revision at 1..but not for pp1.. so id decided to take a breather by doin some typing

Ive not been goin for trg..and im so worried as well..my stamina's goin down..and there's nuffin i can do!!! except to train..yea right as if i can find time for it. and sis is majorly obssessed with Yoga..center urself... well u cant blame her..she's alwayz havin panick attacks..she needs some tranquil in her life..and No one in da hse is to speak or make any sound durin her tranquil time. Yea right tht isnt tranquil for me!

whoo

Id managed to relax before a blood vessel of mine could burst this afternoon..there was just too many stuff i was mad abt..freakingly mad! My blood pressure ran so high i became a walkin red-faced-tomato head..except..i wasnt walking at all..i was just sitting on a blue chair..reminiscing abt all the things tht happened..And thts when my blood started boiling to 200 degrees celcius..and i started typing into my private diary at a speed of 200km/h! And thts when i started swearing profanities into my poor lil diary while it sweated and bit its nails (yea right)

After an hour of writing..i went on to my blog..somehow still breathing like those angry big-bad buffaloes u see on looney tunes..(do i sound scary? Mayb Not.) which was then ying told me the reli kool news abt her winning third. And miraculously..(wow)..as if my mechanisms wanted to take a break..i relaxed..and was happy! Well so ive reli gotta thank ying for this kewl miracle.
Im so happy for u Ying!!! I reli do!

Talentime was a blast??..or shd i say mm..the performers were reli good..On to sumfin else

Argh! pple are getting crazy these dayz!Thts wat made me so mad..some pple are getting on my nerves! (i am now wondering who made this 'gettin on my nerves' idiom..which nerve isit anyway?)

Ill get it..while U sit there and watch geddit?! Ud better get it right! And no one will treat me tht way..and ur no exception..the nx time it happens again..Im gona umm...dont noe.

But i think ill forget abt it soon enuff..i alwayz do..thts why u neva noe what im thinkin anyway..u dont even noe when im angry.. Ur so mean u neva used to be like this. Woteba.

Btw,..I got e 13th position in class...and i totally didnt expect it..i used to be like last few in class..and was alwayz struggling to try not to get last..when i first entered this class..evryone here was so smart..since it was like da smartest class in da level..AND i struggled and struggled (Argh!) struggled struggled..(ARGH!!) and yes i pulled through..neva in my dreams have i expected myself to be top 20 in class..and id actually gotten 13!!!..but my level position was 16!!
well thts good enuf for me i think..
well to maintain tht way i think ive just reli got to struggleeeeeeeeeeeee agen and not be complacent =D

The amazing, floating whatzit.

Whoo! the mediator series is gettin famous..its simply the best bk eva on the planet.
Its I and E day today..and my grp was supposed to do a grp presentation in front of the whole schl durin assembly on our innovation we did last yr..but somehow...somehow..the powerpoint couldnt work..which was in the disket..And i was supposed to be responsible for it. SO we were on stage..when the laptop hanged when the disket was inserted in..so..we didnt have to present anyway..And my grp members were..Um..Unexpectedly - Happy! cos they'd claimed id just saved em from doin the reli jittery scary thing of presenting in front of like a few thousand pple.

then we had this flying object competition thingy which we were supposed to just watch..while representatives of our class take part in the flying comp where the object which floats the highest wins...the funniest was the sparkler thingy..evryone was getting excited when the thing slowly burned up to the whatzit..we waited..waited..evryone was gettin reli silent..watching..when the thing finished burning..we expected it to like shoot up into the sky..and some of us were actually geared to actually run away in case the lil rocket comes shooting at us..Butttt it didnt..it just stayed there..where it was..And THEN..u could have guessed wot happened nx..the whole school was roaring..yup with laffter. And i could still remember vividly ..tht scenario..of matilda laughing..her mouth was like reli wide-opened..and her eyes were drawn into a line..and the background..legs kicked up high in the air..pple bending to their knees..Pure Laughing CHaos.

E3's one was reli gd..some newspaper they burned and stood aside..and den it slowly and steadily floated..this reli big bag of paper black ash floating in the air...but it fell when the ash disintegrated. It was reli kewl.

After the Os ..few stuff im gona do...1) read e 6th bk of the mediator
2) Go for a swim to get a brown makeover aka a tan. I need it real bad..im gettin too white.
3) Go ova to Arch's hse mayb..for a nice thosai
4) Hit the malls in Orchard.
5) mayb to buy a Roxy wallet
6) Oh..get a nice haircut..a lil trimming
7) do my own trg.

And for my next trick...(Oof)

Yet another day of intensive mt revision but it was well..not too borin cos i sat with matilda, wy and cheryl. And there..we kept laughin..(okay more like me laughin alone)...we talked abt lotsa stuff..(tht werent even related to Mt revision)...and then we decided on singing..and um..i was forced to sing first then they will soon follow after..okay..but i couldnt..it was such a queer environment to be singing cos i only sing at home in my bed or bath rooom. but even before i could start..i kept laughin..for no apparent reason..mayb it was just too weird..newayz..managed to do it..but could neva reli successfully finish a song. i kept skipping to the nx song. so whateva..even after singing for so long..no one wanted to sing..the 1 % idiot factor.

Yeepz

todayz a kewl day..even though it ended with me being as tired as whateva. and id missed my revision..and im supposed to complete it by today hulo?? tht sports day heats thing took soo long before they actually started..argh..cant they be more productive..newayz...guess what id lost but it was still the kewlest day of my life becos the competitors were all the kewlest pple there is on earth. Luv em all.
caught ya. okay well i didnt not win..i got two gold medals for two of my individual events.
well i didnt think id get first for the 100m thingy cos pei was there..and she's reli good..mayb its the weather but whateva it is...she's the koolest person on earth..she's the best..i was with her throughout and She's the kewlest person on earth..shes so nice and funny lol..
anwayz...right after tht..i was so tired but i had to report to the 400m race which well..u can call a nightmare..i dont reli fancy a lil bit of long distance u noe..and plus the competitiors were reli strong..anwayz..i was panting like crazy..but soon relaxed and kept praying..and when tht thing went beep..i just ran...um..i hope rauf doesnt see the timing anywayz cos i dont think it was reli good anyway..i think this was the slowest i ran of all my other comps...But the others were reli reli reli kewl too..i mean they didnt get as much trg as id got..and they still did reli good. evryone was soo koool and funy. when i finished..i was like so tired i couldnt grab a hold on myself and was waltzing like a drunkard and was abt to do the technicolor yawn. (vomit) and im telling u..the lactic acid collected in my butt was overpowering. i could hardly stand

And the trackers were all soo kewl..fanli, sindhu, ying, arabel, mandy, joann, lihao, krystal, the usual bla bla...luv em all like crazy they rock my life..Oh yes..and i got to make a new fren who's arabel's fren and i saw her at causeway sometime ago while shopping with arabel..and i dont even noe her name..yea spending a few hrs together and id actually forgotten to ask for her name. ahaha..shes gona join track anywayz..yay a new member in our track family.

And sindhu I think u did reli reli well!!! u were like soo fast!! i was like screaming and cheering there for evryone of u...And ying..i think u did reli reli well too...considering its ur first time in this race..uve got a long way aheadd of u..and i have faith tht ull do reli well. Jiayou!!

whoopz

wot a trememdously hot day today..the sun was so scorching and the tarred road was like fry-an-egg-on-me hot. but i still had to go ova to the MRt station to get some bks frm my cousin..he says its good for our studies..but thier JC stuff. So i guess he was more rather keen on dumpin this books to us rather than reli helping us..just like how i wana get rid of all my endless piles of useless books tht im no longer gona use. in any case..i totally appreciate his help..it was reli kewl of him doin tht
newayz..i bought a pair of forks stud ytd..their cute..flickin' (whoo! new word thts gona be locked in my brain cells)
newayz..tmr is gona be the heats..i hope i get sorted out..since im not sure what to plan for tmr's event since it is exactly right after schl..plus the time wasted for the journey there..ill hav to skip Lunch..so i betta eat sumfin reli filling durin reccess! (bear tht in mind wy!)
i guess we'll just carry on our intensive mt revision agen tmr..another borin day.

ARGH

Shit!!! id written a reli long light-hearted entry when there was a short circuit..dad was handling with one of the spoilt fans..and the whole thing just shut down like dat!..yea..just like dat..leavin me gawpin at the empty black screen and my hands still in tht stand still typin position!! well then i asked dad to turn it off..and pushed tht main circuit up..(Mmm..i dont think thts the name for it..id forgotten all abt it after the physics exams!) Well..gd thing i did not forget how to turn it up..well i guess ill just have to try to recall what id written i guess.. arghhh..

okay..we had this post-exam programme thingy..well almost the whole school's celebrating..i added 'almost' cos those who are gona take the o lvl mt paper had an entirely different sorta programme...yea those who are enjoying the bliss of it get to watch movies, go on excursions..play games..u name it. whereas we..get to doo...Umm..Intensive MT revision. Get the word right..'intensive'..and they mean it when they said 'intensive'..cos the only thing we'll do the whole day is just revision, Revision, and more REVISION for MT! this will last till nx week after our MT O lvls..i might like to add i was a lil mad durin recess..cos they'd cut it short and i was reli hungry..so i might have like given this reli angry face at pple who were tryina be funny and make me laff at tht time..they probably didnt notice it anyway cos they were still being funny despite my temper. Oopz and im soz bt tht *gives a sheepish grin*

despite all tht..as if we arent stressed enuf alredi..i still have trainings, Trainings, and more TRAININGS! and we have got our heats nx week..im takin part in 100m and 400m in case ud like to noe. Oh goody i hope i get sumfin. Gd luck to whoeva is takin part too! I hope evryone of u wins! (even though it is highly impossible for evryone hus takin part to win)

well i ran with fanli today..we didnt take the short cut..id decided if i want to be a gd runner..i have to reli push myself..mr rauf says ive got the stamina but my legs arent powerful enuff...i might agree..im okay with long distance..im just not okay abt pushing my legs..so i did lotsa weights just now..u can see the muscles developing there on my legs..their more defined than usual :

well i totally am sad for sis..if id been in her shoes i wouldnt noe wat to do..she can no longer run nemore cos her heart has got a problem..caused due to intensive training while she was still sick..its reli scary..the family doctor has referred her to the KK hospital. PLus the sports day and stuff..if she'd ran..she'd have easily clinch a medal..considering what a gd athletic she reli was.

Right and i might wana add tht im ultra hot here in this room..i wana get out to the living room and take a breather if u dont mind. Adioz amigoes ( umm..not sure if its reli spelt tht way newayz..don bother checkin it in the latin dictionary) well it just means bye

tazoo

I am totally zonked right now..i mean why shdnt I?? after tht tres torturous workout...its almost as if its worst than all the other trainings...And id thot otherwise..before training i mean..since its like the first day of trg after a long period of inactivity. There was endless stuff to do..and i mean endless...well..back to the hard days i guess..
And lihao and Fanli, our juniors, actually got arabel, sis and i pressiez for each of us.. that was like the sweetest thing on the planet. it was like a farewell pressie since the three of us were gona graduate.. Guess wot i got??!! SQUIDWARD beanie!!!! My fav...my dream gift..well except i can neva find it wheneva i shop...i was practically screaming when i read the pink letter..at the part where it says," so im givin u a squidward beanie" well in case ur still blurred out with woteba im saying...squidward happens to be one of my fav spongebob squarepants characters..well another would of course be spongebob himself...And there was also another gift like a reli cute-ish cup! it was soo sweet..i mean ive neva reli gotten a pressie like dat before...for like a farewell gift i mean..usually its just bday pressies...i was feeling sooo touchedd...it made me feel so baddd..i mean it reli.
okay we'd got back our results...well at least i didnt score too badly..the total average was okay..

Chemistry - 67.08%

Combined humanities - 68%

Bio - 80%

Phy - 70.83333%

AM - 85.94%

Eng - 65.0%

MT - 70%

EM - 80%

Total average - 73.2938125 (bla bla bla)

oh and yay ive finished reading Shadowland: reunion
the kewlest series known to humanity
Luv the bk..but id better hide the nxt series at the very top shelf of my closet so i wont try to read it cos ive got my chinese O lvls to break out cold sweat for. u might think im weird and i cant blame u for tht...but i cant help itt...those bks are reli addictive and i sooo mean ittt!!

Asombrar

Okay newayz..after goin ova to wy's hse..we went to causeway so i cld buy my pencil box..and i bought one!! a purple one..its made of cloth and its longer than ur usual pencil boxx!! Fantabulososos and i totally wuvvv ittt!!! then we bought mat's pressiee...its soo cute..its a plush thingy..(im not tellin u wot it is..u go figure =P) newayzz...TO WY: 'am i supose to wrap it or what?? its too big for any wrapper!! '
well den..id spent like 20 dollars in one day..when some salesgrrl came up to us..shes like our age..and she had like a cm thick of foundation caked on her face...she claimed tht she was doin some charity thingy and she went on a load of crap abt pple havin disabilities and stuff and we shd buy her coupons for like a donation...so we did...and guess wot..when we'd gotten the coupon..it was a fake!! she wasnt workin for any charity organisation..the coupon neva stated..it just says like a 10% discount to go to some silly restaurant..Hulo?? like how much of a discount is a meer 10% gona make?? And worse still...those money actually went to herrr not to some charity thinggyy!! she's cheated us!! My precious money goin to some silly brat to buy more foundation to plaster on her facee! How despicable.
went back there agen this mornign to meet arabel...her blouse looked gr8. we went there to eat at sakae sushi..tht Jap restaurant..id wanted to eat a buffet..cos i had a voucher for it..when i realized tht the buffet started at 3..i had to while my time away for 4 hrs before the buffet started...so we just went round to look at shops and clothes..den arabel left cos she had to go somewhere..and sis and I went to the libraryyyy and guess wot??!!!!!

I MANAGED TO GRAB MY FAV MEG CABOT BKS which are usually almost unreachable since a thousand otha teen grrlz are pining for it. TWO OF EM!!!!! And i couldnt be happier. it wasnt on its shelf it was under the random-bks shelf. IM floating on cloud 900 now.

but we didnt eat at sakae sushi either since we realized the voucher expired a month ago
And im saving my money to get a roxy wallet. or probably a new schl bag.

Yayness

Exams are finallehh ovaaa!!!
And i mean it when i say overrr!!
guess what?? i didnt do so badly for emaths afterall..!! I got an A1 for it!! A surprise of the century!!
Chem was rather tricky but mat thinks its okay..i think its KO.
geez im so hungry
..
newayz...the next few days will get rather boring i spose..unless i go on a shopping spree.
im now in wy's house..i can smelll the lovely fried rice waftin into my nostrils...this is due to diffusion as what ive learnt in chem..Woteba...
right i think im writing anything but sensible...my brain's in a shut down mode..Sleepyyyyyyyyyy
lets see where fate takes me

Woo

Heyy! its so long..and i think i wnaa change my layout..this time im doin my own drawing waha..
the exams are almost ova..thats why im bloggin..a few days more to the MCQ paper 1 part..and ive alredi studied for all those subjects..soo its almost like celebrating time..I hardly slept at all this past week..probabbly only 2-4 hrs a day...and last night i slept at 12 and woke up at 2 am

Im telling u..the papers were soo damn difficult..i think this is the most difficult mid year examination ive eva done...and evryone agreesss okie?? i mean...evrything and i mean evrything ..evry paper was diff...maths was worst..ohh chinese was easy fortunatelly..but thats the only thing..and im soo sleepy now cus i slept for only bt 2 hrs ytd...im gona die for maths..english yessss...wot else??...mmm..
i mean im so sleepy now im practically noddin my head evry second..woah..i must av looked like a clown. okie..im fresh and awake Now. Notty-Not.

okie im celebrating..the first thing id decided to do after the exam is to travel in dad;s car...i havent reli looked much at it..and im gona redo my blog.

accordin to sindhu and ying...they're saying their papers are diff too...the tchers have honestly gone mad..i seriously think they've set up some kind of policy or sumfin tht the papers must cause more failures known to humanity...Mayb i duno..

the invigilator of my class even wrote "Friday the 13th" on the board today..instead of just saying 13th may 05. SHe is sooooooooooo tryina terrorize us.

voho - matilda

Kewl...i went out to eat ytd at northpoint..at swensens..the food was delicious..i was wearing my reli long skirt of mine...and nxt i took e shuttlebus bac with sis and muji..but we were waiting reli long..along with other seletaris' residents..and there was this guy in a white shirt..and sis suddenly whispered," ill tell u sumfin bt him l8er." and it was weird cos i dun fink sis noes ne of the neighbours too well..but i noe sumfin..the family staying above us..theyve got like two sons tht goes to my schl...but one graduated last yr...he's a senior..pretty good-lookin..hes much nicer than he's lil bro whom i go to schl with sometimes...okay so kewl..i presumed most likely tht this guy was the senior bro..den we alighted from the bus..we knew we were gona take the same lift as him..and it would have felt weird i guess so we practically followed muji running home..(muji had to use the toilet)...so tht we wouldnt take the same lift home..but somehow or rather..he managed to catch up with us cos he came just at the time the door was bt to close....rrrr....den he smiled at all of us..and in the lift..i was like looking around..and den i realised from the corner of my eyes..he was looking at me...like waiting for me to turn to look at him or sumfin..i feltt soo weird then..he couldnt possibly have known me at all..i didnt noe what he reli wanted..and i looked through the reflection of the mirror..to see if he was reli lookin at me cos i dared not look back at him straight..and yeah he was..and he was ahem..smiling..gee. tht felt soo weird. den he must have guess i was lookin at him through the mirror so he turned back..it was soo xtremely weird..den he opened the lift door for us..and yea he was smiling agen..so yea i just mumbled under my breadth fankz...and smiled while lookin down. It was soo weird..and sis and i laughed non-stop when we got home.

BTWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
dad came home later tht night to tell us the new car had arrived!!!!!!!! i rushed down..and the car..it was soooooooo beautiful..its nicer than i expected...the seat's leather..and some parts are wood...sooo beautifulll...LOVE it.

Heyyy
english exam was terror..i did the worst composition ive eva did..it was like soo clumped up..i didnt do much paragraphing..i wanted to do narative writing but there was no decent idea relating to the topic locked in my brain somewhere...so i did the world event thingy..this is so crazy..cuz ppaer 2 was terrible..it was the worst and the most difficult paper ive eva done in all my four years..evryone agreed..i hope i dont score too badly..
Ive been struggling sooo hard with my revision..theres just too much to cope..id betta study nowww.....esp geo, ss, and phy..chem probably..bio especially!!
okie so i guess ill cya after the exams..i finkkk
newayz ive changed the song in case uve not realised..its lindsay lohan's ultimate..its reli kewl..
Oh and yesssssssssssssssssss....im gona get JOJO's album today!!! evryone, be happy fer meh!!!