Good news! i got the scholarship!

I am so screwed now because i think im gonna screw my CAP up this semester.
ARGH!!!!! SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!! CRAZY, HECTIC SEMESTER

i am an awesome photographer

I found myself a gorgeous oriental-styled Chest! It shall be put to good use by storing my most treasured possessions and memories. YES!



The flower is intended to function as a prop to make it more aesthetically pleasing. If you're juz wondering.

Meow Meow:
My lil wild cats! Meow meow is their name... bcos thts e only thing they respond to.
Thought id share their pictures instead of verbally integrating em into your memories.



My beautiful ugly duckling. Hello baby!

Psychology Psychology Psychology. Term papers are horrible. Theres too much to memorise!!! QUelle Horreur!!!!!!!

I don't have time to breathe.

IF only i dont have to sleep!

hello there lil ones!

CNY was great! but im v stressed now bcos ive rested way too long im sorry to say and i totally regret it

my family went to universal studio by the way... the integrated resort's theme park.

How cool is that?!

im gonna drag someone to go with me when its officially open.. and ill bring my v amazing professional camera.

Oh but i regret to announce that my professional camera has been sold on one v fateful afternoon while i was in school.

its okay.. Daddy wants to get a better one.

we can cam whore then. I will be your photographers since im always the best around.

I am very stressed.

Like really.

Evryday i wake up in e morning and think to myself... Shit i cant forgive myself for wasting another day.

its e 21st Year!!! so there are a gazillion 21st parties to go to every weekend.

i really dno if i shd hold one honestly because then ill have a million pple to invite. plus its gonna be a party held with sis.. so its gonna be double the trauma of crowd.

oh gosh i miss e times

When God Ran

Luke 15:11

The day I left home I knew Id broken His heart
& I wondered then if things could ever b the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time it was the only time
I ever saw Him run

Was when He ran to me,
He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest,
said, "My sons come home again",
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes,

With forgiveness in His voice He said,
"son do you know I still love you"?
He caught me by surprise,
As He brought me to my knees,
When God ran, I saw Him run to me

I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know Hes been waiting for this day
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they say You'll only appreciate what you have... until its gone.

Id taken alot of things that matter very much to me for granted.

Last night, a very lovely person helped me to see this.

while i was walking through life... continually desiring 'greater' things, feeling disappointed and upset when i cant have em, I have failed to rejoice over the things that i have... which are the true deepest desires of my heart.

Love.

from a wonderful family, from amazing friends, and from God.

I've taken these for granted.

i dont know what to say...

its a v emotional moment..

things that i hav been praying hard for.. that i have been hoping to have... have been laid right in front of me since day 1 and i couldn't see it.

i am speechless.

im glad i had this night.

Sorry that i was impatient...and exasperated.

i was tired...

I juz wasted two hours playin with the camera. and snappin shots of random things in my room.


Daddy distracted me.

I am so inspired by the fights i saw today!

Amazing fights they were. Some displayed good sportsman ship... some obviously didnt...and got the boos from the crowd... felt like i was stepping into some ghetto of street fighters... where buff men with tattoos congregate to witness some real violence for entertainment.

Okay this is the time of the semester again.. when u find yourself swarmed with work and den u panick!

Panick panick panick... and im oh-so worried. i cant help but wear a frown everywhere i go.

Like mel fong.. i don think things have been amazing... but we learn through hardship and stress... they make us that much stronger. God will sustain me.

I'll be okay.

I am so thrilled about my new camera and the bazaars NUS has been holdin. the shops seem way cooler than previous semester's.

I'll be okay this semester i will be!!! Every semester has its challenges.

Wow xing nian is coming. excited anot?

Im excited about tuan yuan fan. I miss food! MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH.