Sunday, December 26, 2010

Merry Christmas

I gotta do this post quickly before my Dad finishes shitting in the toilet and snatches the computer from me.

I know its boxing day already but.. Merry christmas everybody!

I spent eve with my family.. which was real sweet. It was the first time i actually got christmas presents for my family.

OKay i know you might think it is a little too late since i was born 21 years ago..and i had 20 times of opportunity to do that.. but my family never really celebrated christmas. I decided to take the initiative.

This year i really wanted it to be special.. by spending it with my family. I wanted to share the joy i have on christmas... because its really special to me. It is afterall my heavenly Dad's birthday.

Then at 12 midnight i sent out some ecards to old friends that i havent had time to spend with this holiday. I've been very busy and ive neglected some of them. I really miss them all and would love to catch up.. but sometimes its just pretty hard cos im practically Busy All The Time.

i was so distracted by wondering what to do with my hectic schedule that i forgot to S/U my module. SO my CAP is pretty low now.

I cant forgive myself.. Im sorry, Self. I cant forgive you. I just can't. *bangs head on wall*

So here's what i did on Christmas day.

Spent some intimate time with my childhood buddies :D



Kaela (who is none other than Shan, and has recently changed her name of late.. again. haha) is back from Korea!

With some nice goodies, might I add.
Check out what she's holding... You probably can't read it unless you understand Korean.

Cheese Ramen
In other words, the most orgasmic thing in the world.


We cooked our christmas lunch. With alot of joy. Dont underestimate us. We're amazing cooks.


Hmm... pro huh?

... fine, it was instant campbell soup.


In fact most of us were just standing around to watch while one person cooks.

Amused look on amanda's face... she's never seen anyone cook her whole life :O


Happy to prepare christmas lunch!

We watched a great movie over christmas lunch.

It is called --- SEXDRIVE.

Look at all their excited faces.

Fang astonished by what she sees on the screen.

Haha its not porn, really. In fact, its a really funny movie.
From the time the movie starts, you'll start laughing all through it until it ends.




Here's our Korean Cheese Ramen. Very Asian. I like the chinese newspaper for a background prop. I am obsessed with being asian.. you can tell that cos i dyed my hair -- Jet Black.



Happy people.



So this was our intimate little christmas!


Merry Christmas! :D

Friday, December 24, 2010

Yes?




Merry Christmas everybody!

Its Christmas eve and I'm gonna do the thangg with my family.

We gotta do e thang Cmon.

Cos family's one in a million.

HAHAHA


Im sure none of u got the joke.

But its okay as long as i do.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Nothing's gonna change my world











Nothing's gonna change my world.

It is perfect as it is.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Morning



































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HEYLO!

One fine day, i made a resolution to capture images with my new cannon 60D as an appreciation of beautiful mornings, before all the buzz as i head off to school/work.

I AM the photographer and i had to emphasize this in that last picture. Aren't I proud! *smugs*

Monday, December 06, 2010

So i was at Sephora, the big make up shop.

I was just browsing when one of the sales lady hopped right in front of me and started drawing on my face.

What an enthusiastic artist! I think she mistook my face for a sketch pad!

You know i think she decided that... she wanted to draw a Wayang show actress.

Because my very Long and extremely Black Hair inspired her to create such an image.

And so she did.

With a lil dab of red lipstick, I'd be fit for Halloween.

It was really lovely I must say.

I am going to walk out of my house everyday looking like that. Thanks to this very talented artist.

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Hi lovely night!

thanks to attachment... i've got a sore back now.

And my eyelids are weight lifting as i struggle to keep them open.

I am so gonna create a nice beautiful photo album on 'mornings' with my amazing DSLR camera when im free. That is.. when this attachment ends.

I cant really talk about attachment on a public blog.. but if you'd allow me to just say something...

Infants are really pink.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

I'm back!

Hey crickets! I just got back from malaysia!

After each grueling semester (which is every semester), I'll find a time to get myself a drastic change. Its soemthing i must reward myself with.

Last semester... I PERMED my hair HAHA

Bobo, my hairdresser, told me it was gonna straighten out in 3 months time.

Unfortunately, i got goldilock's curls.

An Asian Goldilock... sounds... just weird.

Thankgoodness it did straighten out with time. Its been 8 months now. Though the curls are still there, they're so much looser and bouncier now.

Guess what major change i did this time?


Dont bother guessing cos id blogged about this in my last two posts.

I dyed my hair -- Jet black.

I know I know.. it isnt much of a change, u might say, since i already have naturally black hair.

Every guy has been discouraging me from doing this... my girl friends too.. except for my sister and Celestine.

BUT its MY DREAM HAIR!!! I'd argue time and time again.

NOoo... trust me! Highlight your hair.. everyone does that and it looks good on them!

SO i resisted and resisssted and resisssssteddddd the powerful and mighty force of peer pressure...

AND YES!!! I succeeded!

I came out a winner.. no trophies though.

I got the 'dream hair'

I look like a woman from the century of the cavemen.

Back to pursuing my native roots. I'm proud to look like an Ancient Chinese.

And dont OH NO!!!! WHY SHUFEN!!

The work is complete. The change has been done.

Best part is:

FINALY after 21 years... Sis and I look have vastly different looks now.

She's got blonde highlights... although definitely not her intention. It was a mistake on the hairdresser's part. Dont freak out though! she kinda likes it.. hm not reli.

So shes blonde with straght hair..

I have ehh.... jet black with wavy hair.

Hopefully you guys will like e new change!

Dont forget to comment on how beautiful it is.

Its very unfortunate but I'm deaf to criticisms.

Haheha (Like a horse)
Why horse? i dont know it just came to me.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I just realised how boring my life really is.

Everytime someone asks, "How's life?"

"I've been studying"

Its almost like a standard answer.

My life is full of books and papers and laptops and keyboards and mouse and libraries and ...

It is so bad... that I have now been greeted with "How's life apart from work?"

So im tryina do a major revamp here.

after the exams im gonna be a huge party goer, im gnna be cranky everyday im gonna live the life of e rich and famous.. im gonna live like paris hilton.. im gonna twitter like paris hilton..

Just joking.

Im still gonna be who i am.

BYE!

Friday, November 26, 2010

Thank You

Truly, for all that He has done for me, Thank You Jesus.

When i woke up this morning and decided to thank God for the lil things in my life... i realize i have alot to be grateful for.

in Him, I found strength, I found peace of mind, I found wisdom, and I found love to move through the arduous journey of life.

Life's really worth living because of You!

Happy Thanksgiving Everybody!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Im pretty sure someone peed in the bus i was on this morning.

And the bus was travelling at turtle speed. The driver was probablly tryina smell some flowers along the way.

Its been long since i last stepped out of e house and onto e field early in e morning. After cooping myself at home for the last century to study for the exams, it felt refreshing! And it reminded me of how beautiful God's creations are!

So I had my first final exam today. 3 more to go. EXCITING! Not.

For one, I'm blogging because my eyelids have this insatiable urge to close every millisecond.
And ive got so much work to do!

And i just spent my whole evening watching youtube videos again :S

This is... I must admit.. a true disaster. I just spent precious hours away like that.

maybe its just this semester... I'm burnt out. Don't worry I'm not charred. Yet.

Speaking of being charred. Ive already got some plans coming up for my 3 day holiday! Whoopeee

I've already booked a spa session on the day of my final exam.

I'm a lil bored of fairness so I'm gonna find a day to get myself REAL TANNED! AND I MEAN IT! WHITE SKIN, YOU're finished! You're gonna be so CHARRED!

I'm going over-the-sea for a full day.. trip planned with Grass, Shuffz jr. and Leswee. We've planned this for months now. And i cant wait.
Basically, each of us will be doing a makeover there.

MY MAkeover will be EPIC! it will be a huge change! You wont even be able to recognise me!

So if u should see a stranger calling out to you... it might just be your lil friend, me.

Im gonna DYE MY HAIR! --- Jet Black. What a revamp it's gonna be.

Cant wait to TAKE MORE SHOTS WITH MY DSLR CAMERA!!!!

All these and more... in just three days. :S

Gotta pack my schedule real tight... like how muji packs sandwiches.

Then its off to the hospitals.
I'll be delivering babies!!! Cant wait to see crying bloody babies.
Just joking.. i think itll be an experience. Its always a joy to see God's creation. Im gonna welcome babies to planet Earth! How cool is that?!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Hello Lil thing

I was studying late into the night.

When an ant decided to prance around my textbook which irritated me.

So i flicked it. And flicked it, and flicked it, and FLICKED it!

And carried on with my reading.

When i turned my head towards it again, the ant was on its back. and struggling to stand on its six feet, but to no avail. Death was looming as i watched and considered ending its pain... it was the only humane option left. It was suffering.

It was a terribly pitiful sight... I couldnt bear to watch... I turned my head away.. and sobbed.. no, I moaned for this little sign of life.
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Not exactly.

Anyway, I was really inspired by this little ant. Despite the fact that it was crippled, pretty badly, it was making huge efforts to get back on its feet. Poor thing, didnt look like it was gonna make it. SO i prayed for it, and decided not to kill it... since it wanted so much to stay alive.

Next thing i know.. it was right in front of me.. crawling on my book... of course crippled, like an old man... and struggling to walk. And it made it!

I watched as it disappeared underneath the table and gave it an applause and standing ovation.

So i decided to dedicate a blog post to this little living thing.

Right now as im stressed and burnt out with work and exams... Im on a serious verge of giving up everything i once worked so hard for. Countless of times, ive strewn my books aside and told myself.. You're not gonna make it. I've lost the drive.. ive lost my motivation.. to be a good nurse. When i think about my patients i dont seem to care so much about their well-being anymore. Just as long as i can get by, anything goes. Why bother providing optimal care. I dont wanna be a nurse no more.

SO i guess this little ant has made me come to a startling realization. It splashed some cold water into my face and yelled at me! WAke up! You once told yourself that your greatest fear in all of these was to give up on this dream.

Okay im more awake to continue with revision now!

Not really Zzzzzz

Crap! Another ant! theres some kind of ant infestation in this study room.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Words from a typical Asian - the nerdy beast

I am sick of studying and studying and studying and studying and studyign and studying and studying...

Ive had 2 naps. Shame on me.

Yes i am your beast - the nerdy beast.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

iphones FTW

Mom is thinking of getting us an iphone. But, i think it's unneccessary.

I wouldnt wanna get one.. imagine being connected to the social networks 24/7. When will i have my time of solace and peace from the very socially-connected internet world.

Its a huge distraction. iphone comes with a really cool camera and with fun photo editting features. When i carry my huge DSLR camera with me, i am so bent on taking beautiful and artistic pictures that I get disconnected from the social gatherings or wherever I'm at and its hard to enjoy the moment. Yes, it is tough being the camera man.
What happens if i get an iphone and become a camera man 24/7? Life is gonna be so tough and cruel.

i think iphones are really cool!...though. There are tons of fun applications. And the best part.. u can twitter right away.. wherever ur at.

You can tell e world ur drunk.. right at that very moment when ur drunk.

You can take pictures and upload it immediately via twitter and tell e world how much fun ur havin so that everyone will get so jealous of u.

iphone has got what it takes to satisfy the humanly desire to be cool.

Those who think they dont need an iphone, silently they desire it, but they hide this.. so they'll appear even cooler.. cos i mean you cant get any cooler than appearing like ur not trying to be cool.

Maybe thats why i wrote this post to tell the world that i dont need an iphone.

Just joking.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I've been watching kevjumba for the past hour and a half.

SHIT!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

life sux ttm.

its okay, i always score badly anyway. i shd have expected this.

Monday, November 08, 2010

I ALMOST forgot that i HAVE A BLOG!!!

Sorry but twitter is the in thing now.. so if ur still reading this... you must be outta ur mind!

Theres spider web all over blogger.



Now i am so tempted to shop.

And i look monstrous now thanks to many days of lack of sleep

these past weeks have been torturous to say the least! Assignment after assignment... tests after tests...

Tomorrow theres another exam...

Pardon me and my drones...

OH CRAP I NEED TO SHOP!

but my wardrobe is soo full a quarter of my clothes cant fit into it anymore! so they are just left to hang outside.

I keep buying more clothes but it never seems enough..

I think ive been afflicted with shopaholic syndrome.

They should medicalize it.


Oh and Cris called me all e way from US yesterday! but i thot it was an insane salesperson so i didnt pick it up.

Okay im gonna sleep night.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

The Korean trip that wasn't meant to be

SOOOO SADDDDD IM not going to Korea for christmassss!!!!!!!

Thats it ill find some place else. I havent left singapore for 11 years I cant take it anymore!!!

I NEED A GOOD VACATION AT SOME PLACE THATS AMAZINGLY EXOTIC!!!

Now America doesnt sound so bad anymore.

I WILL LEAVE SINGAPORE THIS HOLIDAY!!! I WILL!!!

I WILL SIT IN AN SQ PLANE THIS HOLIDAY! I WILL!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

What am i doing when it is already Week 3.

I've been youtubing, watching movies, going out with friends.

Im so gonna score this semester.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

The event is over!

There was alot of drama during the tournament.

We made some really cool friends from the other institutions when we were helping each other out with the setting up of e ring and stuff.

But in all honesty, I screwed up.

I am deeply embarassed about my performance and i deserved that draw.

That being said, its a real setback.. but i will not give this sport up because of this. There have been times in my life when i encounter huge failures and went into depression for weeks on end.. and im too ashamed to ever go back..

i dont think i have e face to go back to trainings.. But i have to. To give up, is to err further.

I commend my opponent for her wonderful fighting spirit that she put up that i did not have.

I'm sorry to have let ppl who had faith in me down. :(

But i wil keep trying harder.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Hey guys!

ive been horribly busy with everything... apart from bein stressed over my own trg there is e team to think about... and the organising of the event.

Its gonna be seriously huge this time cos.. geez the ambassador is gracing the event. SO NOTHING MUST GO WRONG I WILL NOT TOLERATE LATE COMING FIGHTERS OR USHERS OR I WILL SLAUGHTER HIM ALIVE.

I dont know how dan and i are gona cope this sat. Dan is more stressed cos hes got a bigger responsibility on his shoulders.

Im reli thaknful for real wonderful freidns who have been offerin help for the event bcos it means sooo much tht pple actually offer help when we're really realy stretched and stressed til our heads are swelling.

That aside. I am horribly tired everyday. Time for trg again tmr.

AND OH NO SCHOOL HAS STARTED! WHAT HORROR ive not had a proper holiday!

Monday, August 09, 2010

Tired. Tired. Tired..... Tired.

Friday, August 06, 2010

I'm really like.. effin stressssed.

Thursday, August 05, 2010

A big thank you to all of you lovelies

Hi Guys!!!

I know this is late but ive been humongously busy lately!


As you all dont know, i turned into an adult quite recently. Isnt this a wonderful gift to planet Earth? No longer shall the inhabitants of this planet suffer from Shuffy's immaturity.

Jus kidding. I am still immature.

ok im jokin on tht one. I turned into a full fledged 'matured' adult a few days ago

Jokes aside, Id really love to thank all of you for making this birthday such a special one! I really didnt expect any of these.

Stuff has been happening lately but life goes on. I will not give up and i will continue doin my best to help as much as i can.

I want to live my life out for God's glory!

Ive been stressed out over everything lately and ive been busy over everything. That is despite the holidays.

Definitely not arranged in order of importance:

On the day before my birthday... someone really amazing gave me this Mikimoto necklace... i was so touchd i had to tear... dont get me wrong im not that into material wealth but... it was the thought behind it that made it such a beautiful gift tht's close to my heart :) Thanks i really love it! I've been wearing it for all my birthday celebrations thereafter. :)



Also not forgetting my dearest track girls... who took the time out to make this really beautiful and funny vid of good ol' times tht is now on facebook. And thats not all because the girls surprised us with this DIY-ed wonderful piece of art! Thank you sooo much girls. <3>





And of course.. Arch, wee, and pei pei.. for the other video u girls made for us... the wonderful dinner.. the cards, the vouchers... the failed 12 midnight surprise (haha).. and the great and amazing times ;)





A simple but beautiful celebration with my Judo dearies at fish and co.


Muay thai Khakis. Thank you so much for tht wonderful gathering Baangsss


This wonderful hair stick from Kokun Tozai from Les and Ee. Thank you thank you so much girls... for tht wonderful meet up with Josh and terence.. the meal.. the efforts.. and the wonderful catch ups. <3



The wonderful and amazing time spent with my beautiful Nursing girls! Thank you for the home-baked Cake!!!! and the beautifully written card from all of u! Thank you so much for the planning and the efforts im deeply touched! You girls make me such a happy person :)



ANd many many many moreee!!!






I genuinely treasure each one of these gifts and the birthday treats.. every single one of them... although without any special mention they really mean as much to me as every other gift.. all gifts big or small have really touched my heart. I am so thankful for all of the times, the effort, the thought behind these.. the preparations... basically EVERYTHING! Your efforts meant the world to me :) and im dead serious abt tht. *sterns face*

I cannot thank you guys enough for everything.

I seriously wasnt expecting any of these becos i really wouldnt want u guys to go through all tht trouble for me.. but u did anyway... which is really overwhelming for me.

Thank you.

I know ive been such a busy person with training and what not... but i really want u every one of u in my life to know how indispensable a role each one of you play in my life and to make me the person i am today.

Last but not least, id love to thank God, my dearest Father and Saviour... for loving me.. and for blessing me with the presence of wonderful people in my life.

For everything You've done for me... Thank You, Heavenly Father.

Monday, August 02, 2010

I just had a dream. That spurred me on to do whatever i wanted to do before i slept.

Sunday, August 01, 2010

If you don't believe in yourself, then no one else will.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Guys.

Alot of trouble.

Why.

:

Friday, July 09, 2010

trouble yourself not

To tell u e truth... i do not take my birthday seriously.

Its just another date... like any other date.

There are people that you can use e money, effort and time to help that you would have otherwise unwisely spent it for my birthday.

So please do not rack your brains over what to do or get me for my birthday because really... its just another date.

Im serious i dont want you to trouble yourselves over this. And i mean it! for real.

Monday, June 28, 2010

HELLO world!

I smelll beautiful flowers!

and im so happy bcos everything seems to have life in this world!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Hi

I am still a v busy person

I am still havin attachments

and i love my work.

I am busy with tons of work.

I am seriously busy.

Im going to church tonight.


I am so sleepy.

Oh life is great

u forget about ur troubles when ur serving others.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Today, i went to a Shelter that houses Aids patients.

It was a very emotional experience.

These people suffer frm social injustice and public stigmatism... they have no homes or family members or friends to turn to because everyone has turned them away. They've lost their jobs. They have no money to finance the expensive treatments.

These people... are beautiful people.. who deserve a chance to be accepted and to thrive in society... who deserve to have their dignity respected, who deserve to feed their children...

This past week of interaction with these patients has taught me loads. Im suddenly exposed... to a part of the world... that is so different from the world i live in.

This world.. is shunned from the public.... a place of suffering and sadness of beautiful people who dont deserve all that they are going through.

So what if they've made a mistake. Everyone does. We are imperfect beings. its so unfair to have society pressin upon these people on top of the disease process ... which is torturous enough.

Being a nurse.. is hard.. I concede tht ive contemplated giving up several times. You wanna help these people, but sometimes it just gets so difficult.

But this one week experience has greatly inspired me. Ive met amazing people and i know that i want to work hard... for them.. even if they may no longer be around should i graduate and succeed in my career in future.

To serve, you have to be competent. To be competent.. you need to take up challenges with the right attitude... and keep pushing on. I will keep persevering...

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Hi i am so tired again.

my head has been throbbing all evening.

Work work work.

Wears my soul.

But im learning alot..

nothings easy... they key in every obstacle is to take on the challenge and turn it into a learning experience.

And you'll see the fruits of it all eventually.

Initially i wasnt takin it well.

Sometimes it gets so physically, mentally and emotionally tiring.

apart from stress from the high demands, I witnessed the struggles of people from all walks of life. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes and i have to walk away because i dont want em to see me this way. They're such wonderful people.

My instructor challenged me to be a thinking nurse. Shes an inspiration.

You feel so helpless sometimes because u know u cant really help them.

and yet u have to witness the pain and suffering they go through... watch.. as life seeps out of them and loved ones tear.

I guess the best i can do for these people... is to be a good nurse. To aim for the best standard of care i can ever produce for future patients.
I'm still learning.

Man, do i need alot of time before that happens.

OKay seriously i am so sleepy. Good night.

Monday, May 17, 2010

the hospital.. is a very depressing place.
A place of tubes, latex gloves, and pain that is incomprehensible by the people who watch you suffer.

I dont know what to feel anymore.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hello sleepyhead.

Im talkin to myself.

In fact.. i am so sleepy i can sleep right no...w...zzz

Saturday, May 08, 2010

words cant express.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

my hair has juz fluffed up again after a bath.

the curls are as tiny as taylor swift's.

Asian + Godillocks hair = Best combination in e world.

Not.

i shall yank my hair straight from now on. ull see me do the hairpull every now and den.

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

after exams

Hi okay time to fill this blog in with deets.

yesterday was e last day of my exams.

so i havent been sleepin much for e past few weeks as u already know.

On e last day of exams,

which was ytd at 5 am in e morning, I was studying... and in a v anxious mode.

when i felt a sharp pain in my abdomen followed by a sudden urge to vomit.

so i walked to e toilet in e kitchen.

next thign i knew, i woke up and found myself lying on e kitchen floor face up, with chairs toppled over beside me.

first thing tht raced to my mind was... how e hell am i going to e exam if my brain has failed me before e exam.

i checked my head for head injuries but thankfully no bruises nothing. which was really amazing.

in fact its so amazing i have no idea how id manage to lose consciousness while standin and fall to a neat supine position without sustaining any head injury, common complication and cause of death after fainting incidents in e hospitals. i think medical personnels will understand what i mean. Its a miracle and ive gotta thank God for it.

And just when i thought id die for this exam... i found out that id gotten the timing wrong.. it wasnt in e morning it was in e afternooon. which left me plenty more hours to study... and rest.

when He gave me a knowledge that Hed be with me during this exam, i didnt believe it. i think i do now.

I must also applaud myself for bein a joke again. *claps*. Who in e world gets their exam timing wrong.

Okay i managed to survive this exam! and if ur concerned. I am perfectly fine now.

In fact, im going to give myself an explosive break! I need it so bad!

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So i went to Malaysia today!! been years btw.

And guess what, i permed my hair.

You know honestly, i didn't think want this. THIS WAS E LAST kind of a perm that id want to have. I asserted to the hairdresser this.

Apparently there was some miscommunication.

so i look like a mad woman now.

i got the volume that i wanted though... eh which was taken a lil too far.

But you know what, its surprisingly pretty okay. as mad as i look.. it doesnt look horrid.

its okay to look mad.

in fact, the curls will straighten with time. By then itll be straighter and the madness of it all will subside.

YES! I'm as mad as i look now.
IM GOING TO MALAYSIA

to volumize my hair until it hits the ceiling.


I pray so hard that we'll come back safe.

AND details to be uploaded later!!!

oh yea my exams are juz over ytd.

thankfully!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

HEY!!

twit twit twitter away!!

ive found a new excitement and that is twitter!

its a time saving habit cos the application only allows one sentence posts. Quick and easy.

i reccommend the world to get it.

pretty slow of me i know since half e world has been active on it since i was born.

even Paris Hilton has twitter. and shes really cool.

in case ur wonderin, no i havent neglected my studies.
I post perhaps once a day which doesnt take up much time.. prolly less than a minute.

Back on to the the exams...

Three are down! juz one more to go before i taste freedom.

of course on the first day of exams... i developed massive headache plus nausea and vomitting and giddiness. I thot i was gonna faint on my way to school. Sounds like meningitis but what a way to start the thread of exams, i thought to myself.

Nothing was going into my head as i studied on the traina and i could hardly recall anything.

Congratulations Miss, You managed to kill your brain, I chirped to myself merrily while lookin as haggard and pale as a cave man... although im sure cave man were never really stereotyped that way.

Second day, Sociology exams. It was better cos my biological circadian clock kicked into action.
i was awake and happy.

But going home was a nightmare becos it meant i had to toil even harder thanks to the psychology exam the following day.

Indeed, i had 3 hours of sleep last night. my circadian rhythm wasnt used to it so i was a zombie until it kicked into action at 6 am.

thank God for a longer study break of 3 days before Microbiology exams.
Phew.

id juz slept my ass off. Oh.. wait. Its still there.

anyhooz... Im really thankful for the support and encouragement during this stressful period. You're really wonderful people!

ill be free next week! book me fast while stocks last.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Tonight's a very beautiful night. Weeeee =D

Happy Birthday Mummy!!!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

My ulcer HURTSSSSSSSSSSS

I think i might wanna get a twitter.. can write ambiguous one sentence posts without details HAHAHA I like!


and ive discovered this amazing feature.. histamic? hipsalmic? hisptadalda;amdada Whatever it is i forgot the spelling i know it starts with HIPS_______. Discovered it from Liting's pictures on facebook.


its some photo editting iphone feature tht produces pictures as if they;ve been snapped by those retro plastic Toy cameras.

might i say that it is the best photo editting feature ive seen since i was born.

Im juz exaggerating of course.

but yea u get my point.

Sample (with one of my fav pictures XD):


Of course i dont have an Iphone. Dad hates technology for 'kids'. Apparently he thinks the phone is for immatures.

By the way, my ulcer really hurts.

"Penis envy" (Freud thought that women spent their lives unconsciousy trying to make up for their biological deficit in this department)

Of course like what the authors of my psych book wish of us, I am maintaining a respect for this theorist by marvelling at his hypotheses and publicly on my blog. I dont usually write alot of things on my blog cos im a pretty privy dudette.

Sorry abt the side track.. im at my most neurotic state... i blame this on the pile of work and exams. Exhaustion wears the soul.

Friday, April 02, 2010

my work has ended.

or at least the strings of projects and tests have finally ended.

im left with finals now.

but i feel so bad.


i should really change cos ive been functioning as if the world has stopped turning evrytime i study... evrything else vanishes or is forgotten blarghhhh

and ive forgotten about someone impt today.

:(

Monday, March 22, 2010

OMG CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?!?!


NO I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!


OMGG this is UNBELIEVABLEEEEEEEEEE

I was on STOMP and the BEST part is...


I LOOK LIKE A MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN in e picture!


AND I CANT BELIEVE THEY USED THAT PICTURE to represent NUS OPEN HOUSE


here's e embarassing article.
http://youthphoria.stomp.com.sg/breaking_news/article/1147



Hi thts not me. Oh Gosh this person is so skinny. She looks like a MANNNNNNNN






Jenny rubbing his tummy cos hes hungry.

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