this is my last goodbye to the world before i leave for my camp which will last for a week.

Dont miss me too much and be good while im gone, Earth.

If i shd die.. this shall be my departing message.
and NO im not committing suicide but mayb i hav by choosing to sign up for this stupid camp

hey! it might be a good idea if i turn myself into ice-cream girl n get a right hand resembling that of a bodybuilder's! Thats a fantastic idea. Now evryone will be screaming away with fright after gettin a peek at the bloated arm. Dream come true.

It wont be a very nice experience to bump into some familiar faces tho. Ill have to scoop ice-cream into their little bowls. How very exciting. I can imagine myself scratching into the ice-cream with a big rounded scoop, with great difficulty n givin a sheepish smile, 'here is ur ice-cream' n they'll take e lil bowl swiftly and wink back 'thanks ice-cream lady'.
God forbid.

Went back to my old house today. They'd changed the name of e condo to 'Seletarisia'.
Guess they needed a fresh change.

I brought home some onion roti pratas from e coffee shop near the old house. I missed it so much.
Ate it for dinner tonight along with some fake red wine. Yea i know im tryina be cool.
I mean.. red wine sucks.. u gotta admit it.

We had a great laugh during dinner.

the weird things i do when i was little. MAybe not so little.

Like e time when i was 15...
I bawled to the world about my going to die of diabetes bcos i found ants in my panties

Yes. i confided that Super Big secret to my sister's guy classmate who happened to be tallking to me at that time.

The next thing was us praying fervently and chanting Amen... for the healing of my failing health.

OMG y was i such a retard? Not that i am not one now.

So says Wispy after I confided in her about how upset that i was about my becoming 'normal' when i was previously known to be 'insanely abnormal'
Not that that was a v happy thing.

Guess i enjoyed bein crazy. Maybe the asylum shd be my second home.

'U are still not normal', quipped wispy who continued stoning after that.

Thanks. Its high time i bask in the glorious moment.

I have a hundred and one things gg through my mind. WHY 101? its juz a random huge no. that popped into my head.

For one.. there are tons of things ive yet to settle regarding my application which needs a hell lot of hefty admin scores to settle with.
Nx, a sudden avalanche of invitations and outings that is threatening to swallow my being.
And nx, a heck alot of things to remember or risk getting into the death square. Mmm.. u noe i like to exaggerate.

Its high time i start scheduling and organise the outings into appropriate dates.

N of course... my parents. N their growing unhappiness which i apparently find it hard to stunt unless I stay home to study or go out to work.. whch is quite hard to find since i only need a job for a week or less lookin at the hefty no. of upcoming events. They find it a highly disturbing issue for their daughter to want a break before starting highly stressful uni life.

But im gona do social work. So i guess less time for my friends unless u guyz wana come along!

Its hard to appease my parents bcos evrything i do is wrong, detestable, disgusting.

Theres nth much i can do abt it. I hav growing issues and i still dono how to settle em really. OMG

WHy why why

I am so upset n i dono what to do.

If u must know, i am currently having the time of my life!

Free to do anything i want! Yes.. ive quit! But i still love my colleagues so!

Pix taken from yvvieee's blog!

Its the tuckshop! the place i eat evryday *munch munch*


And u see pple of different uniforms.
There is a whole bar of salads and drinks! Free flow might i add


A night out with Annie at one of our outlets! cafe Swiss! Gorgeous desserts


Annie my boss! yvvie and me =D

At Ellenborough Market Place with the department

its been three weeks. And ive been busy with stuff like catchin up with myself. Ha ha. i know.. not funny.

I bought some books with yvonne on sat. Dream come true. It has always been a lifelong dream of mine to buy a book. Jo choked with laughter.

Chicken souP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the NURSING SOUL!!! the best thing thats ever happened in a million years! i love my book! and another on basic life lessons and another for faith. one for my career, my spirit for daily life's ordeals and for faith in God. it was amazing! they'll be the most precious books. the books that i need to tread life's water.. inspirations galore! it was the best day of my life. I was grinning so hard it felt like e time when mom got me a barbie doll when i was a lil girl

I was out the whole of last week. Woke up early in e morning got changed to meet matilda darling for a whole day of shopping!

It was hot hot hot. I love shopping with matilda! though we bumped into weird pple for a couple of times. Damn why are there so many weirdoes in singapore.

But we're gonna keep this regime up evry week nonetheless. yayness. And wispy will b with us nx week.

(sorry but i had to take out the exclamations that id put in last night in the post cos i guess i was too high and yet too stoned to contain my outburst of energy and excitement)
at night it was the time of my life! Meeting my track babies!!! We ate at my old house, Seletaris, and headed there after n did tons of retarded things.

I got to meet our tenants who passed us our letters and chatted a lil with our old neighbours.. which was quite late at night.. how very considerate of us. But it was so wonderful...i love my old neighbourhood.

Click to get e bigger picture babe

I was unfortunately too high and since this was posted late in e night i had no energy to restrain that outburst of energy and ended up sounding like an all-too-excited puppy

This morning 10/6! We ran tgt at our old routes and reminisced old times. it was simply blissful n lovely =)
I have unfortunately grown to be v old. i cant keep up with youngsters no more =(
So mandy and sindhu were running up ahead while YS and I took our long strolls.