I just realised how boring my life really is.

Everytime someone asks, "How's life?"

"I've been studying"

Its almost like a standard answer.

My life is full of books and papers and laptops and keyboards and mouse and libraries and ...

It is so bad... that I have now been greeted with "How's life apart from work?"

So im tryina do a major revamp here.

after the exams im gonna be a huge party goer, im gnna be cranky everyday im gonna live the life of e rich and famous.. im gonna live like paris hilton.. im gonna twitter like paris hilton..

Just joking.

Im still gonna be who i am.

BYE!

Thank You

Truly, for all that He has done for me, Thank You Jesus.

When i woke up this morning and decided to thank God for the lil things in my life... i realize i have alot to be grateful for.

in Him, I found strength, I found peace of mind, I found wisdom, and I found love to move through the arduous journey of life.

Life's really worth living because of You!

Happy Thanksgiving Everybody!

Im pretty sure someone peed in the bus i was on this morning.

And the bus was travelling at turtle speed. The driver was probablly tryina smell some flowers along the way.

Its been long since i last stepped out of e house and onto e field early in e morning. After cooping myself at home for the last century to study for the exams, it felt refreshing! And it reminded me of how beautiful God's creations are!

So I had my first final exam today. 3 more to go. EXCITING! Not.

For one, I'm blogging because my eyelids have this insatiable urge to close every millisecond.
And ive got so much work to do!

And i just spent my whole evening watching youtube videos again :S

This is... I must admit.. a true disaster. I just spent precious hours away like that.

maybe its just this semester... I'm burnt out. Don't worry I'm not charred. Yet.

Speaking of being charred. Ive already got some plans coming up for my 3 day holiday! Whoopeee

I've already booked a spa session on the day of my final exam.

I'm a lil bored of fairness so I'm gonna find a day to get myself REAL TANNED! AND I MEAN IT! WHITE SKIN, YOU're finished! You're gonna be so CHARRED!

I'm going over-the-sea for a full day.. trip planned with Grass, Shuffz jr. and Leswee. We've planned this for months now. And i cant wait.
Basically, each of us will be doing a makeover there.

MY MAkeover will be EPIC! it will be a huge change! You wont even be able to recognise me!

So if u should see a stranger calling out to you... it might just be your lil friend, me.

Im gonna DYE MY HAIR! --- Jet Black. What a revamp it's gonna be.

Cant wait to TAKE MORE SHOTS WITH MY DSLR CAMERA!!!!

All these and more... in just three days. :S

Gotta pack my schedule real tight... like how muji packs sandwiches.

Then its off to the hospitals.
I'll be delivering babies!!! Cant wait to see crying bloody babies.
Just joking.. i think itll be an experience. Its always a joy to see God's creation. Im gonna welcome babies to planet Earth! How cool is that?!

Hello Lil thing

I was studying late into the night.

When an ant decided to prance around my textbook which irritated me.

So i flicked it. And flicked it, and flicked it, and FLICKED it!

And carried on with my reading.

When i turned my head towards it again, the ant was on its back. and struggling to stand on its six feet, but to no avail. Death was looming as i watched and considered ending its pain... it was the only humane option left. It was suffering.

It was a terribly pitiful sight... I couldnt bear to watch... I turned my head away.. and sobbed.. no, I moaned for this little sign of life.
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Not exactly.

Anyway, I was really inspired by this little ant. Despite the fact that it was crippled, pretty badly, it was making huge efforts to get back on its feet. Poor thing, didnt look like it was gonna make it. SO i prayed for it, and decided not to kill it... since it wanted so much to stay alive.

Next thing i know.. it was right in front of me.. crawling on my book... of course crippled, like an old man... and struggling to walk. And it made it!

I watched as it disappeared underneath the table and gave it an applause and standing ovation.

So i decided to dedicate a blog post to this little living thing.

Right now as im stressed and burnt out with work and exams... Im on a serious verge of giving up everything i once worked so hard for. Countless of times, ive strewn my books aside and told myself.. You're not gonna make it. I've lost the drive.. ive lost my motivation.. to be a good nurse. When i think about my patients i dont seem to care so much about their well-being anymore. Just as long as i can get by, anything goes. Why bother providing optimal care. I dont wanna be a nurse no more.

SO i guess this little ant has made me come to a startling realization. It splashed some cold water into my face and yelled at me! WAke up! You once told yourself that your greatest fear in all of these was to give up on this dream.

Okay im more awake to continue with revision now!

Not really Zzzzzz

Crap! Another ant! theres some kind of ant infestation in this study room.

Words from a typical Asian - the nerdy beast

I am sick of studying and studying and studying and studying and studyign and studying and studying...

Ive had 2 naps. Shame on me.

Yes i am your beast - the nerdy beast.

iphones FTW

Mom is thinking of getting us an iphone. But, i think it's unneccessary.

I wouldnt wanna get one.. imagine being connected to the social networks 24/7. When will i have my time of solace and peace from the very socially-connected internet world.

Its a huge distraction. iphone comes with a really cool camera and with fun photo editting features. When i carry my huge DSLR camera with me, i am so bent on taking beautiful and artistic pictures that I get disconnected from the social gatherings or wherever I'm at and its hard to enjoy the moment. Yes, it is tough being the camera man.
What happens if i get an iphone and become a camera man 24/7? Life is gonna be so tough and cruel.

i think iphones are really cool!...though. There are tons of fun applications. And the best part.. u can twitter right away.. wherever ur at.

You can tell e world ur drunk.. right at that very moment when ur drunk.

You can take pictures and upload it immediately via twitter and tell e world how much fun ur havin so that everyone will get so jealous of u.

iphone has got what it takes to satisfy the humanly desire to be cool.

Those who think they dont need an iphone, silently they desire it, but they hide this.. so they'll appear even cooler.. cos i mean you cant get any cooler than appearing like ur not trying to be cool.

Maybe thats why i wrote this post to tell the world that i dont need an iphone.

Just joking.

I've been watching kevjumba for the past hour and a half.

SHIT!

life sux ttm.

its okay, i always score badly anyway. i shd have expected this.

I ALMOST forgot that i HAVE A BLOG!!!

Sorry but twitter is the in thing now.. so if ur still reading this... you must be outta ur mind!

Theres spider web all over blogger.



Now i am so tempted to shop.

And i look monstrous now thanks to many days of lack of sleep

these past weeks have been torturous to say the least! Assignment after assignment... tests after tests...

Tomorrow theres another exam...

Pardon me and my drones...

OH CRAP I NEED TO SHOP!

but my wardrobe is soo full a quarter of my clothes cant fit into it anymore! so they are just left to hang outside.

I keep buying more clothes but it never seems enough..

I think ive been afflicted with shopaholic syndrome.

They should medicalize it.


Oh and Cris called me all e way from US yesterday! but i thot it was an insane salesperson so i didnt pick it up.

Okay im gonna sleep night.