Youth day today and throughout my whole four years..I wasnt even aware at all abt this day!
I neva thot they'd take youth day so serious.
And when the tchers Pulled this big surprise on us by givin us a concert...
it was well..funny. Yess...funny
The whole concert was funny reli.
Plus u dont go to schl at evrytime of the day watching ur Principle somersaultin from one end to another.
Or ur vice principle shaking his butt to some 60s oldie.
Or Ur maths tcher singin like a real idol.
Or ur physics tcher..imagining himself to be a sports reporter spouting in accents.
HOnestly...u dont get this at evrytime of the day..so well..today's special.
Bcos those tchers were reli sweet. what they did and all..
Alright!! BACK to business here!
U wouldnt think id be posting this post's title as 'jitter-pants' for just tht?
well bcos...evrything abt tmr..will be well...Jittery
there's soo many 'How's ringing in my head in my own voice.
bcos evrything abt tmr will 'how'
so much confusion..
so much adrenaline
so much jitters
Bcos i want evrything abt tmr to go smoothly..
I dont wana come home crashing to bed and crying my heart out until evry fibre of my being cries out in agony
I dont wana be all stiff and hard durin 800m tmr.
I dont wana tire myself out cos of all the events and start techni-color yawning(vomitting)..right in front of the whole schl whilst running.
And today...Innova JC;s coach just came to our schl...asking us to apply the DSA thingy..
MOre rather for the track members and air rifle shooters
I mean i cant believe some of our seniors just older than us by 1 yr have alredi entered SEA games together with s'pore's most famous shooter who has won 14 sea games GOLD medal, has attended two olympics and more more and more. This guy was in our schl anywayand he was speakin to sis and me
The coach recognised sis and me as the trackers..somehow...Perhaps Priscillia told him abt us since he called sis and me," the twins".. She must have told him to lookout for us...cos she's dyin for us to join her in her track team in Innova.
SO when he saw two grrlz with congruent-ly similar faces, he knew we were the ones pris was talkin abt
And thanks to the juniors who got top 3 in nationals, he thinks tht the B girls are equally gd (which is quite untrue)thts why he wants us.
So tht innova track coach is gona lookout for me and see how i perform during the 800m nationals...which is gona just make evrything soo busted. 800m is alredi worse enuf i dont need another load on my back. Im sooo gona proof him wrong.
Cross my fingers
And i jst wrote a letter to my santa claus, God.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Lost
Just in case u might be mistooken tht im gona write a review summary on the tv hit 'Lost' ..i am gona have to disappoint u tht today im just gona rant abt how much i miss my waterbottle which ive just lost yesterday in da stadium.
Yes, My poor sophisticated savage is lost. Id left it there on the stadium bench ytd..leavin it there to brave through the cold inky night..and in the morning..just as it thot it might be saved..some weird nasty rabbit-haired spoilt kiddo with braces must have yanked it home...or some callous cleaner must have cruelly threw it in the dustbin..declarin it unwanted...when he has no clue how much its owner is waiting to rescue it after her schooling. OR...there could be some other harsh reasons.
Therefore this post is dedicated to my water bottle. I first bought it in takashimaya at 32 dollars. Cos it was love at first sight...whateva the cost was i was keen on buyin it. And i did (or otherwise it wouldnt have been lost in the first place)
I have not taken a foto of it. but its pinky and silvery. Aint tht just gorgeous??
Buh-bye i can't help blogging lame stuff like this.
Official countdown: 2 days more to sports day
Yes, My poor sophisticated savage is lost. Id left it there on the stadium bench ytd..leavin it there to brave through the cold inky night..and in the morning..just as it thot it might be saved..some weird nasty rabbit-haired spoilt kiddo with braces must have yanked it home...or some callous cleaner must have cruelly threw it in the dustbin..declarin it unwanted...when he has no clue how much its owner is waiting to rescue it after her schooling. OR...there could be some other harsh reasons.
Therefore this post is dedicated to my water bottle. I first bought it in takashimaya at 32 dollars. Cos it was love at first sight...whateva the cost was i was keen on buyin it. And i did (or otherwise it wouldnt have been lost in the first place)
I have not taken a foto of it. but its pinky and silvery. Aint tht just gorgeous??
Buh-bye i can't help blogging lame stuff like this.
Official countdown: 2 days more to sports day
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Zonked
Zonked is da title for today's post cos well..i was indeed reli zonked
And abit or slightly disappointed i might add
The reason why i would say im disappointed? cos there's just not one..nor two...mmm mayb three ..Problems
Here's how: I was sprinting reli slowly today...U noe those days...those BAd leg days i call it..not tht uve injured ur leg or nething..its just..u find it hard to lift ur legs and knees up and go to ur full potential and 'fly'...like superman..or if ur a female..Wonderwoman. (not tht i noe if wonderwoman can fly)
When i watched as radhiah lihao and others trainin so hard..But rauf wasnt givin me anything to do but trg for 4 by 100m...I felt reli bad.. Yesss felt BAD for not running!!! Ripley's Believe it or not.
Yess...on friday im goin to run 4 events...800m included..Im soo gona Zonk myself out
PLUS new highlights!! Radhiyah is running for 800m!!! Im officially gona get 2nd or worse!!
But its ok...ill be equally happy if she gets first. (err mayb) So now im aiming for 2nd or runing very close to radhiyah.
Afterall, she's one of the top National runners.
And im still lazing around...my timing is horrific reli and Nationals is just peeking from around the corner.
OKay so today...I saw Nikki from Yishun town trg at the yishun stadium..I saw her during the X-country Nationals. She's very friendly..We were all talking to her. She's a very good sprinter.
I have a very boring post today..as borin as how im feeling.
My legs are so sore soooo gdnight
And abit or slightly disappointed i might add
The reason why i would say im disappointed? cos there's just not one..nor two...mmm mayb three ..Problems
Here's how: I was sprinting reli slowly today...U noe those days...those BAd leg days i call it..not tht uve injured ur leg or nething..its just..u find it hard to lift ur legs and knees up and go to ur full potential and 'fly'...like superman..or if ur a female..Wonderwoman. (not tht i noe if wonderwoman can fly)
When i watched as radhiah lihao and others trainin so hard..But rauf wasnt givin me anything to do but trg for 4 by 100m...I felt reli bad.. Yesss felt BAD for not running!!! Ripley's Believe it or not.
Yess...on friday im goin to run 4 events...800m included..Im soo gona Zonk myself out
PLUS new highlights!! Radhiyah is running for 800m!!! Im officially gona get 2nd or worse!!
But its ok...ill be equally happy if she gets first. (err mayb) So now im aiming for 2nd or runing very close to radhiyah.
Afterall, she's one of the top National runners.
And im still lazing around...my timing is horrific reli and Nationals is just peeking from around the corner.
OKay so today...I saw Nikki from Yishun town trg at the yishun stadium..I saw her during the X-country Nationals. She's very friendly..We were all talking to her. She's a very good sprinter.
I have a very boring post today..as borin as how im feeling.
My legs are so sore soooo gdnight
Monday, June 27, 2005
Trg
The first day of school! today! well not exactly since this isnt reli the first day of school for a kindergarden kid or nething..im in sec 4..a senior and graduating. So today's definitely not the first day of school but its somewhat it since the June holidays was reli long so today def felt like first day at school or sumfin. Boy, do i feel younger alredi? Not.
And evry night before a reopening of school..I would alwayz pray hard tht i would not get busted by a tcher or sumfin. Not tht im sent to the principle's office evrytime of the day but...its just sumfin im scraed abt..Me, alwayz scared bout sumfin tht dont usually happen. Tht reli is so me. :(
Fortunately..I had alot of free periods today..esp when Ms Premela did not come to schl..And Bio..we were soo free we could become seagulls..even MT too.
But one thing sure wont be pleasant I sighed the whole day.
Cos MONDAY is da day where we'll be trg in da stadium..Torture time. Stuffin my head in a humongous oven would probably feel better. ( Im so jk!)
I did da same as da last time..but since rauf was timing me and stuff..It was like he understood how tired i was and being the very passionate coach he is (yea right..okay maybe true to an extent)..he could tell how much i was sufferin.
He must have thot to himself how im sooo not ready for this nationals
I mean he'd wanted to do me some justice or sumfin..since ive neva achieved much throughout my four years! Okay i did ok..i did win some awards..he just forgot abt it!!
the reason why he'd put me in 800m as well was to just increase the chances of me gettin into the finals and also dying from havin too much adrenaline pumped into my lil capillaries.
He must av felt like i aint gona win anything much for the schl so mayb thts why he went off to train the throwers. Its ok its ok i soo admit what a loser i am. And im not wallowing in self-pity until evry fibre of my being tears..i am sooo not.
Woteba But bein such a responsible sports day in charge...he'd decided tht he could sneak me into 800m and did it without my consent plus only two events was allowed for one pupil but now im havin three. How very responsible. Not.
So all of these just concludes to the fact tht Im goin to have to run not the usual 2 i was preparing myself for this friday...But 4 ! 4 competitions in one day within a stretch of only a few hrs.
I am so gona bust myself.
Plus for 4 by 100? the cca unit comp?? i was running with the other ccas...who are mostly Guyz.
Now can someone tell me how in da world can i suck myself into the crust of the earth.
Geez i hope i dont get scolded by any tchers tmr or get into trouble.
P.S. Reminder evrybody: Tmr's relay practise will be held at 3 or i think 2.30.
I have just finished a bowl of dao suan. Well not exactly there's still half a bowl more.
Wy gave me this and id just like to say tht i love it. Muji does too.
And evry night before a reopening of school..I would alwayz pray hard tht i would not get busted by a tcher or sumfin. Not tht im sent to the principle's office evrytime of the day but...its just sumfin im scraed abt..Me, alwayz scared bout sumfin tht dont usually happen. Tht reli is so me. :(
Fortunately..I had alot of free periods today..esp when Ms Premela did not come to schl..And Bio..we were soo free we could become seagulls..even MT too.
But one thing sure wont be pleasant I sighed the whole day.
Cos MONDAY is da day where we'll be trg in da stadium..Torture time. Stuffin my head in a humongous oven would probably feel better. ( Im so jk!)
I did da same as da last time..but since rauf was timing me and stuff..It was like he understood how tired i was and being the very passionate coach he is (yea right..okay maybe true to an extent)..he could tell how much i was sufferin.
He must have thot to himself how im sooo not ready for this nationals
I mean he'd wanted to do me some justice or sumfin..since ive neva achieved much throughout my four years! Okay i did ok..i did win some awards..he just forgot abt it!!
the reason why he'd put me in 800m as well was to just increase the chances of me gettin into the finals and also dying from havin too much adrenaline pumped into my lil capillaries.
He must av felt like i aint gona win anything much for the schl so mayb thts why he went off to train the throwers. Its ok its ok i soo admit what a loser i am. And im not wallowing in self-pity until evry fibre of my being tears..i am sooo not.
Woteba But bein such a responsible sports day in charge...he'd decided tht he could sneak me into 800m and did it without my consent plus only two events was allowed for one pupil but now im havin three. How very responsible. Not.
So all of these just concludes to the fact tht Im goin to have to run not the usual 2 i was preparing myself for this friday...But 4 ! 4 competitions in one day within a stretch of only a few hrs.
I am so gona bust myself.
Plus for 4 by 100? the cca unit comp?? i was running with the other ccas...who are mostly Guyz.
Now can someone tell me how in da world can i suck myself into the crust of the earth.
Geez i hope i dont get scolded by any tchers tmr or get into trouble.
P.S. Reminder evrybody: Tmr's relay practise will be held at 3 or i think 2.30.
I have just finished a bowl of dao suan. Well not exactly there's still half a bowl more.
Wy gave me this and id just like to say tht i love it. Muji does too.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
Weird
I just sat at the waiting lounge..an approx 4 square meters one i might add..after facial..Reading all american girl by Meg cabot peacefully when I thot i heard...um.. - snoring! come out from one of the facial rooms too.
OKay..comin out from the facial room quite near to where i was sitting and if i was not wrong..Which i reli am not wrong...he was havin tht needlework session done on his face..aka torture session..
How he could sleep ..snoring-ly ..i might add..Through all tht?? I simply was clueless
And nx i heard abit of gigglings..well comin from me.
Whats weirder was what this guy in the MRT sitting nx to me was doin.
Well..u totally wouldnt even have guessed wot he did cos it was well..totally un-guessable.
He kept scratching his chin the whole journey through which is what u can call..gross totally!
And all i could hear was tht zszszszs sound when pple scratch their skins..
When he stops doin it...BEfore u could even say 'thankfully'...He goes onto flickin the dirt from his awful nails tht would send Ms. Hygiene screaming her head off while bein headless.
And coming home only to hear a high-pitched screaming with frequency tht could easily break a million dollar glass..(sumfin even the world's greatest opera singer -Paparazi or woteva, cant spell his name, cant do)
Before u start panicking there thinkin uve just read some climax..which isnt reli any climax at all...well it was just some kiddo screaming her head off while tryin to find fun in sliding down tht tres small swiiming pool slide
I shall go on to watch The Simpsons im alredi 10 mins late
OKay..comin out from the facial room quite near to where i was sitting and if i was not wrong..Which i reli am not wrong...he was havin tht needlework session done on his face..aka torture session..
How he could sleep ..snoring-ly ..i might add..Through all tht?? I simply was clueless
And nx i heard abit of gigglings..well comin from me.
Whats weirder was what this guy in the MRT sitting nx to me was doin.
Well..u totally wouldnt even have guessed wot he did cos it was well..totally un-guessable.
He kept scratching his chin the whole journey through which is what u can call..gross totally!
And all i could hear was tht zszszszs sound when pple scratch their skins..
When he stops doin it...BEfore u could even say 'thankfully'...He goes onto flickin the dirt from his awful nails tht would send Ms. Hygiene screaming her head off while bein headless.
And coming home only to hear a high-pitched screaming with frequency tht could easily break a million dollar glass..(sumfin even the world's greatest opera singer -Paparazi or woteva, cant spell his name, cant do)
Before u start panicking there thinkin uve just read some climax..which isnt reli any climax at all...well it was just some kiddo screaming her head off while tryin to find fun in sliding down tht tres small swiiming pool slide
I shall go on to watch The Simpsons im alredi 10 mins late
Friday, June 24, 2005
Cooking lunch
How abt cooking lunch with me?! Or shd i say just cooking for me?!
I am going to share my cooking experience..(more like my maid's)..cos i noe wy's gona be soo jealous after realizing wot my maid is cooking today:
PENANG LAKSA!!!!!
Have ur skins turned as green as creepy slimes on Goosbumps outta envy??
I am going to share my cooking experience..(more like my maid's)..cos i noe wy's gona be soo jealous after realizing wot my maid is cooking today:
PENANG LAKSA!!!!!
Have ur skins turned as green as creepy slimes on Goosbumps outta envy??
My Breakfast (ps: made it myself)
Make a big wild guess
Wots this ur seeing? Campbell's ABC soup? Mud water?
AHA! wrong..since ull neva be able to guess wot this is to ur dying day..thus, i shall be kind. This is Ur average oatmeal!! but i used Chocolate milk instead of white milk for growing babies.
Now back to the speciality of the day.. Penang Laksa!!!
I took lil shots of the making process and ingedients!!! WARNIN: For the sake of the recipe's secrecy...do not trust wot ur seeing!!! therefore, pls do not sprint to the kitchen and start making ur own penang laksa after seein these shots !!
Ingredients:
That looks like a pretty pinky flower!!! Aint it just vintage?! Not.
They look like nuts but muji says their called ,'grass gruas' or 'wild grass' or so thts wot i heard. am i just sufferin from a sudden bout of ear disease or is it just Muji's bad pronounciation?
HELP!! go on screamin u lil rascals!! ahem..lil onions and erm other lil ingredients!! AHA! too bad ur just gona get Blended!!! to fill my lil stomach!!
PS: the outcome of the blended mixture was just too gruesome for any human being to see!! U might just start foaming through ur mouth right in front of ur computer!! thereofre..after much consideration i have decided its not right to show u pple wot happened nx...and also..its cos i am too lazy to upload another pic.
ANd wot du get?!
The Penang LAKSA!!! well..not exactly..the noodles have not been added yet.
Plus I am too selfish to show u how my lunch looks like! I shall eat in content-ment. Mwahaha!
Thats all for now!
(ps: well im soz for ending evrything so abruptly..Mr Stomach keeps rumbling! i cant do anything much can i?)
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Breakfast or shd i say Morning experience
I have been totally thrilled eva since i found the digicam!! From now on it'll be superglued to me!! Therefore i have decided to share my breakfast experience!!
remnants of my eaten-ed breakfast. *burps*
View from where i was sitting during breakfast..the Ultimate Breakfast experience!!
~:}*Bedroom*{:~
Well Of course i didnt eat in my bedroom..but..its still some morning experience right?
My miniature balconies =D Doesn't squidward just loook fantastic there?!
Close up view of Squidward given by lihao and fanli
And thats all for my Breakfast or shd i say Morning experience
Gd morning!
remnants of my eaten-ed breakfast. *burps*
View from where i was sitting during breakfast..the Ultimate Breakfast experience!!
~:}*Bedroom*{:~
Well Of course i didnt eat in my bedroom..but..its still some morning experience right?
My miniature balconies =D Doesn't squidward just loook fantastic there?!
Close up view of Squidward given by lihao and fanli
And thats all for my Breakfast or shd i say Morning experience
Gd morning!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
KOKO
trg today at the Yishun Slope. And first the four of us..zakiyah, lihao, radhiyah plus me got there...And tht was when i heard lihao uptight-ing," red-ants!!" AHHHH the nightmare of all time..She needed someone to flick it off i was near so my first instincts were to try to flick it while she began hopping on one foot dangling another shoe-less foot where a lil red-ant lingers.
My fingers were a mile from her feet as i flicked my fingers in nuffin but air (cos i was actually afraid to touch it)...and i screamed...thinkin id touched the ant..
And tht's when Lihao Screamed her head off
Followed after by Zakiyah screaming her feet off.
Followed after agen by Mee screaming my body off as i hopped down the lil landing
Only Radiyah...O mighty one..decided it was high time she did sumfin so she pinched the vicious lil 1 cm imp off lihao's feet where it fell injured to the ground, weak
Thts when zakiyah decided to start running tht I spotted another red ant on her shoe..abt to reach her bare skin and i hollered out to her..when she screamed and all of us hopped like lil rabbits, frightened.
In the end, we ran further up ahead where we knew no blood-thirsty red ants would linger. THE END
NO!! noo The Ends yet! cso after we finished running 5 rounds..sindhu came along..And thts when we started laughing and laughing and laughing abt jokes. And we started screaming and laughing and screaming and laughing when i spotted a mosquitoe on zakiyah's forhead while lihao fell prey to another evil red-ant
The madnosity of it all continues...
Aint this wallet just kewl?? its bought ytd from cards n such and sis's got a discount for it cos steph's mom was a regular customer!! AHH!!
This is how it looks on the inside!!
My emily tote bag i bought some days ago
Im still a dummy at this hello software..wy recommended it..
but im still a total stranger to all this things i cant seem to get it right
And when i called wy...She went to M'sia!! Just like tht...like a gust of wind and just a few hrs ago i was chatting with her on da phone!!!
Gone Gone Gone
I will soon master this..And when i do!! ONE DAY i shall!!! then there'll be pictures for evryone evryday
Smiles all round and the sun is out
My fingers were a mile from her feet as i flicked my fingers in nuffin but air (cos i was actually afraid to touch it)...and i screamed...thinkin id touched the ant..
And tht's when Lihao Screamed her head off
Followed after by Zakiyah screaming her feet off.
Followed after agen by Mee screaming my body off as i hopped down the lil landing
Only Radiyah...O mighty one..decided it was high time she did sumfin so she pinched the vicious lil 1 cm imp off lihao's feet where it fell injured to the ground, weak
Thts when zakiyah decided to start running tht I spotted another red ant on her shoe..abt to reach her bare skin and i hollered out to her..when she screamed and all of us hopped like lil rabbits, frightened.
In the end, we ran further up ahead where we knew no blood-thirsty red ants would linger. THE END
NO!! noo The Ends yet! cso after we finished running 5 rounds..sindhu came along..And thts when we started laughing and laughing and laughing abt jokes. And we started screaming and laughing and screaming and laughing when i spotted a mosquitoe on zakiyah's forhead while lihao fell prey to another evil red-ant
The madnosity of it all continues...
Aint this wallet just kewl?? its bought ytd from cards n such and sis's got a discount for it cos steph's mom was a regular customer!! AHH!!
This is how it looks on the inside!!
My emily tote bag i bought some days ago
Im still a dummy at this hello software..wy recommended it..
but im still a total stranger to all this things i cant seem to get it right
And when i called wy...She went to M'sia!! Just like tht...like a gust of wind and just a few hrs ago i was chatting with her on da phone!!!
Gone Gone Gone
I will soon master this..And when i do!! ONE DAY i shall!!! then there'll be pictures for evryone evryday
Smiles all round and the sun is out
Monday, June 20, 2005
ARGH
I havent been updating since like..um for an extremely long while!!!
i shall start on sunday!!! SWIFT COMPETITION
SUNDAY: comp today! Ahoy! And we're aiming to get medals!! we ran ran ran and we expected ourselves to get 54 secs
Which is agen i think an over-estimation. it is reli difficult.
And Hong kah sec!! were like being BIG-Shots!! Shikin even heard em saying they could win sports schl! Crapolla!!! they cant even win us how can they even win the Nation's Future athlete dependents. WELL they lost till their faces were yanked across sandy coarse sands. I wanted sooo badly for the medal...WE got THIRD for the finals...we got 56 secs..but there was finals 2...and the other party..the first for 54..so we lost even the third medal we got Fourth!!!!
4TH!!!! forthy forthy forthy~
And some guy broke woteba record and they were screaming and going naked!!! okay topless..
And the next mo...he was signing autographs for lil primary schl kids..and he even Threw his jersey to em where they grabbed and snatched for it like it was Gem. And kids were rushing to take pictures of him! I HAVE TOTALLY NEVA SEEN A SIGHT LIKE THIS! its simply hilarious!! BUT I WAS TOTALLY upset when i realized we got fourth. I was like speechless for the first 5 mins or so. But i went walkin around with peihee and ying..before goin home in the MRT talkin abt diseases and chemicals.
Monday: TRG day..intervals..in the stadium..arabel, amanda were no longer running so im running with shikin, zakiyah, and krystal..all big cheetahs and i was half asleep throughout evrthing
I was sooo friggin tired but i still had to run under the tres scorching sun.
Dying seemed like a better choice than doin the tres vigorous workout.
They were running so fast i was sooo behind them...No matter how hard i try..their like super pple they neva get tired!! yea yea they complain like..'this is torture!!' but they are still fast and all ready!! UNlike meee who;s as slow as woteba
And i was reli tired and i stopped like 2 meters before the real line for the 600m and mr rauf shouted at me! I was too tired to even be bothered abt it..i Just collapsed on the grass after evry round even though i knew i was gona get serious rash after tht...which i reli did get.
Then i got mad..like reli mad..i wana get out of this Hole situation..I wana just stop evrything!! I need to study!!! And sis is peacefully studying at home while im sufferin and trg for something Ill neva Excel!! So why did rauf kept insisting i could do it when i cant!!! I will neva get anywhere so just stop evrything STOP wasting my Stoopid time and Get oVA and done with this SToopid trg!!! I just wana study!!! Sis has got sooo much time she's even started on revision. WHAT ABOUT me?! im not even completing my hmwk yet and its alreid the last week IM STILL JUGGLING>
Mom forced me to step down...but i can't cos of the 4 by 100m team..
AND rauf wanted to switch my position...must be cos i cant run well...I am sooo glad to leave if he'll just find someone else to take my PLACE
SOOO glad...I wana end Alll this!! i reli want too
trg is too tough for me..and yea i admit im a weakling...I CANT TAKE THIS PRESSURE
I cant go anywhere with track..why not let me concentrate on my studies and FORGET ABT IT
why rauf keeps FORCIN!!!!! me to take part in 800m...im takin part in 5 events.. 400m itself is mor ethan enuff what the HEll is he up to?!!!
I AMMM SOOOO DAMN SSTRESSDED i feel like swearing and cursing and SCREAMIN
STOP STOP STOP STOP
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
speaking of rauf forcing me to take part in 800m just makes my blood boil to 1000 degrees celcius.
Doesnt he noe how much stress tht will give me?! how much worries how much headaches.
MUST i go down to my knees before he;ll finally agree to let me go?!
HE even signed me UP ALREDI for the Nationals!!!! Im dreading for the day to come..
ENUF. lets talk abt what i did at steph's hse..i did hmwk at her hse..and played netball with her and stuff and we went to causewya where we window shopped..
She spends alot of money
And sis got a discount on her wallet at cards n such cos the saleslady recognised tht stephy was her mom's daughter(duh!).. and steph's mom is a regular customer..Aint tht the kewlest?! The lady is soo kind.
And steph has got a fren, Olivia, whom she calls Oli..or Olipoot.
i shall start on sunday!!! SWIFT COMPETITION
SUNDAY: comp today! Ahoy! And we're aiming to get medals!! we ran ran ran and we expected ourselves to get 54 secs
Which is agen i think an over-estimation. it is reli difficult.
And Hong kah sec!! were like being BIG-Shots!! Shikin even heard em saying they could win sports schl! Crapolla!!! they cant even win us how can they even win the Nation's Future athlete dependents. WELL they lost till their faces were yanked across sandy coarse sands. I wanted sooo badly for the medal...WE got THIRD for the finals...we got 56 secs..but there was finals 2...and the other party..the first for 54..so we lost even the third medal we got Fourth!!!!
4TH!!!! forthy forthy forthy~
And some guy broke woteba record and they were screaming and going naked!!! okay topless..
And the next mo...he was signing autographs for lil primary schl kids..and he even Threw his jersey to em where they grabbed and snatched for it like it was Gem. And kids were rushing to take pictures of him! I HAVE TOTALLY NEVA SEEN A SIGHT LIKE THIS! its simply hilarious!! BUT I WAS TOTALLY upset when i realized we got fourth. I was like speechless for the first 5 mins or so. But i went walkin around with peihee and ying..before goin home in the MRT talkin abt diseases and chemicals.
Monday: TRG day..intervals..in the stadium..arabel, amanda were no longer running so im running with shikin, zakiyah, and krystal..all big cheetahs and i was half asleep throughout evrthing
I was sooo friggin tired but i still had to run under the tres scorching sun.
Dying seemed like a better choice than doin the tres vigorous workout.
They were running so fast i was sooo behind them...No matter how hard i try..their like super pple they neva get tired!! yea yea they complain like..'this is torture!!' but they are still fast and all ready!! UNlike meee who;s as slow as woteba
And i was reli tired and i stopped like 2 meters before the real line for the 600m and mr rauf shouted at me! I was too tired to even be bothered abt it..i Just collapsed on the grass after evry round even though i knew i was gona get serious rash after tht...which i reli did get.
Then i got mad..like reli mad..i wana get out of this Hole situation..I wana just stop evrything!! I need to study!!! And sis is peacefully studying at home while im sufferin and trg for something Ill neva Excel!! So why did rauf kept insisting i could do it when i cant!!! I will neva get anywhere so just stop evrything STOP wasting my Stoopid time and Get oVA and done with this SToopid trg!!! I just wana study!!! Sis has got sooo much time she's even started on revision. WHAT ABOUT me?! im not even completing my hmwk yet and its alreid the last week IM STILL JUGGLING>
Mom forced me to step down...but i can't cos of the 4 by 100m team..
AND rauf wanted to switch my position...must be cos i cant run well...I am sooo glad to leave if he'll just find someone else to take my PLACE
SOOO glad...I wana end Alll this!! i reli want too
trg is too tough for me..and yea i admit im a weakling...I CANT TAKE THIS PRESSURE
I cant go anywhere with track..why not let me concentrate on my studies and FORGET ABT IT
why rauf keeps FORCIN!!!!! me to take part in 800m...im takin part in 5 events.. 400m itself is mor ethan enuff what the HEll is he up to?!!!
I AMMM SOOOO DAMN SSTRESSDED i feel like swearing and cursing and SCREAMIN
STOP STOP STOP STOP
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
speaking of rauf forcing me to take part in 800m just makes my blood boil to 1000 degrees celcius.
Doesnt he noe how much stress tht will give me?! how much worries how much headaches.
MUST i go down to my knees before he;ll finally agree to let me go?!
HE even signed me UP ALREDI for the Nationals!!!! Im dreading for the day to come..
ENUF. lets talk abt what i did at steph's hse..i did hmwk at her hse..and played netball with her and stuff and we went to causewya where we window shopped..
She spends alot of money
And sis got a discount on her wallet at cards n such cos the saleslady recognised tht stephy was her mom's daughter(duh!).. and steph's mom is a regular customer..Aint tht the kewlest?! The lady is soo kind.
And steph has got a fren, Olivia, whom she calls Oli..or Olipoot.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Whoo
Im done with the archive thingy..
In case u havent noticed..there's a new word button called 'past'..click it and ull go to a whole new page where my archive links will lead u to my history!!!!
Let's study HISTORY!!!!!
unfortunately..ive also spent alot of time deleting some posts away cos this blog used to be private and there's loadsa private stuff..so ull only see the publicly-me-posts.
And im goin to a comp after tht.
We're aiming to get in the top 3!!! which is nuffin but a miracle.
I do hope nuffin goes wrong with the passing later..esp with zarina.
Plus i was imagining myself bein a police when i grow up and this will what i will be writng in my journal...
Im a detective and im supposed to solve this murder case of a gruesome murder..And today well...im searching for the HEAD of the poor victim among tonnes of rubbish where flies swarm. Guess wot?!!! i finally found it after 3 hrs!! And her eyes were bulging out of her socket and her long black curly hair was still intact and her mouth wide caught in a soundless scream. I presume she must haave been suffocated. ANd after this murder is solved by mee...I shall be the most famous detective this universe will eva have!!!!!
That cloud of imagination was inspired by wot i read in the papers today.
OKay..tht doesnt mean im aspiring to be a detective someday...As i said..i was just imagining...another 'what-if'
'For all of life's what-ifs' ------ from some ad i heard on tv abt some insurance company
In case u havent noticed..there's a new word button called 'past'..click it and ull go to a whole new page where my archive links will lead u to my history!!!!
Let's study HISTORY!!!!!
unfortunately..ive also spent alot of time deleting some posts away cos this blog used to be private and there's loadsa private stuff..so ull only see the publicly-me-posts.
And im goin to a comp after tht.
We're aiming to get in the top 3!!! which is nuffin but a miracle.
I do hope nuffin goes wrong with the passing later..esp with zarina.
Plus i was imagining myself bein a police when i grow up and this will what i will be writng in my journal...
Im a detective and im supposed to solve this murder case of a gruesome murder..And today well...im searching for the HEAD of the poor victim among tonnes of rubbish where flies swarm. Guess wot?!!! i finally found it after 3 hrs!! And her eyes were bulging out of her socket and her long black curly hair was still intact and her mouth wide caught in a soundless scream. I presume she must haave been suffocated. ANd after this murder is solved by mee...I shall be the most famous detective this universe will eva have!!!!!
That cloud of imagination was inspired by wot i read in the papers today.
OKay..tht doesnt mean im aspiring to be a detective someday...As i said..i was just imagining...another 'what-if'
'For all of life's what-ifs' ------ from some ad i heard on tv abt some insurance company
Friday, June 17, 2005
Tutorial SPECIAL!!!
2nd Post of the day!!
I am a very kind person and have decided to give u guyz a brief tutorial on how i did my layouts..since pple are alwayz askin the same qn. as u guyz noe ive been doin my own layouts since the day I started Blogging.
Therefore..this will be a summary of my many years (more like a few).. of making blogskins.
Listen up!!! Hold on to ur seats!! Pay attention!!
first of all..uve got to make the image...to make a beautiful image..Uve got to have a suitable image making application. The few i have with me are - Macromedia Fireworks MX ( which i use for doin animations cos its user-friendly in tht particular area.)
- Adobe Photoshop. Ahhh this is the one where u start making ur image cos beautiful brushes are allowed!! And brushes are what makes ur image beautiful. U stamp them abt ur image. To get brushes..Ive got a site for u tht contains tons of links to diff beautiful brush sites.
http://www.ajoyfulheart.com/pspphotoshopbrushresources.htm
For starters i would suggest www.prettybrush.cjb.net cos they even contain tutorials as to how to make brushes
Or there's also another application and tht is Jasc Paint Shop Pro which i hardly use so dont ask me how.
to master this sorta application whilst making images ..u need time..u keep exploring and playing around and ull finally get evrything right. Thht is how i learn.
Same goes for htmls. I kept playing with em for like 2 years and thts how i learn to understand them.
okay next..u need the html..and u change em accordingly...for starters..mayb using web making applications might be useful..like the one im using.. Microsoft Frontpage.
And then u need a domain too to upload ur images!!
I guess uve understood tht.
I noe the above may be a ton less than helpful but as ive said..they're a very brief version..these are just a lil peek into the web making world for starters.
ANd im afterall not a professional at tutorials so dont get mad after reading these when u still can't understand anything.
I am a very kind person and have decided to give u guyz a brief tutorial on how i did my layouts..since pple are alwayz askin the same qn. as u guyz noe ive been doin my own layouts since the day I started Blogging.
Therefore..this will be a summary of my many years (more like a few).. of making blogskins.
Listen up!!! Hold on to ur seats!! Pay attention!!
first of all..uve got to make the image...to make a beautiful image..Uve got to have a suitable image making application. The few i have with me are - Macromedia Fireworks MX ( which i use for doin animations cos its user-friendly in tht particular area.)
- Adobe Photoshop. Ahhh this is the one where u start making ur image cos beautiful brushes are allowed!! And brushes are what makes ur image beautiful. U stamp them abt ur image. To get brushes..Ive got a site for u tht contains tons of links to diff beautiful brush sites.
http://www.ajoyfulheart.com/pspphotoshopbrushresources.htm
For starters i would suggest www.prettybrush.cjb.net cos they even contain tutorials as to how to make brushes
Or there's also another application and tht is Jasc Paint Shop Pro which i hardly use so dont ask me how.
to master this sorta application whilst making images ..u need time..u keep exploring and playing around and ull finally get evrything right. Thht is how i learn.
Same goes for htmls. I kept playing with em for like 2 years and thts how i learn to understand them.
okay next..u need the html..and u change em accordingly...for starters..mayb using web making applications might be useful..like the one im using.. Microsoft Frontpage.
And then u need a domain too to upload ur images!!
I guess uve understood tht.
I noe the above may be a ton less than helpful but as ive said..they're a very brief version..these are just a lil peek into the web making world for starters.
ANd im afterall not a professional at tutorials so dont get mad after reading these when u still can't understand anything.
Shopping
Today is shopping day with Mom.
No im not goin out with my frenz...just sis.
Though it may not be as fun but i got to spend a total of more than two hundred dollars.
And some quality time with Mom.
When i got out of the somerset MRT station, the old man sitting there, playing a harmonica, seemed to have just stepped out of Beijing 101.
I remembered seeing him with a hairless scalp But hair seemed to have grown like wheat grass out of the once bald lawn.
And we ate at Hotel Phoenix where I'd accidentally hit a waiter with a swinging hand and said sorry which he then shocked me by saying a totally sweet and smiley girly high-pitched," sorry!!"
In Which after id stepped out of the cafetaria..my stomach was rumbling not with hunger but on the verge of an explosion.
Mr. Stomach: 10, 9, 8, ...2......
(Just as mr stomach was abt to rumble 1 in which a techinicolor explosion would soon occur after..Ms. Brain came to the rescue.
Ms. Brain: I shall cut the vomit circuit.
Stomach: Oooonnnn - Dead silence all of a sudden.
- The story of the power of the mind.
Therefore..i did not vomit.
From being too full
But i went to OG!! I was fustrated cos i was dyin to go to far east plaza where tons of beautiful clothes await patiently.
Fortunately..OG wasnt as bad as I'd expected cos there were tons of BEAUTIFUL brands there like OP, surfer's paradise, Myuk girl, converse, billabong, B.U.M...blah blah (blah blah isnt a brand) and many other Vintage brands..
GUESS WOT?! at OG they are even cheaper than their original prices when u buy from the shop itself else where!!!
Cos there was this ENORMOUS sale going on!!!
The wonders of what the great S'pore sale can do.
SO i bought this dress which is a total Fabster..and a sweater tht totaled to abt a hundred...
and this Tank top from surfers paradise
and this vintage exotic skirt frm an australian surf brand as well
and this Piping Hot Top tht simply is piping Hot.
What a Wonderful pleasant day!!!!
The birds are singing..the daffodils are blooming the sun is Shiningggg!!!
and wait..did i see the clouds smiling?
No im not goin out with my frenz...just sis.
Though it may not be as fun but i got to spend a total of more than two hundred dollars.
And some quality time with Mom.
When i got out of the somerset MRT station, the old man sitting there, playing a harmonica, seemed to have just stepped out of Beijing 101.
I remembered seeing him with a hairless scalp But hair seemed to have grown like wheat grass out of the once bald lawn.
And we ate at Hotel Phoenix where I'd accidentally hit a waiter with a swinging hand and said sorry which he then shocked me by saying a totally sweet and smiley girly high-pitched," sorry!!"
In Which after id stepped out of the cafetaria..my stomach was rumbling not with hunger but on the verge of an explosion.
Mr. Stomach: 10, 9, 8, ...2......
(Just as mr stomach was abt to rumble 1 in which a techinicolor explosion would soon occur after..Ms. Brain came to the rescue.
Ms. Brain: I shall cut the vomit circuit.
Stomach: Oooonnnn - Dead silence all of a sudden.
- The story of the power of the mind.
Therefore..i did not vomit.
From being too full
But i went to OG!! I was fustrated cos i was dyin to go to far east plaza where tons of beautiful clothes await patiently.
Fortunately..OG wasnt as bad as I'd expected cos there were tons of BEAUTIFUL brands there like OP, surfer's paradise, Myuk girl, converse, billabong, B.U.M...blah blah (blah blah isnt a brand) and many other Vintage brands..
GUESS WOT?! at OG they are even cheaper than their original prices when u buy from the shop itself else where!!!
Cos there was this ENORMOUS sale going on!!!
The wonders of what the great S'pore sale can do.
SO i bought this dress which is a total Fabster..and a sweater tht totaled to abt a hundred...
and this Tank top from surfers paradise
and this vintage exotic skirt frm an australian surf brand as well
and this Piping Hot Top tht simply is piping Hot.
What a Wonderful pleasant day!!!!
The birds are singing..the daffodils are blooming the sun is Shiningggg!!!
and wait..did i see the clouds smiling?
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Today's Special!! :Shriek post
I ran 9 km today with fanli, yad, ying and lihao!!
And this is the first time i am using a large font!!!!
I am getting too hysterical and shrieking ova evrything!!!!!
like tht isnt obvious enuff alredi. NuMpF!!
AND we had our foto shoot today!!!
which isnt done by any professionals But one lonely teacher controlling 60 trackers!!!!
USing his very own personal digicam!!!
And the sun was burning Hot!!
and i realized how fair arabel has suddenly been compared to the other trackers cos we keep burning our skins while running!!
And i played Volleyball while waiting for the jumpers so we could eat Cool ice Kacang!!
But i left!! cos i waited farrrrrrrrrrrrr tooooooooo longggggggggggg for their trg to end!
And my muscle ache seemed to cure!!!
I just watched spongebob squarepants while sipping some cheeze campbell soup again!!!
I am telling u the biggest freak news on earth and tht is im running 800m this sat for a comp!!! SHRIEK SHREIK AND MORE SHRIEKINGS
P.S. Posts will be back to norm lvl agen when im done shrieking.
And this is the first time i am using a large font!!!!
I am getting too hysterical and shrieking ova evrything!!!!!
like tht isnt obvious enuff alredi. NuMpF!!
AND we had our foto shoot today!!!
which isnt done by any professionals But one lonely teacher controlling 60 trackers!!!!
USing his very own personal digicam!!!
And the sun was burning Hot!!
and i realized how fair arabel has suddenly been compared to the other trackers cos we keep burning our skins while running!!
And i played Volleyball while waiting for the jumpers so we could eat Cool ice Kacang!!
But i left!! cos i waited farrrrrrrrrrrrr tooooooooo longggggggggggg for their trg to end!
And my muscle ache seemed to cure!!!
I just watched spongebob squarepants while sipping some cheeze campbell soup again!!!
I am telling u the biggest freak news on earth and tht is im running 800m this sat for a comp!!! SHRIEK SHREIK AND MORE SHRIEKINGS
P.S. Posts will be back to norm lvl agen when im done shrieking.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
chill!!
Chill will she??
fancy screaming her head about..the house is gona explode from the vibrations of her wild naggings!
i got up today..thinkin id just woken up from some long afternoon nap when i realized it was 9.30..id thot the clock was spoilt so i went out to check..indeed it was ur typical rise-and-shine mornings..I am mutating into a sotong these days!!!! True, i love Squidward from spongebob squarepants...but i sincerely do not wish to mutate into him!!!!!!
And then i remebered..shopping day!!! at orchard!! we're just gona walk walk walk around orchard...Far East Plaza!! Fabulous! Heeren!!! double fabulosity!! Blah blah!! ( i dont know the name!) triple fabulosososo! So vibrant!! can u just feel the excitement?! .. okay enough of this nonsense.
Amanda, arabel, sis and i first went to heeren where we first hit Flash Splash!!! KEWL stuff they have there where mandy bought her ROXY wallet!
And then we saw myuk girl's pencil box!! VINTAGE!!! totally!! But id just recently bought a pencil box so my heart was broken into a zillion brittles when my eyes set its gaze on it.
Sis bought a velvety bag..i had totally no idea what i was gona buy..in fact id thot id walk home holding nuffin but oxygen in my fists..when my gaze landed on this huge poster of bags sold at 12 dollars
My heart skipped..like evrything was blurry..i walked towards the shop in a possessed sorta daze..floating..floating..And stopped..the bags were so kool!! and tht emily bag usually seen in more than words!!! omg..its usaully sold reli expensively ..but now its 12! can u believe it?! I know u are there sitting on ur chair in front of the com..wide eyed..or have probably just flipped ur being backwards and foaming through ur mouth in shock. Buttt Its true!! It is!! Ripley's believe it or not!
I fell in love!! and bought it of course..And im still in love!!! Is this what u call love at first sight?! yess of course it is!
Im gona carry it tmr during trg..infact when i got home..after watching spongebob..i left for trg..still loving it..carried it to my private training!! PRIVATE trg?!! u might get another shock! before u call the ambulance..well..it isnt what u think..its only a special trg set aside by the 4 by 100m team..Shikin, peihee, zakiyah and me. Now have u chilled?!
okay..so my special trg was reli late..at night u could say..so shikin was there lookin as paris-hilton-like as eva..so i ran with her for the warm-ups when peihee came..looking around lost-ly before we got our hands sore from waving out to her.
We did mostly...chattings..like abt food and ice-cream and Stuff..abt comps..abt our leg pains. (ive got one now and it isnt ur typical muscle ache sadly.) PAIN PAIN PAIN!!
Just why?? i hope itll miraculously cure on my trg days
where one will be held tmr!! but there's gona be a foto shoot. And evryone will come..includin sindhu!!! and sis and arabel
We were chatting abt being locked up in the stadium cos it was too late when we decided it was high time to leave before we reli get locked up in the creepy stadium..i dont wanna sleep with fleas landing on my nose evry split second..so shikin had to go home..but peihee and I went to eat at chong pang..
I have got to admit!! i suddenly miss the healthy food at home!! eating too much unhealthy food can make me feel sick as well..oily-poilly( i invented this word myself!)
But it was fun with peihee around..excluding the part when she told me abt her ghost story which can make a cobweb shudder.
So i went home..with my heart pounding hammer-ly in my ribs..or most biologically..my lungs..as i walked home closing my eyes at dark creepy areas..And i asked sis to take the lift with me home...
The lift is surrounded by mirrors okay?! there goes my big cloud of imagination.
I am sleepy again..as if u havent heard it for a hundred times alredi.
Therefore i shall enter slumberland soon enuff after i brush my teeth.
fancy screaming her head about..the house is gona explode from the vibrations of her wild naggings!
i got up today..thinkin id just woken up from some long afternoon nap when i realized it was 9.30..id thot the clock was spoilt so i went out to check..indeed it was ur typical rise-and-shine mornings..I am mutating into a sotong these days!!!! True, i love Squidward from spongebob squarepants...but i sincerely do not wish to mutate into him!!!!!!
And then i remebered..shopping day!!! at orchard!! we're just gona walk walk walk around orchard...Far East Plaza!! Fabulous! Heeren!!! double fabulosity!! Blah blah!! ( i dont know the name!) triple fabulosososo! So vibrant!! can u just feel the excitement?! .. okay enough of this nonsense.
Amanda, arabel, sis and i first went to heeren where we first hit Flash Splash!!! KEWL stuff they have there where mandy bought her ROXY wallet!
And then we saw myuk girl's pencil box!! VINTAGE!!! totally!! But id just recently bought a pencil box so my heart was broken into a zillion brittles when my eyes set its gaze on it.
Sis bought a velvety bag..i had totally no idea what i was gona buy..in fact id thot id walk home holding nuffin but oxygen in my fists..when my gaze landed on this huge poster of bags sold at 12 dollars
My heart skipped..like evrything was blurry..i walked towards the shop in a possessed sorta daze..floating..floating..And stopped..the bags were so kool!! and tht emily bag usually seen in more than words!!! omg..its usaully sold reli expensively ..but now its 12! can u believe it?! I know u are there sitting on ur chair in front of the com..wide eyed..or have probably just flipped ur being backwards and foaming through ur mouth in shock. Buttt Its true!! It is!! Ripley's believe it or not!
I fell in love!! and bought it of course..And im still in love!!! Is this what u call love at first sight?! yess of course it is!
Im gona carry it tmr during trg..infact when i got home..after watching spongebob..i left for trg..still loving it..carried it to my private training!! PRIVATE trg?!! u might get another shock! before u call the ambulance..well..it isnt what u think..its only a special trg set aside by the 4 by 100m team..Shikin, peihee, zakiyah and me. Now have u chilled?!
okay..so my special trg was reli late..at night u could say..so shikin was there lookin as paris-hilton-like as eva..so i ran with her for the warm-ups when peihee came..looking around lost-ly before we got our hands sore from waving out to her.
We did mostly...chattings..like abt food and ice-cream and Stuff..abt comps..abt our leg pains. (ive got one now and it isnt ur typical muscle ache sadly.) PAIN PAIN PAIN!!
Just why?? i hope itll miraculously cure on my trg days
where one will be held tmr!! but there's gona be a foto shoot. And evryone will come..includin sindhu!!! and sis and arabel
We were chatting abt being locked up in the stadium cos it was too late when we decided it was high time to leave before we reli get locked up in the creepy stadium..i dont wanna sleep with fleas landing on my nose evry split second..so shikin had to go home..but peihee and I went to eat at chong pang..
I have got to admit!! i suddenly miss the healthy food at home!! eating too much unhealthy food can make me feel sick as well..oily-poilly( i invented this word myself!)
But it was fun with peihee around..excluding the part when she told me abt her ghost story which can make a cobweb shudder.
So i went home..with my heart pounding hammer-ly in my ribs..or most biologically..my lungs..as i walked home closing my eyes at dark creepy areas..And i asked sis to take the lift with me home...
The lift is surrounded by mirrors okay?! there goes my big cloud of imagination.
I am sleepy again..as if u havent heard it for a hundred times alredi.
Therefore i shall enter slumberland soon enuff after i brush my teeth.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
hah
Two posts in one day..i have a knack of writing..correction..typing alot!
i guess u pple have got to admit tht as well..since all my posts cant help but are alwayz a mile long.
Sis and I just chatted with stephy on the phone and it was so fun
okay before u jump to da big conclusion tht ive got sumfin screwed up there in da brain..I mean yea..how in da world can just chatting on the phone be 'so fun'...but chatting with steph is alwayz fun haha! There.
And ive just realized cbox is down.
I am declaring how upset i am abt this. i SHall land on da top of the manager's desk and roar,"Screw you Big-brain!"
um..which concludes..No hope of pple flooding today
And ive been tryina reach weiyu but to no avail..
i tried calling her home but she's out! and she didnt call me along!
Call me after u see this plss wy!
And tmr..ive got trg at NIGHT!
ISnt tht the kewlest thing on earth?!?! at NIGHT! so i dont have to stuff myself down with health food dinner from home.
I can eat unhealthy Food!!! kool eh?
um..there's sumfin wrong with tht picture ive got to admit
i guess u pple have got to admit tht as well..since all my posts cant help but are alwayz a mile long.
Sis and I just chatted with stephy on the phone and it was so fun
okay before u jump to da big conclusion tht ive got sumfin screwed up there in da brain..I mean yea..how in da world can just chatting on the phone be 'so fun'...but chatting with steph is alwayz fun haha! There.
And ive just realized cbox is down.
I am declaring how upset i am abt this. i SHall land on da top of the manager's desk and roar,"Screw you Big-brain!"
um..which concludes..No hope of pple flooding today
And ive been tryina reach weiyu but to no avail..
i tried calling her home but she's out! and she didnt call me along!
Call me after u see this plss wy!
And tmr..ive got trg at NIGHT!
ISnt tht the kewlest thing on earth?!?! at NIGHT! so i dont have to stuff myself down with health food dinner from home.
I can eat unhealthy Food!!! kool eh?
um..there's sumfin wrong with tht picture ive got to admit
gaga
I went to the wrong place again..i was the only Ai tracker soul in the stadium..and it hit me tht it was supposed to be in school.
Could i get anymore gaga-ish.
NO ONE went to the stadium..only the pathetic ME had too much cheeze campbell soup and bust her brain tht she couldnt even think straight.
So when i got to school...(which i lost my way whilst tryina take a short-cut..so much for greediness..we shall learn a lessons here, Children) peihee and mandy plus lihua were alredi walkin in my direction outta schl for warm-up when they zapped in, " U went to the stadium right?"
So evryone knew...and i mention evryone cos the nxt thing i knew..the malay grrlz were also chanting, " u went to the stadium right"
So i went to the slope ALONE..i might add...cos i was late..'Ive learnt my lesson here,' proclaims me.
10 slopes...i found lihao, fanli and shikin sweating hotly and their shiny(funny term) skin glittering under the tres tres merciless sunlight.
I felt like dying while doin the workouts..which is quite an understatement since i felt like i really was dying..like my lungs needed extra oxygen but there isnt enough O2 in our air..so much for global warming..( is tht the cause anyway?! cos if thts reli the case im gona destroy all plastic bags on the Universe since its creation, as if thats possible i know..but still!!! )
when i finally completed only 8..i decided it was high time i bask in the air con..and did i mention i got an uneven tan? parts of my skin where its covered was fair and the other parts were brown. Just my luck!
and the rest of the time was spent on nonsense like playing volleyball or chatting which took up 2 hrs or more. But i went home feeling sleepy..but no i didnt crash into bed i started workin on my new layout. Okay so ive let the cat out of e bag..but i cant help it okay?!
And i finished. done. Song-a-long-ding-dong.
funy how im not feeling as excited and satisfied as how i used to work on previous layouts. But nvm
Its vintage! even though u dont know the meaning which i know some of u dont..ull learn a new word in ur dictionary! cos when u see it..well it just flashes into ur mind 'vintage'.. okay i shd stop bragging..u might probably learn the wrong thing!
SO much for evrything. Renee is cute. and peihee hurt her hand and sis and muji wasnt home when i was. And i just finished eating popiah.
Could i get anymore gaga-ish.
NO ONE went to the stadium..only the pathetic ME had too much cheeze campbell soup and bust her brain tht she couldnt even think straight.
So when i got to school...(which i lost my way whilst tryina take a short-cut..so much for greediness..we shall learn a lessons here, Children) peihee and mandy plus lihua were alredi walkin in my direction outta schl for warm-up when they zapped in, " U went to the stadium right?"
So evryone knew...and i mention evryone cos the nxt thing i knew..the malay grrlz were also chanting, " u went to the stadium right"
So i went to the slope ALONE..i might add...cos i was late..'Ive learnt my lesson here,' proclaims me.
10 slopes...i found lihao, fanli and shikin sweating hotly and their shiny(funny term) skin glittering under the tres tres merciless sunlight.
I felt like dying while doin the workouts..which is quite an understatement since i felt like i really was dying..like my lungs needed extra oxygen but there isnt enough O2 in our air..so much for global warming..( is tht the cause anyway?! cos if thts reli the case im gona destroy all plastic bags on the Universe since its creation, as if thats possible i know..but still!!! )
when i finally completed only 8..i decided it was high time i bask in the air con..and did i mention i got an uneven tan? parts of my skin where its covered was fair and the other parts were brown. Just my luck!
and the rest of the time was spent on nonsense like playing volleyball or chatting which took up 2 hrs or more. But i went home feeling sleepy..but no i didnt crash into bed i started workin on my new layout. Okay so ive let the cat out of e bag..but i cant help it okay?!
And i finished. done. Song-a-long-ding-dong.
funy how im not feeling as excited and satisfied as how i used to work on previous layouts. But nvm
Its vintage! even though u dont know the meaning which i know some of u dont..ull learn a new word in ur dictionary! cos when u see it..well it just flashes into ur mind 'vintage'.. okay i shd stop bragging..u might probably learn the wrong thing!
SO much for evrything. Renee is cute. and peihee hurt her hand and sis and muji wasnt home when i was. And i just finished eating popiah.
Monday, June 13, 2005
jahbulososo
im ur average limp cabbage.
lift my arms up and it will fall lazily in place like hands of corpses
wobble~ I just came bac frm trg and i was 2 hrs late..i was sleeping when peihee called me to say trg started earlier..so okay
i got there and the sun was ur heating coil and the stadium was ur oven.
i was supposed to do 600m 12 times..but i only did like 5..or was it 4?
and we had to train for 4 by 100m which we totally are dying for the medal..its reli hard
i made loadsa errors..like when i stepped at the wrong lane..i was just worned out..Even my brain cells weren't functioning properly evrything was in a blurry-hotty-light-y (the sunlight) mess
And after evrything..i felt like my lungs were on the verge of exploding...or did i just had lung cramps? I wonder if there's such a medical illness anyway?..Is havin cramps even an Illness?!!!
well then i went eating lunch and shopping with Zarina, peihee and lihua...all the sprinters. Haha new faces for a change it used to be arabel, amanda, joann, sindhu, or whoeva would be taggin along.
we walked around like a zombie..our legs were sucked dry like it needed extreme effort to lift it to take a step. And with this...i shall Proclaim!!! tht..Northpoint is the most Boring shopping mall ON the planet!!
I am zonked i shall need a nap to recharge my Biology batteries. My muscles in my fingers are losin its charge...(high-pitch)ewewewewewweewwoooooooooooo(low-pitch)
therefore Gd afternoon i shall sleep in peace now tht sis is swimming ( i cant say gdnight can i? its only noon!)
lift my arms up and it will fall lazily in place like hands of corpses
wobble~ I just came bac frm trg and i was 2 hrs late..i was sleeping when peihee called me to say trg started earlier..so okay
i got there and the sun was ur heating coil and the stadium was ur oven.
i was supposed to do 600m 12 times..but i only did like 5..or was it 4?
and we had to train for 4 by 100m which we totally are dying for the medal..its reli hard
i made loadsa errors..like when i stepped at the wrong lane..i was just worned out..Even my brain cells weren't functioning properly evrything was in a blurry-hotty-light-y (the sunlight) mess
And after evrything..i felt like my lungs were on the verge of exploding...or did i just had lung cramps? I wonder if there's such a medical illness anyway?..Is havin cramps even an Illness?!!!
well then i went eating lunch and shopping with Zarina, peihee and lihua...all the sprinters. Haha new faces for a change it used to be arabel, amanda, joann, sindhu, or whoeva would be taggin along.
we walked around like a zombie..our legs were sucked dry like it needed extreme effort to lift it to take a step. And with this...i shall Proclaim!!! tht..Northpoint is the most Boring shopping mall ON the planet!!
I am zonked i shall need a nap to recharge my Biology batteries. My muscles in my fingers are losin its charge...(high-pitch)ewewewewewweewwoooooooooooo(low-pitch)
therefore Gd afternoon i shall sleep in peace now tht sis is swimming ( i cant say gdnight can i? its only noon!)
Sunday, June 12, 2005
whirlpool
Hectic.. a day id call yesterday..evrything happened in a whirlpool..it was so messy..so surprising..so unexpected..sooo un-called for.
U wouldnt even believe it...okay mayb u will.
I wanted to give u guyz a surprise...i guess i got myself a real surprise yesterday..
well my surprise for you is tht...I went for Flag day yesterday!! Unfortunately i was in AMK holding a silver tin and walkin like a gaga around the neighbourhood askin for donations..u noe u have to smile when doin this..the last time i did it..i had mouth cramps
Well thats because i was more serious abt doin it the last time..but this time..it was a pain doin it.
WAIT!! before u jump to the big conclusion that Im the only human being with the smallest black-ish heart on the planet...LEt me explain!
Pple at AMK were kind of umm..boring..or mayb i was just bored myself..My eyes were droopy and my yearning to enter slumberland was overpowering..but still i tried evry effort to open my eyes wide like those Bratz dolls..(they've got humongous eyes)
well then i got reli sick..reli i was..so most of the flag day time was spent on the travelling time in the bus...and the library and our lunch at KFC in causeway point (Junk food..my chances of dyin of cancer has increased)..and a bit of window shopping at ESPRIT. U are probably wonderin..what the hell i was doin in all these places when i was supposed to be standing around smiling and asking for donations..Yess..i guess i am just gona admit that im the worst teen known to humanity. Sinhu..u were so lucky u didnt come with us or ud be borin ur ass off till uve got no more butt left.
we got back..arabel, amanda, sis and i...finally..all happy we could go home..me too..i reli was..i was soo tired..we skipped we skipped we skipped home. BUt i got an SMS in the MRT... a weird mysterious one...
"remember to bring ur No. tag"
i was well..confused..so here comes ur first clueee to the surprise i had. i replied and asked qns but there was no reply..so i didnt bother..went home and crashed my head into my pillow and slept for... 4 FUL HOURS!!! Jeez...i neva thot i was that tired.
but fortunately i ddint sleep for another hour bcos i wouldnt have received that fateful call...
(im creating a suspense here..bear with me!!)
I woke up..still groggy-eyed. when my hp rang..i picked it up and there was ying...the background was reli noisy.. she said sumfin like ," hey u guyz entered the finals"
"WOW! thts so cool" was my reply since i totally did not expect it from thursday's 4 by 100m failed race caused by me. FINALS thats real cool...but WAIT! ..bcos the surprise was more than meets the eye...
"And the finals is today..at 7.40pm..u have to come now"
WHAT?!!!!! was my reaction...it was alredi 6.30 and it takes an hour from my hse to the comp..plus we had to alredi report at 7.30pm..there was just no way i could do my warm up which was extremely impt.
The nxt thing i knew..evrything happened so fast it was in a mad whirlpool..i was in tht whirlpool
So i yanked dady out of bed to drive me there but it was a heavy storm so he had to drive slow but there wasnt any rain ova at the comp so the race's arent gona be delayed! RUSHED RUSHED RUSHED and the nxt thing i knew i was facing bats and Moths agen. i rushed there..i did my warm-ups..i saw coach PAndian agen but he didnt greet me, instead..he tried to catch my attention by pointing to me and telling a group of guyz about my athletic history..thats when i turned to say HI and thats when he asked," do i noe u"
I guess that was his revenge..but i said yea...and then i heard laffters..i must have had a ridiculous expression plastered on my face..but he shook my hand nxt and smiled..he was jokin..a revenge-y one..he must have been thinkin then how sweet-ish revenge is. i alwayz get laughters evrytime i do sumfin..i just dont know why..mayb its just in evryone's genes that they have to laugh at my actions or maybe its just in my genes.
I didnt care..a mad dash..peihee was cool..she was very supportive..zarina and shikin too. I waited on my track for the gunshot..when flies and bees started flying down i had to ask ths chinese high boy to shoo it off from my track..he kicked it away gently..and went back to his grp of frenz bragging how compassionate and kind he is to animals.
I didnt care..i had to concentrate. my stepings were accurate..evrything was okay..until i started running when the baton was in my hand..this cresent grrl was real fast and this nanyang too..at the last 20m..i was tired..i reli was..but i had to move on..i couldnt rest until the baton was passed to zarina..thats when the error occured..the stepping..they were too far..she left too fast..but i was soo tired..reli i was..i had to sprint after my legs were stretched..too far..we were almost out of the passing zone..she had to slow down..seconds lost..
And so we didnt win. we lost. But at least we knew our error..rauf had asked her to change the stepping which was a big mistake. Nvm..evrything's cool.
What's cooler was the nxt race..4 by 400m when our schl team, shikin, zakiyah, krystal, and fanli were running..we were last at first..for the first round until zakiyah caught up with even the first runner at the last 100m..and thats when evryone started screamingggg..screamingg..another whirlpool of screams..i was surrounded by screamingss..we werre all cheering..dw, there was no murder. and the baton was passed on..our schl was leading..even the second runner was far far behind..we got first..but there was the other races to fret abt..we only knew we were in the top 3..until i heard the four grrlz screaming..and thats when we found out they got FIRST!! first in singapore!!! evryone screamed and hopped...okay maybe only US..our school members..the rest of the stadium was pitch-quiet..so the whole stadium was watching our hystericals..until rauf asked us to hush cos he wanted us to 'act cool' it was gettin too embarassing
The boyz did well too..for the third round hakim managed to get us a second until the last one..i guess there were too many good runners we got fifth but i still think they did excellently well. we stayed back for the prize-giving ceremony it was so nice to see em getting the prize..shikin, fanli, krstal and zakiyah..and when evrything was over...it was alredi 10.30pm..and i havent even eaten my dinner. so i went to macdonalds with peihee, shikin, radiyah wj..(their fren)..and zarina. They're extremely funny pple..and when all was ova we took the MRT home..where dad's car waited and i got home.
U wouldnt even believe it...okay mayb u will.
I wanted to give u guyz a surprise...i guess i got myself a real surprise yesterday..
well my surprise for you is tht...I went for Flag day yesterday!! Unfortunately i was in AMK holding a silver tin and walkin like a gaga around the neighbourhood askin for donations..u noe u have to smile when doin this..the last time i did it..i had mouth cramps
Well thats because i was more serious abt doin it the last time..but this time..it was a pain doin it.
WAIT!! before u jump to the big conclusion that Im the only human being with the smallest black-ish heart on the planet...LEt me explain!
Pple at AMK were kind of umm..boring..or mayb i was just bored myself..My eyes were droopy and my yearning to enter slumberland was overpowering..but still i tried evry effort to open my eyes wide like those Bratz dolls..(they've got humongous eyes)
well then i got reli sick..reli i was..so most of the flag day time was spent on the travelling time in the bus...and the library and our lunch at KFC in causeway point (Junk food..my chances of dyin of cancer has increased)..and a bit of window shopping at ESPRIT. U are probably wonderin..what the hell i was doin in all these places when i was supposed to be standing around smiling and asking for donations..Yess..i guess i am just gona admit that im the worst teen known to humanity. Sinhu..u were so lucky u didnt come with us or ud be borin ur ass off till uve got no more butt left.
we got back..arabel, amanda, sis and i...finally..all happy we could go home..me too..i reli was..i was soo tired..we skipped we skipped we skipped home. BUt i got an SMS in the MRT... a weird mysterious one...
"remember to bring ur No. tag"
i was well..confused..so here comes ur first clueee to the surprise i had. i replied and asked qns but there was no reply..so i didnt bother..went home and crashed my head into my pillow and slept for... 4 FUL HOURS!!! Jeez...i neva thot i was that tired.
but fortunately i ddint sleep for another hour bcos i wouldnt have received that fateful call...
(im creating a suspense here..bear with me!!)
I woke up..still groggy-eyed. when my hp rang..i picked it up and there was ying...the background was reli noisy.. she said sumfin like ," hey u guyz entered the finals"
"WOW! thts so cool" was my reply since i totally did not expect it from thursday's 4 by 100m failed race caused by me. FINALS thats real cool...but WAIT! ..bcos the surprise was more than meets the eye...
"And the finals is today..at 7.40pm..u have to come now"
WHAT?!!!!! was my reaction...it was alredi 6.30 and it takes an hour from my hse to the comp..plus we had to alredi report at 7.30pm..there was just no way i could do my warm up which was extremely impt.
The nxt thing i knew..evrything happened so fast it was in a mad whirlpool..i was in tht whirlpool
So i yanked dady out of bed to drive me there but it was a heavy storm so he had to drive slow but there wasnt any rain ova at the comp so the race's arent gona be delayed! RUSHED RUSHED RUSHED and the nxt thing i knew i was facing bats and Moths agen. i rushed there..i did my warm-ups..i saw coach PAndian agen but he didnt greet me, instead..he tried to catch my attention by pointing to me and telling a group of guyz about my athletic history..thats when i turned to say HI and thats when he asked," do i noe u"
I guess that was his revenge..but i said yea...and then i heard laffters..i must have had a ridiculous expression plastered on my face..but he shook my hand nxt and smiled..he was jokin..a revenge-y one..he must have been thinkin then how sweet-ish revenge is. i alwayz get laughters evrytime i do sumfin..i just dont know why..mayb its just in evryone's genes that they have to laugh at my actions or maybe its just in my genes.
I didnt care..a mad dash..peihee was cool..she was very supportive..zarina and shikin too. I waited on my track for the gunshot..when flies and bees started flying down i had to ask ths chinese high boy to shoo it off from my track..he kicked it away gently..and went back to his grp of frenz bragging how compassionate and kind he is to animals.
I didnt care..i had to concentrate. my stepings were accurate..evrything was okay..until i started running when the baton was in my hand..this cresent grrl was real fast and this nanyang too..at the last 20m..i was tired..i reli was..but i had to move on..i couldnt rest until the baton was passed to zarina..thats when the error occured..the stepping..they were too far..she left too fast..but i was soo tired..reli i was..i had to sprint after my legs were stretched..too far..we were almost out of the passing zone..she had to slow down..seconds lost..
And so we didnt win. we lost. But at least we knew our error..rauf had asked her to change the stepping which was a big mistake. Nvm..evrything's cool.
What's cooler was the nxt race..4 by 400m when our schl team, shikin, zakiyah, krystal, and fanli were running..we were last at first..for the first round until zakiyah caught up with even the first runner at the last 100m..and thats when evryone started screamingggg..screamingg..another whirlpool of screams..i was surrounded by screamingss..we werre all cheering..dw, there was no murder. and the baton was passed on..our schl was leading..even the second runner was far far behind..we got first..but there was the other races to fret abt..we only knew we were in the top 3..until i heard the four grrlz screaming..and thats when we found out they got FIRST!! first in singapore!!! evryone screamed and hopped...okay maybe only US..our school members..the rest of the stadium was pitch-quiet..so the whole stadium was watching our hystericals..until rauf asked us to hush cos he wanted us to 'act cool' it was gettin too embarassing
The boyz did well too..for the third round hakim managed to get us a second until the last one..i guess there were too many good runners we got fifth but i still think they did excellently well. we stayed back for the prize-giving ceremony it was so nice to see em getting the prize..shikin, fanli, krstal and zakiyah..and when evrything was over...it was alredi 10.30pm..and i havent even eaten my dinner. so i went to macdonalds with peihee, shikin, radiyah wj..(their fren)..and zarina. They're extremely funny pple..and when all was ova we took the MRT home..where dad's car waited and i got home.
Friday, June 10, 2005
ZZZ
i was horribly tired and sleepy i wasnt thinking straight ytd..
i kept rubbing my eyes and goin babababa
Not to mention blogging 'straight-ly'.
my whole body was sleeping..only my brain cells seemed to be the sole survivor but nonetheless weak...so ytd's post was an ultra long and boring one anyone reading it would fall asleep unless he or she has just drank red bull.
i guess the competition caused it
The tiredness stretched itself till today..even now.
my eyes...their half closed.
I forgot to mention seeing bats at the stadium and big moths...
walking home seemed like a big chore
And i cant wait for extra lessons to be over so i can start painting my nails.
I even bought a black nail polish but realized how scary my hand looked with em.
And thats when i started imagining myself waking up in the middle of one night to find myself staring at long black claws
sis's fish bone is still in her throat.
ms Ng was being funny esp when she said SALA
and...is my spoon cute? ..when she drew the diagram
I need a major long nap...im too sleepy to even eat my SKI strawberry yoghurt
Therefore im going to nap ...and i think it ll be more like a deep sleep..like when sleeping beauty slept for a hundred years when the evil hag poisoned her.
and WY...pls draw ur HITLER agen i wana post it up here and publicize to the world ur beautiful art and also to show my fellow readers what all of us have been cackling at. Hiak Hiak Hiak
i kept rubbing my eyes and goin babababa
Not to mention blogging 'straight-ly'.
my whole body was sleeping..only my brain cells seemed to be the sole survivor but nonetheless weak...so ytd's post was an ultra long and boring one anyone reading it would fall asleep unless he or she has just drank red bull.
i guess the competition caused it
The tiredness stretched itself till today..even now.
my eyes...their half closed.
I forgot to mention seeing bats at the stadium and big moths...
walking home seemed like a big chore
And i cant wait for extra lessons to be over so i can start painting my nails.
I even bought a black nail polish but realized how scary my hand looked with em.
And thats when i started imagining myself waking up in the middle of one night to find myself staring at long black claws
sis's fish bone is still in her throat.
ms Ng was being funny esp when she said SALA
and...is my spoon cute? ..when she drew the diagram
I need a major long nap...im too sleepy to even eat my SKI strawberry yoghurt
Therefore im going to nap ...and i think it ll be more like a deep sleep..like when sleeping beauty slept for a hundred years when the evil hag poisoned her.
and WY...pls draw ur HITLER agen i wana post it up here and publicize to the world ur beautiful art and also to show my fellow readers what all of us have been cackling at. Hiak Hiak Hiak
Thursday, June 09, 2005
yawn
today was supposed to be a super hectic day. I woke up feeling Urgh-y..cos i noe tht i had to rush for chemistry..after which rush off so i could meet mom for lunch at novena Sqaure..after which..on to my doctor's appointment..and after which...COMPETITION!! held at night..or rather late evening
I ate at Ichiban Boshi ..a jap restaurant..(mind u i took quite an effort memorising the spelling) ..And i ate and munched and stuffed and knowin i was gona go for a comp tonight i still stuffed i didnt wana bother..
saw e doctor who's as nice and gentle as santa claus
and i realized i had the time to go home for an hour so i did and napped immediately i reached home and woke up and went to the comp immediately..
i was so glad to see ying there..Yinggg u were soo cool..i think without u i would have not known what to do then and stuff...ying accompanied me and guided me and stuff..Yingg ur da best!!! and she stayed all da way even after her race to support us. That was so great.
And i neva thot..i was sooo nervous..as alwayz..and i saw yating ageennnn...but she had a fren with her this time..also another schl..we're like competitors..and so i spoke to her fren since we were in the same heats...she's so cool..and this malay grrl who looked reli cool..she tried to smile at me a couple of times while i was talkin to yating's fren...I think we were all nervous and we just needed to know tht there are kind and gentle competitors out there as scared and nervous as we are..so evryone tries to be as nice as possible to one another..But unfortunately..i could only give a small smile cos i was alwayz doin some drills wheneva she tried smiling at me..she probably thot i was the nice sort when i spoke to yating's fren.
And believe it or not but i got third...i was leading until the last 200 m...when yating's fren cut ova..followed by another from river valley. (and i just found out tht coach pandian is their new coach..and i didnt even say hullo to him..can't blame me i reli wanted to..but he was alwayz surrounded with a bunch of river valley grrlz..i feel reli baddddd) and i tried to catch up for the last 100m..but okay..ive neva ran so close to the first competitor before but i did. And i got third
Dont be too happy for meee...cos tht was just heats
But i was happy for yating's fren from anderson sec... i mean i reli was..i think she did reli well
plus the lactic acid collected in my butt agen was overpowering
And next stop..another competition..4 by 100m
okay i was nervous cos i hadnt been trg with the team for a reli long time..or u could say..have neva trained with em..so i had no idea abt stepping and stuff..it was all last minute work..it ended with peihee telling me she's got faith in me before we got to our stand...they were pretty serious abt winning and i was part of the team..any mistake and ill drag e team down..
True enufff...i did sorta dragged the team down..i didnt noe what happened to me..i raised my hand even before she said 'Up" and actually didnt sprint off to start but ran slowly to wait for her...Gosh why was i so stupidd...and peihee was screaming RUN JUST RUN
and thts when i came to my senses and ran as fast as i could and i beat a cedar grrl...tht one i could clearly tell cos cedar was beside us...and after evrything..I shook hands with one cedar grrl and said ,' gd race'... she was happy abt tht. Their such nice pple
and i feel reli bad..on my way home i was just blaming myself..we got fourth but if it hadnt been for my foolishness i think we would have done much betta. They might say they neva blamed me...but its probably just a source of comfort.
But i went home quite satisfied..except for the 4 by 100m part...when things start going bad
i neva expected it..
Sis complained she's got fish bone stuck in her throat..which led to alot of issues...like mom worrying abt her being so paranoid...we all agreed she needs a psychiatrist cos its reli reli bad..its not like ur normal paranoia..her case is rather serious cos shes now suffering from stresss alot of it..and lotsa other stuff..she needs help..she wants it too. I myself dunt noe how to help her when she confides in me..
And thats when things started turnin ugly..Stuff happened..Dad got angry..and he threatened and ive neva seem him done tht eva my whole life..and sis and i tried to help..and i knew how fragile mom is no matter how much she tried to hide it when dad screamed at her..she screamed back..but i know very well..she would be crying silently to herself in bed..
I neva expected it..i hate it when they do this..itll take a reli long time before they'll talk to each other agen. Dont they eva think abt sis and i when they do this? i suffer in depression evrytime this happens..like nuffin could piece back my lovely life..i wanted to heal tht wound..but their stubborness would not make it happen.
And i gave sis a talk about God.. she told me stuff tht she neva told my parents when they wanted to hire a psychiatrist..i want to help sis..there's so much behind all this...why does God alwayz help and teach me and guide me..he neva fails to help me..Neva eva..but when it comes to sis..it doesnt happen..god neva reli help her much..okay this is more or less a sister to sister sorta secret so i cant say much.
I wish for evrything to be well agen. GDnite im sleepy beyond anything.
I ate at Ichiban Boshi ..a jap restaurant..(mind u i took quite an effort memorising the spelling) ..And i ate and munched and stuffed and knowin i was gona go for a comp tonight i still stuffed i didnt wana bother..
saw e doctor who's as nice and gentle as santa claus
and i realized i had the time to go home for an hour so i did and napped immediately i reached home and woke up and went to the comp immediately..
i was so glad to see ying there..Yinggg u were soo cool..i think without u i would have not known what to do then and stuff...ying accompanied me and guided me and stuff..Yingg ur da best!!! and she stayed all da way even after her race to support us. That was so great.
And i neva thot..i was sooo nervous..as alwayz..and i saw yating ageennnn...but she had a fren with her this time..also another schl..we're like competitors..and so i spoke to her fren since we were in the same heats...she's so cool..and this malay grrl who looked reli cool..she tried to smile at me a couple of times while i was talkin to yating's fren...I think we were all nervous and we just needed to know tht there are kind and gentle competitors out there as scared and nervous as we are..so evryone tries to be as nice as possible to one another..But unfortunately..i could only give a small smile cos i was alwayz doin some drills wheneva she tried smiling at me..she probably thot i was the nice sort when i spoke to yating's fren.
And believe it or not but i got third...i was leading until the last 200 m...when yating's fren cut ova..followed by another from river valley. (and i just found out tht coach pandian is their new coach..and i didnt even say hullo to him..can't blame me i reli wanted to..but he was alwayz surrounded with a bunch of river valley grrlz..i feel reli baddddd) and i tried to catch up for the last 100m..but okay..ive neva ran so close to the first competitor before but i did. And i got third
Dont be too happy for meee...cos tht was just heats
But i was happy for yating's fren from anderson sec... i mean i reli was..i think she did reli well
plus the lactic acid collected in my butt agen was overpowering
And next stop..another competition..4 by 100m
okay i was nervous cos i hadnt been trg with the team for a reli long time..or u could say..have neva trained with em..so i had no idea abt stepping and stuff..it was all last minute work..it ended with peihee telling me she's got faith in me before we got to our stand...they were pretty serious abt winning and i was part of the team..any mistake and ill drag e team down..
True enufff...i did sorta dragged the team down..i didnt noe what happened to me..i raised my hand even before she said 'Up" and actually didnt sprint off to start but ran slowly to wait for her...Gosh why was i so stupidd...and peihee was screaming RUN JUST RUN
and thts when i came to my senses and ran as fast as i could and i beat a cedar grrl...tht one i could clearly tell cos cedar was beside us...and after evrything..I shook hands with one cedar grrl and said ,' gd race'... she was happy abt tht. Their such nice pple
and i feel reli bad..on my way home i was just blaming myself..we got fourth but if it hadnt been for my foolishness i think we would have done much betta. They might say they neva blamed me...but its probably just a source of comfort.
But i went home quite satisfied..except for the 4 by 100m part...when things start going bad
i neva expected it..
Sis complained she's got fish bone stuck in her throat..which led to alot of issues...like mom worrying abt her being so paranoid...we all agreed she needs a psychiatrist cos its reli reli bad..its not like ur normal paranoia..her case is rather serious cos shes now suffering from stresss alot of it..and lotsa other stuff..she needs help..she wants it too. I myself dunt noe how to help her when she confides in me..
And thats when things started turnin ugly..Stuff happened..Dad got angry..and he threatened and ive neva seem him done tht eva my whole life..and sis and i tried to help..and i knew how fragile mom is no matter how much she tried to hide it when dad screamed at her..she screamed back..but i know very well..she would be crying silently to herself in bed..
I neva expected it..i hate it when they do this..itll take a reli long time before they'll talk to each other agen. Dont they eva think abt sis and i when they do this? i suffer in depression evrytime this happens..like nuffin could piece back my lovely life..i wanted to heal tht wound..but their stubborness would not make it happen.
And i gave sis a talk about God.. she told me stuff tht she neva told my parents when they wanted to hire a psychiatrist..i want to help sis..there's so much behind all this...why does God alwayz help and teach me and guide me..he neva fails to help me..Neva eva..but when it comes to sis..it doesnt happen..god neva reli help her much..okay this is more or less a sister to sister sorta secret so i cant say much.
I wish for evrything to be well agen. GDnite im sleepy beyond anything.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Ringtone Trauma
Some time ago..i had to change my ringtone cos the trendy fanciful ones were too soft! And shrugging..i changed it to well..u could say the worst ringtone known to humanity..but AT LEAST it was useful..it was very loud..i will neva miss a call with tht one. Its so thundery it can cause an earthquake. It goes like the really boring BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP. Oh noo im getting all sheepish just typing tht 'bEEP' word.
This morning, emergency calls for it agen..i used the-worst-ringtone-known-to-humanity..cos i needed to pick up Rauf's calls..he's gona inform me when the nx trg is and i must neva miss tht call for the world. SO i left my mobile in my bag..and we had chemistry lessons today..SOoo..while i was filling up the bottle labeled Dilute Hydrogen Peroxide..while evrything was still quiet and evryone was titrating peacefully..The loudest, ugliest BEEP in the universe thundered the lab, The beep tht no decent human being would eva use for their Mobile.
Evryone was shocked of course..exchanged glances..and i was there..pretending it neva happened..but inside..i was simply SCREAMING with embarassment. (whoeva has heard of anyone screaming with embarassment)
ANd thts when i heard another rumble..of giggles and sniggers..while Ms Ng snapped a toneless 'turn off ur phone pls' as i rushed to my bag to shut the irritating thing off. Matilda and cheryl and even weiyu were laughing ..while some weird guyz sang to the ringtone. IT was the most embarrassing thing of my lifee!!! and im just a lil grrl i canoot stand such heavy pressure!! (RIGHT!) It was then tht i wished there was some earthquake to create a big hole on earth so tht the spot i was standing on would collapse into the crust of the Planet. (a considerate wish since only where im standing gets sucked while others can continue dealing with chemicals in the lab)
Evryone was giggling..until ms Ng snapped another toneless ' why is there so much giggling?'
This morning, emergency calls for it agen..i used the-worst-ringtone-known-to-humanity..cos i needed to pick up Rauf's calls..he's gona inform me when the nx trg is and i must neva miss tht call for the world. SO i left my mobile in my bag..and we had chemistry lessons today..SOoo..while i was filling up the bottle labeled Dilute Hydrogen Peroxide..while evrything was still quiet and evryone was titrating peacefully..The loudest, ugliest BEEP in the universe thundered the lab, The beep tht no decent human being would eva use for their Mobile.
Evryone was shocked of course..exchanged glances..and i was there..pretending it neva happened..but inside..i was simply SCREAMING with embarassment. (whoeva has heard of anyone screaming with embarassment)
ANd thts when i heard another rumble..of giggles and sniggers..while Ms Ng snapped a toneless 'turn off ur phone pls' as i rushed to my bag to shut the irritating thing off. Matilda and cheryl and even weiyu were laughing ..while some weird guyz sang to the ringtone. IT was the most embarrassing thing of my lifee!!! and im just a lil grrl i canoot stand such heavy pressure!! (RIGHT!) It was then tht i wished there was some earthquake to create a big hole on earth so tht the spot i was standing on would collapse into the crust of the Planet. (a considerate wish since only where im standing gets sucked while others can continue dealing with chemicals in the lab)
Evryone was giggling..until ms Ng snapped another toneless ' why is there so much giggling?'
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Cuppa
So we had a real laugh today..(or shd I say screaming)..okay..u get the picture..
When u laugh too heartily at times..u end up..um..screaming..sort-of. And im telling u..laughin too heartily is torturous! Yes, it is..i am soo not kidding you!! ur stomach hurts..u wana just explode but ur meer laughter cant seem to fully express ur growing burst of emotion..so unless ur able to burst like how superman burst from his working clothes to his tight outfit...Ull end up screaming which hurts ur throat - Badly!
Plus in my case..with frenz like mat and wy findin new stuff to laugh evry split second just makes evrything worse. Plus without consciousness, shakin ur ass to hip songs and dancin at da same time.
And with da greatest imitator of all time..weiyu! u need imitators when ur gossiping..it just spices evrything up. Funny and exciting..what betta way to vent wot ur feeling abt some numbskulls. And wy and matilda and all of us imitated those meat-heads and fall back to the ground..shall i add..screaming all ova agen with laffter. Luke is not one of em obviously..So dont get the wrong idea luke!!
I dont know..but i have this strong feeling..tht some guyz in our class are just attention seekers.. And its reli sick cos some actually think their hot when their NOT. esp..okay..no name calling.
I mean..its not like im the only one thinking tht way..many others..grrlz i might add..think the same way..when Eileen told me she used to hate this attention-seeking prat..i was wonderin..why 'used'? cos he's alwayz tryina catch attention tht its kinda pitiful. I feel pity for him. Was somewhat her answer..mayb not exactly but it was sumfin like dat anyway.
Ohhh so thts it..so thts it!! Great. Yes i guess thts why im not nasty to him..mayb i pity him as well..what beta way to despice somebody. Matilda and I clapped...Yes Clapped right in front of the computer screen and noddin our heads in satisfaction while wy turned her back on us, playing the lil organ merrily.
When u laugh too heartily at times..u end up..um..screaming..sort-of. And im telling u..laughin too heartily is torturous! Yes, it is..i am soo not kidding you!! ur stomach hurts..u wana just explode but ur meer laughter cant seem to fully express ur growing burst of emotion..so unless ur able to burst like how superman burst from his working clothes to his tight outfit...Ull end up screaming which hurts ur throat - Badly!
Plus in my case..with frenz like mat and wy findin new stuff to laugh evry split second just makes evrything worse. Plus without consciousness, shakin ur ass to hip songs and dancin at da same time.
And with da greatest imitator of all time..weiyu! u need imitators when ur gossiping..it just spices evrything up. Funny and exciting..what betta way to vent wot ur feeling abt some numbskulls. And wy and matilda and all of us imitated those meat-heads and fall back to the ground..shall i add..screaming all ova agen with laffter. Luke is not one of em obviously..So dont get the wrong idea luke!!
I dont know..but i have this strong feeling..tht some guyz in our class are just attention seekers.. And its reli sick cos some actually think their hot when their NOT. esp..okay..no name calling.
I mean..its not like im the only one thinking tht way..many others..grrlz i might add..think the same way..when Eileen told me she used to hate this attention-seeking prat..i was wonderin..why 'used'? cos he's alwayz tryina catch attention tht its kinda pitiful. I feel pity for him. Was somewhat her answer..mayb not exactly but it was sumfin like dat anyway.
Ohhh so thts it..so thts it!! Great. Yes i guess thts why im not nasty to him..mayb i pity him as well..what beta way to despice somebody. Matilda and I clapped...Yes Clapped right in front of the computer screen and noddin our heads in satisfaction while wy turned her back on us, playing the lil organ merrily.
Monday, June 06, 2005
Super hot
when my cousin had tried reachin me the whole day by callin a gazillion times when i was out..id thot there was sumfin impt tht he had to say to me..till i managed to call him back only to have found out tht he'd actually wanted to try his new divination thingy he'd read frm this bk, which he claimed Confuscius couldnt master the skill even to his dyin day, on me..it was fortune telling but he wanted to use this divination to help me with my Os. Which was well...not-so-impt afterall. He went on and on without stopping to breathe or for me to explain..cos im a christian so well its a real bad sin to do this sorta thing. I could crystal-clearly remember him saying," im this fuckin asshole tht learnt this chinese mythology tht no amount of western science is able to do" He mentioned FUCKIN ASSHOLE!! Big word there. i neva thot he was tht sort who'd say such words. Okay..so i dont noe my cousins tht well yet.
I neva thot he was tht obsessed until ytd when i heard him tellin one of my devoted buddhist aunts abt two flies flying abt his room evry morning tht they might well know him in his past life. Tht thing sure was doin his head. i couldnt help feelin mortified.
so today..after lessons mat, wy and I went to causeway point. durin the bus trip, they were sayin abt how much they noe abt me..even abt my family and maid and childhood frenz lala. AND they went on chanting..Yes chanting..abt all the things ive said to em abt pple around me the mo i knew em. Both of em were just talkin and talkin in a monotonous accent then laughin to take a breather.
I neva thot he was tht obsessed until ytd when i heard him tellin one of my devoted buddhist aunts abt two flies flying abt his room evry morning tht they might well know him in his past life. Tht thing sure was doin his head. i couldnt help feelin mortified.
so today..after lessons mat, wy and I went to causeway point. durin the bus trip, they were sayin abt how much they noe abt me..even abt my family and maid and childhood frenz lala. AND they went on chanting..Yes chanting..abt all the things ive said to em abt pple around me the mo i knew em. Both of em were just talkin and talkin in a monotonous accent then laughin to take a breather.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Such greatness, such power!! Omph!
in case u havent realized, ive changed my layout. Thanks to wy who had urged me to. ive decided on one tht's called turnin 16 since im turnin 16 this yr anyway and sixteen is like a big number to a teenage. Even hilary duff made a big fuss out of it when she sang this song 'sweet sixteen'...wots the whole big deal abt being sixteen anyway? well since evryone's so big on sixteen...ive decided to be big on turnin 16 as well. *crosses arms & smugs*
And i wish tht those teenage sales charity pple will stop stepping up in front of me abruptly when im walkin casually to my bus stop all da time. They neva fail to give me a fright. And its not tht tht im reli angry about either. They are alwayz there evry saturday and askin me for donations by buying some coupons. And ive been buying almost evrytime. cos they were sooo pushy the only way to shrug em off is to buy it frm em. And it aint very cheap either. i just bought another one ytd..cos the grrl was practically on her knees. And the thing is..the money doesnt reli go to charity at all..only 10% of my money goes to it..but the others go to the teenagers themselves. Their just using the name of charity to earn money. If it were Arabel, she would have easily shrug em off by putting this stuck up face and saying a resilient No, walkin off briskly even if the teen was huggin her feet. If only i can conjure myself such greatness and power! If Only!! Okay..its not as if ive not done this sorta charity thing before..but mine was purely for charity..i did not take any of the money tht the donor might give. Mine was a voluntary work..and ull feel this sorta great achievement cos u noe ur hardwork has paid off..those poor pple would benefit from ur hardwork. But those teenagers selling coupons are just using the name of charity to get their money.
NO MORE!! and i mean NO more am i eva gona buy another coupon eva! plus its ultra expensive..and ive been givin in too many times. NEVA NO MORE
My yoghurt is very precious to me. But sis decided to learn to like yoghurt so she forced herself to eat my strawberry one. Which is a total waste cos i would have enjoyed it much betta.
Right and now ive gotta key in some stuff abt some polytechnic's admission thingy..im gona graduate but its not like im goin to dad's school which would have been weird..dad would be my lecturer. But im still keying in stuff abt the other teens of my age who are interested in goin to Nanyang poly. and there are tons. Im doin this for daddy when it shd have been his work while he goes off to play badminton at the sports school with his frenz.
And serena's gona streak her hair purple! i suggested red but she says its too "mama" ..im not exactly sure what tht might mean. She says life in JC is neva easy. OKay..ive heard of tht like a thousand times from anybody who's human. College life isnt a basket of cherries.
And i wish tht those teenage sales charity pple will stop stepping up in front of me abruptly when im walkin casually to my bus stop all da time. They neva fail to give me a fright. And its not tht tht im reli angry about either. They are alwayz there evry saturday and askin me for donations by buying some coupons. And ive been buying almost evrytime. cos they were sooo pushy the only way to shrug em off is to buy it frm em. And it aint very cheap either. i just bought another one ytd..cos the grrl was practically on her knees. And the thing is..the money doesnt reli go to charity at all..only 10% of my money goes to it..but the others go to the teenagers themselves. Their just using the name of charity to earn money. If it were Arabel, she would have easily shrug em off by putting this stuck up face and saying a resilient No, walkin off briskly even if the teen was huggin her feet. If only i can conjure myself such greatness and power! If Only!! Okay..its not as if ive not done this sorta charity thing before..but mine was purely for charity..i did not take any of the money tht the donor might give. Mine was a voluntary work..and ull feel this sorta great achievement cos u noe ur hardwork has paid off..those poor pple would benefit from ur hardwork. But those teenagers selling coupons are just using the name of charity to get their money.
NO MORE!! and i mean NO more am i eva gona buy another coupon eva! plus its ultra expensive..and ive been givin in too many times. NEVA NO MORE
My yoghurt is very precious to me. But sis decided to learn to like yoghurt so she forced herself to eat my strawberry one. Which is a total waste cos i would have enjoyed it much betta.
Right and now ive gotta key in some stuff abt some polytechnic's admission thingy..im gona graduate but its not like im goin to dad's school which would have been weird..dad would be my lecturer. But im still keying in stuff abt the other teens of my age who are interested in goin to Nanyang poly. and there are tons. Im doin this for daddy when it shd have been his work while he goes off to play badminton at the sports school with his frenz.
And serena's gona streak her hair purple! i suggested red but she says its too "mama" ..im not exactly sure what tht might mean. She says life in JC is neva easy. OKay..ive heard of tht like a thousand times from anybody who's human. College life isnt a basket of cherries.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Wombat
we had trg agen this morning..but i only stayed for an hour cos i had to rush off for facial aftter that..Thank goodness or id have to do more long distance..i understand tht we've got a 400m comp soon..i think..accordin to rauf..i dont even noe which organisation its frm..woteba it is..IM SO NOT READY. Huloo?? ive just started trg after my century-long of inactivity..how is he expecting me to run like a jaguar just within a week of trg. Doh~
And turnin my mobile on this mornin on my way to facial..a new msg frm rauf was wot id received: i am lookin at the CHIJ team and they dont look fantastic.
(he was most probably smugging to himself b4 he'd sent the message..i can almost envision a crystal-clear version of him doin tht)
okay so they havent been reli ready yet as well..but so am i!! i dont look 'fantastic' at all..not now..how du expect someone to look fantastic on the track when she's rested for like a gazillion yrss. So much for that Smug. unfortunately..im not gona make tht smug worthy.
Nice new massage they have ova at facial..id slept when the cold mud was on my face
but the Train was soo crammed..plus i saw some interesting sights..Like these caucasian lady who was dressed in these out-of-the-world dress..weird hat..like in those olden 18th cenutry styled clothing probably only seen in europe.
And these weird lady..tall and lean..who had this over-sized sunglasses on and a bob-style and as fair as bleach soap. She's not local. I mean u dont see tht sorta sight around..she looks as if she's goin to cat-walk in some fashion parade. She looked cruel..and stoney..*jitters*..and while i was imagining how she would suddenly pop out a gun and start shooting the whole train down with a smug like those bad pple they give on matrix, i hadnt noticed an old lady who was standing right in front of me carrying some shopping bags...until sis stood up and gave her sit to the lady. Oopz..talk about being cruel.
And i went to the library after tht and i saw sinting..and wendy too who introduced me to her bro..And i couldnt borrow the fourth book of the mediator series but i got another of meg cabot's which is All American Girl. may not be so thrilling but a bit of light-hearted bks to read might be a nice change. I even got Mates, dates series by cathy hopkins. And some gothic bks for sis.
And turnin my mobile on this mornin on my way to facial..a new msg frm rauf was wot id received: i am lookin at the CHIJ team and they dont look fantastic.
(he was most probably smugging to himself b4 he'd sent the message..i can almost envision a crystal-clear version of him doin tht)
okay so they havent been reli ready yet as well..but so am i!! i dont look 'fantastic' at all..not now..how du expect someone to look fantastic on the track when she's rested for like a gazillion yrss. So much for that Smug. unfortunately..im not gona make tht smug worthy.
Nice new massage they have ova at facial..id slept when the cold mud was on my face
but the Train was soo crammed..plus i saw some interesting sights..Like these caucasian lady who was dressed in these out-of-the-world dress..weird hat..like in those olden 18th cenutry styled clothing probably only seen in europe.
And these weird lady..tall and lean..who had this over-sized sunglasses on and a bob-style and as fair as bleach soap. She's not local. I mean u dont see tht sorta sight around..she looks as if she's goin to cat-walk in some fashion parade. She looked cruel..and stoney..*jitters*..and while i was imagining how she would suddenly pop out a gun and start shooting the whole train down with a smug like those bad pple they give on matrix, i hadnt noticed an old lady who was standing right in front of me carrying some shopping bags...until sis stood up and gave her sit to the lady. Oopz..talk about being cruel.
And i went to the library after tht and i saw sinting..and wendy too who introduced me to her bro..And i couldnt borrow the fourth book of the mediator series but i got another of meg cabot's which is All American Girl. may not be so thrilling but a bit of light-hearted bks to read might be a nice change. I even got Mates, dates series by cathy hopkins. And some gothic bks for sis.
Friday, June 03, 2005
Would u chill?!
yayness im chillin whoo!
well not exactly if u consider doin emaths torturous..but since its the tys..its as easy as ABC.
so im chillin to some music at the same time. 50 songs in my playlist now tht sure will keep me entertained.
today's a kewl day..cos when sis gets bac frm school..we're gona hit the pool..Splash.
YAY..brown makeover at last. Move ova pale-head! Hooray for tanning!!
And i might go eat at some restaurant today!! Phoenix hotel perhaps.. A buffet will be good. Mmm~
well not exactly if u consider doin emaths torturous..but since its the tys..its as easy as ABC.
so im chillin to some music at the same time. 50 songs in my playlist now tht sure will keep me entertained.
today's a kewl day..cos when sis gets bac frm school..we're gona hit the pool..Splash.
YAY..brown makeover at last. Move ova pale-head! Hooray for tanning!!
And i might go eat at some restaurant today!! Phoenix hotel perhaps.. A buffet will be good. Mmm~
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Suck the energy outta me
well in schl..the ss period was okay..wasnt too bad to sit in mr. ivan's class..but Phy was simply torturouss...lets put it this way...i was simply bored to tears. I had totally no idea what he was blabbing on throughout the whole 2 and a half hours..(yes..he extended it, it was only supposed to have been 2 hrs. Thanks, Mr fong.) He extended the lesson without even realizing!!..if only he'd realize how my heart longed to get outta tht class. well finally..the lesson was ova..and i realized i had left my mobile underneath my desk in another class..so i rushed and got it..made a fool outta myself before tht thanks to my poor observation skills..i panicked when i hadnt seen my mob..and only found it after further searching..and this guy witnessing the whole thing chuckled at me.
as if my day aint hectic enuff..i ran all da way down to the gym cos i was alredi 30 mins late for my training..i was afraid id be the only one trg since evryone else started at 8.30..while i started at noon..and id hoped i wouldnt suffer the same fate as how krstyal and the others had...rauf cycling behind while they pant their souls out. He probably had nuffin betta to do den.
Thankgoodness-ly ...he was busy with lihua with her jumps..i was alone alright..in the gym..and there werent much pple around the schl..(thankfully)..or the pple passing by the gym window would be wondering what kind of weird moron is tht? i mean alone in the brightly lit humongous gym..and doin those weird..um exercises?.. (okay thats strengthening i had to do)
but i had to run 50 mins on the tread mill..thankss to britney and her boyf's discouragement scrawled all ova the whiteboard facing me in front of my tread mill..i only stopped at 30 mins. and they were laughing..and drawing stuff..like a chair..a bed..and writing things like..'comfy' ..all da distractions tht i seriously dont need. But i gave in to em in the end..me bad. but i was seriously too tired anyway..cos i was awfully hungry..and after tht whole afternoon..
Energy was practically sucked outta meee...since i suddenly realized how weak and hungry id gotten..but i did as much gym work and strengthening as i could then walked ova to rauf at the volleyball court..to actually tell him tht im goin off..but it was a long walk..a long long walk..fortunately rauf's psychic powers activated and waved a big gdbye even before i got to him. so thts how i started yanking my body to my nxt destination..home..finally..yea but a long long way..i was sucked outta energy..u cant blame me for not being able to walk properly right?
And believe me..i walked the slowest walk id eva walked..i was hungry, drained, painful ( knee injury) ...i was practically draggin my evry step..and i guess i was finally walkin like arch who alwayz walks like a snail. ( i think she'll be very happy to hear tht).. Such a long long long wayyy homeee...
yea in case u wana noe the ending..i got home..obviously..and had gastric pains as well. and feeling totally weak i was even speaking slowly like Patrick in spongebob squarepants.
as if my day aint hectic enuff..i ran all da way down to the gym cos i was alredi 30 mins late for my training..i was afraid id be the only one trg since evryone else started at 8.30..while i started at noon..and id hoped i wouldnt suffer the same fate as how krstyal and the others had...rauf cycling behind while they pant their souls out. He probably had nuffin betta to do den.
Thankgoodness-ly ...he was busy with lihua with her jumps..i was alone alright..in the gym..and there werent much pple around the schl..(thankfully)..or the pple passing by the gym window would be wondering what kind of weird moron is tht? i mean alone in the brightly lit humongous gym..and doin those weird..um exercises?.. (okay thats strengthening i had to do)
but i had to run 50 mins on the tread mill..thankss to britney and her boyf's discouragement scrawled all ova the whiteboard facing me in front of my tread mill..i only stopped at 30 mins. and they were laughing..and drawing stuff..like a chair..a bed..and writing things like..'comfy' ..all da distractions tht i seriously dont need. But i gave in to em in the end..me bad. but i was seriously too tired anyway..cos i was awfully hungry..and after tht whole afternoon..
Energy was practically sucked outta meee...since i suddenly realized how weak and hungry id gotten..but i did as much gym work and strengthening as i could then walked ova to rauf at the volleyball court..to actually tell him tht im goin off..but it was a long walk..a long long walk..fortunately rauf's psychic powers activated and waved a big gdbye even before i got to him. so thts how i started yanking my body to my nxt destination..home..finally..yea but a long long way..i was sucked outta energy..u cant blame me for not being able to walk properly right?
And believe me..i walked the slowest walk id eva walked..i was hungry, drained, painful ( knee injury) ...i was practically draggin my evry step..and i guess i was finally walkin like arch who alwayz walks like a snail. ( i think she'll be very happy to hear tht).. Such a long long long wayyy homeee...
yea in case u wana noe the ending..i got home..obviously..and had gastric pains as well. and feeling totally weak i was even speaking slowly like Patrick in spongebob squarepants.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Why sure..ill play BETTA!!!
The Goofy Goober song is blasting through my speakers..and guess who the artist is??..Spongebob Squarepants!!
Put it this way, if I saw the words "Bored", "Scary", "even more Scary".. on a form with tick boxes..id tick evry one of em. Bored cos i was doin emaths qns tht were neva betta set. (oh yea ya noe? what betta way to lie)
Id tick scary cos...
besides buzzin around like a busy bee with my emaths..i was also busy clattering my teeth when i heard abt priti's ghost story at one point..then i called wy..and she told me yet another ghost story. double clatterin. Now u noe why id tick "even more scary"
Yess..what betta way to spend my day doin Emaths ten year series which are a total insult to the intelligience. can't the experienced examiners in cambridge set betta papers?? its almost a pain doin em. 6 + 8 divided by 2 =?
Put it this way, if I saw the words "Bored", "Scary", "even more Scary".. on a form with tick boxes..id tick evry one of em. Bored cos i was doin emaths qns tht were neva betta set. (oh yea ya noe? what betta way to lie)
Id tick scary cos...
besides buzzin around like a busy bee with my emaths..i was also busy clattering my teeth when i heard abt priti's ghost story at one point..then i called wy..and she told me yet another ghost story. double clatterin. Now u noe why id tick "even more scary"
Yess..what betta way to spend my day doin Emaths ten year series which are a total insult to the intelligience. can't the experienced examiners in cambridge set betta papers?? its almost a pain doin em. 6 + 8 divided by 2 =?
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