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FUCK FUCK FUCK FCK FOSHDklahfkosahfdo;shdfos;ahifgs

FUCKING PISSDEdddddddddddddd

shucks. Id jus made the biggest mistake by makin a pact with mom that in exchange for my right to wear contacts again...i can't have my allowance deducted for two MONTHS.

id meant two weeks. But somehow...I must have bumped my head and the words came out wrong. id only realized what id done...jus ytd. How can i be so blur. No wonder mom agreed to it so readily.

so well u see....every wekk i get my allowance deducted...for my blurness. 2 dollars deducted each week for every mistake i make. (ie. clothes left in e room, messy room, eating in e room, dishes not dumped into the sink after eating, wrappers or rubbish left around, electrical items not turned off after leavin the room, contacts left in e toilet, hangers strewn over the bed, and much much much much much more. )

OH my God. i don think ill be able to make it! 2 months!! its such a great feat.

ARGH!

how great. ull be seein me on stage on thurs while i freeze...right in front of thousands of pple. How hot is tht. Not.

Lians

OMG i cant believe im takin neoprints again after such a long time! back to bein a lian with sis and arabel

btw, i juz cut my hair. U cant tell right?

and btw, im not allowed to wear contacts nemore cos my parents dont trust me. Im gona look like some walking toothead from now on.

And im extremely depressed abt tht.

Lin..u can stop complaining abt having competitions from now on.

very soon..ill be conferred the title "Tootiest toothead of CJ"

pls clap for me.

Todays open house was juz totally hot!!!

omg i saw mandy darling and shalini...AND SINDHu and jiamin...nina baby and jassy!!

Luv u guyz to the depths of the earth!!!!

And omg i love all u judokas!!! Muackziessss xoxoxox
today was juz totally hot

he was so sweet...

came to my block at 12 midnight and called me up to peek out of e window...to cheer me up. n im reli grateful to u for doin e things that ur tryina do for me now...e walk in e park with u last night cheered me up so much...honestly...ur jus...awfully sweet but..i don think id like to giv anyone anymore chances from now on...I juz need..an awfully long time...to be alone. ..truly sorry...

ya and im sorry if ill b reli stoned for e nx few days to come :S

juz erm..need time.

ive just realized a million stuff...like itd just hit me like a ton of bricks.

todays such an extremely long day. honestly.

right i shd stop bein emo.

My results are alright...tho i was reli upset..cos pple arnd me were gettin likeAAAABBBBCCCCs

while im gettin B B C D E ...pple in my class were doin fairly well..so id made a generalization tht the whole level did reli well for promos.

till i got out of my class for judo...pple were crying and tellin me how badly they'd done..how many Fs they'd gotten...tht many are gona be retained..did i realize how lucky i was...to hav my grades i mean. Im not sayin tht they're good...but im lucky tht my grades are good enough for promotion..cos many others r dyin to be in my shoes.

so i shd count my blessings...though i shall never be complacent.

WORK HARD !!! I MUST!!!

honestly...its jus so depressing...dat some pple i noe are leaving...juz the thought of not bein able to see em ever again is juz..scary. Id miss e times we'd spent and stuff..honestly...what a depressing day. the whole school was in this sullen mode.

alright im reli tired. best of luck in whateva u do...

PS: MANDY DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U MUZ COME TO SEE ME DURIN OPEN HOUSE OR ELSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Go to judo booth okay?!!!!!!!!

im e president

Damn muji wont cook for me

SO im gg to starve for today

ive juz been conferred e title "President" of Rotter's association. What joy...what honour...

i totally deserve it. :D

so evryone be happy for me and from now on...address me as "madam" pls

implications tht we do not noe of.

Hey! omggggg im suddenly sooo excited abt e openhouseeeeeee

Cos i can see nina babe!!! and prolly sis!!! or prolly some Juniors of mine!!! but....hardly ne ai peeps like CJ. :(((((

ARGH but im dyin to seee u guyz!!!!!!!!!

haha actually...i don even noe what ill do durin e openhouse...i think its jus some break fall and...err...randori..or i prolly wont do any of tht at all..or mostly..ill be interacting! i shd join the interactive club someday

i hope to see u guyz reli!!! esp my track juniors. i miss u guyz heaps and heaps!!!

Hey GUYZ!!!!

today is e best day of my life...BCOS!!!!!!!!!!

I saw wispy!!!!!! we were havin so much fun in e house with sis bein e mad cow she is.okay fine all of us are mad. we ate too much beef!!!

den we went to eat at kfc at chong pang and it was sooo hot!!!
cossss Arabel happened to be there too!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG i miss all of em sooo much!!! i wana see mat too!!! we muzzzzzzz go shopping some day okay?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope e openhouse will be a success!!!!!!!!

HEY Gawwjuzzezzz

sorry im typing in e dark soooo i have no idea wat im typing at all!

ANYWay im so hungry and arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh how i wish i can study at home evryday

this is just soo shity!

i miss e library :(