It kills.. it ruins
at that point in time when i was on e brink of falling over.. I realized for a startling moment.. how dangerous it could really be.. and ive been livin with it for 18 years.
how it could ruin a perfectly normal human being so subtlely with such insidious force...
Its e mechanism that drives ones world.. without it.. your world fades away into nothingness.. empty darkness..
it doesnt change reality but it affects it.
And I dont wana lose control again..
but im afraid that im about to.. again...