Today is a very depressing and fustrating day
the way back home was like so ergh-y as i pondered over randori aka sparring session.
sparred with siti and i totally screwed it in front of everyone.
im like so crushed now its reli argh-y.
somehow...id forgotten to do osoto...the throw which i use all e time
and coach even asked me that after training. and that was when i was like..yea why hadnt i used it.

okay so i screwed so much today i hate it so much. Bleh. im reli fustrated now. I know its like... i shdnt get so crushed over some small thing but i cant help feeling so lousy. just argh.
forget it.
the only thing good about today was havin so much fun at dinner with christiana, rach and truddy...Thank u guyz so much for the company! luv yall.