Today is the worst day of my life.

The terrible adrenaline rush is perpetual. I am freaking.... freaking... nervous.

and i juz feel... freakin... dono what to say.

The sympathetic drive is soo overpowering that im suffering from the effects of the parasympathetic one... like diarrhoeaing forever.




"It takes a special breed of people to be courageous enough to step into the ring," Darren.

Win or lose... it doesnt matter now... the experience does. I'll never regret this moment.

i shall brace myself.

courage, stay calm, fight with your head, Dont give up, give the crowd a good one.