-_-Im feelin so useless and sad rite now cos we had training earlier and my timin wasnt good at all at turf city...
rauf must be feelin rather disappointed as well..he silently told arabel im not sure what's wrong with the B girls. And he was so confident about us gettin top four nation wide...now its to the C girls..the C girls are running even better than us..i used to have a very strong mind..no matter how hard it got id just continue running and not give up durin training when i was a C girl...Now ive got a weaker mind..somehow..im feelin so sad rite now...like im so useless in track n field...i dont think we;ll eva get to four..probably not even top 10.. im gettin from bad to worse..i tried reli hard today but they were all so fast. :'(
ill graduate without achievin nething for track...okay mayb i achieved somethin in the nationals the other time..but thats different..i wana do well this time..I Needa train reli reli hard this time.
NVM..its so common this sorta thing..pple in track feeling sad and useless..i just hope ill pick myself up...sis was also feelin reli reli sad...she almost broke down when rauf said she's changed..so now she's talkin to one of our ex-track-seniors, Priscillia, ...yeh she needs tht sorta inspiration talk frm some professional like her. shes now a captain in her college..Innova..we competed with her the other time in the previous competition..but she's in A girls..
Im sooo sad i dont wana talk nemore. and sindhu..dont be too upset as well..u were injured so dont blame urself..u were reli reli good...trust me. i guess we;ll just have to train harder..thats the only thing.