Saturday, February 26, 2005

okay..so i went to see the family clinic at night..even planned what i wanted to do in town after that..id thot it was just an ordinary eye sore that e doctor would just give me some eye drops and stufff..but no..he examined it..he kept examining my eyes without sayin anything..other than askin questions..like ,"uve got a white spot on ur eye..was it there before?"
i was startin to get a lil scared..but he wouldnt say anything..he just furrowed and looked worried..and when he finally said something.."U need to go to the hospital now..."
"Now?" i was starting to get a lil worried..the doctor asked if i carried enough money to see the emergency ward in the general hospital..or another option would be to see an eye specialist but it would be more expensive immediately for treatment cos e doctor said i was in an initial stage of a very dangerous eye problem, Cornea Ulcer. The doctor even called dad at home to tell him bout evrything and asked dad to fetch me either to the emergency ward in the hospital or get to the specialist . we chose to go to the specialist cos it was nearer and id be treated immediately cos the waiting list would be very long in the hospital.
so we went and dad kept scolding and yelling at me for insistin on getting contacts..he suspected that was the cause of the problem. the doctor called the specialist before we went there. so neway...the specialist told me i had cornea ulcer and the cause of it was that....My lashes were growin inwards..they irritated my cornea and thats how i got the infection. id been livin with the fact that my lashes grow rather unusually since i was lil. dad requested for the injection..even though the doctor suggested giving me medication..and putting eye drop hourly..but daddy wanted to be on the safe side. But the whole major problem was that...INjection on the eye is extremely painful...It is pokin a needle into ur eyes..i was sooo scared while the doctor prepared for all the instruments and stuff..i called wy to tell her how worried i was..she comforted me..and den i went in..there were three nurses in the operating room. and the doctor..i took a look at the needle..and den he poked..and it was pain beyond any pain..i heard myself choking.. and when all was over..the pain was still there..it was excruciating ..and i couldnt help it..but i started crying..probably cos all of this happened..my eye...the worries..the screamings from dad..evryone being worried..and the horrible hell-ish pain was the last straw.I called wy..and wy comforted me again..I wasnt allowed to do ne competition..not even any running for the whole week. and i went for another examining today..its starting to get better..and ill probably not be able to attend school on Monday to collect my results..Archana says she;ll collect my results for me and text em to me.. evryone iss being so awfully nice and supportive. Thank u pple :D

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