okay mugging session

im reli gona die for maths. IM reli reli gonna die for maths.

im serious

i think im gona be retained!!!

arghhh

but so many thigns have happened. hopefully i wont have to deal with anymore weird issues after this...now tht i have u. yay.

<3 everything about u =)

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAA

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im soooooooooo random
jahahahahaahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha

im sooooooo boreddddddd studyin Bio!!!!!! SO ERE I AM BLOGGIN

AND BEEPEE WE DIDNT LIE TO U! WOOOOOOOO U HAVE A STALKER

hahahhahahahahhahaahhhahahhahahhahahahahhahahahaaaaaa

thts joey laughin too

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

okay what a stupid post

yay! ur awesome...lovely even =)

OH my new monitor!!!! its like sooo biggg and niceeee and thin and evrythingggggg

muggin days are like back. argh how i hate muggin

My biological clock has gone like..all topsy turvy. i sleep in e morning and wake up at night to study

i am becomin a vampire..who sucks information from notes at night. Im sooo creepy. Not.

well on monday...studied in tp lib...pretty noisy place to study at..and we had to sit on e floor. how hot is that? not. we ended up talkin alot of crap too lol

Something funny happened today though. when i got out of e changing room in some shoppin center cos i desperately needed to get a bottom...this lady who was facin me..gave a reli shocked expression when she saw me..
she den turned to my sis who was beside her den looked back at me.

OKay..i don think we look tht alike. i don even noe why she had to giv tht face like she'd just seen a ghost.

Honestly..im such a busy person evryday. mugging mugging and mugging.

haha sorry for not studyin with u guyz..whoever u guyz are ..those tht asked me to study with em..i study better alone!!! HAHA cos im easily distracted and stuff!!! its for e better or id talk and talk and talk and u wont be able to study anyway.

HULLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay im just tryina spice up e mood aft bein away for sooo long.

I loveeeeeeee wispy and mat Muackzy muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

okay back to revision.

random. i noe. what a stupid post.

i bet this post is e shortest post the world will ever noe and have seen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BYE

this is just a small portion of our fruits of labour

wow! (im wow-ing bcos i dono what to type)

Me and eelin. Bleahx im so fat

les at e top of mount old-clothes

eelin readin magazines

les acting cool

puffer fish

acting innocent! shd have done tht ytd

Losers!!!!!!!!

Monster pushin wall

our poster!! woo i designed it! hot eh! say yesss

YAY!

okay i think ive just like announced to the world abt my roof dismantling job. Turned out...Michael tan was just joking.

And celeste had gotten home just to get a camera...to take pictures while we were on e roof. Unfortunately...we had to clean windows instead.

less dangerous and thrilling. but...erm enriching? cos im officially now the world's best Window cleaner!!! In fact...les and i were so good we decided we shd open a les-and-shufen-window-cleaning business someday and we'd be billionaires!!!

okay okay but id regretted leaving school without permission...mmichael tan explained to us e complications...didnt think it was tht bad when we did it :/

Okay shit i have to go...argh stupid

Just my luck

Today is the worst day of my life i swear

SHALL i emphasize on how dead i reli am?! I AM DEAD as in seriously DEAD as in dead beyond anything as in D for detention E for Expulsion A for Argh and D for yet another Detention

im dying im dying im dying
im dying
im dying
im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying im dying

Guess what the hell happened!

our PE lesson was like e last period ...and incidentally...it was a free period for this particular PE lesson. So i went home after reporting.
I mean...lots of em did tht last week...and we stayed on like dumbs dumbs until 5 before we left.
Plus i had a headache ...so i figured...no harm leavin at 4!

But guess what?! today...of all free PE days....was e day chosen for spot check!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! coincidentally...the only day tht id chosen to leave.

so after id left...mr new came to check if evryone was still there...and yea...id left.

SO im like honestly dying now.

Detention will definitely be in place for me...

and hooray. this will be the FIRST detention ill have in my whole entire life. Ive never had a detention for 17 years in my life. How hot is that?! NOOOOOTTTTTTTT

OKay i shd like calm down or something.

Linh says detention is fun! Her last detention was spent on havin a nice chat about Vietnam's road system with Michael Tan

Yea...I shd calm down!

I Swear ILL never break another school rule again!!!!!!! FROM now on i shall be MS goody two shoes ....long skirts with fully tucked in blouses.

EVryone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE sad for me!!!!!!!!!!!!

:((((((((((

the power of nothingness...feelin of dread..
suddenly its hit me that theres nothing to look forward to in my life..evrything's suddenly so grey and dark. i cant take all of these anymore..i don wana put on this brave front anymore..im reli tired. just stop. i miss those times when i could love myself...those days are gone..im a nothing...when i could talk to my wonderful mates evrytime im sad...i cant now. theres just too many things in my life thts pressin down on me...i cant even put a finger to why im alwayz feeling this way. theres just too many things in my life.. things tht im ashamed of..and i don wana trouble em with my problems...evryones alwayz smiling these days. evryones so happy these days. i smile for em...but deep down i feel so dreadful...im alwayz here today and gone tmr.
i look forward to being alone...in the refuge of my room...evryday. its the only place where i can truly feel content...and depressed.
i hate crowded places...they make me feel so lonely...evryone with happy faces..and i smile along...and yet its all a great big farcade. the more i smile..the more i want to be alone...the worse i feel..
im only e true me when im alone. the me whos an empty shell...the person whos a nothing...someones whos reli nothing. absolutely nothing.
i long for the days when i can be truly happy again. those innocent days.
those days...they're alwayz bright...the birds were alwayz singing. im so crushed now...evrything abt me..my being..my self-esteem..and theres nothing i can do abt it but cry in my bed evry night. evrythings going down for me...nothings going up..evryday it just keeps piling up on me..the toll...the dreadful feeling.
the power of nothingness

ill be fine. dont talk to me abt this. just let me be. ill be fine..

hulo << wispy's typical form of greeting

ytd was like sooo scary. there was this guy who was lyin in his own pool of blood cos he'd hit his head when he fell...and the impact had caused his nose to bleed...it was reli scary...ive neva seen tht much blood eva
i mean he laid there for quite some time...before anyone actually noticed him. he was in a state of shock by the time aly and meixia e suave first-aiders had attended to him..and his eyes were rolled up and stuff

poor guy.

hope hes fine now

anyway...last training on tuesday. so sad. argh. its just like what yu don had said...u cant live a week without throwin somebody once ur addicted to judo. eek. nowadays wheneva i stone....i imagine myself throwing pple. thts like soooo...weird.

oh new bruises too. and id twisted my thumb. thts reli hot! Not.

sigh im gona miss all e judokas and kato randoris. I love randoris!!!

and omg....sir was talkin to us abt blogs!!! like omg....Beware cos bro paul is here to read!!!

haha ...poor beepee. but it isnt ur fault!! so dont be too sad!

ahhhh exams. they're sooo intimidating. so ive gotta study now

Hey!
guess what! my parents are so totally restricting my computer use now...its soo amazingly saddening!

:(

well wanted to update abt judo on sat but didnt hav e time cos i came home reli shacked and plopped in bed the first thing i got home

sigh...training was reli erm...stoney...cos like there were only a few people left in the dojo when in the past, there'd be a horde of people which would make evrything so fun. sigh...i miss e j2s. now tht their gone...we feel sooo....unprotected. or so ...we all think. its quite scary to have found out certain stuff....so yea.

but it was hot anyway cos at least i managed to throw strong people like truddy and rachel. they gave way or something

anyway...it was sooo hot on sunday cos we had to do garung guni CIP...and like we had to go door to door to pass our flyers...and eventually letterboxes to letterboxes.

I mean...u could totally die just doin one block...we were totally dripping wet wen we came back. and i could see les's blue sports bra

racin and racin and racin.....or at least...thts whats les' idea of fun.
26 stories and more....throwin flyers into evry door.

HAHA

and guess what...we did from morning tll night.
but it was hot...les is such a wonderful companion...we were talkin abt evrything under the sun while stuffin flyers into mail boxes...it was sooo hot. i mean im sooo happy for her ...and her jackpot.

Honestly...it was nicer hearin her blabberin on abt her jackpot than talkin abt my cases.


like great what e hell. i have to study now. there are too many tests.

Hey u guyz!

It was sooo crazily hectic ytd!!!! Truddy was the main organiser for today's judo outing since she was the one who initiated it. Unfortunately...none of the details were settled so i had to call her and ask and stuff....And den she backed out!! So in the end...beepee and me became e organisers. I was racking my brains sooo much ytd tht much of my poor brain cells have died without proper burial and funeral.

HAHA!!!!!! evrything was nicely settled it was sooo nice :D i could finally do my maths assignment...until 2 am. how hot.

this mornin was e most embarassing day of my life cos id set my ring tone for receiving messages to be like a reli loud song...so tht id hear it when an urgent sms regardin e outing is received. UNfortunately..early in e mornin right when we were standing to attention....my fone had that Spongebob Squarepants Campfire Song ringtone on....and yea...u can like guess what happened after tht.

Evryone turned to look at my direction...giggling.

OMg the walk was soooo ....erm...short. but it was hot!.

And id never step into macritchie or sit on those stupid patches of grass again!!! Too many insects its like...for tht particular moment..i was living in so much fear.

anyway after tht whole thing....we ran to the bus stop cos we obviously knew we were running outta time. unfortunately...the bus took a million centuries to arrive...only to drive off as we gaped helplessly at it.
yea so tht explains our latenesss!!!!!

And den it was all hectic !!! deciding where to eat..bla bla and at 12.55!!!!!!!!when the movie was like alr showing... we were still stoning outside munching our food gleefully away. and when the tickets came...we walked into the theatre...only to realize we'd forgotten what our seat numbers were. so while the movie was showing....people were still walkin around frantically looking for empty seats.

OMg the movie was soo damn hot okay! i cried a few times. it was soooo touching!!!!!!!

the best movie ever!

we went to the eat at the village later...where the sji boys decided tht sniffing pepper was amusing enough to become a dare game.

Hullo!!!!!!

why is evryone trickin me these days?! i must never believe anything tht anyone say anymore! particularly...norty pple..like.....erm..too many to state. HAH but guess what! i pretended to fall for all ur trickeries...to trick u guyz into believing tht id actually fell for ur tricks! HAHA and u guyz fell for it!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH the tables are turned :))))

ytd was soo hot! but i saw sooo many unfamiliar faces! like e guy sittin nx to me in seoul garden. it was like e first time i was seein him when he'd protested tht he'd came to almost evry training. Plus evryone looked so diff and hot!

the vid was soooo hot! it was like totally funny. and the fireworks were hot! i guess the most emotional part was durin e cap'ns speech! Roy and Francis looked like they were almost crying! i was like holding my breath! cuma was bein as idiotic as ever. HAHA!

its reli saddening tht the j2s and sec 4s had to go. Trainings will never be the same without em. :(( IM gona miss evryone so much :(

i love all judokas!!!!!!!! u guyz rock my sock!

Yo! yo! yo!!!!

ooo im becomin a yoyo player.
okay lame i noe.

omg tht sounds so siti.

omg today's totally enriching so its hot!!!

i loved today!! i love all judokas!!!! their the hottest people on the planet!!!

siti came over to my house to grab some clothes!! omg im so excited abt the farewell thingy. and like i had 3 ppl buggin me abt it....extremely impatient people!

and beepee bein v smart tried to trick me with his v bimbotic tricks which of course didnt work on me cos im too smart

argh!!! i havent been studying but omg! the GP exam was like quite okay..but i think im gona fail anyway so it doesnt make a diff

Ooooo that guy nx door is hot! blonde hair blue eyes...makes ur heart melt. Awwwww

omg fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WRONG BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so fuckin blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ahhh

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

i swear this is the best birthday-day aliveeeeeeeeee

went out with my track mates and had a whole ton of smses floodin my inbox. OMG! to all who wished me and stuff thnak u so much they reli made my day :D

oh yea...and i had so much fun with arabel, sindhu, amanda and sis...it was just like e good old days!!!! I MISS U GUYZ SOOO MUCH XOXOOX

we had so much fun over dinner!! and took crazy pictures and went bonkers. It was hot!

anwyay...sis and i went home at 10pm...thinkin tht the celebrations were gona end there....when it took a reli long time for someone to open the door....i figured something was fishy. apparently, someone had forgotten to lock e door....and there i saw wispy with a look of horror on her face and dashing into the kitchen to hide!

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i found Jo, wispy and boonz hiding in e kitchen with some swensens ice cream cake in their hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

apparently, we'd came in at the wrong time!! BUT OMGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a surprise!!!!!!!! SIS was so touched she was close to tears...i mean i was soooooooo shocked and elated!!!!!!!!!!

we had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!! all night

omg
so hot!

thank u guyz !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THE PRESENTS AND SURPRISES AND EVRYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!! thank u all soooo much for evrything!!!
ytd was sooo hot i mean i love u guyz tooooooooo much muackz xoxoxooxoxox
thanks for tht bday surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

anyway...and thank u titu7 for tht other surprise! like pls!! it wasnt very surprising cos evrything was just too awkward...so yea..like lie better pls. seems like i havent graduated from the lying academy.

but i love the presents!!!!!!!!!!!! ANd tonight im gona celebrate my bday with my wonderful track mates!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS been sooooo long since ive seen u guyz!!!!!!! I love u guyz too much xox

HAHA

Remember that my birthday is this coming friday..28th july or the grim reaper will bite you.

omg im being such a kind soul by reminding the world about my birthday so that people who have bad memories wont have to feel guilty should they forget :D

OMG this is such a terribly busy week!!!!!!!!!!!! tests tests tests
and tmr is omgggggggggg the hungry ghost festival!!!!!!!! Ill be so scared to go home at night. Like shit!!! ILL be going home at night tomorow cos theres judo. LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think im going to walk home like someone whos got a neck disorder. ill be like totally looking down all e way.

argh! my eye hurts.

YOOO peeepzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh my god...i totally hated the uchikomi part today cos i didnt eat my breakfast and lunch (like ive been repeating tht for like the hundredth time)
and i was like on e brink of blacking out. how hot. not.

anwayz after training...e judokas went out to some place in bukit timah....the food was hot! literally...ahem. Like i bit into some chilli and it gave me the greatest sensation of my life!!!!!!!!!!!
not. it was reliiiiiiiiiiiiii horrible!!!!!!!!!! i swear i felt like i was on fire but oh well!
We had so much fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! and stupid beepee tryina video cam my movements. Screw u!!!

after which i had to leave anyway cos i had tons of hmwk and siti had to go home early too. arghhh

bet u guyz must have had tons of fun! I love all u judokas!!!!!!!! xoxoxooxx

Judo today!!! Hot stuff!!!!!!!!!

its such a wonderful experience just seein my wonderful judo mates again! Ur all Hot !!!!!!!!
Love evryone one of u to bits muackz xoxoxox

HAHA thankfully no pt. all that teaching! it was so hot!

and tmr...judo finals will be held! wooohoo isnt tht amazing? of course it is! cos i get to skip lessons!

wahahahahaha

i cant face all of these anymore.
I cant
i reli cant. I cant take these torments anymore.
im so guilt ridden.
I deserve all of these. I do. i swear i do
I hate this. I hate myself I hate evrything thats going on.
im so paranoid i hate evrything. i hate all of these.
pls...
i feel so tormented..so suffocated.

the baluku on my head is sooo cute!!! though of course it hurt alot when it was inflicted upon that puny head of mine.
it has subsided though. i cant play with it anymore :(

Apparently i was in a very bad mood durin training yesterday. training was pretty tough. PTs and all. and being the very clever person that i am, i situated myself at the front-est front, in full view of the coaches. SO i had to complete evrything perfectly. woo.

And i dislike that new throw!!! it either hurts me or my partner evry single tme we do it. YAY sondra was my partner! shes a damn good partner!! its so nice throwing her. I love you babe!!!

oooooo and den we went out to suntec. we were havin e toughest time of our lives deciding where we wanted to eat. but it was hot!!!! we decided on laksa at congress. IT WAS SOO BLOODY FUN!!!!!!!!!!! we were like laughing the whole time! and rachel's newly composed ta-ma-de song is sooooo hilarious i almost died laughing!!!

i mean it was so fun okay. it reli was. yay i love all u judokas! but i left home earlier than evryone once again. sigh! u guyz must have had alot of fun at the singapore river!!!

LOVE U ALLL XOXOOXOX

omg the judo nationals last wednesday was so hot!!!!!!!!!!
it was soooo bloody exciting...and while i sat in front to record evrything down in a camcorder...the people sitting behind me were screaming like mad people.

My ear almost exploded. its a surprise how e camcorder's lens didnt break.
and being too engrossed in the match...id forgotten that my voice would be recorded into e video...and would of course be e clearest since i was so near to the camera. So while the match went on i couldnt help but sweared some reli 'hot' words a few times...only to realize after each swearing that that was gona be recorded.

I hope no one discovers tht it was me!!!!

How extremely smart of me.

we went to compass point and stuff and omg i Love all u judokas!!!!!!!!

on thurs...i had my mt oral...and it didnt suck very much to me. Even tho i noe it did. I noe tht im not makin sense here but heck it hahahaha

Unfortunately the SJI boys didnt make it to e finals but we're already so proud of em! well done u guyz xoxox

HI ive got food poisoning and i was vomitting...in school for a few times so i got to go home after that.
fortunately i surpressed the urge to puke again until i reached home cos i didnt reli wana dirty the cab. The driver was such a nice man!

guess what?! i went to see e doctor...den slept for 4 hourss!!!!!!!! can u believe my craziness?! im a piggo.

i bet they've given out e papers. I know ive screwed em all. Awesome. not.

Hullo!
i wont tell u e number of new injuries that i now possess!

Guess what a complete failure i am. I lost not one...but two shiais!! ytd. that shiai was particularly impt cos it affects the selection for the schl team. so in the end i lost in both! i totally felt like cryin after that but rach, eelin and christine cheered me up by sayin they'll bet with me...a free dinner...that i would be in e team. okay...so the thought of gettin a free dinner totally cheered me up :D

yeap so the team members were announced and i was gettin a free dinner. unfortunately..that hope was dashed when sir called me and said he wanted to speak to me after speaking to the team players.

apparently, he'd put my name in as a team player, among the 9 names, and sent it to e school alr. but he was lazy to do e paperwork and stuff so im just gona have to follow along on the competition day itself. so im not in e school team but at least i get to watch e comp and skip lessons. Isnt that hot?!

stupid me. sir must have been completely drunk when he put my name in. honestly, i feel like an idiot now. for puttin my foot out and doin all e wrong things. im such an embarrassment.

sigh.

yay school is starting late tmr cos of e world cup. We have such a wonderful principal!!

hehe

- im in a hehe mood today.

I bet this post is the shortest post in e world! none of u can beat this record!!!!

LIKE HI!!!!!!!!!!

training was happily quite light today cos Judo nationals is coming!!!!

but yet...im abused again.

was tryin out techiniques with eelin and tryina stop a throw...when i slammed my knee against the dojo floor. and then i felt this jolt of pain. Ouch. okay....i made it a point to neva shout or exclaim when i hurt myself cos its super embarassing. but i just went OW anyway. So now my knee is like swollen. How hot is that?!

shit hmwks piling up again. isnt that just amazing?

argh!!!!!! MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!! their so tired.

went out with e judokas today...geez there were so many of em there...like 25?!!! in sakae sushi and we had the whole row to ourselves!!! evryone was so hot!! it was sooo hot!!!!!!! i loved evryone at our table!!!!!!!!!! U guyz rock my world!!!! Rachel as usual bein the 'quietest' one of all.

it was sooo hot!!! i loved the outing!!! =) totally enjoyed myself! luv u guyz xoxox

damn school tmr.

Today is a very depressing and fustrating day
the way back home was like so ergh-y as i pondered over randori aka sparring session.
sparred with siti and i totally screwed it in front of everyone.
im like so crushed now its reli argh-y.
somehow...id forgotten to do osoto...the throw which i use all e time
and coach even asked me that after training. and that was when i was like..yea why hadnt i used it.

okay so i screwed so much today i hate it so much. Bleh. im reli fustrated now. I know its like... i shdnt get so crushed over some small thing but i cant help feeling so lousy. just argh.
forget it.
the only thing good about today was havin so much fun at dinner with christiana, rach and truddy...Thank u guyz so much for the company! luv yall.

HELLO WORLD!!!!!!!!! IM BACKKKKKKKKKK

im usin a previous layout before i put it up for sharing on blogskins.com. Sobs* dont worry! itll be only up here for like a few days! afterwhich ill change back!

sorry for not updating for like...a million years!!! exams were over ytd!! but i went out with eelin and les, and Algae and only came home at night...And i was pretty zonked out then cos id only slept 2 Hours the previous night cos of BIO!!!!!!!

I SWEAR I WAS CURSIN THE DNAs IN MY BODY!!!!!!!!! their the cause for that humongously retarded chapter!! i was totally fine with every other chapter but DNA was e only problem.

I read it thru like 4 times?! and i still couldnt get a single thing in...or i guess my brain's just reached its quota...and so extra information got spilled all over the place.

no worries now!! alls well and the tide has subsided! Friggin exams are OVER!!!!! *sings linday lohan's Over*

OMG!!!! i never thot korean shows would be like soooooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!! it was e first time i was watching a korean movie...ahem excludin da changjin, and it was e most gorgeous show ever!!!!!!!!!! it was soooooooooooooo romantic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the assassin guy was sooooooo bloody sexy and hot!!!! the fact that he is an assassin gives him that sexy aura. Korean guyz are a piece de resistance!! their extremely charming! But i cried when the girl died!!! it was e saddest show in the entire universe!!!

Okay i also watched Pirates of e carribean ytd. Erm...i still dont see the charm in Johnny Depp! hes like a siao ding dong in e show.

e esplanade was reli gorgeous! the ambience...was just so awesome!!

great and now i have to go back for judo. Not that its a sad thing but my leg is still pain-ing. shucks im gona suffer from so much pain later...nevermind the tired-ness ill go thru.
IM soooooooooooooooo AFRAID OF PAIN!!!!