Im going to SMU today for some valentine's party!!

I have come to an agreement with sis.

Shd i see anyone smiling/waving at me... I'd do e same back irregardless of whether i know him/her or not

this is so that sis does not come across as being 'dao'


argh.. role playing for lab session today... and i havent studied the 'script'

Id slept in the woodlands library while staring at my computer screen and sitting upright.

I woke up when i was almost leaning against the person sitting beside me.

If only i dont have to sleep.

A new day A new mood a new start!!!!

Ive decided to blog NORMALLy like how i used to when i first started this blog because MElissa Fong wants me to!

she says tht it is normal to blog about ur day to day life.

Really??? i reeled in disbelief!

Today i felt really bad because i have sinned! and its upsetting that a friend has to remind me that i have done so... to make me stop to ponder. It definitely wasn't intentional so why was i so angst over it!! guess it was e trauma den tt made me overreact. I'm so sorry, Dear Lord and friend.

I had my first Genes and Soc lecture today. NUS is like a freakin maze.

It almost felt like we'd stepped into some foreign horizon when we got out of the lift. We have totally not been to this part of science before.

the lecture was kinda interesting although i slept for the first 30 minutes. Angie slept for the first hour with her specs on the table, her arms folded and her head down.

Michelle got herself a nice haircut for 3.80! OH MY GOODNESS! the extent some salons will go to.

I am freakin tempted to cut my hair but i have vowed never to do so until it grows to my ass.

this is so that my hair length doesnt remain stagnant.

But i look like a freakin lionness now and i cant take this anymore!!! I'll ROAR if i dont chop it off

Muay thai later! OOO am i excited!

I cant believe tht IM not STUDYIN!!! Jade juz ticked me off.

Somebody STRANGLE ME the next time u see me not studying.

I'll be eternally grateful.

Skipped dinner for two days!

sure way to slim down.

I love Muay thai and nursing. =D

YES!!! woo!

ahhh i miss eating adorable little man tou buns!

randomness

I am freaking sleepy. Stupid literature.

Before i dose off.. it is wise that i rant here or risk salivating on the school's computer keyboard.

I was just reading a journal article about patient communication.. when i recalled about my time in the hospital.. as a nurse.

altho this episode doesnt relate very much to 'communication' directly

I think my very wonderful patient was scared of me.

Although i was mostly there to listen to her troubles when she needed someone to talk to... i guess my incompetence scared the hell outta her.

That is bad in terms of establishing 'trust' in a patient-nurse relationship.

I am still learning. So its prudent tht i recognise my weaknesses now and work on em before i graduate and go out there as a staff nurse where ill be managing a whole ward!

Juz a random post.

Aftermath

I juz dreamt that my bf was with Beyonce!! OMG!!

btw.. i feel better now.. that drug works like a miracle.. agonist.. or antagonist.. whatver it is. It has successfully bound to a receptor/ inhibited a compound.. and initiated the appropriate response.

Good Job Drug!! I shall consider giving u a pay rise.

*drug cheers 'yay!'*

pathophysiology of my current suffering

oh this is so weird

im havin the weirdest tummy ache right now

i can feel my colon churning thanks to enhnced motility initiated by the unhappy small intestine.
There is also an increase in osmolality in my intestinal tract hence less reabsorption of water.. causing the very watery stool.

in other words.. im currently suffering from food poisoning. Yes it should be from the consistency.

and it doesnt help that this enhanced motility has been ongoing since 6am in the morning.

Ive been painstakingly contracting my external spincter thanks to inappropriate environment.

it is very uncomfortable. my colon is churning every now and then.

I think i should just go home and eat some medicine.

some lame questionaire

Do you have a good relationship with your ex? no.

Do you go to school currently? yeap - NUS

Who were the last 3 people to text you? Faiz, Daddy, Celestine

Do you want to kiss a specific person right now? haha not now.. im in e studying mood.

Your ex says they love you, you say? Id stone for a while before blurting "erm. okay."

Think of your bestfriend / bestfriends, are they virgins? yeap!

You're currently listening to? the noise from e printer.

Does your dad and your boyfriend/ girlfriend have a good relationship? not exactly.

Preferred brand of cigarettes? I smoke! yes i do. Im a nursing student, i know that 90% of e disease tht im currently studying are attributed by smoking and I SMOKE! nOT.

How are you feeling right now? cold. Even with a long sweater from cotton on that says 'thermal wear'

Do you have any homework to do? Shit yes. Dont make me feel any guiltier than i alr am.

When was the last time you smiled? a few mins ago.

Who was the first person you talked to today? Muji.

What were you doing at 5 PM last night? i was training.

What are you NOT looking forward to? Pharmaco tut tmr!

Do you plan on moving out of your parents house next year? No. I'm but a little girl.

Are you a forgiving person? i suppose

Are you on medication of any kind? no

How late did you stay up last night ? 2am thanks to msn.

If you could move somewhere else, would you? OOO yes! to a nice apartment designed by myself.. out of my parents house so that i can enjoy some independence

When was the last time you cried really, really hard? Gee thts hard. erm.. middle of last year?

What did you do Sunday? I had a reunion buffet lunch at a hotel.. and attended angie's bday celebration at Timber at night. It was fun!! but.. i didnt study... again.

When is the next time you'll hug someone? prolly tmr. or at e later half of e day if i happen to bump into someone close and familiar

What are you doing this coming weekend? WOah im doin ALOT this coming weekend. wat with e chinese new year celebration and someone's bday celebration. (u know who. Shit i bet ur sniggerin right now XP)

Are you afraid of roller coasters? No i love em.

What was the last pill that you took? Salmon oil pill.

Excited for anything within the week? OH yes. the weekend.

Do you know any songs that remind you of summer? eh... first day of my life by Bright Eyes.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM? Stoning in the train.

Do you tell your mom everything ? Not really

Has anyone ever crawled through your window? HAHAHHAA yes. in e wee hours of e morning. Thanks for the consideration.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? nope

How did you and your number 1 meet? At some chalet party.

Did you speak to your mother today ? No

Who was the last person in your bedroom? my sister

Are you missing someone? Yes. WISPY!! im waitin for ur lecture to end.

If I looked under your bed, what would I find? Cold-marbled floor. mom would kill me if i shd hide anything under it.

How do you usually sleep ? laterally. with a suffocated bolster if bolsters suffocate. I wonder.

Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning? in slumberland.

Who was the last boy/girl you held hands with? the sad and adorable monkey

Will you kiss someone in the next week or two? why not.

Are you someone that worries far too much? yes. Yes. YES

Do you think some people are crazy for wearing jeans in the summer? well its always summer. but almost evryone in campus does so. its almost like a norm.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A? no. I hardly kiss anybody.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now? WISPY IM STILL WAITIN FOR U

Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason? Yea.

Do you know what you' re wearing tomorrow? NO. Its always impromptu

Are you irritated with anyone? No. Well.. mayb yes.

Is there something you should be doing right now? SHIT YES. STUDYYYY

How has the week been? depressing. I SHD HAVE STUDIED MORE

Did anyone see you kiss that last person you kissed? no. its always discrete. I respect the public.

What're you looking forward to? the Celebrations!

Last movie you saw in a theater. Ipman!

Do you know anyone who’s pregnant?no

Are you shy? I have a split personality. it depends on who im around with.

Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo? no. Much too painful.

Does your phone go off in the middle of the night? i turn it off at night.

Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow? in school.. stoning away.

Are you allergic to anything? Cephalexin.

is there someone you will never forget? Quite alot of people!

Do you hate being alone? I need to be alone sometimes.

Is there a girl that knows every thing or mostly everything about you? haha yea

How did you feel when you woke up today? Sleepy.

Do you regret anything? No. Evrything happens for a reason. Well mayb yes. I REGRET not studying enough this week!

These days.. ive been having the uncanny urge to throw a punch at anyone who is not in defensive position... basically standing still.

SO dont stand still when ur around me... cover ur face or something

This is thanks to my training at muay thai.

Trained to grab the right opportunity to throw a good punch when an opponent leaves his face exposed.

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School has started!!!

I know this means less enjoyment and more distress.

Sigh but life has to go on. I have successfully survived my first week of school. It has been okay.. esp since we were greeted by yet another NUS science Bazaar! NUS can be my next favourite shopping mall. What with the beautiful apparels and accessories at super cheap prices

It also means more studying... i miss PGP! where cs stays. It is e best study environment to have ever existed on planet earth.

Just yesterday.. we had a muay thai CNY buffet dinner at crystal jade. Allow me to just say that apparently.. only me, rachel and felicia are girls in the team. SO we get to train with shirtless buff guys 3 times a week.

fighting with the guys made me realize how terrible i am with my muay thai skills. they are so fast and my moves are so predictable to them. I could do nothing when we spar but merely duck and defend.

I suddenly realize how adorable Sunny is when i fought with him yesterday. His occasional transitions from looking stoned to suddenly looking amused is freaking funny! If i were his mum id cradle him in my arms and hug him everyday like a girl hugging a teddybear.

And just yesterday.. Id threw a punch at melvin while countering his.. and his nose started bleeding.

Apparently.. he claims that ive knocked his originally crooked nose back into its rightful place. A good start for my career as a nurse. (if it was even crooked in the first place) i think he was just saying that so that i'll not feel bad. I hope i dont hurt my girls that way. PLEASE! dont ever let me!

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CNY is coming!! yay!!

tired

Today is a super tiring day for me im shagged beyond anything even tho training wasn't even that tough.

My muscles are degenerating.

My love for Muay thai is actually growing. Although i think the training shd be tougher for that spur to occur

I am very very tired and im not thinking straight

my eyes are half closed.

CLosing, closing, Gone!

Goodbye planet earth! Hello slumberland.

Muji's bday

we were juz celebrating Muji's birthday about 60 seconds ago and im here to blog about it!!

SIs bought orgasmic P.Osh brownies and came home at like 11. while i planned how the surprise will go.

I was gonna light a candle.. turn off e lights and come into the living room together with mum and dad and sing a happy brithdya song.

Unfortunately...

dad was no where to be found he prolly was reading newspapers in the toilet...

Mum and Muji were too engrossed in their YOGA exercise in the living room.

SO i decided tht sis and I should do e surprising alone.

I tried to light a candle but couldnt do it without burning a finger.

so i settled for a torchlight

i turned off e light and made it seem like a blackout but evryone got irritated cos they knew i was behind it

and sis started singing the happy birthday song in front of kak kak without me while i hurried forward to stand beside her.

Sis was seeing a draggy and out-of-tuned birthday song because she thought the idea was lame.
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I went for Spa massage today.

hey guyz i noe its been eons since i last blogged but im really bored of blogging esp since i cant really say much about work and stuff due to confidentiality matters.

But i love nursing like nothing. Im so glad i chose what i want. theres nothing else id have chosen.

The exams have been woo! terrible i must say. but i shall concentrate on my ATTAchment! Thats right. its tmr. !
My first day at work. AS A NURSE.

im heartened that my closest friends have expressed their excitement for me.. they seem to be more excited about it than i am :S

Mayb its cos its drowned out by the nervousness. IM totally... nervous...and scared might i add.

Oh God please be with me.

Id spent my night at starbucks Novena today.... randomly brought this book with me.. and read it as i sipped my green tea frap and took in e gorgeous ambience.

Memories flooded back. I missed it so much... I wish i could have it back again.. juz like how it was before...

For a moment.. i felt the bliss i havent felt in a long time.

I was sitting in e same place prolly just a year and a half ago.. studying... holdin on to it.

but yea.. im going for my attachment tomorow... and i dont want anything to go wrong! It cant! it'll be grave if i do make a mistake... Im dealing with something as vulnerable as human life. I hope complacency wont seep in.. like how it always does when things are smooth sailing for long enough.

well juz last friday i ice-skated with mr. yap. It was lovely.. juz like how it is evrytime I'm with him... And i skated like michelle kwan, the olympics ice-skater winner.

Not.

but hey what du expect? i dont rollerblade nor hav i ice skated before. *looks sheepish*
It was fun... truly.

And.. i love him.

Okay so shan has told me some stuff tht i didnt find surprising... Im happy for her.. and i can only hope for the best! id love to get to noe him one day so tht if he hurts her again id stick something up his cuckoo.

Im sadistic. Juz thot u shd noe.

haha so hinted sherman when he yelled at me while i did an osoto-gari with a junior on sat. "why nurse so violent one!"

HULO! im staying up for the whole of tonight hence the very good mood to start blogging.
im the most energetic person thts ever known to humanity right now! (im reli quite sleepy)

And the reason for this is cause i have an assignment due on Monday afternoon and i will not let what happened to Terri Schiavo's case to repeat itself. Running around the library to ensure tht i could hand it in in time has caused me a big blue black when i banged into e librarian's desk.

Its ok. Im used to embarassing myself in the most ridiculous ways.

I love my to-be patients by the way.

after our very touching presentation which ended with tears, smiles and jubilation, I have come to realize that yes, indeed, that all my life... i have wanted to be a part of this..

without realizing it until i was in it.

Nursing encompasses everything I want to do and achieve in my life.

To care for people
To respect persons and their dignity
To love the disadvantaged
To be free from bias and discrimination

I'm glad i have come to be a part of this beautiful profession.

Dear lord, give me the strength to persevere through this course. I am quite stressed now. Amen.

i was juz thinking to myself yesterday afternoon after id received news about my passing of the i-am-bound-to-fail test. I mean.. after lookin at my performance on tuesday afternoon... i knew i was gonna fail from the apalled look of Jeff and the disapproving look of Sandra. I went home and cried as if it was the end of the world. Bcos i genuinely thot i was the stupidest person in e world. A simple practical test. and i could fail it. i tot back on all my failures to back that up... but failed to counter that with my achievements.

Until yesterday. id passed. For some miraculous reason. for a moment i couldnt believe that U08______ was my number. OH but i confirmed it with my matric card.it was then that i started to become a lil more rationale. U noe how they like to say that the onlooker is always the best observer of the situation.

As i noticed how disappointed my friends looked and felt... (for those who had failed), I thot to myself that despite the grades.. they are definitely not losers. One of my friends... felt like she isnt fit to be a nurse. Far from it i thot. Ive seen her genuine passion in this profession. She is one who values health of others has shown her unbound care to pple around her.. does not discriminate (something that i think is emulated within the nursing profession itself.. as we treat each and evry patient with the same dignity and respect that they deserve regardless of race, status, religion etc.).

Right there and then , i just wanted to give her a hug to tell her that.. i do not doubt her capabilities and that i believe that she will be a good nurse.. whatever the theoretical grades. Ive always looked up to her.
it was then that i suddenly see myself in my friend on tuesday evening. Did i tell myself the same thing that day when i felt the way she felt? Why was it that i could do that to others but i couldnt do e same for myself?I am not a bad nurse. No matter how bad my theoretical grades are. i have been having the attitude to keep moving.. i've never given up... even though there were times when i felt like quitting. On the day of e nursing interview... i recalled my answer to the question: what is ur greatest fear for the future. "To give up in pursuing my passion"
Shd i give up one day... id put all those countless of times of acheivements of struggling to survive in vain. Is it worth it?I was here... because I genuinely wanted to be here. Id put this as first choice. Not for money, fame or glamour. But for the very passion in its line of work... to care.

"王位功名如云烟，淑女峭立在眼前。芬芳如菊人似月，愿与佳人共婵娟" - CS Yap

Gosh how enchanting.. and how beautifully written! i was totally speechless when this offline msg, written at 2 am, popped up in my messenger window.

Sigh.. thank u so much =)

and ive just received a msg from darling chairman.. her last msg mins before she departed for england... ill dearly miss her.. in fact im tearing right now! I wish she didnt hav to leave so soon! =(

And just yesterday.. i visited darling ct in her hostel for only awhile cos i had cas and such.. How i love and missed her so much. Im so glad we caught up!

Thank God for the angels in my life. =)

YOyo!
its weird how yo has become my favourite hello greeting.. too much of an influence id say

Went to quadfac Bash ytd! and sarah won e pageant.. it was pretty cool... and its e first time ive been to zouk might i add. Haha yea yea i bet u think im a mountain tortise but im too cool for things like that. jk. it juz doesn't appeal to me thats all... esp after a friend of mine answered to my question as to what is e supposed dress code for clubbing... a tinge of sex appeal he said.
oh but it was v fun.. we camwhored alot.

Oh not to mention the fact that i did hair and make up for some of my friends... Who looked so hot thanks to my wondrous skills.. and their beauty of course.

I am just so amazing. *wipes a tear away*

oh and we hung arnd clarke quay. Its beautiful there and it brought back memories.

amongst all e times that ive gone there... e most memorable occasion is e time when we were walkin along e shophouses and arnd singapore river... when he held my hand and asked me to trust him as he walked me through e fountain. I was taken aback then cos ive never held a guy's hand before HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. no stop laughing and no im not lying.

Been having alot of fun anyhooz! I love my course sooo much have i told u that?!

Sigh chairman is leaving soon. i really love her. I'd miss her and her fart-and-fly-to-the-moon joke.

Thanks to rachel chiang... i was prancing e house naked cos e only deets she gave to today's outing were meet at 11, do not be late... of which no other details were given which left me wonderin all morning on what sorta meeting that was and what sorta dress code shd i get myself in.

Muay thai!!!!! is really cool. i know how to kick the cuckoos of guys now.

Im writing this post with the presumption that no one reads this blog.

Ive been muggin my ass off these few days! and ive found a new place to mug within my residence. Mom's study room!
Ive never studied there before.. not even in my years of my primary school days before i moved to my other house in yishun.

Its a wonderful cozy and quiet corner... where id play classical music to soothe my soul and study enjoyably.

Im loving healthcare law and ethics... a subject in which we debate on what should be or should not be done given a particular circumstance or situation. (even tho ive not actlly studied it)
Most of e time im muggin for anatomy and physiology.

I hate the heart.

Sometimes im intimidated.. sometimes im not.
But let it not affect me.
Sometimes id feel so low about myself.. bcos i hav no confidence in myself at all.. but i know v well that if id juz be less self-conscious.. i could hav made some very sound statements... and contribute juz like how i really want to.

but i ought to break through all these barriers. They are impeding my desire to be odd...be who i am and pursue my goals. I must not let past experiences put me down. They are bad experiences that ought not to impact my being negatively... but should only help me grow and be stronger.

oh btw, im in love.

YO!

Its high time i start blogging about my life which i havent done for a century!
Enough torture for all my fans. (*crickets chirping*)

If u havent alr known... Im currently taking up a nursing degree in NUS.
Its pretty cooL! Suddenly im in love with Biological topics when id previously hated em in jc. Mayb its cos i was juz not prepared enough for the hefty number of tests in college hence have developed a detest towards it.
But i love it now! Courses like contemporary nursing teach skillls that are v applicable even in our daily life.. and not to mention the v fun activities we use to incorporate information into our heads.

Uni life is full of buzz! its less hectic than jc even tho its rather competitive.. information overload.

But we learn things in an independent.. fun and interactive way. Not to mention the four-day week. I have my favourite day, Friday, all to myself!
and theres always some sort of party to look forward to.. welcome teas galore. okay thats for ccas.

oh how i love university life!

IM joining muay thai! to embrace my inherent violent nature. Yes im violent at heart no matter how demure i look... even tho i dont look v demure at all.

Alll u bullies beware! shuffy is here to box. i know it doesnt rhyme.

and i had e greatest laugh of my life last night! I know it was supposed to be romantic.. not funny...but if evryone were to do e same old conventional thing... wheres the fun in it!

Quiet nights and quiet stars

Fantasy and reality are two different entities.
let it not get to you.

hullO! haha pls dont take what i post for real.. sometimes its just a lame shout out

I am pretty much losing the touch for blogging as u can see. Ive caught the wispy disease.

well lately ive been bumming around and planning for Uni n stuff.. yea whats new

Nothings too new... in fact.. it is kinda squeezing me dry. I know it is hard to comprehend my lil language but im in a reli random mood so hope ya dont mind at all

Sigh im in a terrible confusion now. I wished it never happened. tsk tsk but it is not something one can have control of... so ive gotta quit blaming and yelling at myself.

If i have to.. ill face e consequences. It is for the better anyway. Even tho it is hard to make that kinda choice.

ANyhooz! Dont try to convince me to go ahead with it bcos i know myself better. I know its stupid to come to a standstill w regards to this issue but... i hav nothing to lose anyway.

*bangs head*

Hullo!
U might have thot that id died over at camp since ive been pretty quiet on my blog

Im sorry to disappoint but I am back to haunt!

I hav gone for two camps so far.. sports camp and VCF camp and im v sick of em by now. Unfortunately i hav one more down to go... which i will attend for only 2 days! cos ive got a post sports camp chalet party and our last shopping trip with mat on e third day!

And jo and chairman are away at hong kong :(

I am such a busy woman.

au revoir!

you know you love me

xoxo

the sexiest. (you know who of course)

(gossip girl copied me)

this is my last goodbye to the world before i leave for my camp which will last for a week.

Dont miss me too much and be good while im gone, Earth.

If i shd die.. this shall be my departing message.
and NO im not committing suicide but mayb i hav by choosing to sign up for this stupid camp

hey! it might be a good idea if i turn myself into ice-cream girl n get a right hand resembling that of a bodybuilder's! Thats a fantastic idea. Now evryone will be screaming away with fright after gettin a peek at the bloated arm. Dream come true.

It wont be a very nice experience to bump into some familiar faces tho. Ill have to scoop ice-cream into their little bowls. How very exciting. I can imagine myself scratching into the ice-cream with a big rounded scoop, with great difficulty n givin a sheepish smile, 'here is ur ice-cream' n they'll take e lil bowl swiftly and wink back 'thanks ice-cream lady'.
God forbid.

Went back to my old house today. They'd changed the name of e condo to 'Seletarisia'.
Guess they needed a fresh change.

I brought home some onion roti pratas from e coffee shop near the old house. I missed it so much.
Ate it for dinner tonight along with some fake red wine. Yea i know im tryina be cool.
I mean.. red wine sucks.. u gotta admit it.

We had a great laugh during dinner.

the weird things i do when i was little. MAybe not so little.

Like e time when i was 15...
I bawled to the world about my going to die of diabetes bcos i found ants in my panties

Yes. i confided that Super Big secret to my sister's guy classmate who happened to be tallking to me at that time.

The next thing was us praying fervently and chanting Amen... for the healing of my failing health.

OMG y was i such a retard? Not that i am not one now.

So says Wispy after I confided in her about how upset that i was about my becoming 'normal' when i was previously known to be 'insanely abnormal'
Not that that was a v happy thing.

Guess i enjoyed bein crazy. Maybe the asylum shd be my second home.

'U are still not normal', quipped wispy who continued stoning after that.

Thanks. Its high time i bask in the glorious moment.

I have a hundred and one things gg through my mind. WHY 101? its juz a random huge no. that popped into my head.

For one.. there are tons of things ive yet to settle regarding my application which needs a hell lot of hefty admin scores to settle with.
Nx, a sudden avalanche of invitations and outings that is threatening to swallow my being.
And nx, a heck alot of things to remember or risk getting into the death square. Mmm.. u noe i like to exaggerate.

Its high time i start scheduling and organise the outings into appropriate dates.

N of course... my parents. N their growing unhappiness which i apparently find it hard to stunt unless I stay home to study or go out to work.. whch is quite hard to find since i only need a job for a week or less lookin at the hefty no. of upcoming events. They find it a highly disturbing issue for their daughter to want a break before starting highly stressful uni life.

But im gona do social work. So i guess less time for my friends unless u guyz wana come along!

Its hard to appease my parents bcos evrything i do is wrong, detestable, disgusting.

Theres nth much i can do abt it. I hav growing issues and i still dono how to settle em really. OMG

WHy why why

I am so upset n i dono what to do.

If u must know, i am currently having the time of my life!

Free to do anything i want! Yes.. ive quit! But i still love my colleagues so!

Pix taken from yvvieee's blog!

Its the tuckshop! the place i eat evryday *munch munch*


And u see pple of different uniforms.
There is a whole bar of salads and drinks! Free flow might i add


A night out with Annie at one of our outlets! cafe Swiss! Gorgeous desserts


Annie my boss! yvvie and me =D

At Ellenborough Market Place with the department

its been three weeks. And ive been busy with stuff like catchin up with myself. Ha ha. i know.. not funny.

I bought some books with yvonne on sat. Dream come true. It has always been a lifelong dream of mine to buy a book. Jo choked with laughter.

Chicken souP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the NURSING SOUL!!! the best thing thats ever happened in a million years! i love my book! and another on basic life lessons and another for faith. one for my career, my spirit for daily life's ordeals and for faith in God. it was amazing! they'll be the most precious books. the books that i need to tread life's water.. inspirations galore! it was the best day of my life. I was grinning so hard it felt like e time when mom got me a barbie doll when i was a lil girl

I was out the whole of last week. Woke up early in e morning got changed to meet matilda darling for a whole day of shopping!

It was hot hot hot. I love shopping with matilda! though we bumped into weird pple for a couple of times. Damn why are there so many weirdoes in singapore.

But we're gonna keep this regime up evry week nonetheless. yayness. And wispy will b with us nx week.

(sorry but i had to take out the exclamations that id put in last night in the post cos i guess i was too high and yet too stoned to contain my outburst of energy and excitement)
at night it was the time of my life! Meeting my track babies!!! We ate at my old house, Seletaris, and headed there after n did tons of retarded things.

I got to meet our tenants who passed us our letters and chatted a lil with our old neighbours.. which was quite late at night.. how very considerate of us. But it was so wonderful...i love my old neighbourhood.

Click to get e bigger picture babe

I was unfortunately too high and since this was posted late in e night i had no energy to restrain that outburst of energy and ended up sounding like an all-too-excited puppy

This morning 10/6! We ran tgt at our old routes and reminisced old times. it was simply blissful n lovely =)
I have unfortunately grown to be v old. i cant keep up with youngsters no more =(
So mandy and sindhu were running up ahead while YS and I took our long strolls.

Oh btw, i got into nursing

damn my headache is back.

And ive got good news!

I AM FINALLY ALLOWED TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!

This Friday, 23/5
and u shd noe this!

but im afriad to go back to work tmr.

i bet through the weekends the chefs were panicking cos their bocconcini cheese hasnt arrived. and shufen's not around to explain it to em

tsk tsk tsk

the pile of work stacks as high as jack's bean stalk. there has never been a day of peace even durin e holidays or weekends cos im always worryin about the stocks and if chefs have got enough at hand for their whatever important function.

this job has given me a chronic headache.

No wonder Khoo, my boss, quit and complaint about the stress level.

And i have unfortunately been chosen to take over his place. But well.. Its an experience i must say. getting to liaise with bosses of companies and chefs to help solve issues. Its interesting for a temp job.. tho very demanding.

And id cooked pumpkin soup with cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! last night.

tried to follow one of my chef's style of cooking. but it tastes kinda weird.

i have a whole pot of it here. Who wants to have the honour of drinking of my home-made pumpkin soup with cheese?

Ara is comin over later anyway. She'd have that honour :D

Im going to run later!!! i hope i dont die. Cos i have got a bit of flu.. and ive heard of stories of pple dyin from their runs cos they were sick.

Kill me not, Viruses!

Im gonna attend Siti's play at night!

She;s gonna be marvelous im sure :)

some random stuff

HEY!

i miss e past!

sigh how i wish i was still a lil school girl

cos now im a lil working girl

which is quite lame

Wootz! arara has a boyfren! mwahahaha

U shd so know this but i got myself a Guess bag

I DON THINK I CAN ENTER NURSING!!!!!!!!!!!!! wich is quite saddening..


well lately im juz fleeting through my daily life cos im always workin and before i know it its alr 10 pm. Evryone wants me to do things for them. SHUFEN!!!!! DO THIS FOR ME! SHUFEN!!! HELP ME WITH THIS! SHUFEN SHUFEN SHUFEN SHUFEN!!!!!! my name echoes like it does when its shouted out in caves. I die at e end of the day. I am too kind-hearted i must say.

Surprise surprise! i slept like a pig in e train! i missed my station. Can i juz say that its the first time this is happening! A strange phenomena hmm... ill try to crack the mystery of this case when i hav e time

Meanwhile id juz came home from family dinner. I love mom and dad :D

and i miss my old house :|

My eye lids are about to close!

OH NO i have no control over them!!!

yes they;re closing and in a few seconds time they'll be shut tight!

darkness! OMG

good night!