okay..ive been feelin very miserable lately..with all the stress and tiny issues..its like livin life waitin for somethin to happen..and nothing happens..i dnoe..but its gettin reli miserable..there's no life in life nemore..like its gettin reli dull..unlike a few months ago when evryday i was lookin forward towards something all the time..and just havin fun..its like me hanging out in my bedroom..sitting on my bed.. or in another room..whatever.