today was cool..but i kept thinkin bout it..i am totally clueless bout what i shd do next..Still reeling frm it. finalleh someone who could help..arabel..if the truth's spilled..evrything and i mean evrything..will turn topsy-turvy..like kaboom! and suddenly evrything u neva dreamed of happenin happens..nothing is real no more. its like a horrible nightmare tht u cant wake up from. well except, its no dream. I consulted arabel..she was reli supportive and told me abt what i shd do..cos she's quite close to us as in she noes my family background and stuff..well ive gotta admit..she's a very good comfort-er...its a blessing to have her as a friend.
today we had training..and evryone was slackin away..it was so funny..its like me breathless and worn out and at the brink of a collapse..walkin towards the playground they were chillin at n laffin away cos they started first and ended it fast..Deep down i felt like laffin cos it was such a contradictorial scene. but i only ran 6 real sloped..and 1 edited one...
Sis is sufferin from some kind of lung ache or sumfin..she cant train..and she's goin down..i noe how it feels..its like ur desperate to train but u cant..and den u watch urself go down. tht's freaky
Kewl day newayz...beautiful as alwayz..ill have to train harder to improve..i might wana do some mile-age tmr..