today was dead borin! i had nuffin betta to do than just slammin my head into my pillows..and doin crazy stuff..i went to visit all the dollz sites till my eyes go gah..then i happened to pass by this forum on a doll site about racism..there were totally sad things there..readin all these stuff just opens ur eyes to know what the world reli is like..the kids there shared their experiences and some shared bout how they were bein abused in diff sorts of ways cos of their race..bein in singapore id thot racism does not exist anymore they were so in the stone age..till i actually went to this international chat stuff and realized the horror...many and i mean many like a half of the lot were actually racists..to asians, blacks esp, jewish bla bla..Dave was the biggest racist of all time..if i could turn back time i woulda nailed him..he hates blacks and evryone who isnt of the same 'higher-class' whites as him..i should have screamed at him when i had the chance..but then again mayb the racists were just sayin it out but didnt mean it cos take dave for eg. he once scolded me whore for bein an asian ..but a few seconds later, he said he was sorry and then we got on reli well..but its totally sickening when pple like him calls the blacks niggaz and nailing them when they did nuffin to em..i wish i could just kill him! literally. i hate racist pple they are real idiotic and stupid they've got no brains..and there was this girl i read who had racist parents and when she told em she was datin a black guy, they flipped out..if i were her i would tell zat to em," ur an adult and u shd know betta than to be racist..uve got totally no rite to be discriminatin him cos of his color..ur so wrong..ur such lil poopys..ur soo noo-brain..and i can say anything i want cos ur so wrong to be racist..i cant believe ur such lil kids at heart..bein racist is the worst thing in the world to happen and if u continue to be such nappies..i wont speak to u, ever!" and there are loads of kids there who had racist parents and they totally hate it but they dont dare voice out..and there was this kid and her brother who was assaulted cos of their race and there was this girl who had her name as,' all niggaz must die!' and evryone there who wasnt racist got totally mad but they had alredi given her a piece of their mind.
this was one of the worst things i saw on one of the forum on racism:

"severedsoulmate wrote:
we're all the same on the inside. outside appearance should not be an issue. we no longer live in the sheltered era of the 1950s

REPLY:
Yeah, you live in the sheltered era of the 2000's where the Jewish media refuses to let the "racist" side be heard, therefore making you think its bad to be a racist, aka its "bad" to know the TRUTH. Black and mexican chicks are disgusting looking and smell like my bathroom after I @#$%!, chinks arent bad, and jewish girls have hideous noses and are ugly.
i concur sept that jewish grls arnt that bad they do give good head. we finally agrree 4 once.
Jewish girls are just out to take your money.
thats y u dont go out with them u just have them suck yo dick
Because their giant hooknoses would get in the way."

we shd be reli lucky to be singaporeans as there are totally no such thing as that here..but out there in the hideous world...its hell cos of racism!!